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the name of the dreams: ultra-smart meter – he’s all wrong, almost – stereo fixation

those readers with smart meters will know this dream is credible

the first smart meter bill has arrived

the family is enticed by it

the dreamer is pissed

the dream becomes a Think-read dream – https://endicat.com/think-read-think-write/

a black and white bill with more than six categories is showing in the dream

the categories are, “individual times and totals of the amount of electricity used, when first used, last time used, the device used, which member of the household a device belongs to . . .”

different members of our house are not happy that everyone else can see what devices they are using

all we need now is smart water meters and we can tell when mom or sister is having her periods

notes

of course, the argument can be made that a person shouldn’t want or need to hide anything

try telling that to the secret services

the secret services want to know everything about everybody to be able to control them

what the secret services really want to know is how much we know about what they’re doing

the cry of “national security” is the mantra of those who have lost control of their destiny and now seek to control others

this intrusion into your domestic life is yet another tool through which the secret services can “muck” us about

this dream was due to realising that smart meters can interfere with the mechanism of a device

it was only yesterday when an expensive sharp microwave went haywire

the microwave wouldn’t respond to the cooking commands

the commands were being accepted but the microwave was not executing them

or, the commands flashed onto the display screen and either flickered on and off or didn’t display at all, or, the commands showed on the display screen but didn’t execute them, or, nothing showed on the display screen when a command was entered . . .

a smart meter can be a boon

the writer was both appaled and pleasantly surprised with the rate of consumption of some devices

this website advice . . instal the meter, turn on your electrical devices on one at a time, write down or memorise the consumption of each device, unplug the meter

vividness 2.9 – participant – the category of the dream: smart meters (1)

9052021

the name of the dream: the unlikely lads

a pre-dream event, in the form of a profoundly pervasive female voice, penetrates the dreamer’s soul and causing him to become calm says, “love, wake up, it’s ten-past seven”

the voice is so real it causes the dreamer to get out of bed and start thinking about and looking for things to do

it takes more than ten seconds of awake-time before the writer realises he is acting out the voice-prompt

get back into bed and spend one to two minute trying to make sense of what has just happened before going back to sleep, still not sure

probably you-know-who

the dream starts

the first scene is of an italian man, his accent is unmistakable

he has a toddler with him

the toddler can’t have been out a pram for more than a few weeks

the man makes a snide remark

it causes the dreamer to become angry

my impulse is to hit him

the toddler shouldn’t be witness to an act of violence

it is noticed the man is standing by a stone barrier about a third of a metre high

the stone barrier runs around a large pool that contains many varieties of fish

the pool is an irregular shape

it is approximately fifty square metres

the dreamer walks towards the man

when the man is within arms reach, the dreamer extends his right arm and using his open palm, pushes against the man’s chest and it causes him to lose his balance

the man tries to steady himself but the stone barrier prevents him from moving backwards

the man falls back-first into the water

there are then ten or more scenes of a similar nature

in every scene, the writer gets the better of his antagonist’s in novel and painless ways

at the end of the scenes that contain hostility, the dreamer has teamed up with a young man of twenty-three or thereabouts

physically, we couldn’t be more different

he is three or four stones heavier than the dreamer, has a beard and moustache, is dressed like a biker and has a demeanour that exudes a person who is discontented with everything and everybody and is ready for anything

before we speak for the first time, he is ready to jump down the writer’s throat the moment he finishes speaking

to his surprise, he doesn’t find a fault with anything the dreamer says, on the contrary, his prolonged pause is inviting me to carry on speaking

after making a few points about the state of the world his silence is replaced by an eagerness to hear more

before you know it, we agree about the best tracks made by different rock bands

our conversation returns to world politics

we both agree on who the “niggers in the pile” are

further, we agree on what course’s of action should be taken

we are “feeding” off each other in a way that neither the dreamer nor the biker-bloke had experienced before

we begin our campaign

after a mere seven or eight of the most influential men of the Oligarch’s structure have been nullified, the way looks open to implement a lifestyle free of murder

in the last scene, the one and the only use of force looks like it is about to be enacted

we have an aerial view of a sniper lying on his front on top of a building

his “target” is in one of the well-lit offices on the top floor of a high building forty-metres away

since Murder isn’t permitted, it is assumed the sniper intends to wound the person in his sights

in this dream, two men with resources and determination can produce world-changing events

