terrible love is the experiences the entity we call god had, and has, to undergo to achieve a desirable and continuous state of being
starting with the big bang
the entity we call god had to change form from linear shape, of an as yet, undetermined size, to an unimaginably small and unimaginably heavy state
https://endic.at/M/MATH/MATHEMATICS%201/GEOMETRY/geometry%201.html)
we as mortals cannot experience
as you read this, the being we call god exists as or in a sub-cellular or cellular or possibly as a multi-cellular life-form
note: a strand of dna is approximately the same or half the height of the individual