dreams: diary 2018

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31122018

the name of the dream
strange sounds in the shadows

no sights, but a quiet, occasional, pop-cum-crack sound, was the first scene of this dream

the light of a bedroom or kitchen window or perhaps it was the moon, showed two figures, a woman and a man, just ahead and walking towards me on the unseen path that ran along the end of the gardens at the back of the houses of a terraced street, was the second scene

the third scene had more light and allowed the observer to see thirty or so miniature chihuahuas two or three metres ahead; from their formation, it was obvious to surmise they were on leads

a mini-situation was averted by reaching over a gate to the left, lifting a latch and side-stepping into the garden

the woman or the man commenting on my actions being sensible ended the dream
addenda
vividness 2.2 to 2.8 – participant – the category of the dream: four-scene dream () people and dogs () nighttime ()

30122018

the name of the dream
the madam

met a girl and invited her back to where i lived

l lived on the first or second floor of a building on the corner of a junction

the rooms i occupied straddled both sides of the junction which meant i could see the junction and one street from one of the rooms and the junction and another street from the other room

the new relationship was going well and the girl in her mid to late-twenties became a open-ended guest

within a few days she began mentioning her lack of money was a problem for her and somewhere in amongst the suggestions that came to the fore as possible ways for her earn some money was the idea she could “go” with men

a friend of mine became involved and he “went” with her to find out what she would and wouldn’t do

they spent a few hours together and he proclaimed that she was o.k. with “straight” x and oral x but that was it

at the end of the dream, i was feeling slightly jealous of my friend that he had “explored” her because i hadn’t “been” with her yet

the dream ended

addenda
vividness 2;9 to 3.2 – participant and observer – the category of the dream: relationships () female-non-intimate () male friend

29122018

the name of the dream
a civilised prison

this prison had a relaxed regime which allowed the inmates a large degree of self-determinism and gave us complete leeway in terms of activities

the rooms for the prisoners were two-man rooms on either side of a long hallway
morning call was a woman and a man with heavy shoes walking along the corridor (the clump, clump, clump of their shoes had a resonating effect which got through to a sleeping-persons unconscious state)

the woman had a forced upright walk and wore victorian-style clothes

this dream wasn’t set in victorian times though, the corridors and rooms were brightly lit with neon lights

i was awake and had thrown back the blankets and lay on the bed wearing just my underpants

the woman looked into the room and looked away quickly when she saw i wasn’t dressed and i was looking at her

i woke myself out of this dream as i was on the third or fourth line of the chorus of the song “he’s back in town” by the rockin’ berries, i was in fine voice

addenda
vividness 3.9 – participant – the category of the dream: externalised () prison ()

28122018

the name of the dream
the bike accident

in the company of an awake-time friend of a long time ago
the scene changed and in the next scene he is driving away on a compact motor-bike
the view of the scene was from above, as though on a hill, and about two-hundred metres away (probably an observer scene)

too late to avoid a car that had turned sideways a dozen or so metres ahead of him he hit the car

the momentum of the bike took the front wheel up the side of the car and smashed through and became lodged in the window-frame on driver’s side

in the next scene, i was on the scene of the accident

the driver of the car was taking a defensive attitude about his part in the accident while my friend lay injured

it was undoubtedly his fault and if he knew my friend he would have known better than to try and lay any of the blame on him

my friend had an acute sense of fair play as well as the ability to put people twice his size out of action with one punch

i let the car driver cement himself into his skewed version of the event knowing that he would be paying for it one way or another when my friend had recovered

addenda
vividness 3.3 to 3.5 – participant and observer – the category of the dream: associate () s () vehicle accident (4 ?)

27122018

the name of the dream
a gig

mentioned to the proprietor of a new business that some entertainment, i had music in mind, would be an attraction and could boost the business

he must have had the same thought himself because he agreed with me immediately

he was also in agreement with my suggestion that i wouldn’t ask for payment unless the business was going at least as good, and a little better, than he hoped

we agreed that the arrangement should happen straight away, the evening of that very day

it meant there were only about six hours to get everything set up, but being used to doing “rush jobs” was nothing new and there was, in fact, ample time and i could take my time

within a scene or two of the dream it dawned on me the amp and speakers weren’t within walking distance which meant someone with a vehicle would have to go and collect them, now the pressure was on

the first person i turned to had the character of someone who could and would be helpful providing there wasn’t anything which could and should have been organised but was overlooked

i gave him the keys to my place and he left the dream

within a scene or two, he was back with the equipment
two more people who had an effusive nature came to mind and then appeared in the dream

both of them loved to dance and it showed in the next scene of the dream when there was a sequence of just their feet and legs as they danced in free-dance style to some music

as they danced there were two or three occasions when their feet and legs were in synchronisation (the stand-out visuals of the dream)

there was a small area just in front of where the equipment would be which and was more than big enough for more than three people to dance

before the gig started we could practise doing some synchronised movements…one person could start a dancing pattern, first one, then the other, could slowly meld their movements with the first and second dancer…we could invite people into the stage area to dance with us…we could give prizes for the most original movements…we could video the occasion…the ideas were coming thick and fast… the gig was “on”

addenda
vividness 3.5 – participant and observer – the category of the dream: business () music ()

26122018

the name of the dream
the christmas-day dream of 2018

a young girl asked a question about reality, one question led to another and it produced a monologue along the lines of…
a position or point is infinitely small and exists only fleetingly as a moment of time…position changes from moment to moment and only exists once in a fixed place of the mind after which it becomes a historical fact…a permanent place is the next point of an endless sequence of points…infinite distance reduces any place to something infinitely small…the where of infinity becomes the when of time and vice versa…repetitive experiences are approximations…

notes 1
this dream occurred during the day on christmas day in a short sleep brought on by eating a heavy lunch and too much wine
vividness 3.2 – participant – the category of the dream: philosophy (1)

25122018oos

the name of the dream
literary achievements

this think-read dream starts… youtube urgently needs literary agents to assess submissions for the book of the month prizes… and continued… this months award for best programme goes to quick-draw

there were other sentences related to the above sentences but have kept to the most relevant info

notes 1
decided to check to make sure there wasn’t a programme called quick-draw, and wouldn’t you know it, there was

not only was there a programme but it had been devised by google; don’t consciously remember seeing it at any time

there wasn’t a book of the month club offering prizes for literary achievements

the category of the dream: think-read () youtube (2)

24122018
the name of the dream
pre-world war II housing estate

in the second scene of this dream i was walking through a district of a town that was built of dozens and dozens of streets of terraced houses

i was looking for a house where i had been before but couldn’t recognise the house from the front and had got used to walking along an unkept metre-wide path that separated one row of houses from the next at the back of the houses

still, i wasn’t sure exactly which house it was but knew i was within four or five houses of it

then, the woman of the house appeared in the dream and we walked another couple of houses along the path to her house

there was a fairly steep declining path that ran from the gate to the back door of the house

in the next scene, we were inside the house

there were three or four people in the room

it was the kitchen but it was also where the family spent the day and it had a couple of lounge chairs

the home was bare of trimmings like pictures or ornaments and the dream must have been before-t.v.’s. because it didn’t have a t.v.

someone asked out loud if anyone had a cigarette paper

i got mine out and handed one to him
he said “thanks”

that he had to say thanks for a fag paper seemed wrong and i certainly didn’t want him to ask again so i put the packet of cigarette papers on the shelf above the fire and said something like… “will leave them here”

the atmosphere in the room changed

the family were a notch below being hard-up but as is often the case with people who haven’t got anything they didn’t want charity

i realised i had touched a raw nerve and diffused their feelings by saying “in fact from now on everybody puts their tobacco tins on the shelf and leaves the lid off the tin off so anyone can help themselves whenever he or she wanted one”

everyone saw the humour in it and there were teeth-smiles all round

addenda
vividness: 3.3 – participant – the category of the dream: poverty:() humour:()

23122018
the name of the dream
missed the bus

in unfamiliar territory and decided to catch a bus

a bus appeared over the brow of a hill seventy metres to my left
on the bus, i asked the conductor for a ticket to ….? hill

he said he didn’t know where… ? hill was (i knew the full name of the destination in the dream but it has slipped from my memory as i’m tying this)

i said “surely you know if the bus stops at …? hill or not”

the conductor suggested i ask at the ticket office across the road
i turned and headed out of the building

as i was going through the door i saw the bus i wanted on the other side of the road, it was pulling away

addenda
vividness 3.3 – participant – the category of the dream: transport () buses ()

22122018

the name of the dream
columbo’s car

this dream starts with two of us on the move in a car

the car didn’t just look like the car used in the t.v. series columbo, it was the car in the television show only it was in mint condition

the second or third scene of the dream was of the car itself at a standstill next to the curb (the stand-out visual of the dream)

we were using the car to transport electrical equipment to potential buyers

i woke from the dream to hear myself replying to the other person in the car who had voiced the concern that we were overstocked “we can always hire or rent the equipment or we can bring more people into the business as salespersons”

notes 1
this dream was the result of the episode in the t.v. series in which the car has an unusually dominant part in the story-line of the episode (season 2 or 3)

notes 2
this dream is a challenge in placing it in terms of the where and the when within undulations

nothing suggests that the writer will be located in north america within formulatable projections of time-tenses

22122018
the name of the dream
columbo’s car

this dream starts with two of us on the move in a car

the car didn’t just look like the car used in the t.v. series columbo, it was the car in the television show, only it was in mint condition

the second or third scene of the dream was of the car itself at a standstill next to the curb (the stand-out visual of the dream)

we were using the car to transport electrical equipment to potential buyers

i woke from the dream to hear myself replying to the other person in the car who had voiced the concern that we were overstocked “we can always hire or rent the equipment or we can bring more people into the business as salespersons” i said

notes 1
this dream was the result of watching an episode of the t.v. series columbo in which the car has an unusually dominant part in the story-line of the episode (season 2 or 3)