you-know-who had to do things of a vastly greater magnitude without any help

this dream was, in part, due to the feeling of strength and surefootedness felt by the writer for the first time in thirty years the day before (the result of exercising on a cycling machine)

vividness 2.8 to 3 – participant and observer – a new category of dream: pre-dream prompted (1) politics (5+)

note 1

the only thing that makes sense is that the dream the writer would have had would have been different had there not been a prompt

in which case, the dream is a prompt for other people

second sleep

walk into the office

a colleague is sitting in the darkened room talking to boy george

they are smoking

the dreamer remains standing, and referring to the song Do You Really Want to Hurt Me, says, “it was amazing the way just about everybody was influenced by that song, it seemed to calm everyone down” and continues, “the one that i liked most was Time

note 1

can a pop song change the mood of an entire nation?

08052021 click pic to view video

the name of the dreams: youtube 15+ – bloody head – peeping queens

the first dream was a vivid red and black, ticker-tape message which went from left to right of the scene

it read, “youtube – 15 shades of grey – youtube – 15 shades of grey – youtube – shades of grey 15+- youtube – shades of. . . “

it was a variation of the title of a post uploaded to youtube in february 2018 (above)

it showed thirteen different types of devolving beings from the dinosaur class of man-shaped beings, one of them may be a female (have only come across one clip of a male with genitalia)

this dream was the result of thinking yesterday how obvious it is that the dinosaur class of man-shaped beings exist

the vividness of the dream suggests the post above will, in a future Undulation, have fifteen examples of devolving man-shaped beings

vividness 3.1 – observer – the category of the dream: d-man (1+)

bloody head

my head is bleeding from two different places, one from the skull, the other from around the cheek bone

had a sore scalp during the day and gave it a vigorous rub

it made my scalp feel worse

vividness 3 – participant – the category of the dream: injuries to self (2+)

peeping queens

in the last dream, had to go to the toilet for a number one

two girls followed me to the bathroom

they kept the door open so they could get a good look

their brazen inquisitiveness intimidated me

vividness 3.1 – participant and observer – the category of the dream: brazen hussies (3+)

03052021

the name of the dream (montage): what a Montage!

the dreamer had woken from his sleep and was lying relaxed on his back when the montage began

it was of a neighbour, (terry)

he was climbing into the front seat of the car from the passenger side

the drivers side was closest to me

the car must have been hard up to the door of my accomodation

he was wearing a white shirt

it was the white of the shirt that set the Vividity of the montage

the car was parked outside and hard up against the front-door of the house

he appeared to be so close, it would have been possible to reach out and touch him

it was at this this point, the montage had most clarity, 4.9

it is not an exaggeration to say, the first four or five scenes were in 3D

the depth between the viewer and the car was an arms-length

this montage produced a new category of montage, a 3D montage

there was no sensation of movement or weight or temperature, nor was there any sound, but apart from that, this montage could be an instance of awake-time consciousness

that’s how vivid it was

the only way it could have been more vivid was if one or more of the sensations of, sound, weight, temperature, touch or smell, taste or emotion were present

this montage sets the Precedent for rating the vividness for all future dreams and montages

we will deduct .1 for every sensation that is not present

there are seven more sensations that come to mind which can occur

so that gives this montage a vividness rating of 4.3

to be on the safe side, we will leave another seven variations which could accompany montages… repeat, loop, serial, black and white,, etc. which can, and have, been present in other dreams and montages

on second thoughts, we will need to give this a rating of 3.3

this will allow us to incorporate another seventeen sensations or relevant aspects to future ratings

it is possible that many more sensations than those mentioned above will come to the fore, in which case we can always extend the rating system upward

who knows, by the end of this millennium it could reach a rating of one-hundred!

vividness 4.3 – observer – the category of the dream: 3D (1) live births (1) family, friends and acquaintances (31

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in the next portion of this montage, we see babies being born

each sequence lasts for between two seconds to five seconds

there are eight to ten scenes

each “delivery” have a midwife, in the form of a catholic nuns wearing flamboyant costumes

the picture above is the closest could find

in the montage the hood was black and the dress had black “wings” or collars

there was a white upside-down “v” that went from the neck to the waist

the scenes are in 2D

the vividness is rated at 4

which means we are giving 3D scenes an automatic .3

have seen live births on the screen

the scenes in this montage have as much detail as those seen on the screen

we see the babies being held by the midwives as they emerge

we see seven or eight births

they are more colourful than the examples on youtube

vividness 4 – observer – the category of the dream: live births (1)

24042021

the name of the dream: our beginnings and the start of the endless

this is the third or fourth dream from which the writer has been jolted out of his sleep

here are the details…

an area that has meagre vegetation

the area of the view is about half a kilometre by half a kilometre

there are a few gentle slopes that rise and fall over hundreds of metres

in the next scene, the area contains a river or a pool

the land has marshes

the first animal life to appear is a biped

because the animal’s upper limbs are so bulky, the animal would, if it used its upper limbs to lower itself to eat, look every bit a quadruped

in the next scene, there are at least seven other different species

the thing is, none of them is recognisable as anything that has been extrapolated from the bones in the fossil record

they are similar to those that are known, but equally, they look completely different (we have to consider that our current knowledge of the fossil record is woefully incomplete)

in the next scene, a biped, recognisable as an early man-shaped being, captures our attention

now the dream takes off

we whizz forward through time to where we are now

at a break-neck speed, we see scenes of recent and contemporary life

big buildings, traffic, the hustle and bustle of a metropolis

then we are habituating space, again, crammed with activity

beyond that, we know there will be Transmutation and Straight-line action

what has come to light as a result of this dream is that we haven’t taken into our view of the future the consideration that straight-line action isn’t the be-all and end-all of Endlessness

no siree, straight-line-action is just one of endless phases of what’s waiting

every Point in space has to be utilised and brought into the equation

picture page Pre-pi is the culmination of this in the second dimension

before we move into the fourth dimension we will have to “use up” every Point (11’59″‘ ) in the third dimension

to fire your imagination consider…

if memory serves, for every new dimension weight decreases by half? and the amount of space increases by two?

the one and only picture of us the writer has of us is as two-dimensional entities in euclidean form (made up of straight lines)

it is as two-dimensional beings

it is now realised, the reason it is available to the memory is that it is of the past

the implications of endless dimensions are fantasy-like

for every new dimension, gravity decreases, while space increases*

as if there isn’t enough space already

*from memory, spent ages looking for the figures but couldn’t find them, gravity decreases by one-half, while space increases by one-half

19042021

the name of the dream: the pleasure park

the dream opens with an aerial view of an area of desert

we are looking into a ravine

the view enlarges as we zoom-in

the zoom-in stops at about thirty metres above the ground

we see an entrance to a cave

the scene changes

we can now see half a dozen fairground stalls

the front of the stalls are covered

a chopper bike with a girl passenger and boy drive into the scene

more couples on bikes arrive

we anticipate a bustling fairground scene

instead, we see the faces of the girls

the dream becomes a Montage

seven or eight pictures show girls faces in ecstasy

they are in the act

oddly for this type of dream, we don’t see anything other than the girl’s faces

their faces are showing intense pleasure as we move from picture to picture

lots of colour in this dream-cum-montage

when fully awake, the writer tries to project the feelings of pleasure in this dream-cum-montage into his one and only picture of the heavenly state (first mention of this insight into the experience of Heaven)

imagine you are moving forward

the sensation of pleasure increases in proportion to your speed

you want to experience greater pleasure

you can’t put yourself before others, so…

as a straight-edged mathematical entity, you “connect” by aligning one of your edges with the edge of the being not moving as fast as you

your desire to experience faster motion “rubs off” on the other being, which in turn “incentivises” her/him to move faster

there are at least one-hundred-thousand million other beings on the move in heaven

the Permutations for a deck of cards (52) is 80658175170943878571660636856403766975289505440883277824000000000000

you do the arithmetic for 100 000 000 000

vividness 4 to 4.1 – observer – the category of the dream: dream-cum-montage (3+) girls experiencing pleasure (1)

18042021

the name of the dream: nothing if not a trier

on an overcast day, the dreamer is walking alongside a stretch of level ground

the ground is sodden

white lines mark out the boundaries of a football pitch

two young ladies are kicking a ball around

a third person, slightly older, joins them

if another person joins them, they can have a game of two-a-side football

they call out to me to play with them

why not?

the impromptu game gets underway

there are five to seven scenes of me chasing for the ball

the young lads know the moves

their throw-ins always land at the feet of their team-mate

their passes land near the feet of their teammate

those rare occasions when we do have the ball, my passes, in particular, leave more than just a little to be desired

in another scene, a determined effort by yours truly to get to the ball first ends up with me sliding on the soaked grass on my knees

the young lads are full of it

my puff is giving out

in the final scene, the ball is thrown to my feet

didn’t realise it was a free-kick and say, “what do i do with it?”