notes 2
this dream is a challenge in placing it within undulations

nothing suggests that the writer will be located in north america within any of the time-tenses close to the undulation we are currently in
perhaps the stand-out scene of this dream is as an observer
if so, this, in turn, gives us an insight as to the sheer scope of the dream-conscious
embracing as it does all duplicatable experiences at every point of evolution from a mono-cell to transmutation (7 ^9 to 1 ^100 years !)
perhaps the stand-out part of the dream is as an observer
if so, this, in turn, gives us an insight as to the sheer scope of the dream-conscious
embracing as it does all duplicatable experiences at every point of evolution from a mono-cell to transmutation (7 ^9 to 1 ^100 years !)
addenda
vividness 3.5 to 3.9 – participant and observer – the category of the dream: visually-stimulated dream () t.v. () and externalised dream ()
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21122018
the name of the dream
x dream
notes 1
yummy
addenda
vividness 3.8 – participant – the category of the dream: x dream () threesome ()
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20122018
the name of the dream
the premiere
the first scene, a cinema with a few hundred people watching a film
the film was a docu-film with a story-film which incorporated the main ideas of this website
it was part-narration which swapped into action/drama sequences every now and then
the latest technology of synchronising voices to lip movements was being used to give the appearance that the actor’s and narrators were speaking in the native tongue of any language
the audience and the original cast of the film were english-speaking
to make sure we were getting the effect we wanted the people in the film had been given the latest technological treatment and were speaking in a foreign language with english subtitles
the subtitles had been artistically synched to match the words of the foreign language so the words on the screen formed as the words were being spoken in the film
in the next scene, about forty of us were in a brightly lit coach (the stand-out visuals of the dream)
i was eating a packet of crisps when a young girl said “eating crisps and smoking is not a good example for youngsters”
my reply was “if the worst thing that everybody did was eat a packet of crisps once a month and smoked half a roll-up every couple of hours we would be knocking on the doors of paradise”
addenda
vividness 3.7 – participant – the category of the dream: technology () films () lip movent/sound and language transposition
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19122018
the name of the dream
the abandoned boat
was walking along a quay
stopped and looked at a small boat
it looked abandoned and the more i took in the detail the surer i was it had been abandoned
clambered on board and headed for the cockpit
it occurred to me it had been abandoned because it wasn’t seaworthy and then the thought occurred that it might sink
no sooner had i thought that than the boat started sinking, fast
it was sinking from the back first and before i knew it the cockpit was about to go under
it would be futile to try to get out by swimming down and then out
the water was now at chest level and the only way i could think of getting out was to smash the cockpit window
then an open window in the cockpit came into view
it was small but it would be possible
i took in as big a breath as i could manage and made it to the window
the exertion of climbing through the window used up all of my breath and i thought “i’ve had it”
i took in a deep breath as i was waking
vividness 3.3 – participant – the category of the dream: my own death (2) drowning (1)
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18122018
the name of the dream
el caminante
this dream was mother and son as the proprietor’s and mainstay of an ordinary persons restaurant for plain-food cuisine
mom was chef par-excellence and i was washer-up supreme
between us we had produced a niche in traditional meals like stews, sausage and mash, pie and cabbages etc. and were sitting pretty at the lower-end of middle-classdom
all of the scenes of this dream were 3.5 plus in terms of vividness
there were two scenes of mom looking very appealing
the scene of her that sticks out is of her standing still, almost at attention but with her formal posture broken by her left knee which was cranked and gave a look of repose
her hair was closely cropped and a little dishevelled which gave her an “every woman”-look
her shoulders and hips were nicely proportioned and all in all, any mans gaze would have lingered, very appealing indeed
in another scene i was walking the walk of a man with a sure-footedness that had strength to spare
i felt i could have walked forever
another scene had a serious-minded man listening to my words very intently as i explained why the sky had the hue it had
“the bomb was eight-hundred meg” i pronounced and he then became gravely concerned
the militarists were playing at being “big boys” again and had detonated the biggest atom-bomb ever in the persian gulf
but life would go on
notes 1
the name of this dream is not of my ascribing
it was a voice from an unidentifiable location as the dream began
notes 2
the reader will be able to put the causes for this dream together were the reader to read the three latest updates at endic.at
addenda
vividness 3.5 to 4 – participant – the category of the dream: multi-themed () walking () mother () kitchen/restaurant () politics/world affairs
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17122018
the name of the dream/s
the music-less music festival and something to eat
got to the site early
was amongst one of the first few hundred to get there
picked my spot about thirty metres from the front of the stage and near to the side where the stalls would be
no sooner had i put a really neat and perfectly symmetrical joint together, lit it and taken the first drag when a professional scrounger stretched out his arm in an of give-me-a-toke gesture
he had no chance
you might think i was being mean but when someone is looking for a hand-out of the first smoke of what was going to be a day to remember it sorta spoils the vibe
he stood there becoming more resigned to having to wait until i was good and ready to be charitable
i didn’t like having to make him wait and about four or five drags later i said “when you get up in the morning you like to wash and dress before you do anything else. well it’s the same with me”
a few drags later when the smoke was half gone i handed it to him
he had accepted my point of view and in an acknowledgement of my outlook smiled in satisfaction as he accepted it
in the next scene, the field was jam-packed with thousands of people
i had left my spot and had gone off to get a drink or something to eat and by the time i got back to where i had been sitting there wasn’t space for someone to sit down
in the last scene, i was away from the main throng and moving further away still when realised i hadn’t heard any music in any part of the dream
the music-theme dream changed to a get-something-to-eat dream
it was evening and a brightly-lit corner shop filled the dream (the stand-out visuals of the dream
it was a shop i visited regularly
it was a favourite haunt for food because it sold sweets and savoury foods
in the following scene, i am in the shop and after making a friendly remark asked the woman dressed in white behind the counter for her spiciest food
she scooped a watery tomato-based ladleful of soup from a stainless steel container in amongst half a dozen other containers and moved the ladle close enough for me to dip in my little finger
she was smiling confidently and was expecting me to nod with enthusiasm after i tasted it
unfortunately, it wasn’t spicy enough, in fact, it didn’t taste spicy at all
my disappointed reaction to the food infected her and she became disappointed
i was still going to buy a fair amount of food but i was feeling her disappointment when the dream ended
addenda
vividness 3.3 to 3.7/8 – participant – the category of the dream: two-themed dream () festival and food ()
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16122018
the name of the dream
a fair wheeler-dealer
lived in a community of about two-thousand people
a small building which was purpose-built for communal purposes was being used on this occasion to sell unwanted items to the general public
the sale was winding down and there were only a handful of people left
a young lad of fourteen or so with ginger hair stood on his own in the middle of the room and his face was flushed (the stand-out part of the dream)
i went to him and asked if there was anything i could do
he opened a large carrier-bag and showed me the contents
they looked to be completely worthless
a half-metre piece of wood, two pieces of foam, one thick the other thin, folded in two and what looked to me like a crossword puzzle in a tatty box
he asked me to go outside with him
in the next scene, his parents were talking to me
they explained he had bought the items on a whim and had wasted his money and could i refund it
the parents were being as civilised as they could knowing there was only a slim chance of the lad getting his money back
i hadn’t sold him the items and realised the lad was in the doghouse for being daft enough to be persuaded to buy them in the first place and his parents had made him try to get his money back, which was why he was red-faced with embarrassment in the first scene of the dream
i wasn’t the sort of wheeler-dealer who would sell a child rubbish and felt awkward that someone i knew would
i gave them their money back and the father of the boy asked about one or two specific items he wanted
i said: “things are coming and going all the time. we’ll have them sooner or later”
addenda
vividness 3.2 to 3.6 – participant – the category of the dream: embarrassment people () young boy
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15122018
the name of the dream
the tenacity test
the dream opens with a disabled teenager of about seventeen at the top of a steep mound
the mound was very steep, about 75 degrees and about fifteen metres from top to bottom
the mound was a testing ground which was used to test a young mans determination or strength and also it was something a young man had to do if he was to copulate with an extremely appealing young lady of about seventeen
a person had to go from the top to the bottom of the mound by steadily slipping down the decline by holding onto strips of a rounded material on either side of the mound
the strips of cloth were too small to grip by hand so a person could only use the tips of their fingers to bear their weight
there were a couple of scenes of people going down, one of the was of the disabled lad
the scene i was in had me about two metres from the top of the mound and pulling myself up
i knew i could, and did, manage to get to the top
there were then three scenes of the naked or partly-dressed girl
she was the epitome of healthy sex; fresh-faced, slightly sweaty and eager for the next male
she was as insatiable as she was attractive
alas, the dream ended before there was any contact between us
vividness 3.7/8 – participant – the category of the dream: physical exertion ()
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14122018
the name of the dreams
prison and the threesome foursome
these prison dreams have become old hat (tiresome) and the inclination is to not enter them
in the second dream, i had persuaded three girls in their mid to late-twenties to come back to my place for a “romp”
the ladies were still in their work clothes of white blouses and dark skirts
in the next scene, the three of them are sitting close together on a deep settee (the stand-out part of the dream)
i spread out my arms and held the two girls on the end and leant forward which took the three of them into a reclining position
i leaned into them and kissed the girl on the left on her lips and then done the same to her friend/workmate next to her and then went to kiss the lady on the other end only she had left the dream
the girls were receptive to my advances but as i began unbuttoning the blouse of one of the girls but they were being coy and made me woo them by asking me questions to which i had to give seductive replies
as i was answering them my thoughts were of the girl who was no longer in the dream and the dream ended as my priority became to find out what had happened to the missing girl
vividness 3.7 – participant – the category of the dream: kissing dream ()
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13122018
the name of the dream
the archery and gun club and the gun-only club
the first part of the dream was at the archery and gun club
i got a score of two, one was the highest score, for archery and three for gun skills
the second part of the dream was the gun-only shoot
got a score of one for that
there was the talk of getting me to apply the skills in some sort of serious situation but don’t remember the details
the stand-out visuals of the dreams were the colours of the jumpers
in the first dream it was an all-brown outfit with a button-up top that stopped at the bottom of the neck and in the second part of the dream it was a grey jumper with a red and yellow band all the way around the jumper at chest level
aside
awake-time instances of dream-type events (2) fairground (1) cousin jim and self (1)
this dream brought to mind an instance of an awake-time experience
the dream-type outcome was when my cousin and i was at a fair when were ten or eleven
we had a go at the pellet rifles where you had three shots and had to knock down three ten-centimetre sized metal-shaped men with three pellets to win a prize
cousin jim knocked down three of the metal-men with two shots
i only knocked down two with my pellets and jim came to the rescue and knocked down a third figure with his unused shot and we both won a prize
a few minutes later we had a go at the coconut stall where you would win a prize by knocking a coconut off a stand about five metres away with bags with beads in them
i knocked the coconut off the stand with two bags
jim hit and dislodged his coconut with his three bags but it didn’t fall
yes, you guessed it
i knocked his coconut to the ground with my unused third bean-bag and we both walked away with a coconut
in both cases, one or the other of us could have been refused a prize but back in the day there was a little more good-will floating around
it’s the sort of thing that only happens in dreams
all together now in the key of f#… row, row, row your boat…
addenda
vividness 3.3 – participant – the category of the dream: archery and gun ()
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11122018
the name of the dream
the return of animosity
the opening scene has me talking to a mountain of a man
somewhere during the conversation he realises something about me which was in the past, which i thought had been resolved and i had forget about
someone, however, wasn’t satisfied with letting bygone’s be bygones
the mountain-man knew the man who was dissatisfied and the last i saw of the mountain-man was of his bed-sized back receding into the distance as he hurried off to tell the dissatisfied and when he had left the scene the last scene of the dream was of me feeling uncomfortable as the old feelings of animosity returned
notes 1
this dream springs from earlier on in the day when a male showed hostility while we were talking
addenda
participant – vividness 3.1 – the category of the dream: emotions () angst ()
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09122018
the name of the dream
solid energy
a new type of energy was discovered
it was situated outside of the galaxy, it was black and solid and it followed the contour of the galaxy from an undeterminable point to the left of our view of the galaxy to its centre and it was roughly the shape of a jagged-edged elongated teardrop
it was so powerful in its raw form that everyone who tried to harness it killed themselves
it occurred to me that it would respond to a particular approach and a quick test proved it did
i kept the secret of how to apply the energy to myself and was wondering how best to use it when the dream ended
notes 1
this dream was caused by thinking about how to represent the presence of the energy in Picture-Page “New Habitation”
addenda
observer and participant – vividness 3 – the category of the dream: technology () energy ()
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09122018
the name of the dream
solid energy
a new type of energy was discovered
it was situated outside of the galaxy, it was black and solid and it followed the contour of the galaxy from an undeterminable point to the left of our view of the galaxy to its centre and it was roughly the shape of a jagged-edged elongated teardrop
it was so powerful in its raw form that everyone who tried to harness it killed themselves
it occurred to me that it would respond to a particular approach and a quick test proved it did
i kept the secret of how to apply the energy to myself and was wondering how best to use it when the dream ended
notes 1
this dream was caused by thinking about how to represent the presence of the energy in Picture-Page “New Habitation”
addenda
observer and participant – vividness 3 – the category of the dream: technology () energy ()
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08122018
the name of the dream
a fair wheeler-dealer
lived in a community of about two-thousand people
a small building which was purpose-built for communal purposes was, on this occasion, being used to sell unwanted items to the general public
the sale was winding down and there were only a handful of people left
a young lad of fourteen or so with ginger hair stood on his own in the middle of the room and his face was flushed (the stand-out part of the dream)
i went to him and asked if there was anything i could do
he opened a large carrier-bag and showed me the contents
they looked to be completely worthless
a half-metre piece of wood, two pieces of foam, one thick, the other thin, folded in two and what looked to me like a crossword puzzle in a tatty box
he asked me to go outside with him
in the next scene, his parents were talking to me
they explained he had bought the items on a whim and had wasted his money and could i refund it
the parents were being as civilised as they could knowing there was only a slim chance of the lad getting his money back
i hadn’t sold him the items and realised the lad was in the doghouse for being daft enough to be persuaded to buy them in the first place and his parents had made him try to get his money back, which was why he was red-faced with embarrassment in the first scene of the dream
i wasn’t the sort of wheeler-dealer who would sell a child rubbish and felt awkward that someone i knew would
i gave them their money back and the father of the boy asked about one or two specific items he wanted
i said: “things are coming and going all the time. we’ll have them sooner or later”
addenda
vividness 3.2 to 3.6 – participant – the category of the dream: buying/selling () young boy
*out of sequence
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07122018
the name of the dream
the baby in my arms
it wasn’t my baby, it was the baby of a male acquaintance
i didn’t rate the father, his life was more important than the baby’s and the reason i had the baby in my arms was that the father didn’t have a clue as to how to hold and comfort a baby that needed attention for one reason or another
the father had passed the baby to me when the baby began making complaining sounds
the father couldn’t appease the baby and it made the father look incompetent as a father, which he was
i seated the baby in the crook of my right arm so that the weight of his upper-body was against my bicep and his head was resting between my shoulder and pectoral and my forearm and hand was supporting him at the front which allowed his legs to dangle free (standing-holding-baby position no.1 )
the position let me stoop and swivel and swing and rock the baby and the left-arm was free to make a baby meal or whatever
in the final scene of this dream, the mother and baby were locked in eye-contact and as i moved closer to the mother we could both see the outside of the baby’s lips were turned up very slightly exuding a subtle smile of satisfaction
addenda
vividness 3.3-7/8 – participant – the category of the dream: babies (8 ?)
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06122018
the name of the dream
my scientology dream
this dream was a single long scene set in an office that was staffed by about eight or nine women
had walked into the premises off the street out of a sense of curiosity
i walked throughout the length of the office looking at each of the women as i did so but not one of them looked at me
the women didn’t pay any attention to me at all, it was as though they hadn’t seen me
all of the women were either tapping away at a typewriter or looking at a screen
eventually, one woman did respond to my presence when i asked if anyone had read the bible or i might have said: “has anyone got a bible ?”
she had a mildly confrontational tone but it didn’t cause me to react in a like manner and her tone softened and became helpful when she spoke a second sentence that suggested where i could get a bible nearby
i walked out of the building and out of the dream thinking it wouldn’t be too difficult to introduce them to the truth about what life is all about
notes 1
this dream was produced because of the thoughts i had during the day when thinking about a documentary about scientology
the bit of the film which stuck in my mind was of a couple of the women in the film who had been brainwashed into the doctrines of the cult/clique
i could tell that had they not become involved with the movement they would be normal and genuinely attractive young ladies
this is one of the lesser problems we have to deal with
addenda
vividness 3.4/6 – participant – the category of the dream: scientology (1)
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05122018
the name of the dream
the gully
was walking along a gully that was about a metre wide
there were no signs of dampness at all
in the next scene, there were patches of dampness
in the next scene, there were patches of dampness and the occasional small puddle