the others concluded i was a div

still, we all like a trier

vividness 3.4 – observer and participant – the category of the dream: outdoor contact sports (2+)

17042021

the name of the dreams: horror show – a great laugh

near the reception desk of what looked like a youth hostel

apart from self, it is all girls

a girl standing nearby asks me for a light for her cigarette from my fag

strictly speaking, it was a roll-up

thinking it would be more intimate, the dreamer holds his roll-up against her cigarette

she presses her “tailor-made” too tightly against my roll-up and it almost bends in half

she’s apologetic but we both see the funny side

that was the introduction for the start of a bout of laughter of the slapstick comedy kind

a few puffs of my roll-up gets the end of my “rollie” glowing red

the problem is the roll-up is too thin

a second try only douses the red bit of the roll-up

produce a match with the intention of igniting it and lighting her fag

the matches are damp

instead of igniting the match it throws off a few sparks and fizzles out

the next attempt causes her to drop her cigarette

we both bend to pick it up and we bang our heads together

another attempt broke her fag

as each attempt ends in failure

each failure causes us to laugh harder

we are both laughing so hard we become weak and have to prop ourselves up with our hands or we would, have been rolling on the floor laughing

was laughing hard for ten seconds upon waking

more likely, it was the physical effort of laughing loud which woke me up

there have been three incidents of uncontrollable laughing in the writer’s unillustrious life

the first was while waiting to be called into the interview room at the jobcentre while living in london

sat next to a scottish lad about the same age

don’t remember any of his punch-lines

do remember losing balance while sitting and having to hold onto the seat of the chair to stop me from keeling over

the second time, in a room attached to the dormitory in an open prison

six or seven of us are having a hash party

we are well under the influence when a guy called danny suggests we have a seance

in that state, anything sounds like a good idea

what started me “off” was the deadly earnest way danny said, “is anybody there?”

the writer was expecting a fun game of some sort

it never occurred to me it was going to be a serious attempt to communicate with the departed

the sudden realisation that danny really believed in ghosts and that it was possible to summon one to the party cracked me up

up until that point, he was yer typical no- nonsense likeable bloke

every time he said, “is there anyone there?” my laughing became more uncontrollable

by the third or fourth time the writer was on his hands and knees

it was getting difficult to breathe

i had to crawl away

there was a very real chance of hyperventilating

out of the room and in the corridor one of the prison staff was walking past

a day or two before we had a sensible chat

he regarded me as a good person

he looked down at me

the writer sensed his disgust

he never spoke to me again

this was the hardest the writer had ever laughed

the dream was the second hardest

vividness 3.8 – participant – the category of the dream: laughing dream (4+) externalised dream (15+)

the two dreams are from different periods of sleep

horror show

the dreamer is listening to a conversation

the conversation may have been coming over the airways, or it may have been people talking within earshot

the subject being talked about was a community that had been infected with an unknown chemical or virus

the dream didn’t go into the origin of the outbreak

as the commentators gave their opinion, the scene turns to the affected people

a group of twenty or thirty people are walking from the bottom-left of the scene and away from the observer

the effect of the outbreak causes deformities

as the affected people walk by the deformities become more and more grotesque

the stand-out scene of the dream is when one man looks in the direction of the observer

try to imagine a sculpture of the head of a person made out of firm putty

now imagine the sculpture is an exact likeness of someone you know

now imagine the head and face of the person have been flattened on one side

the right eye is at the front of the face where the nose would be

the flattened side of his face is elongated

the dream ends with the picture firmly embedded in the mind’s eye

it is accepted that the content of dreams are memories of events that have occurred in one of the Tenses of time

the vividness of this dream suggests it is the present of a past Undulation

this dream was due to listening to a radio play called the “Midwich cuckoos” before falling asleep

vividness – 4.5 – observer – the category of the dream: human deformities (1)