in the following scene, there was a continuous trickle of water about half the width of a credit card
then, the trickle became a stream about half a metre wide
at this stage of the dream, it was still possible to carry on walking along the gully although my shoes were getting wet and muddy
in the next scene, i am having to wade through the water and the thought occurs to me that i should get out of the water onto and what had become an embankment
glancing over my shoulder, i see a surge of water rushing towards me and before i can wade my way to the embankment it has reached me and now i am having to swim to get out of the water
the force of the water is making it difficult to get to the bank and another glance in the direction of where the water is coming from shows that before i can get out of the water an approaching big swell of water, which will overwhelm and submerge me, will be upon me
a state of panic begins to grip me
sure enough, the swell of water reaches me before i can get to the embankment but luckily it pushes me in the direction i was headed
the tips of my fingers just manage to grip onto a solid rock above my head on the embankment but the force of the water is preventing me from manoeuvring into a position which will allow me to pull myself to the right and up
the water has become cold and my fingers have lost their flexibility and my body is becoming rigid
something tells me there another wall of water approaching and if i’m not out of the water before it gets to me i’m a goner
i can’t pull myself up and out of the water so i let the flow of the water lift my body to the left and up just high enough for me to cock my left leg onto the rocky embankment
i now have to try to bring my right arm into a position that will enable me to get into a lying position, then a kneeling position and crawl away
will i make it ?
a sense of accomplishment says yes but the dream ends before it actually occurs
addenda
vividness 3.2/3.6 – participant – the category of the dream: life-threatening () water (3 ?)
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03122018
the name of the dream
the stretch taxi
it was around pub-closing time and was headed back home about two miles away
was feeling hungry decided to get a taxi to the nearest indian takeaway to where i lived and walk the rest of the way
don’t remember phoning for a taxi but in the next scene i am climbing into the passenger seat of a taxi next to the driver
as i got into the taxi i saw there were two more sets of seats behind the front seat and they were occupied with females and males, so now there are six of us in the taxi
in the next scene of the dream, the taxi is stopped and the drivers seat is empty
someone opens the door next to me, gets in, and pushes me into the drivers seat, so now i’m going to be doing the driving
i look back at the passengers and see there are two more seats at the back with two women in them, so now there are eight in the taxi
by now the original feeling of hunger at the beginning of the dream has become the dominant aspect of the dream and i wake up with a craving for a curry meal and begin making plans to order a takeaway later on in the day
notes 1
this dream is obviously a composition of different Tme-Tenses (as are many of our dreams)
that the dream-time conscious can string together experiences from different time-tenses across Undulations indicates just how powerful, and useful, this emerging faculty will be when we start using it as it is intended to be used
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02122018
the name of the dream
the runner has a sweet-treat
left the house in almond tree avenue for town
don’t remember what it was i had to do in town but whatever it was it had to be done in a hurry
just missed the bus the at the bus stop at the bottom of the hillmorton road and decided to run through manor house estate and try and pick up the number 21 bus at the bottom of the hill leading to the shops at bell green
there wasn’t anybody at the bus stop which told me the bus wasn’t due or had just gone
then ran up the hill and got to the shops at bell green only to see the bus i wanted was pulling away from the stop (the strength i felt in my legs while doing the two bouts of running was the stand-out feeling in the dream)
there would be a few minutes before another bus
felt a pang of hunger and decided to buy something sweet from one of the shops
in the shop, the sweets and biscuits were near the cashier’s till
checked my change before buying anything expecting only to have enough for one bar of chocolate and became slightly elated when i saw there was large gold coin worth half a pound and two silver two-shilling piece coins, a three-pence coin and about five two-pence coins, i was rich
there was a bit of a queue waiting to pay and the people waiting were standing in a line in front of the shelves with the sweets and biscuits
i asked a woman to give me access to the shelves and she tutted because it meant she had to move backwards from the till
bought two bars of chocolate and joined the back of the queue
the queue shuffled once or twice and as we neared the till my attention was drawn to a large red and white pack on the bottom shelf
the pack was the size of a six-pack of crisps and i recognised them as penguin’s marshmallows (the stand-out visuals of this dream)
chocolate-covered marshmallows were among my favourite sweets
i didn’t think i would be able to afford them but i had never seen marshmallows in a bag that big and was curious to know how much they cost
to my utter surprise and great joy they were marked, in thick black writing, as twenty pence
i had paid twice as much as that for just one of the bars of chocolate
i decide to buy a packet and when i picked it up i saw there were twenty marshmallow cakes in the bag
that was it, i bought two packets and when i had the two packets in my hand the bags of biscuits were even bigger than i first thought, they now looked to be twice as big as six-packs of crisps
the two packets of biscuits were too conspicuous to carry as they were, and is the case with dreams, in the next scene the biscuits were in a half-sized dustbin-liner bag and i was heading for the bus stop
while waiting for the bus i opened one of the packs of biscuits and started eating one
as will be known to those of you who like chocolate-covered marshmallows, the way to eat them is to get to the marshmallow by tonguing away the outer shell of away the chocolate and then sucking out the jam before starting in on the white
the bus came as i was eating it
got on the back seat of the bus (those of you who can remember the two-person operated double-decker buses will remember they had two three-seater seats facing each other as you got on the back of the bus)
the conductress gave me my ticket and when i had paid for it i reprimanded myself for not buying a return ticket and saving two or three pence
the triple-sugar treat of jam, chocolate and marshmallow was almost sensuous (the stand-out taste in the dream)
as i was looking around to see if there was a child to share the marshmallow experience with the dream ended
addenda
participant – vividness 2.9 – 3.4/5 – the category of the dream: running () food () sweets ()
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01112018
the name of the dream
sweet dreams are made of this
there are five, six or seven of us and we are joined by another person and he leads us into a disused factory which he has made into his own domain
the mini hanger-shaped building is about fifteen metres wide and thirty-five metres long and six or seven metres high and is set in an area of other disused buildings that are bigger and smaller
the scene, when looked at fleetingly, makes the statement “abandoned”
it was the sort of scene you would look at for a second and would instantly forget about once it was out of your field of vision
whatever part of the scene you looked at it was either a shade of black or brown and it was surrounded by overgrown brown grass, overturned and rusted water tanks and broken pallets
the person who had made the building his project had cleverly, almost artistically, kept it looking dilapidated from the outside by using planks of wood which had been roughly hammered into place to hide a gap in the side of the building
we had to wrench the wood away and squeeze through the gap sideways to get in and then the plank slotted firmly back into place when pulled back into place from the inside
inside, the building must have been an engineering company that used it for making goods that needed lathes that used lots of oil because there were still patches of oil-stains on the walls and on the floor
one-third of the length of the building had been cleaned up and was being used by our host for cooking and sleeping
the rest of the floor was smooth and shiny
out of sheer impulse i pretended to be waltzing with an imaginary woman
one arm was around her imaginary back and the other arm was holding her imaginary arm out in front and leading the way
the floor was so smooth it was possible to slide when swirling
musical sounds which complimented the movements came out of my mouth
the other men joined in the fun and now we are all dancing and singing and smoothly sliding
music, a subtle accompanying music, gradually replaces the sounds coming from our mouths
our movements became even more fluid as the music fills our conscious and we are whisked away to a place where only dreams are permitted
the dream becomes a timeless experience that has no description
then the music fades and finishes as the orchestra ends this particular melody
the music is ready to begin again but at that moment between when the music finishes and is about begin again i awake
i am completely relaxed but disappointed the dream had finished but knowing this dream is as good as it gets, for now
addenda
vividness sight 3.2/3 sound 4.3/4 – participant – the category of the dream music () dancing ()
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28112018
the name of the dreams
the vowel song
in a secure prison but there was a noticeable level of camaraderie
it was ablutions time and everyone was expected to be efficient with the time at the sink otherwise the last people in line wouldn’t have enough time to do everything that had to do be done
i broke into a higgledy-piggledy vowel song…
a melagatawny, gronamotory, rigidiliry oh
and an elimedeery, tugidumumsy, abigromeasy hey
with a…
there were about five or six lines in that vein
the men didn’t deride me or object but i could tell that some of them couldn’t muster an upbeat feeling and pick up on the “vibe”, most did though
there was another scene, where i was at a small and deep sink made of stainless steel
dipped my hand down into the sink and pulled out an assortment of eight or ten pieces of shiny stainless steel cutlery (the stand-out bit of the dream)
the cutlery was all the same design but some of the knives had a slightly longer blade than the others
was trying to think of what applications the knives with different lengths of the blade might have when the dream ended
notes 1
the happy mood accompanying the singing part of the dream was the result of doing my sums earlier on in the day
was aware that the singing was externalised for some of the lines of the song
it was also the first singing dream for quite a while
addenda
vividness 3.3-3.9 – participant – the category of the dream: prison () closed () singing () externalised ()
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27112018
the name of the dreams
pedestrian priority, the tree that fell and the drummer who didn’t love music
we were a gang of five or six builder’s/labourer’s who had been charged with making a busy roundabout with five roads leading to it more accessible for pedestrians
at peak traffic-times, the pavements became choc-a-bloc with people who were waiting for a break in the traffic so they could cross the roads
it meant widening the pavements and putting pedestrian crossings with those black and white poles with a goldfish bowl shape and size flashing lights on top (whatever happened to them ?. they were eminently practical in that both pedestrians and drivers could see them from a distance.)
we were about to start modifications on the pavement which was most in need of being broadened when the theme of the dream changed…
two of us were in a big garden which had a large tree that was growing at the bottom of the garden next to an imposing solid wood fence that separated the house from the street beyond
the person who i was with was in charge and it was his job to figure out the best way to trim the tree of the branches which were hanging over the fence without disrupting traffic
he had the idea that it could best be done by pulling or pushing the tree so that it became tilted and make the lower branches easier to get to; i think he thought the tree would rest on the fence
the tree had other ideas
it must have had shallow roots because the wire that was slung around the trunk of the tree at about two-and-a-half metres from the ground toppled the tree completely on the first tug of the wire and the tree crashed into the fence shattering it into splinters
the tree narrowly missed a person walking along the pavement from left to right in the dream but in the next scene of the dream the problem was the traffic was blocked and cars were starting to form a queue on either side of the tree
the man who had the idea of tilting the tree stood there mortified
it was the end of his reputation and career
no one was hurt but that wasn’t what had turned the man into a statue
the emergency services would have to be called
it would be an item on the news and it would be the source of ribbing for the rest of his life
how could an intelligent person make such a monumental blunder ?
i could already see the funny side of it and began laughing out loud and that set the tone for the next dream…
two of us had been practising on our guitars and had reached the time when we’re ready to incorporate a drummer and become a group
we both recognised that a drummer could make or break the would-be-group and we were in agreement that we wouldn’t compromise the quality of the group merely to begin performing
via the magic of dreams, or as luck would have it, about a week before there had been a dream (not published) in which a young man with long black hair had really impressed me with his ability to get me nodding and ready to dance with the beat he could generate with just his tom-tom’s and the bass drum appeared in the dream
there were six or seven people in this scene, i turned to my partner-in-music and said “this is the person i was telling you about”
we were telling the drummer that we really rated him and would love to have him join us
the drummer decided to play hard to get and feigned disinterest
eventually, he became rude and began talking to one of his friends as i was talking to him
i began smiling a broad smile which let the drummer know he was throwing away a great opportunity and he would live to regret it
he knew he would probably regret it but was enjoying disappointing me
i was still smiling broadly when i woke
notes 1
people enjoy disappointing me
addenda
vividness 3.2/3.5 – participant for all but two of the scenes – the category of the dream: multi-themed dream (27 ?)
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24112018
the name of the dream
a fresh start
the dream starts as an observer looking down at a room about ten metres in width and seven metres in length
the room has six or seven chairs and two or three tables in it
the tables are too low and small for ease of use and may be the reason why there were only two or three people in the room
the practicalities of the room were someone’s afterthought
there was a largeish kitchen that looked like it could cater for several dozen people’s and there was also a door at the right-hand corner of the room
i went scouting
the door led into a village-hall-sized building which could hold more than a hundred people, just right for bingo or a dance
found some tables and took them one at a time into the “lounge” area in the opening scene
now people could pick up and lay down cups and plates with ease
it did the trick and in the next scene there are seven or more people sitting in the lounge and on hard chairs supping drinks and conversing
a few more homely touches and the room was fit-for-purpose
no one stopped me from going to “work” on the big main room and in the next scene there is a p.a. on the stage and chairs and tables along two of the sides of the room and, most importantly, there is some serious socialising going on amongst the people who are content to let me take charge of organising the entertainment
in the next scene, there are four or five people, girls and boys, cuddling and kissing to the left of where i’m sitting
one of the girls, while looking at me as i’m looking at her and her friend who is being more than just friends with a male, puts her and inside the trousers of a male who is necking with a girl sitting on his lap, and begins to masturbate him; i get up and leave
the girl had done what she did to let me know that what she was doing to her friend’s male companion she would do to me
alas, her act contained more xuality than affection
i’m nobody’s idea of a prude but her act wasn’t in line with my idea of a relationship and i got up and left
in the next scene, the girl and I are in bed and the girl is listening to me talking
it is one of those monologue scenes…”in order for us to have a relationship we would have to move away from this area. i couldn’t have a relationship with you and stay here. the thought of looking the girl and boy in the eye with them both knowing you had masturbated the boy while she was kissing him would be too difficult for me. it would mean we would both have to change our jobs. as we lie here my overriding desire is to hold you and kiss you but there would be no point in becoming more involved with each other unless you are prepared to start afresh with me somewhere else…”
there was more to the monologue that is written above but that’s the essence of it
happily, the girl also wanted a fresh start to our relationship as the dream came to an end
notes 1
there is a difference between group love and group x
if you’re treading the evolutionary path then your imaginings as to what group-love in heaven entails are as good as mine
linear shape, we’ll keep it simple and project we’re all Equilateral triangles means that when we touch it can only be either the points of our triangular selves or the length of one of our sides which can come into contact with each other
we’ll indulge in a flight of fancy and say that when points touch that is a kiss and when sides touch that is the equivalent of present-time conjoinment
it makes good common sense to imagine that we make contact as a “block or group” whilst experiencing the endless variations that straight-line-action in endless space contains
the word lust carries the connotation of self-indulgence
self-indulgence is not a characteristic of love
join with me in distinguishing the difference between pleasure-for-self, and then practice by putting one, some and all other beings before self
the rewards are mightily great
addenda
vividness 3 to 3.4 – observer and participant – the category of the dream: relationships () female ()
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23112018
the name of the dream
the “interview”
this dream played out in sync with the transition from dreaming to waking
had placed an ad in the local paper asking for anyone interested in becoming involved in a discotheque to call at my place
i was asleep when a caller rang the bell at about nine in the morning
i dragged myself to the front door and let the person, a lad about nineteen, through the door
i answered the door in a long t-shirt and black underpants and seeing it was a male didn’t rush to get dressed and walked ahead of him into the living room
in the next scene, we are both sitting in the living room and it is a bit dark
in the next scene, i have just put a spotlight lamp into a bayonet fixture in the ceiling and turned it on by a switch on the wall
the filament in the bulb slowly started glowing red but even after a couple of seconds it hadn’t changed to white
i looked at it and said “don’t rush yourself” and had to wait another two or three seconds for the bulb to light up the room
i started the conversation with the visitor/applicant… “are you familiar with computers ?”
“yaw” he replied in a drawl
the way he said it didn’t tell me if it was a yes or a no
so i asked him, “is that a yes or a no ? ”
“yaw ! ” he said again, in exactly the same way
still more asleep than awake the thought, “either this guy has got an attitude problem or is lacking communication skills” crossed my mind
either way, he wasn’t the sort of person who would be any good for the job
i never said anything else and came out of the dream while thinking about how to let him know he wasn’t the person for the job
addenda
vividness 3.3/4 – participant – the category of the dream: strangers ()
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18112018
the name of the dream
luxuriously-warm in a stark environment
the dream opens as a single person is taking in the sight of a dome-shaped cavern about fifty-metres high and about the same distance ahead
in the next scene, i am in front of a small stall waiting for someone to hand me a large cup of coffee
while waiting for the coffe music begins playing out
the music has a beat and i begin to move and sway to the song and eventually lift my feet and do a couple freestyle movements
at the end of one of the freestyle movements that encompassed a one-hundred and eighty degree turn, a girl about my size has deftly placed herself in a position so that at the end of the turn we are face to face and almost touching
we begin dancing smooch-fashion but in an energetic way
in the next scene, we are back in the cavern
the cavern has got more detail in this scene
there are high ridges of rock which seperate one part of the cavern from another
in one of the distinctly seperate part of the cavern there is a small area that is slightly elevated and it has seating and floor-lounging cushions where a person can stretch out
in the next scene, i am seated close to the floor leaning back at about forty-five degrees with my thighs bent also at about forty-five degrees relative to the floor