16042021

the name of the dream: stranger and stranger

in the first few scenes, the dreamer is in a spacious, well-lit setting

am talking to a guy the writer has been generous with in awake-time

he had never been in a position to be generous with me

he is standing back against a wall three-metres away

he looks pleased with himself

it’s as though he’s about to tell a good joke

he digs into his pocket and then throws something brown to me

it is wrapped in cling film

it is the size of a gobstopper

free of the cling film, it becomes recognisable

it is more than a quarter of an ounce of fresh “leb”

he says something along the lines of, “it’s your turn to be on the receiving end”

the dreamer assumes he hasn’t got any for himself and says, “what about you?”

his half-smile becomes a full smile as he whips out another gobstopper-sized ball of it

he says, “it’s all turning out alright”

the next sequence of the dream starts with the dreamer in the middle of a city (coventry)

it’s a warm day, which is just as well, the dreamer is as naked as the day he was born

being undressed doesn’t strike me as being odd, nor does it phase the dreamer in the slightest

partly because he is lying on grass, but mainly because he is completely at ease

what does concern me is not having the hash from the first part of the dream

a dark blue dressing gown, the one that is hanging over the corner of the living room door as this is being typed, is next to me

with a certain amount of anxiety, the dreamer puts the gown on and goes into the pockets of the dressing gown

the hash is in the second pocket he feels in

now my mood is buoyant

looking around, it is the centre of town but with only half a dozen people immediately near me

three elderly women thirty metres away are looking at me

justifiably, they look concerned

the man they are looking at has obviously escaped from the nuthouse

it’s quite possible the man may charge at them

it’s time for the dream to move on

put the dressing gown on and decide to put “one” together to make the three-mile walk less of a trek

can’t feel the smoke in either pocket

it must have dropped out of the pocket while sitting on the grass

go back to the patch of grass and look for it

it’s not to be seen anywhere

there is a stiff cigarette packet though

look into the packet

the ball of blow had gone but there are two smaller bits

it was then that the dream wasn’t making sense

how did i get into the situation where i wasn’t wearing clothes?

couldn’t work it out

the dream ends

it wasn’t until fully awake that it became possible to make sense of the dream

the subtlety through which the transition from dream-time to awake-time occurred caused me to think that the memory of the dream had its basis in awake-time

it took a while to realise that the dream had ended and it wasn’t parts of memories of awake-time

this dream is on the 16042021

it explains why the writer didn’t think he had a dream yesterday

his assumption yesterday, that the memories after waking were from awake-time, it is now known, was, in fact, the dream

again, the writer asks the reader to consider… the awake-time conscious is the inferior state of consciousness and we will, in the course of time, come to understand that the dream-time conscious becomes the dominant form of consiousness and we will, before going through Transmutation, be living permanently in what we now regard as dream-time

our current experience of awake-time gradually diminishes as dream-time consciousness becomes the prevaillng sense of consciousness

vividness 3.4 to 4.6 – participant and observer

there is a scene in the dream where i have a joint

the feeling of being “high” is, with two or three exceptions, clearer than awake-time memories of it

14042021

the name of the dreams: now that’s what i call a dream

the dream opens as the dreamer becomes aware he has just woke

he is in a room about five metres by seven-metres

the scene changes

the room has become larger

the dreamer is in a large double bed

next scene, two women enter the room

one has black hair, the other girl’s hair is auburn-coloured

they come to the bed and lie on it

in the next scene, the women have undressed and are lying side by side on the bed with the dreamer

the dreamer’s sense of being unbiased assets itself

he clambers over one of the girls and is now lying between them

the next scene, we are touching and kissing

the opportunity for the dreamer to introduce the girls to his brand of threesomes is thwarted when the girl with black hair manoeuvres herself under the dreamer

the scene changes, the auburn-haired girl is off the bed and standing (if the girls had let the dreamer have his way, it would have been a pleasurable time for all)

the dreamer is so relaxed he is having trouble becoming fully aroused

the black-haired girl takes matters into her hands and places the dreamer’s genitalia at her “entry” point

it is a simple matter of a gentle movement to attain conjoinment

there are four scenes of slow-motion activity

the next scene, the girl with auburn-coloured hair has left the dream

the room has become even larger

it is now about eight metres by eight metres

there is a large couch against the wall to the right of the bed with a girl and a boy, they are both dressed and looking our way

also, there is another large double bed in the far corner with two or three people on it

they too are dressed

meanwhile, back at the centre of the action, the dreamer is still not fully aroused even when conjoined

it feels just fine for the dreamer, but the black-haired girl is not a hundred-per-cent happy

she maintains her friendly disposition but is not getting what she was expecting

the scene changes, one of the three people, a male, in the other large double bed is filming what’s happening

the dreamer says to his partner, “is he filming us?”

she doesn’t say anything

someone filming our goings-on isn’t conducive to the dreamer’s efforts

eventually, the girl says, “it isn’t going to happen”

she says it again

the dreamer is about to say something along the lines of, “it will be alright next time” when the dream ends

the cause of the dreamer’s poor performance is understood

he simply isn’t active enough during the day

this dream reached new heights in terms of Awake-time awareness in Dream-time

it was so, so close to the dreamer realising he is dreaming

we may have a new category of dream before we’re finished… montage dreams

its vividness in both sight and touch is on a par with awake-time sensations

the distinction between Sleep-time and awake-time continues to lessen

while we’re there…

the day before yesterday, during a cat-nap in the day, the writer entered into the Montage state

a brown wall had a rough circular design on it

while taking in the detail, about one-twentieth of the design crumbled

through the gap where it had crumbled a bright, white shaft of light came through (the same as is in the intro of the 1982 film “The Thing” @ 1:55)

over the course of two seconds or so, about a dozen more gaps appeared

each gap also let in a shaft of light

before the dream-scene-feel, cum-montage finished, approximately one-third to one-half of the design on the wall was letting through light

a sense of anticipation gripped

the sense of anticipation was cut short immediately after it occurred

the writer believes he may be able to experience and interchange between both states of consciousness within this lifetime

thinking about it further, the writer thinks the vividness of the shafts of light represents the fully awake state

that fits in with this dream

vividness 3.8 to 4.7/8 – participant – the category of the dream: xual (10+)

13042021

the name of the dreams: the charge of the children

a four or five sequence dream

in the first scene, thirty or forty children coming over the brow of a hill

they are moving with a purpose

we are viewing them from a slightly elevated position

they are coming towards us and slightly to the right

as they pass below us and before the scene changes, we see a second wave of children of a hundred or so catching up with them

in the third scene, children are everywhere and more appear the longer this scene goes on

the impression is, it is all the children in the world

they have been given free-rein to assert themselves

adults have concluded that total freedom for children will produce a natural, optimum progression of order which adults can model themselves on

vividness 4 to 4.2 observer – the category of the dream: children (4+)

in the second dream, i am taken to a hanger-sized building

it is to be used as a communal centre

i have been brought in to recommend a p.a. system

someone is making notes as i point out where to place the speakers

can feel the place coming to life

vividness 3.5 – participant and observer – the category of the dream: p.a. systems (3+)

12042021

the name of the dreams: hesitation, park people, gliding on the ground

the first dream is set in a brickyard or a cement works

there are large piles of brick or cement rubble in two or three places

there is an air of foreboding, although what form the menace is in isn’t clear

it is thought this dream is the result of falling asleep while listening to a dark and moody version of a two-hour radio play of Bladerunner (do androids dream of electric sheep?)

the second theme, it is a sunny day

we are looking at the entrance to a park that has tall white gates

people are going into a park in large numbers

the word large doesn’t convey the actual number of people going through the gates into the park

it would be more accurate to use the word multitudes

in the third dream, we are experiencing a gliding feeling

possibly ice or roller-skates

not sure what brought on this pleasant sense of movement

the last scene of this bit of R.e.m. is of my step-brother and step-father in a room where we live

this dream is an all-white dream with splotches of dark

walk into the bedroom and can see the tools and the bits and pieces of sawn wood

false walls have been installed

both of them are looking pleased

i am impressed

it is a very professional bit of d.i.y.

both of them, it should be noted, are as honest and as the day is long

they have built the false walls in their eagerness to please me

they know i deal in drugs and are letting me know they are going to help and not hinder me

i am furious

it should be noted that both of them are as honest as the day is long

the last thing I want to happen was to get them involved

from memory, this is the only dream which contains a smell

it was the distinct smell of wood and plaster

three times I ask my step-brother, “did you do this?”

he never answered

the dream finishes

the last dream is the most vivid dream for months

vividness: 2.9 to 4.8 – participant and observer – the category of the dreams: foreboding (5+) flying/gliding (5+) family (6+) stepfather (1) step-brother (1)