the girl who joined me in dancing in a previous scene comes and sits astride me with her back resting on my thighs
the girl, an african girl i think, has coffee-coloured skin
her hair is styled in about forty ringlets that reach down to her chin and are level all the way around her head
i stretch out my legs so now they are at about twenty-five degrees and simultaeneously straighten out my upper body which causes her to be more in a lying than a sitting position
we haven’t yet spoken a word to each other
she puts her hands around the back of my head in response to me cupping the back of head with both my hands
we nestle into each other, first cheek to cheek and then our faces are burrowed into each others neck with our lips resting on each others necks but not kissing
for a while we hold that position
it is while are lips are touching each others skin that a warmth that i have never felt before washes through my body and mind
while wallowing in the feeling the girl breaks away from me and speaks for the first time
“? (someones name) will get half of the money and you will have the other half”
at that moment it was a completely inappropriate thing to say
it broke the magical moment and i had to try to regain it
i needed to do away with any notions that money would have anything to do with our being together
i said, and could hear myself saying as i woke up, manner “i have got, and can get, as much money as i will ever need”
addenda
vividness 3.3 – participant – the category of the dream: love relationships () african (3?)
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17112018
the name of the dream
think-read dream: bizarre incidents of unintentional deaths
was reading an article in magazine, or it might have been on the web, about people who had ben killed unintentionally
there was a list of about ten instances of people who had been killed in the most unlikely of ways and friends and relatives were trying to get an official acknowledgement of their deaths
the first was a man who had been whisked up into the sky
the man was an amateur meteorologist who had attached a device which measured an aspect of the low atmosphere to a sturdy length of metal wire which unwound from a very large fishing-reel-shaped drum
this account of a bizzarely unlikely circumstance was the only one of the ten or so instances in which visuals accompanied the description of the incident
there was a sequence of three or four one-second videos, each a zoom-in of about a second and which began where the previous sequence left off, of the increasing shock and disbelief on the man’s face as he was vaulted upward
the remainder of the video sequence showed what happened
a low-level, supersonic, secretly-developed jet capable of about mach 5 at about one-hundred metres had snagged the wire and the man had somehow become entangled in the wire
the video also showed an orange/rust-coloured vapour trail left by the jet which dispersed within two or three seconds of it leaving the jets’ engine
there was another two or three-second visual recording which captured the jet as it had gone past where the ametuer meteorologist lived
it showed the jets’s vapour-trail going from being over where the man lived to dissapearing beyond the horizon in about one second
it had come and gone too fast for any of the detail of its shape to be visible
it was the latest bit of “kit” and there was no way the military-structure was going to acknowledge it existed
another incident, was of another man who had been seen running for his alongside a hedge life as a wheat-thresher was about to scoop him up along with the wheat
there was a reason why the man’s death had not been acknowledged
i think it was something to do with a legal point which made the farmer responsible
the other accounts of unacknowledged deaths in this think-read dream were equally unusual in their own way
one which wasn’t in the dream and sticks in the writer’s mind was of an american husband and wife who had a deadly quarrel and it led to one or the other of them trying to kill his or her partner using a shotgun
the couple lived on the third floor of a seven or eight-storey block of flats that had been built along the high street of a town or city
the person who pulled the trigger of the shotgun missed the person he or she was aiming at and the shot went out of the window
a second or two before the gun was fired a man had decided to end his life by throwing himself off the top of the building
he was precisely in line with the window when the gun was fired and he died from the gunshot wounds before he hit the ground
the circumstances of the incident were such that the law didn’t consider that the person who pulled the trigger had committed murder
however, unbeknown to the sucidee the owner’s of the building had put up a suicide net the day before to prevent people from using the building to commit suicide
the person who pulled the trigger was guilty of murder
notes 1
there were times while think-reading the accounts of “bizzare incidents of unintentional deaths” when the writing became smaller and smaller and it got to the point where it dissapeared completely and visual content formed
this is the first think-dream for more than four months
is this to be the new format for think-read dreams ?
visuals taking over when the writing has laid a sufficiently comprehensive descriptive foundation and then the dream-conscious can then generate images
notes 2
i think this dream comes from thinking about unintentional murder during the day
people still do not yet fully understanding the consequences of taking life
no doubt, coming generations will ponder the circumstances surrounding unintentional murder in detail
the grey area is where reality is, for evermore, furnishing a greater quantity and love/life is adaping to that increase in an enviroment which contains The Principle of Indeterminacy
consider, the three of pi and the endless numerical sequence which follows pi
the universe is the three of pi and the straight line is the endless numerical structure 3.141…
addenda
vividness 3 to 3.7 – observer – the category of the dream: think-read dream which produced visual scenes
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14112018
the name of the dream
folders
the dream begins with a pot of oxtail soup being cooked or heated
put some pepper in it and it noticeably enhanced the taste/flavour
decided to make a note of the fact and the next scene of the dream is of two folders
the folders were a different colour to the ones we are familiar with, they were tinged brown
yet again, the sticking point was physically typing the letters
at this point, and for the rest of the scenes of this dream and right through to the end of the dream, the awake-conscious became more prominent
by concentrating on the words on the folder, all the words on the folder/s had one or two-word descriptions, it was possible to change the words on the folder and subsequent folders but the words in my mind weren’t the words which showed on the folder when a new folder materialised in the dream
continued attempts showed an increasing number of folders
in the last scene, there were about eight folders
i woke from this dream xually aroused
notes 1
why i should wake up from this dream feeling xually aroused is a complete mystery: there was absolutely nothing in the Pde’s which could have brought this on
the thinking is… procreation, is a part of the mechanism by which love/life realises eternity’s mechanistic command “increase numerically”
remember, reality calls the shots and we have, yes have, now and forever, to expand
reality is not concerned with the qualitative only the quantitative
in order to obey eternity and experience endlessness in a qualitative way sentience had to become love and that, in turn, meant attuning and organising itself down to the minutest detail to the characteristic’s of inanimacy
it has still yet to be realised what the ordering of the minutia of the detail entailed for you-know-who
this dream is thought to be a step in the ordering of love/life’s procession
postulate 4
the more we order or align ourselves to eternity’s command the greater will be our feelings of pleasure (see also The art of pleasure)
notes 2
even when the first formulations began more than thirty years ago the idea of increasing numerically was inherent in the writer’s outlook and the avoidance of taking life became the number one priority
addenda
vividness 3.5 – participant – the category of the dream: computer () folders (2 ?)
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11112018
the name of the dream
“oi you”
had a pair of cockatiels in a cage about two-thirds of a metre in length and depth and about a metre high
had decided to take them with me and go to a pet shop and actually see what food it was they liked to eat before buying it
had tried porridge, bread and making a mash with different ingredients but they didn’t go for it
the pet shop got it right first time
they got stuck right into some small grains of something or other
in one scene i was walking along and had to put the cage down for a reason i can’t recall
as i was stooped down and was fiddling around with a fixture attached to the cage a bus pulled level with me and opened its doors
without realising it i was stooped down next to a bus stop and the driver had assumed i was waiting for a bus
not wanting to make the driver feel awkward for being considerate i got on the bus, plus catching a bus was a good idea as the cage was too big to hold comfortably without it knocking against my leg
a mild wave of panic gripped me when it occurred to me that i didn’t have enough money to buy a ticket
i pulled all the coins i did have out of my pocket and was relieved when i could see there was more than enough to pay for a journey
there was a prolonged scene when i tried to separate the coins and keep hold of the cage at the same time
it became time-consuming so i held out all the change in my upturned hand and let the driver pick out the right coins
the next scene was one of three stand-out scenes of this dream, as i made my way nimbly between the seats of the half-full bus to two empty seats on the right half-way down the carriage
as i got level with the seats i swivelled and turned and as i lowered the cage into the seat next to the window both the cage and my bottom touched the seats at the same time
in the next scene, the birds were leaning into each other with their feathers puffed up, the temperature was below what they were used to
in the next scene, i put my finger through the bars and tickled the back of the neck of the male
to my surprise and utter delight, he turned his head through about a hundred and ten degrees and without looking directly at me said “oi you”
i began letting out chuckles
i knew cockatiels could be fun but this pair was going to be real company
i looked up and around to see if anyone else had heard what i had just heard
on the opposite side of the bus, two girls were getting ready to get off at the next stop
one of them was almost standing upright and looking elsewhere but the one still seated had heard it and was looking at me with astonishment and wonder
the dream finished there and i was still letting out chuckles when i was awake
a truly delightful dream and the first laughing dream since 10082018
notes 1
this dream is obviously a future time-tense
probably time-tense 1
addenda
vividness 3.3 to 3.7/8 – participant – the category of the dream: chuckling (1) animal () dinosaur () birds () cockatiels (1)
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10112018
the name of the dream
the wanderlusterer in her
in the company of two or three other aunts mother announced her long-held secret desire to see the world
as i was the only male in the room it was pretty obvious it was my cue to respond
my suggestion was to do the travelling in a three-quarter or one-ton two-berth van
we could raise enough money to get a van and convert it into a mobile home if we both sold our furniture and other home-fixtures
mother was becoming more animated as the planning and suggestions of bringing it to fruition took shape
the whole idea and the chat of what we could do and the scope and variations it would throw up took the planning to a new level
it was definitely “on”
within a scene or two, we are kitting out the van and only a week or two away from “hitting the road”
in the last scene of the dream, i turned to mother and said “you’ll need a skill”
addenda
vividness 3.1 – participant – the category of the dream: mother (5 ?)
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07112018
the name of the dream
an oligarch by nature
an acquaintance mentioned me to someone who was the head of the local crime syndicate
in the first scene of this dream, i’m sitting in a car next to the driver, the head of the syndicate, and there is another person in the back seat
the driver is talking to me in a casual manner
his comments and remarks are specifically designed to get me to reveal my character and views on certain topics and people
i must have convinced him that i could fit in with his set-up because in the next scene of the dream we, along with someone he knew, and a couple of my friends he didn’t know, are at my place
he is checking out my friends
he was disrespectful of anyone who didn’t have the same values as himself and in particular he thought nothing of people who didn’t have an assertive attitude and even worse he thought that people who had a physical disability shouldn’t be allowed to live
this was bad news for one of my friends
one of my friends in the dream, an awake-time acquaintance up until two and a half decades ago, was as bright as they come
tragically, she had been left for dead by a hit-and-run driver when riding her bike while she was studying theoretical physics at m.i.t.
she was in a coma for eight months and when she became conscious again she was seriously, and permanently, disabled
not that his majesty knew her story
in the next scene, the girl showed me a red scald mark on her hand (the expression on her face when she showed me the mark on her hand was the stand-out part of the dream)
while she had been making coffee he had deliberately poured scalding hot water on her hand
his majesty was seriously bad news
i knew that if the time and place presented itself he would find a way of “doing away” with her
this guy had to be reined in
it was while thinking of how to go about it when the dream ended
notes 1
this dream came from thoughts and the feelings accompanying the thoughts during the day
it was while i was wondering about the character/nature/outlook of the chief british oligarch
the chief of the oligarchs is the person who gives the go-ahead for the assassination of high-profile people
i gleaned a little of his personality the day or the day before princess diana was assassinated
one of his connections who was keeping him informed of princess diana’s public comments (by this time she had left prince charles and was pregnant with her partner and didn’t have much good to say about britain) told the chief oligarch what diana had said publicly “you’de have to be crazy to live in this country”
in the silence that followed the message of what diana said i sensed his presence
he was about to give the order to assassinate a historically significant person
diana was pregnant with the heir-apparent to the throne
from a british point of view, this was, arguably, the most audacious assassination ever
why did he give it ?
the sense of identity of both the chief british oligarch and the chief russian oligarch’s (the only other oligarch-type structure with the same sort of clout as britain and russia is the group named mj-12 or majestic 12, in america, read HERE and listen Here) is the same… their sense of identity is, first and foremost, the land they live in and preside over
to the oligarchy, to insult the character of the nation is taken personally
princess diana might as well have said “you’de have to be crazy to have children in this country”
the implication which comes from this is the person who presides over the country is mad
the idea that he might not be a full shilling hit a raw nerve
diana didn’t understand the mentality of the oligarch structure and it cost her her life
i was up and about in the house with the telly on the night diana was killed
i stopped writing for a moment when the news flash said “princess diana has been in an accident” and wondered just how bad it was
a few minutes later another news flash came on and said “our reporter is at the scene and has spoken to princess diana and she complained her arm was hurting”
i thought “oh diddums. you’ve been in a car crash and your arm’s hurting. you should be grateful you’re not in excruciating pain”
ten or fifteen minutes later the next news flash said as coldly as dead fish “princess diana is dead”
it was obvious from the way it was said it was a statement of fact
she had gone from a hurting arm to being dead
it was the comment about being crazy that signed her death warrant
they are insane but don’t tell them to their face
addenda
vividness 3.1 to 3.9 – participant – the category of the dream: bad people (11 ?)
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06112018
the name of the dream
a game of cricket
it was a formal game of cricket in that we were all in white but the field itself didn’t have defined borders and there weren’t any stands nor were there any spectators in the dream
the cricket field was bigger than usual and it looked as though it was set in an area of greenery that had trees off to one side about sixty metres from the centre of the pitch
i was in an outfield position about thirty metres or so from the wickets
the batsman played the ball too far to my left for me to stop it from going past my radial position relative to the pitch which meant i had to run further away from the pitch to get to the ball
the ball was heading for the rough grass at the boundary of the field and if it went into long grass i might not be able to find it and it would be game over
a maximum effort of sprinting got me to the ball as it had just gone over a one-metre incline and before it went into the “rough” on the other side of the incline
the effort of the thirty-metre sprint took all the strength out of my arms and i could only manage to throw the ball about twenty or thirty metres towards the pitch
the fielder closest to me anticipated i wouldn’t have the strength to throw the ball all the way to the pitch and closed in on my position and was in just the right place when my throw landed on the ground
in a perfect pick-up, swivel and throw he got the ball to the wicketkeeper one step ahead of the batsman who was looking to get as many runs as possible and had thought he had time to get the extra point when he saw my weak throw
it was jubilation for our team and i got most of the credit
notes 1
the first dream about cricket
clearly remember thoughts and images of cricket during the day
addenda
vividness 3.3/4 – participant – the category of the dream: sport () cricket (1) player (1)
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04112018
the name of the dreams
aggrieved and happiness
am in a prison where a visitor has the visit in the prisoner’s cell
mother was visiting me and the person who shared the cell was in the dream also
within a few seconds of dream-time of my mother being in the dream a notorious badass entered the cell and went to the far end of the cell and slouched into a semi-lying position at the pillow-end of the bed where mother was standing
he was an awake-time lad from senior school days and he was a genuinely fearless person
on one occasion he took on the second toughest boy at school who was also another fearless and bigger boy who knocked him down about five times but he kept on getting up
whatever other characteristics he had you had to respect his dogged determination not to be beaten
he knew that my mother would have brought treats for me and it was reasonable in his mind that he should be part of someone’s generosity
i woke up feeling frustrated
within half a minute had fallen back to sleep and the next dream washed away the undesirable feelings in the previous dream
had just boarded a bus and immediately to my left was a baby boy of eight or ten weeks in a pram
the moment our eyes made contact he went into an open-mouthed broad smile and he stretched out his hand to touch me
it was my own baby boy who had featured in a dream from three days before which had contained good feelings
addenda
prison dream
vividness 3.1/2 – participant – the category of the dream: prison () closed () mother (1)
bus dream
vividness 3.4/5 – participant – babies () son (2)
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28102018
the name of the dream
a threesome
the first scene, in amsterdam
a young girl, seventeen or eighteen, latched onto me
she was a typically exuberant teenager; excited with the newness of life and, like so many young and happy girls, she had lots to say
her extrovert nature made her appealing and i was perfectly happy to let her into my life
she wasn’t, however, a girl i wanted a relationship with but that wasn’t a problem for her
a scene or two later a young man about the same age as the girl was asking passers-by for money
it didn’t take long for me to recognise he had character problems, he came across as being “slow”
after handing him some money the young girl and i walked on
in the next scene, we are walking along at a casual pace and he is talking to the young girl
immediately it was noticeable that his personality had changed for the better
he speech was no longer hesitant and the expression on his face had gone from being lost and forlorn to enthusiastic
he and the girl were getting on like a house on fire as they exchanged a to and fro of words and mannerisms
there were a few more scenes and as they played out the girl and boy were becoming evermore friendly
it was a joy to see them engrossed with each other; they had become an “item”
we went from place to place, a coffee here, a gift shop there
knowing i had brought them together produced a deep, warm and wonderful feeling of satisfaction
a beautiful dream
notes 1
if a simple situation like this can produce such pleasure for the writer what must it be like for you-know-who bringing into being couples who will be together forever and will be becoming increasingly happier the longer they are together !
you will be forgiven, if, like me, you feel a little envious of her/his creative abilities

addenda
vividness 3.4 – participant – the category of the dream: matchmaking (1) unintentional (1)

 

28102018
the name of the dream
the art of pleasure

this dream is set in a future time-tense

dreams diary has reached the stage when visualisations accompany all the dreams

there is still some way to go before the accompanying visualisations are wholly accurate but a dreams diary in this time which doesn’t give a fair visual representation of the dream just doesn’t get viewed on the internet

my own outlook is simple… women lead the way in the experiencing of pleasure and men won’t achieve an increase in their experience of sexual pleasure before learning how to generate greater feelings in the females

for the female, the act of conjoinment has the added pleasure of the accompanying sensations that only women know… the feeling of accomplishment of being able to produce more life in the concrete form

in this dream, i have a three or four bedroom set-up

it is my pleasure to instruct women on how to produce the greatest pleasure for a woman without conjoinment

my “set-up” is geared for introducing this approach into our lifestyle

very early one morning i can hear one of the lasses moaning in pleasure as she is practising on herself while watching the latest pleasure-dream video showing what a male should be doing to bring out the maximum feelings in her

it causes me to become aroused and i decide to make a video of myself masturbating without ejaculating to the sounds of a female masturbating

now read
the Art of Pleasure
notes 1
this dream was not an act of indulgence, it is a dream for this time because everyone has to be aware that a minimum level of pleasure is necessary to embark on straight line action (it is the case that none have insights into the totally overwhelming sensations that occur when the mind is exposed to endlessness. take my word for it people, it will cause you to baulk)

that the acclimatization to pleasure is being introduced at this time will give you an insight into just how great our feelings of pleasure will have to be in order to “buffer” or “cushion” ourselves to the exposure of endlessness

we have to begin imbuing ourselves with a feeling of pleasure now and it has to increase exponentially for the next 5000 million years !
acclimatising ourselves to permanently-increasing levels pleasure is something which has to be approached in a purposeful way

the dream marks the beginning of the process

notes 2
both sexes have, in the writer’s experience of x, yet to learn how to produce large volumes of prolonged pleasure in the opposite sex without conjoinment

it has not yet been formulated but drawing from his own experience the writer suspects that oral sex is not one of the practices we need to incorporate into the art of pleasure

the sensations accompanying ejaculation expend “spiritual” energy and it has to be measured (it may be finite in its application throughout earthly evolution and even through to Transmutation)

addenda
vividness 3.4 – the category of the dream: timed-to-occur (100 ?) x dream (40 ?) – participant

25102018
the name of the dream
lost love
a big bed, very big bed, a bed that was too big was the opening scene of this dream
we had been “matched-up” and it was our first night together
it was her effusive excitement for life that made her a beautiful girl
every moment was the pinnacle of existence and it generated the next new moment
the circumstances of our relationship were that we should become parents, it was expected of us and the people who had matched us up expected our relationship would be consummated on the first night and the public were also being kept informed of the details of our relationship
her personality was such that it was a joy just to see her living and experiencing life
to conjoin would have changed her mood and consequently changed her personality and that was something which was unthinkable
i was content to be in her arms and within touching distance of her essence
we fell asleep
i woke in the very early hours and began subtly moving her arms and body to bring us closer
she awoke and her personality had changed
she was no longer the ray amongst all the other rays of light but a discontented child
i had woken her out of her sleep and it caused her to become moody, almost hostile
i couldn’t believe i had turned her into the person she now was and there was nothing i could say or do to make her go back to the way she was
she got out of bed and left the dream
in the next scene, the alarm had been raised that she had gone off on her own and the dream had become a manhunt for a missing person
i went looking for her in the busy metropolis and the next scene of the dream was of me standing at the top of three shiny metal escalators
two of the moving stairs were bringing people up and the middle one was a down escalator
the next scene is me having got off at the bottom of the down-escalator and looking into a throng of people and realising there wasn’t the slightest chance of finding her
in the next scene, i am walking along a quiet road with a slightly burly african man alongside me
he turned and looked at me and said “she loves sex. she lives for sex”
it began dawning on me what had gone wrong
all i had wanted was to basque in her personality without realising that her personality was the way it was because she was living in a state of continual anticipation of the next sexual experience
*
only you-know-who has a complete understanding of the interplay between the sexes
addenda
vividness 3.2 to 3.7 – the category of the dream: the female personality (1) – participant
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23102018
the name of the dream
multi-themed dream
living above a shop
the entrance to the shop had a very narrow door
went into the shop and there were three or four men dressed in khaki uniforms waiting for me
the men were politely disposed and their uniforms were braided and had badges and patches indicating rank and achievements
they wanted to get to know me and began talking about the characters in greek mythology
was out of my depth and was listening mostly although the impression was they expected me to chime in with comments and remarks as they went into depth about why the greek writers had given one character certain attributes and why they had been given the names they had
after a few minutes, i brought plato and socrates into the discussion
the men didn’t want to talk about them and the conversation changed to me and what i wanted and liked to do
one of the men offered me a “teenth” of hash, which i took and realised at that moment they were there to do my bidding
then another man gave me a “quarter” of hash and waited for me to say something
this segment of the dream ended and a sequence of scenes involving a stately model of a rolls royce began
the car was in dire need of several jobs needing to be done to the bodywork, it looked a wreck but drove like a “roller” should
there was a prolonged scene of driving and thoroughly enjoying it
the theme changed again and now i’m in a sturdy, very sturdy, rowing boat
the small river or big stream could barely accommodate the boat
there wasn’t a tiller and it was being steered by the current of the water
the river/stream began narrowing and eventually became too small for the boat
it grounded alongside a smooth extent of grass which filled the field of vision to the left and right but had a block of flats and a winding road about a hundred metres away in front of me
as i began to pull the boat out of the water three young men in a much smaller boat appeared in the dream and they were intent on being a nuisance
they deliberately began obstructing my way with their boat
i wasn’t in a mood to be intimidated and purposefully and aggressively began banging my boat into theirs as we pulled our boats along and as my boat was much sturdier they quickly realised if they wanted to intimidate me it would have to be at a personal level and my no-mood-to-be-pissed-about look was enough to end the confrontation
in the next scene the boat had been pulled about thirty metres, don’t know how i managed to pull the big rowing boat at all, it must have been made of a strong but light wood, i looked back and could see the boat was gauging fairly deep tracks into the smooth grass and had completely ruined what was meant to be a communal area for the residents
it then occurred to me that the reason the three men had tried to obstruct me was that they knew the boat would churn up the grass
it meant having to spend hours and hours to get the gouges out of the grass and i had still yet to get the boat onto the road about fifty metres away without making any more marks in the grass
it was a dilemma that i couldn’t overcome there and then and was probably the reason the dream ended
notes 1
you-know-who has laid the rules down for me concerning hash
she/he is perfectly happy for me to use it once a year
i’ve stretched it into a friday night to sunday night weekend
notes 1 on money dream
haven’t checked the database but it’s possible that this is the fifth picking-money-off-the-floor dream
if so, this is the first dream that has accurately referred to other dreams of the same type
in awake time, have found many individual one-pound coins but have only ever found two one-pound coins within a few metres of each other
one was on one side of the road and almost immediately after crossing the road, a few metres after picking up the first coin, i found another one
on that occasion my friend let out an “oh, what” of disbelief
addenda
vividness 3 to 3.6 – the category of the dream: a multi-themed dream () car, boat and men in uniforms (1) – participant
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220102018
the name of the dream
kissing dream 35 ?
the sincerity, more so than the sensations, of the kiss caused the writer to dwell on it for some time upon waking and made him forget the bulk of the dream before it
the scenes of the dream which are remembered begin when a lady and the writer were on a bed and naked except for our underpants
the lady was lying on her back, waiting
i straddled her and leant over her so my forearms were taking the weight of my body
i clasped her head with the palms of my hands which kept her head still
her body stiffened perceptibly as my hands held her head still and i then lowered into the kiss
as i rested my lips on hers the contact of our lips sent messages to the brain which signalled that a minimal movement of the lips would produce the best sensation
the kiss gradually become more energetic and the dream ended about five seconds of dream-time (= x’s 5 or 10 seconds of awake-time) later as our lips were slowly, and only slightly, pursing and unpursing
notes 1
checking the database shows that this is the first “just kissing dream” for eight months and my life has been the poorer for it
one of the thoughts that occupied my thinking upon waking from this dream was that the reason for the absence of kissing dreams containing non-sexual pleasure was that my outlook had hardened over the last eleven months and had passed the point of constructiveness
thinking further brought forward the chronology of events that matter over the last year and pinpointed the specifics
probably the most disappointing thing to have happened and which caused a lessening of my estimation of your characters was the failure to respond to the dream of (16022018), when the daily entries were suspended in an effort to get you to respond to the lover’s will via a dream
again, a lack of conviction that you-know-who knows best prevails
also, the dream of (23092018) had been playing on my mind and was troubling me
it was the only dream i can remember when women had demonstrated hostility towards me
while reflecting on these points, one thought led to another and eventually a “yes” filled my mind as it was being considered that things are happening as slowly as they are because you-know-who is letting it happen (see analogy 3 ?) but should i consider that the effect my sentiments are causing is bringing about equally adverse effects in another respect (my note 35.2 x’s…)
the decision was in the hands of the lover
the reply was (my note 3 to 2)
it has been determined that things should happen thus…
the sole remaining survivor of a genetic line of those countries of the central powers in world war 1
priority goes to those closest to the end of child-bearing
differentials
1: length of time as combatants
2: per million of the current population…
country a: one hundred survivors
country b: ninety survivors
country c: eighty survivors
country d: seventy survivors
country e: sixty survivors
rotation period 1: country a: ten, country b: nine… etc.
notes 2
my ref (poster 1)
notes 3
it is unlikely in the extreme that the even the most vindictive of the devolving of the british oligarchs would sanction the murder of these women (note, russian oligarchs)
if things are as it is believed they are there are contingencies in place for punitive action
notes 4
see also the “art of pleasure” from a dream on the 17052018 and scheduled for publication on the 27102018
notes 5
it should be clear by now that the subtlest and most profound communications coming from the lover come through in dream-time
notes 6
are you still insisting on doing things your way ?
addenda
vividness 3.5 – the category of the dream: kissing dream (35 ?) – participant
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21102018
the name of the dreams
the chessplayer
playing a game of chess on an electronic gizmo
the gizmo had switches in line with the squares of the screen-board which enabled the player to change the postion of the piece forward or backwards
pushing the switch forward moved the piece forward and pulling the switch backwards brought the piece back; the switch probably had a left/right move capability but the dream was centred on a single forward move
a forward move which i couldn’t make because, again in a dream, physically moving something with the fingers was frustratingly impossible
the more mental effort that was put into moving the switch the greater the frustration became
the dream ended with a mounting sense of frustration
notes 1
there has got to be a reason why this particular problem, not being able to cause an effect in a dream via finger movement, keeps recurring
it is currently thought that it is because the dream is in dream-time and the determination to move something in a dream, although enacted in dream-time, is coming through an awake-time command/impulse
the difficulty is one of evolution
we have yet to master the art of being able to use our awake-time abilities to complete a dream and, even more radically, will only be able to do so when we are able to affect an awake-time event through the dream-time conscious !
there are indications that such abilities will be active within a few million years
addenda
vividness 3.6 – the category of the dream: chess game (2 ?) electronic (1) – participant
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15102018
the name of the dreams
riches, poverty and a little boy who found a friend
1st dream
had just been presented with a cluster of silver items encrusted with gems
i had to cup my hands together to hold them all at the same time
was still taking in what it would mean to my lifestyle when a smiling face held out another handful of assorted silver jewellery for me to take and before i could appraise those someone else had entered the dream and was bringing even more items
2nd dream
this dream sequence was set in russia
two or three houses of a meagre design with two or three impoverishedly-dressed people standing in the foreground
they were the picture of dejection
they were oriented to the fact that things weren’t going to get better
i couldn’t help but feel sorry for them
3rd dream
in a building that looked like a mall but was almost deserted
a boy of seven or eight was standing on his own looking for someone or something
he was obviously unsure of his surroundings; the environment he was in was just too big for him to grasp
he saw me as i was moving closer to him and his demeanour took on a resigned characteristic
he had no choice but to surrender to whatever reality it was i would present to him
i spoke as to him as i would to my own son and within a few exchanges of sentences he knew he was safe
i suggested he go to the cafeteria about thirty metres away and ask someone there
the dream ended as he was walking away with a gait of confidence
notes 1
this dream encompassed extremes and a constructive ending; a well-balanced set of dreams and the reason for entering it into the diary
addenda
vividness 3.3 to 3.8 – the category of dream: a mixed-theme dream (50 ?) – participant for first and third dream and observer for the second dream
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12102018
the name of the dream
the high jump
was looking at a screen (it might have been a t.v. or a computer or a phone)
the scene was of a typically-tall high jumper, thin but with the muscles of a body-builder, a wedge-shaped torso and wearing a skin-tight leotard; he also had long hair
he was standing at about fifteen metres from the bar at an angle of about three to five degrees from the centre of the bar
the field of vision was from about three metres behind the bar and took in the run-up area but none of the stadium or other competitors, if it was at a stadium or a competition
a voice said “a new world record”
the athlete sprinted for seven or eight metres, slowed his sprint almost to a halt by stubbing one of his feet and then picked up his speed and was still speeding up as he planted his foot for the jump
he was square-on to the right-hand side of the bar as he started to rise
the stand out part of the dream was the way every part of his body seemed to roll over the bar as he rose and the way his body slithered like snaked down the other side
one way a person could keep that close to a bar without disturbing it was if the leotard had heat-conductive properties and the bar was cold
the skin could feel the coldness of the bar in the same way we can feel the coldness coming from of a lump of ice as we reach out to touch it
i woke up to hear myself saying “that’s some jump”
addenda
vividness 3.4 – the category of the dream: athletics () high jump (1) – observer
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07102018
in the early evening, upon waking from the second sleep of the day, as the transition between sleep-time and awake-time was occurring i felt a presence in the dream which left the scene of the dream and accompanied me into awake time
distinquishing between the two different states of consciousness, and, specifically which state of consciousness the presence belonged to, wasn’t possible
a sense of total relaxation and calm filled a second or two at the end of the dream and persisted as a diminishing sensation for ten or twelve seconds into awake-time
it was such a deep and pervading sense of relaxation i was able to wallow in the sensation for half an hour
feeling the same presence in dream-time and through into awake-time is a new experience
that a person’s presence can stradle both states of consciousness is intriguing to say the least
this is the second time it has happened in recent days and it is why it is being noted
obviously there was no one in the bedroom
there are at least two possible explanations