11042021

the name of the dream: return of the Montages

a ninety-second, one-hundred-plus pictures montage

most scenes lasted for between one-third to one half of a second

every scene is in colour

in amongst them, a white horse, oliver hardy and barbara windsor

every pic/scene contained movement

one scene is of a canvas portrait of a man’s face

the grain of the painting is clearly visible

the picture started as a still scene

while taking in the detail, the man’s face becomes alive

as he turns to face the observer, a smile forms

the smile gets bigger

his gaze lingers for a moment before the scene is replaced by another scene

the portrait scene was the longest of all the scenes, lasting about three-quarters of a second

vividness 3 to 4.2 – observer – the category of the montage: multi-themed montage

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10042021

the name of the dream: whoops-a-daisy

the new american democratic party in the america is having its first major policy conference

the dream starts with yours truly in the foyer after the doors were closed

two or three armed guards are in the foyer

the doors have padlocked, heavy-duty chains going through the handles on the outside

think i’m a photographer or perhaps a newspaper reporter

there will be a couple of hours to wait until the convention finishes

fifteen metres across the way there is another building much like the one i’m in

there is condensation on the inside of the glass of the building where i am

a movement inside the foyer of the other building causes me to look

can’t quite make out who it is

go the the window and rub away the condensation

can see him more clearly, but it’s raining and stiil can’t make him out

the person in the foyer of the other building comes closer to the window

for a second he becomes recognisable

it looks like joe biden

he looks lost

first going this way, then going the other

think this dream is linked to a clip on Infowars of joe biden falling up the stairs, not once, not twice but three times while boarding a plane

he looks a complete div

vividness 3.4 – observer – the category of the dream: topical () politics () joe biden (1)

08042021

the name of the dream: 52d

the first theme in this dream is to do with me needing to go to the toilet

didn’t get to a toilet in time and soiled myself

fairly sure this dream was due to taking a large dose of vitamin c during the day and feeling the need to go to the toilet shortly after

the second theme

while walking along a street, a girl presented herself to me and let me know she was prepared to be intimate

a little further along the street, we came to a t-junction

we turned left

ten metres ahead was a railway crossing

then, a young man of twenty came up to me and said, “so-and-so wants to see you at 52d”

wasn’t familiar with the name or the address

the tone in his voice suggested it was more of an order than a request

i became cautious

he said, “i want you to come with me”

i said, “i’m not going anywhere with you”

another young man appeared in the dream

no sooner had he appeared, when a car pulled up at the kerb

the back-seat door of the car opened

the two lads grabbed hold of me and started forcing me to the car

there was a prolonged struggle

during the struggle, i turned through one-hundred and eighty degrees

my movement was so quick it threw one of the young men into the middle of the road

there are then two scenes that contain violence (am leaving the details of scenes of violence out of dreams from now on)

it meant the police would be showing up soon

the would-be abductors knew they had failed and drove off

vividness 3.3 – participant and observer – the category of the dream: attempted abduction (1+)

07042021

2nd dream

the name of the dream:

was in a two or three people dinghy

the dinghy was dark grey and black

didn’t have a paddle

didn’t think i would need one

the water was only metres away from where i was living

the flow of the water would take me to where it met the open sea

the last time had been there, the open sea was only one or two-hundred-metres across to the bank on the other side

in another scene, had reached the open sea

it was completely different

the open sea had gone from being one or two-hundred-metres across to seven-or-eight-kilometres

the current would take me all the way out to sea

panic gripped me

had to get back to the bank, but quick

without a paddle, the only option was to use my hands

was wearing heavy-duty plastic and cloth gloves

my hands would get cold

had to paddle like billyo to beat the current

was winning the fight against the current when the dream ended

vividness 3.7 – participant – the category of the dream: open waters (3+)

07042021

the name of the dream: pre-heavenly activity: freedom-fever

at home in bed

had woken a minute or two before

was thinking about what we would be doing in future Undulations while man-shaped

then, like bolt from the blue, it revealed itself

it seems all of the matter in the universe is being organised into a Life-Friendly environment

there are glistening silver structures from where we are now that seem to stretch out to the end of the Observable Universe in all directions

the whole thing is buzzing with activity

huge, moving craft carrying other huge structures

craft transporting people and other smaller structures

a feverish sense of purpose accompanies our activities

the scope of the task is all-consuming

we incorporate our interaction with one another as we build

work, love and play merge

they are indistinguishable from each other

we know we will accomplish that which has to be done and complete the task, but there isn’t a scintilla of complacency

the scene lasts for two or three seconds of Dream- Time, after which the dreamer jumps out of bed and dashes into the living-room

two or three people are waiting for me to get out of bed

in the living-room, my gaze finds cathy

cath, “i know what we will be doing for eternity” (while man-shaped)

am about to begin explaining the dream when i wake

for things to fit together properly, this dream must be somewhere between a million-years from now and no further into the future than five-thousand-million years from now for the picture “Heavenly Bodies” to be accurate

it is the most far-reaching look into into the future as man-shaped beings to date

vividness 3.5 to 4.4 – observer – the category of the dream: future undulations (5+) cath (2+)

06042021

the name of the dream: more fool me

offered a couple of casual acquaintances a tenner if they could come up with a business venture which would return a profit on a thousand pounds

knew i was taking a risk telling them about my finances, but thought they would think of the long-term benefits

not sure how they found out i had a thousand pounds stashed but was robbed of it

knew where to find the two lads, and decided to put up a fight

loaded a shotgun with blanks and went to confront them

caught up with them at their hang out

they are fifteen people in the room where they are, every one of them is committed to a life of crime

spoke loud enough for everyone to hear

would give a thousand-pound reward if the money was returned

delivered my ultimatum and waited for a response

they carried on as though i wasn’t there

lost patience and fired a shot into the ceiling

it created a black gunpowder smudge on the ceiling

the group of men stopped talking and they began sizing me up

i had crossed the line

was thinking what to do when the dream ended

vividness 3.3 – participant – the category of the dream: criminality ()

05042021

the name of the dream: new accommodation and new friends

the council has built two new eight or nine-storey blocks of flats within three-quarters of a kilometre of the city centre

have been allocated a flat on the first floor

it has an L-shaped living room

the kitchen occupies the rest of the floor-space

the kitchen has floor-standing cupboards

when seated in any part of the living room, the rest of the flat is visible

it gives the impression of being a lot more spacious than it is

can seat ten or twelve people, more if people sit in the kitchen

its nearness to town makes it easy for people to get to

it soon became the gathering place for friends and friends of friends

in the dream, there seven or eight people sitting and chatting

the underlying theme of conversation has a political theme

in one scene, a friend of a friend tried to rubbish the definition of love

he didn’t get any support from anyone else

in another scene, someone pointed out that in the other new block of flats, a man was looking into our flat using binoculars

at first, i felt peeved

then a feeling of gratification that someone thought our lives were were snooping on

x material followed the scenes in the flat

the xual content brought the writer to the realisation that the most intense natural pleasurable feelings we experience, (ej*on), is the bare constant of the heavenly experience

vividness 3.4 – participant and observer – the category of the dream: socialising ()

04042021

the name of the dream: politics, food and tasty anatomy’s

two themes and one scene

arnold schwarzenegger has a role in government

he is trying to get support for a policy

his manner is surprisingly uninsistent

he is talking to another man but is alluding to me when he says, “if someone was to support it, it would probably get accepted”

the next theme is food

someone is eating a large, juicy chicken pie

he bites into the pie

he bites too energetically and some of the white gravy squirts onto his shirt

there is quite a bit more to this period of R.E.M.

the last four months have seen a noticeable reduction in the detail in dreams

this is due to smoking too much green

now that the writer is back on the “wagon”, should see an expansion of details within the next few months

the scene shows a woman lying on her front

she is dressed

her skin-tight slacks leave only the colour of her skin to imagine

the eye is drawn to her buttocks

buttocks don’t come anymore voluptuous

the dreamer wakes in an aroused state

vividness 3.2 to 4 – observer – the category of the dream: celebrities () arnold schwarzenegger (3+) food () chicken pie (1+) the female shape () buttocks (2+)

03042021

the name of the dream: soon to be

a two-theme dream

this dream is solidly based on the Pde’s

it is, in part, from a conversation, and in part from watching a couple of episodes of Would i lie to you

we are living in a post-covid world

there is more than enough time for fun and recreation

am a guest on an episode of a quick-fire comedy show

another guest panellist, a woman, determined to throw me off-guard, says earnestly, “the rumour is you’re a lousy lover”

my reply is, “that’s a bit rich considering it’s coming from a woman whose hymen is still intact”

she doesn’t have a comeback

the second dream is a conversation that details the run-up to, and the demise of, the covid hoax

the world in this dream is free of financial tyranny

vividness 3.4 to 3.7 – participant – the category of the dream: topical () covid (3+) financial ()