07102018
the name of the dreams
my hole in the ground and generosity
was living rough, i mean really rough
it was a hole in the ground about the width and length of a double bed; not even high enough to stand up
was lying on my back trying to get to sleep
there was a hole about half the diameter of my head wide and about half a metre deep directly above my head through which i could see the dark night sky
the hole in the ground was also the local hot spot for the insects who were coming through the hole above my head in ever-increasing numbers
a stone about a third of the size of a coconut was my insect-repellant but the insects were coming in faster than i could kill them
the theme of the dream changed and now i had just given two men who were down and out of luck a few hundred pounds
the girl who i was with wasn’t too pleased about it as it meant our plans for an extravagantly good time out had just changed
i felt good about being overly-generous to the two men though and there was still enough money left for us to have an enjoyable time ourselves
the dream ended
notes 1
the first dream was caused by eating an extremely sugary lemon meringue cake just before going to sleep
the second dream was the physiology having recovered from the excess of sugar and producing a normal dream
addenda for the first dream
vivdiness 3.4 – participant – the category of the dream: food-influenced dream () sugar () insects
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04102018
the name of the dream
bananas in syrup
this dream was set in canada
there was a sombre air to the dream to begin with as it was expected that the dreamer would want to set a serious tone to his visit
there were important issues to be dealt with but the moment was hijacked by the need to be appreciative of life and enrich it with music
a castanet and/or a very soft brushing of a cymbal set the tempo
the dreamer began softly repeating a three-word mantra in synchronisation with the rythymn
the people in the dream picked up on what the dreamer was doing and began to improvise
within a few scenes the song had become a rousing subtlety and longer it went on the more it lifted the soul
the feelings it produced would influence the decisions when working on the serious issues
the song was still building to its peak when the theme of the dream changed to a man driving a mobility scooter
he was deliriously happy
so much so it lifted the heart and produced more feelings for an appreciation of life but without the connotation of beauty the song contained
notes 1
the thoughts and feelings and sights and sounds during the day which produced the scenes for this dream are clearly remembered and it’s quite possible that the order of the scenes in the dream follow the same order of the thoughts, feelings, sights and sounds as they occured during the day
notes 2
the melody and a description of the structure of the song is being witheld
the dreamer is going to try and reconstruct the song in the dream in awake-time
addenda
vividness 3.7 – participant – the category of the dream: music () canada (1)

27092018
the name of the dream
the magical music ball
at the computer
the screen showed a music sheet with seven or eight notes along with it
below the line of music, there were three balls and each ball had about thirty facets
the facets were hexagon-shaped, alomost, but not quite, like the pattern on footballs
one of the balls was twice as big as the other two and it was this ball which caught the attention
four or five of the facets were a glossy black and the rest were shades of light-orange
when a new note was added to the line it sounded and at the same time the balls reacted to the note by changing the colour of one of the facets which affected, to a lesser degree, two or three of the surrounding facets
if the melody of the composition was enhanced when a new note was added the principal black facet of the biggest ball was affected and its a shade of shiny black took on a clearer, crispier shade of black
the other facets of the ball responded as well but much less perceptibly
the two other balls changed similarly
notes 1
i think the idea of the programme was to turn the black facets into other colours
the quality of music can be considered to be a purely subjective experience
however, the writer’s experience with music and the commonly-shared response to certain melodies tells a different story… there is an objective beauty/appeal in music
notes 2
one of the distinctive characteristic’s of mammal man-shaped beings, along with hair and breasts, is our feel for and love of music
music is our baby
may explain why this so another time
dinosaur man-shaped beings “baby” is colour
addenda
vividness 3.8/9 – participant – the category of the dream: music () composition () computer ()

23092018
the name of the dream
the academy
was going through the induction process of an academy
the first thing we were given were short easy-to-remember names, mine was up/down
there were a dozen or more males in a queue receiving cardboard-wrapped electronic instruments
the two or three people before me had been given electronic devices which all seemed to be video/audio equipment
the objects varied in size and shape and they defined the specific type of work we would be doing
the device that was placed on the counter for me was more than twice as big as any of the other instruments
from the bits of it that were visible it was obviously sophisticated and i could tell from the way it was placed on the counter it was heavy
i said to the guy behind the counter “trust me to get the heavy one” and he said “you’ve got an important job to do”
after taking it off the counter and walking for a few steps it began slipping from my grip
there was a feeling of panick for a moment realising that if it dropped to the floor i would have completely blown my “cred”
the counter was just inside the door of a brightly lit cafeteria-style mess hall with a eight or so tables and each table could seat between six and ten persons
the girls had already been allocated their devices and there were two women sitting at the table where i had to sit
the girls were dressed in dark-blue skirts and jackets, a white blouse and air stewardesses-style cap/hats, the men were wearing dark-blue trousers and white shirts
immediately after sitting down there was an air of animosity eminating from the women
i knew what the problem was…
notes 1
ladies, i am pissed off
do you think that life got to where it is by sneaking around ?
do you think that life pick and chooses who it wants and doesn’t want to spend eternity with ?
love/life has the most embrasive, magmanimous nature imaginable
when love/life realised it had achieved an endless and unimaginably desirable state it’s one and only desire was to share it
moving forward to this undulation…
the writer stood on a street corner on the same day of the week for two years handing out flyers conveying what love/life had achieved
every saturday for most of those two years i kept on thinking that this saturday would be the saturday when a woman who understood what was happening and realised the signifiicance of what was happening would present herself and help me to get the word out to others
i could have accomodated thousands of women over the last quarter of a century if only you had the courage of your convictions but look what happened
without exception every one of you went into secretive or coveteous or clique/group mode
if there’s one thing that turns love/life off it’s the mentality that a qualitative, eternal life, is something that is for “special” people
all are called, none are chosen
it’s not me who’s not cooperating, it’s you
addenda
vividness 3.9 – participant – category of dream: ?
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21092018
the name of the dream/s
flying on my feet and flying in a helicopter
the dream began in a building that had about five storeys
i was on the roof and began to make my way to the ground
there were two flights of stairs between each floor and the stairs had thirty or so steps
the steps were narrow enough to grip the handrails on each side of the stairs
the handrails were made of a smooth wood
after descending down one or two flights of stairs it was realised that by pulling the bottom of the sleeves of the top i was wearing down and covering my palms it was possible to slide down the stairs and further it was possible to regulate the speed of the slide by adjusting how much of the palm was covered by the sleeve
heads were turning as my speedy self seemed to others to be flying down the stairs and by the time i had reached the ground floor, which turned out to be the concourse of an airport, i had developed the knack of transferring the momentum of the slide to the soles of my feet and could slide in a straight line and in a curve for a few metres after coming off a flight of stairs
in the final scene of this part of the dream, which was one of the two stand-out parts of all the sequences of the dreams in this sleep, using the momentum gained by the hand-slide it was possible to give the illusion, to people who hadn’t seen the hand-slide down the stairs, that i was floating by merely pointing my feet one way or the other
a great little dream
another theme of a dream in this sleep was to do with a helicopter
a helicopter was up for sale at a price which i could afford
after paying for it i could fly it away, which i did
the helicopter was surprisingly easy to fly and there was a long sequence in which i put the chopper through its paces in terms of manoeuvrability and speed and quickly satisfied my desire to fly a helicopter
there were then a few scenes where i was sitting in the helicopter on the ground with the instrument and cockpit lights turned on
notes 1
this dream came from thoughts and feelings during the day
specifically, a loose and light feeling in the legs which enabled the most comfortable and natural walk for more than twenty years which bolstered the belief that there is a happy ending for all of us
there was an x sequence dream in this sleep but have left out the details wishing to present the other dreams as “boys own” dreams
also, it should be recognised that the leap in the improvement of walking has come about as a result of applying the suggestion which occurred in the dream of 30062019
when you hear the expression “just a dream” you may be being deliberately misled by those who are attempting to subvert the newly gained knowledge coming through in dreams and dreams theory
addenda
vividness – 3 to 3.8 – participant – category of dreams stairs dream; body movement () stairs (1) helicopter dream flying () helicopter ()
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14092018
the name of the dream
an appreciation of life
was visiting relatives
it was a balmy day, when the temperature of the skin and the temperature of the air were the same
took a baby out of the house, went to the bottom of the garden and had just laid the baby on the ground near a person-high privet hedge
the boy-baby was about ten months old and was dressed in a grey jumpsuit
both of us were lying down; i was lying on my left side and the baby was on his back
i reached over his body and put my right hand under his back so now he was slightly on his side and began smoothing his back with long, slow, strokes
he was looking at me in an appreciative way
i began talking to him
after a sentence or two the tone of my voice stirred emotions in him and his look showed it contained admiration
i continued talking…
“…if these moments was the final moments of our lives we would have experienced life to the full. life can do this. it can produce times when there is nought else which can be added. this now is our past and our future. we have fulfilled life’s destiny”.
notes 1
this dream came from two different experiences during the day
the first was the sense of accompishment after composing a dance track made up of the parts of half a dozen different songs and the second was the thoughts and feelings which came about while watching and thinking about a programme which portrayed the effects of the asteroid, which brought about the demise of the dinosaurs, for the twenty-four hours following its impact
notes 2
it was originally thought that the asteroid which ended the reign of the dinosaur class of beings was an attempt by devolving beings to destroy the world
it is now thought that it was evolving dinosaur man-shaped beings who could guage precisely how to end the reign of the dinosaurs without killing the species of mammal which would give rise to us
the thought that evolving beings would cause such wide-scale destruction to life was resisted for more than twenty years
we, mammal man-shaped beings, will have to make a similar decision
do we assume that the ten-thousand species of mammals will become extinct naturally which allow the next class of man-shaped to emerge within a relatively short time or will we find that the natural demise of mammals will not happen for thousands of millions of years and have to inerfere with a natural order ?
addenda
vividness 3.7/8 – participant – the category of the dream: babies ()
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09092018
the first dream
the name of the dream
the giant computer printer
it is a society in which, when a person’s words are thought to be of value, they are given a computer and printer which prints out what they write
the paper that flows from the computer is ridiculously big; about the size of a broadsheet newspaper and each sentence is spaced a metre from the previous one
the sheet of paper went from the back of the computer, ran along a conveyor belt and when it is about four metres long the person writing is expected to tear it off at the far end with a deft flick of the hand
i was new to the machine and a man was instructing me on what buttons did what
my problem was i couldn’t flick the paper and make it tear cleanly or tear off at all
the instructor advised me, or it occurred to me, to use my left hand
i did and the paper tore off cleanly and the dream ended
addenda
vividness 3.4 – participant – the category of the dream: computer () printer (2)
second dream
the name of the dream
my girlfriend’s willy
it was the first day out of the hospital for my girlfriend
she had just had a sex change and was keen to see what she’s looked like compared to mine
in the next scene, we are standing over the bowl in a toilet cubicle making out we were two males having a pee
neither of us passed any water but she was delighted to see they looked the same in both colour and size
in the next scene, we are still standing but hers wasn’t visible although her pubic hairs were and she was emanating an air of demureness
that was enough to arouse me and i moved in front of her, put my hands around her back and cupped her soft, sensuous buttocks and pulled her into contact with me
addenda
vividness 3.4/5 – participant – the category of the dream: x dream () sex change (1)
notes 1
there’s a nobel prize in psychology ready to be awarded to the person who can make fruedian-sense of this dream
notes 2
am assigning both of these dreams to the present of a long-gone past Undulation
notes 3
about one-in-ten dreams that are remembered aren’t being entered
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05092015
the name of the dream
warmth in the winter
this dream took me back to days as a youngster when the cold of the winter wasn’t noticed due to the body’s ability to generate the heat it needed to function
there were four of us, two girls and two boys
we were on foot and we were going from somewhere to somewhere else
it was winter and hard snow and ridges of ice had fromed on the road we were walking along
the road was a country road which was empty of traffic
it was either christmas day or new years day
the first scene and the stand-out scene of the dream, was of the four of us walking abreast
we all had thick overcoats on
three of us we wearing dark blue coats and one person had a grey coloured coat
we were in holiday mood and for some reason i was in a sky-high mood and was feeling over the moon
addenda
vividness 3.5 to 3.6 – participant – the category of the dream: winter females and males () christmas/new year () snow and ice (1)
03092015
the name of the dream
the man on stilts
a one-scene dream
a man on stilts walked in an area with quite a few people in it
my first impression was that he was a showman
he had the broadest smile a face was capable of forming
as i was watching him i realised he wasn’t wearing the smile of a deliriously happy person but his smile was that a comple and utter nutter and that he wasn’t on stilts but had a deformed body with legs twice as long as his body like the being at the 2 minute mark of This video
addenda
vividness 3.5 to 3.6 – participant – the category of the dream: odd-shaped man-shped beings (1)
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02092015
the name of the dream
the prison visit
for the first time in a dream about prison i am a visitor and not an inmate
the person who was the inmate was an awake-time acquaintance from twenty-five years ago
he was on a serious charge but he wasn’t guilty of it
the stand-out part of the dream was when he was talking about why he was being framed for the crime and i was convinced he hadn’t done it (don’t know what crime it was he had been charged with) and i was the only person who could help him get released
notes 1
the Pde’s of this dream are clearly remembered
if there’s any justice in the world the people behind this person’s incaceration will be brought to book
addenda
vividness 3.5 to 3.6 – participant – the category of the dream: prison () closed () visitor (1)
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01092018
the name of the dream
what not to eat before going to sleep
in the centre of a city
was on a push-bike that had a home-made trailer fixed to it
on the trailer was most of all of my worldly possessions
was on my way to do a disco
had just got to the top of a slight incline that curved to the left and was picking up speed when something caused the bike to stop and threw me off the bike
wasn’t hurt but whatever it was that caused the bike to stop wasn’t obvious
put the bike in a recess by the side of a building and went to the point on the road where the bike stopped
there wasn’t anything which looked to be the cause… no hole in the ground, no bump in the road, nothing
i stooped down and checked the lie of the road for an unevenness, again nothing
something had caused it and i stooped down again and double-checked for any sign of anything
it was a mystery, i was perplexed
had a job to do and would have to try and figure it out later and so went back to where the bike was
the bike wasn’t there, it had been nicked
it was a complete disaster
everything of importance was on the trailer… music equipment, video equipment, computer and storage devices, phone…
there wasn’t anyone in sight
i had been robbed, but good
woke out of the dream feeling thoroughly depressed
notes 1
for a half-hour after waking the thought i why i had dreamt the dream was on my mind
checked the pde’s and attributed the dream to a decision to put money before principles on a certain matter
settled on that as being the reason; there wasn’t anything else that came to mind
the only other thing that could bring about a feeling of depression like that was food and i had only eaten…
then it dawned on me
a two-sausage sandwich, pork sausages, twenty minutes before going to sleep was the culprit
it was the first time i had eaten pork sausages before going to bed for years
there’s definitely something about pork which is incompatible with our physiology
have still got about forty pork sausages in the deep freezer
they are going to be used as a breakfast item for here on in
the physio/mental effects will have less of a detrimental effect in the morning
have whittled down chicken meat to once a month or less, pork is getting the boot eventually
addenda
vividness 3.3/4 – participant – the category of the dream: food-influenced dream () meat () pork sausages (1)
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31082015
the name of the dream
the friendly green lizard
in a room with another person
a small green lizard about twice as big as a newt was scurrying here and there
i stooped down so that the back of my hand was resting on the floor and offered the palm of my hand to the lizard
the lizard accepted the invitation and it ran onto my hand, up my arm and stopped on my shoulder but then jumped off and onto the floor almost immediately
again i put my hand close to the floor so it could run up it and made a squeaky sound to get the lizards attention
it not only got the attention of the lizard but the lizard mimicked my sound almost exactly as it climbed onto my hand and up my arm and onto my shoulder again
when the lizard was on my shoulder i made another sound only this time it was more of a soft cluck
it duplicated the sound yet again and the other person in the room darted a look at me and we knew the lizard had intelligence
but, as the first time, it jumped back onto the floor almost straight away
i then realised the lizard was looking for something to eat
i asked the other person in the dream to use two jars to make a flour paste while i attempted to coax the lizard back into my hand
the other person made the paste but it was much too watery and then the theme of the dream became two men trying to make a bread paste for the next couple of scenes and the lizard was no longer in the dream when the dream ended
notes 1
this was another dream that was above 3.5 in vividness
it looks like only dreams that have a high level of vividness are becoming worthy of becoming an entry into the diary
this trend isn’t just of my choice
addenda
vivdiness 3.7 – participant – the category of the dream: animal () reptile () lizard () green (1)
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28082018
the name of the dream
applications
was using a spreadsheet to amend information
there were between one hundred and two hundred vertical columns visible in the spreadsheet in the dream
by expanding the information in a dreams spreadsheet, and this is probably true for any type of spreadsheet, accessing specifics became a doddle by simply inserting a column in between or before another column with the new reference or references
in the dream it was locations and running
the spreadsheet had between twelve and twenty lateral columns of categories
between the date and the dream-time length of the dream it became necessary to add a one-character reference to the coumns of categories which gave the distance in kilometres
there was a feeling of accopmpishment in the dream when the spreadsheet had been expanded and the new column made referencing a specific dream that much easier
notes 1
not sure how to make a spreadsheet available for a visitor wanting to sift through or find information in the dreams diary via a spreadsheet
this dream makes a dreams spreadsheet a compelling neccessity for both author and reader
it will materialise sooner or later
notes 2
this dream is the balancing of personal and shared information
during the day came across a tutorial which explained how to synchronise songs with different tempos
had been trying to find out how to do it for years
the discovery of the information, via a youtube tutorial, has given me enormous scope for mixing and composing tracks
this dream is love/life balancing personal and shared acheivements
addenda
vividness 3.7 – partcipant/observerver ? – the category of the dream: informative () sharing ()
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24082018
the name of the dream
four in a bed
arranged (paid) for three young ladies to have an afternoon sex romp
two of the girls were awake-time acquaintances from the recent and not so recent past who had been sexual partners in awake-time and the third was an awake-time friend of one of the others
was in bed and undressed first and asked the girls to join me
in the next scene, the girls were in the bed and on the right of me but weren’t undressed
pulled a blanket or sheet over us and began undressing the girl next to me (this is the fourth x dream with this young lady and she is officially in an episode dream)
don’t know if it’s the same with all men but i get sexual arousal from undressing my partner
in the next scene, the two of us are naked and i am on top of her and resting on my elbows
we never touched each other’s genitalia and i was reaching readiness by gently rubbing my crotch against hers
it took a bit longer than usual to attain conjoinment and i when i had i said playfully “aah, there you are”
there were two or three scenes of wonderfully sensuous kissing while conjoined (the stand-out part of the dream with a vividness rating of 3.7/8)
this dream was great and with another two ladies waiting it was going to get better
in the next scene, the dream went to pot
two or three males, they may have been co-tenants but they certainly weren’t friends at that moment, were in the dream at the far end of the room and were making remarks
they had enough respect for me not to come to near the bed but the only way to keep everyone happy was to suggest to the other two girls that they take one of the other men as partners
the dream ended before the suggestion was made
addenda
vividness 3.3 to 3.7/8 – participant – the category of the dreams: x dream () three females () and episode x dream: (1) (c)
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22082018
the name of the dream
the man with x-ray eyes
don’t remember the first scene or two of this dream which showed the whole room and the total number of people in it
was at a table with five or six women playing a game of strip-jack naked
some of the women had no clothes left to forfeit and i wanted to get the girls who still had panties on to lose them
a bit of dream-magic came into the dream which allowed me to see through the table and see who still had panties on
there were five or six six scenes of the girls crotches and it turned out that only one player still had hers
notes 1
this was close to being a montage
perhaps this is a new category of montage which bridges to a greater degree the awake and dream-time consciousnessess
notes 2
it is also possible that i am an observer in this dream/montage
which in turn poses the question whose memory is it ?
the question opens speculation as to the nature of you-know-who
x-ray vision is well within the scope of, on this occasion the lover is a male, his abilities
attempting to nail down his character is a hopeles task and those who try to will have made the mistake of assigning one characteristic to a being with endless characterstics
it can be confidently stated that the simplest broad-brush assignation to apply to her/him is that she/he can only bring an increase of the quality and quantity into being
the writer has no of memory’s of straight-line action to pass on to you
mix overwhelming freedom with playfulness and you’ll be on the right track
notes 3
the third dream in a row which has a high vividness rating (more than likely it will happen)
how time drags when waiting for something good to happen
addenda
vividness 3.7/8 – participant/observer ? – the category of the dream: dream-montage (1) female genitalia (1)
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21082018
the name of the dream
mr pinky
the first theme and the two, three or four scenes of this dream were about a neighbour
the neighbour was immobile and over the past few years it had been a challenge to persuade, cajole, encourage, berate… him into regaining his mobility
in this dream i had managed to infuse in him a renewed determination to get on his feet and the last scene of this dream-theme was the feeling of gratification as he got to his feet and was moving about enthusiastically with the aid of a push-wheelie
the theme of the dream changed and the image was that of a face on an object the shape and size of a half-radius mantle-clock
the clock and the face was the same colour, a striking pink
the face became animated and began talking to me
it asked me to consider my own experiences of life and appraise/evaluate my wrong-doings
then, incomprehensively, its face became still, unhinged iteslf and receded into the back of the clock and was replaced by a face which slid into the place where the previous face had been and it became a fully animated in its facial expressions and eye and mouth movements
it was a little unsettling to realise it was a being which could take any form it wanted but i was more intriqued than anything else
the were no inflexions in its voice
everything it said was said in a matter-of-fact way
then, a second presence made itself known in the dream
as the voice was asking me to consider all of my actions a scene of a man who looked really happy about something was occuring to the left
while looking at the scene of the happy man the voice said ” …a self-confessed murderer”
was i supposed to make a connection between the actions of a self-confessed murderer and my own actions ?
it’s certainly true that i’ve done a few shitty things that are wrong, but murder !
i am, and always will be clean
a thought or feeling occured to me and without moving my head my look darted to where the face was
it (a he i think) was scrutinising me
i was becoming suspicious of the motives of the face
notes
the vividness of this dream indicates this will happen
there are many adjustments we have to incorporate into our thoughts about the future
becoming linear in form is difficult enough to come to terms with but the idea of a being that can be the shape of a pink, half-radius mantle-clock ranks as on of the most bizarre forms of reality imaginable
the writer couldn’t have thought of it, it could only occur in a dream
addenda
vividness 3.9 to 4.1 – participant – the category of the dream: fore-warning ? (1)
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20082018
the name of the dream
doughnuts, vaping, crazy stairs and a portable organ
the first part of the dream was set in exeter
can remember the details of the narrow streets
had a five-octave portable organ in a black bag that had straps which enabled it to be carried by hand or over the shoulder the with me and it was causing all sorts of problems
the organ was just too big to be carrying around in a small town centre which was jam-packed
had to dodge people while walking and turn it sideways every few steps to avoid knocking into someone
there were a couple of times in the dream when i wondered why it was i was carting it around
had a craving for jam doughnuts and there were three or four scenes of different shops
bought three or four doughnuts in one shop
the woman at the counter was friendly and handed me a white paper bag with the doughnuts in them and they were polished them off in record time
the taste of the warm jam and sugar was on of the many stand-out features of this unsually vivid dream
but still the craving for more was asserting itself
not wanting to reveal my weakness for sugary things bought the next bag at another shop and they satisfied the craving
it was a couple of scenes before it was realised i had not got the organ with me anymore and it would mean retracing all the previous scenes of the dream to find it
the theme of the dream changed and i was on concrete stairs with iron railings
couldn’t get my body to turn the tight corners of the stairs and got stuck
a six-foot four awake-time buddy of thirty years ago appeared in the dream and showed me how to contort my body around the corners of the stairs
the follow-on scene of this scene was the apartment at the top of the stairs
it was a large room with eight of us in it
can remember taking in the layout of the room and the people and how spacious it was and feeling envious that i didn’t have accomodation like this which could seat about twenty people in comfort
four people were sitting on a sofa and chairs about five metres away and four of us were sitting at a table
to my left was a petite girl of about twenty
she had porcelein-coloured skin and looked like a doll
she was wearing a tight fitting, loose-knited white cardigan
she was determined to engage me in conversation and got my attention when she showed me an e-ciggie shaould had bought that very day
there was a bit of conversation about the merits of vaping and then the dream started to become externalised
“when i first bought one there was the decision of whether to get a twelve-strength vape or a three-strength. (the dream became fully externalised during the next sentence) i tried a six-strength tobacco flavoured liquid but it was too harsh and i settled for a fruit-flavoured one, it was rasberry i think.”
awoke to the sound of my own voice, again
addenda
vividness 3.4 to 3.8 – participant – the category of the dream: multi-themed dream (25 ?)
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12082018
the name of the dream
inhuman
was explaining to an awake-time acquaintance how easy it is to degenerate within a lifetime
the man in the dream said it wasn’t possible that he would do something wrong for any reason… my point was that it happens little by little
my view was it was possible to go from having unlimited courses of action to increasingly restrictive ones
the thrust of the reasoning was… once a person associates with people who have accepted into their thinking or lifestyle uninhibited activities a person can be influenced by that person
i was trying to present the circumstances through which a normal person can be persuaded into justifying doing things they wouldn’t normally do
for instance, a woman or a man who has the responsibility of a family cannot consider the idea of giving up their duties to the family and letting them fend for themselves
it is more likely that a woman or a man who works to keep their family will say and do things in the course of their work which will ensure they can continue to work and keep their family even if it occasionally means misrepresenting the goods or services they represent
the conversation in this dream was due to me saying that a stage of devolution is a cannibalism
addenda
vividness 3.3 – participant – the category of the dream: cannibalism () conversation (1)
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12082018
the name of the dream
the easter parade
was one of about twenty-four thirty and forty years old’s at a regular meeting place where we hoped to meet the boy or girl of our dreams
it was part of the routine that at the start of the evening we would separate into our genders, twelve in one corner of the room and twelve in the other
one at a time, we would walk into the centre of the room and with as much style as we could muster turn completely around, in the same way, fashion models do on a catwalk, and then give a three, four or five sentence presentation of ourselves
when we had all presnted ourselves we would go into the lounge area and socialise
when it was my turn, on the spur of the moment, i decided to do some completely out of the ordinary and not do a poised walk and give polished mini-speech but instead took three or four quick steps to get the momentum do a running head flip/spring
it was something i could do as a teenager and do it on the pavement to boot, it should be added, so doing it on carpet shouldn’t be a problem
the run-in steps were a bit too strong and i nearly lost my balance when landing on my feet but i knew the effect had been achieved when i heard a few ooh’s
then, finished it off with “my name is john. let’s go, babe”
in the next scene, i am rifling through the bottom drawer of a metal filing cabinet looking for the file with my particulars in it
at first glance, it looked like there were more than a dozen stiff, brown paper folders but after lifting three of them out there was a box the size of a folder and half a metre deep with about thirty chocolate easter eggs all the same size and wrapped in different coloured crinkly foil
addenda
vividness 3.5 – participant – the category of the dream: female relationships () easter ()
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10082018
the name of the dream/s
in this dream i am waiting for a lady friend
there is an elderly gentleman in the dream and we are in an upstairs room
it was daytime and i was arranging the room ready for her
the first thing was the bed, it needed to be neat and clean
the elderly gent was in the room and i was going to give him a tenner for answering the door and telling when the girl i was upstairs when she arrived
i wanted to be in bed ready
i told him what was going on and he as quite intriqued with it
there were two beds in the room, a single and a double
originally the single bed was going to be the bed we would be in but then it seemed a better idea to use the double bed next to the window
i drew the front curtains first but it was still too bright so i closed the curtains at the back of the bedroom
when i turned around the elderly gent was lying down on the single bed
he was talkative and alluded to being in the room when the girl was in the room
i was thinking it would be better to drop the keys to her from the upstairs window and was about to give the elderly gent the money and tell the him to go when the dream ended
addenda
vividness 3.3/4 – participant – the category of the dream: pre-date activity () bedroom (1)
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10082018
the name of the dream/s
christmas merriment and new year’s eve
christmas merriment
with the exception of the last scene, all of the scenes in this dream had lots of people in them
in one scene, the skin of my face crumbled off when i rubbed it and the skin underneath felt ultra smooth which made me feel young again
in another scene, my laughter was so intense i had to bend down and rest my weight on my right hand to stop myself from falling over
in another scene, the person with me was walking five or seven metres ahead, not because he was embarrassed that heads were turning because i was laughing but because my laughter was affecting my ability to walk and he had to be somewhere and i was making him late
in another scene in a shop, someone introduced me to a well-dressed man who took himself seriously
i was in no mood to be serious and as i got within hand-shaking distance of him i done a pirouette on my right foot, lifted my left arm, folded it across my face and stooped down so he had to lean down to reach my hand to shake it
in another scene, i was making with the one-liners as i was handing out lots of two-folded sheet that presented ideas, serious and humorous, through christmas-themes
wasn’t laughing in the above scene but was in a sky-high mood
in the last scene, billy connolly, looking distinguished in a two-tone dark brown outfit that matched the tone of his skin, walked into the room i was in and had a ready-to-be-merry look on his face
notes 1
a crying dream and a laughing dream within a few days of each other !
both laughing and crying dreams are something of a rarity
that both types of dreams should occur within a week does seem to have significance
that this dream and the one below are tied in terms of differences and similarities seems coincidental
except i don’t believe in coincidence
addenda
vividness 3.2 to 3.7 – participant – the category of the dream: laughing dream () christmas-time
new year’s eve
this dream was on the eighth of this month
(didn’t have time to enter it on the day)
it is the afternoon of the 31st
everything to do with the music was set up and a quick test of the sound system produced one of the clearest sounds of any dream with music (the stand-or most vivid scene of any part of the dream)
there was an air of expectation that this party was going to be especially good
it was going to be held on the first floor of a pub
if the capacity of the room was exceeded then people could still be part of the party in the downstairs rooms where the sounds would still be clear
if all the rooms became full people could stand and sit outside, where a quick check told me, the music would still have its feel of presence
people were popping in throughout the afternoon and making sure the evening’s celebrations were going ahead
that people were checking the event was on told me a lot of people would be coming
notes 1
the quality of the sound of the music in this dream is due to the re-mixing of a song during the day before this dream when, as a result of trying different settings on the equaliser, a harmony of women’s voices on a song i had listened to many times before became audible to me for the first time
addenda
vividness 3.7/8 – participant – the category of the dream: music () new year’s eve (1)
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09082018 oos
the name of the dream
the “roller”/old enemies become friends
three people came to me wanting help with something or other
it meant going to the car
in the next scene, there were three cars in an area that could hold four cars
the three people were bowled over when i went to my car
the car didn’t stand out amongst the others at first glance
it was only when my car was in full view that even without knowing the make of the car it was a dream car
it was a dull grey-blue with one or two discreet lines of gold (the stand-out part of this dream)
the front was slightly sloped, like a porsche 311, but the back had linear lines to its shape
the interior was equally impressive, a brown and yellow colour-scheme
it oozed class
notes 1
this is the second time this car has featured in a dream (didn’t make a record of the first dream)
it is also the second time people who had always shown animosity in previous dreams are now friends
addenda
vividness – 3.7/8 – participant/observer ? – the category of the dream: car () rolls royce ()
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08082018
the name of the dream
at the flick’s
the first scene shows three of us, males, having just taken our seats at the cinema
the number on the tickets had us seated at the far right of the right-hand aisle
about a quarter or a third of all of the seats in the cinema were occupied
there wasn’t anybody within ten or fifteen seats to the left of us and nobody else in any of the rows in front or behind us
as would be discovered the person who allocated our seats when we bought our tickets at the ticket office had deliberately put us away from the bulk of the other cinema-goers
didn’t know about the others but il liked to sit at the front and at the centre of the screen
it was decided we would move to the centre of the screen which would put us in amongst the bulk of the audience
we found ourselves sitting next to three or four girls on the left of us
a short time after i realised my right arm was pressing against the girl next to me
she was wearing a short-sleeved garment and i could feel her skin (the stand-out part of the dream)
it wasn’t a “manoeuvre” by me and my apology to the girl for leaning into her was sincere
in a gentle voice, she said “it’s alright. i don’t mind”
i knew an invitation when i heard one and said “well, in that case” and laid my arm on her arm and clasped her hand
she spoke again, “i’m with thirteen of my friends” and indicated with a movement of her head to a row of seven or eight girls sitting in front of us
i was in a light sleep and woke up at this point
addenda
vividness 3.2/3 – participant – the category of the dream: females () cinema ()
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06082018
the name of the dream
a narrow outlok
am in the house of a family of four, five or six
otheir outlook of life has two facets, money and sex
this family has no interest in art, fashion, fun, sport, politics…
they are not a happy family, consumed as they are with acquisition or indulgence
a possible point of friction between the eldest lad, a burly twenty-year old, and myself was easily overcome by handing him about fifteen silver coins of different values
the moment he had the coins in his hand he turned and walked away from me without saying anything
i, and the point of contention, no longer existed
there was a scene with the lass of the family
more unharmonious moments, have forgotten the details
the stand-out part of the dream was the way the burly bloke instantly changed when he saw the coins
i knew there wasn’t more than a few pounds but until he had counted it an unkown amount could be a lot
addenda
vividness 3.2 – participant – the category of the dream: money () silver coins ()
the vividness of the dream indicates the degree of likeliness that the content of the dream will occur in a future awake-time Time-Tense
participant means it is something you have experienced
to be an observer in a dream means it is something you have witnessed
the category of the dream is for evaluation and reference
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04082018
first dream
the name of the dream
sorrow
despite the uncompromising stance this website takes toward beings who chose not to join with love/life the recognition of the loss it produces, does, on occasions, reduce love/life to tears
this dream was one such occasion
once a being has chosen not to join with love/life it becomes a non-remedial circumstance
the lover deals with it by placing himself in the position of experiencing the final stages of non-existence alongside those beings
you and i will, now and then, find ourselves dwelling on the ramifications to both parties
the emotion which accompanies the realisation of the loss to love/life was the origin of tears of sorrow of sorrow
addenda
vividness 3.2 – participant – the category of the dream: the mistake ()
second dream
the name of the dream
the photographic studio
the letting agent or sub-letting agent was eager to let the room and was agreeing with everything i said
it was a first-floor office and the letting agent was giving me the go-ahead to drill holes in the wall and have discreet parties among other things
it was obvious he needed to unload the tenancy agreement onto someone as a matter of urgency and i was his life-line
he was almost breaking out in a sweat
still, it suited my requirements and of course, he was absolutely certain when i asked him if it was big enough to be a photo studio he dismissed the idea of it not being big enough with a derisory gesture
addenda
vividness 3.3 – participant – the category of the dream: business () photography ()
the vividness of the dream indicates the degree of likeliness that the content of the dream will occur in a future awake-time Time-Tense
participant means it is something you have experienced
an observer is something you have witnessed
the category of the dream is for evaluation and reference
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03082018
the name of the dream
blow the blow, i got the girl
the dream starts in someone’s living room
the place looked more like a squat than rented accommodation
there was a couple of lounge chairs but that was it
of the half dozen or so people in the room, three were sitting on the floor and another was sitting on the arm of one of the chairs
i was standing
my reason for being there was to “score” some weed
in the next scene, i had about an eighth of green and put “one” together
it was rubbish
everyone was smoking it though and there was ne’er a muttering of complaint from anyone, they actually seemed to be getting “off” on it
i looked at the fella who had got it and he had a false smile on his face and we both knew it was weaker than wet straw
went to the bathroom
to get to the bathroom meant going through the room where people slept
there were two mattresses on the floor
one person was asleep and a girl who was awake got to her feet when i walked in
she was wearing an above the knee dress and the hem had five or six saw-teeth cuts evenly spaced around it
she stood just inches away from me and was tapping my shoulder and resting her hand here and there as she was gesticulating while talking
in the next scene, we have our arms around each other and are swaying slightly as though smooching to a song
i suggested we go to her place or my place but she didn’t reply
within seconds of dream-time, i said “we’ll be more comfortable at my place” and she said “we can do it here”
the circumstances weren’t ideal but i’d got the girl
blow the blow
notes 1
the girl in this dream is fresh in the awake-time conscious
she may have been in a film or is someone i met in the last few years and made an impression on me
notes 2
some people do get a “high” from ultra weak grass
i got about 5lbs of it from a plant i’d grown
no matter how i tried to smoke it never gave me the slightest “buzz”
gave it away
one girl had about 2lbs of it and the next time i saw her she still had most of it and was aglow with gratitude
addenda
vividness 3.1 to 3.3 – participant – the category of the dream – drugs () grass () and female () relationships ()
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30072018
the names of the dream/s
in prison and out of prison
the first dream was in a russian prison
it was a barrack-style prison with about six barracks
it was my first day
i took it on myself to get things organised for the entire prison, cooking, recreation, washing roster… only to find everything was already fully organised down to the finest detail
the prison was didn’t have any of the trimmings that went with a western-style open prison… no t.v., table-tennis, magazines, shared visiting room
it did have a strong sense of history
in particular, one man was a legend
he had been a champion of the causes of the injustices of the past when the prison was new and the old soviet regimes imposed austerity and rigid discipline
the man’s legacy was a series of essays written as a diary
the sentiments in the papers still set the tone for the camaraderie that prevailed in the camp/prison
the worst thing a person could do was denigrate or criticise his character or writings
much of the prevailing prison way of life was based on his utterances
second dream
was being myself in the city i was born in
there was a semi-celebratory atmosphere throughout the dream
there were two scenes when i bumped into an old friend from my twenties
in both scenes, he was friendly and smiling
in every other dream with this person in it he had shown his disappointment/disgust with me by not talking and giving me hostile looks
the discord was of my making
a stupid contrivance to end a long telephone conversation we were having because a person in the room with me was becoming impatient because he couldn’t speak
i told the person in the room with me to knock the door and excused myself from the telephone conversation to go to the door when it would have been completely acceptable to say there was someone in the room with me and i had to get back to him
the person on the phone picked up on what i done
in another scene, a young man deliberately bumped into me so he could speak to me
in a scene in a pub, there was a paper with my name on it on the counter
the slightly stained paper was the copy of the menu of a meal i had ordered so long before i couldn’t remember it
back in the day, it was the procedure of the pub to get the customer to sign the menu of the meal they had ordered
in another scene, i visited a music shop that sold musical equipment and disco lights
the coloured lights going on and off in sequence was the stand-out part of the two dreams
addenda
vividness 3.2/3 and 3.6/7 – particpant – the categories of the dreams – prison () open () and home town () steve (5)
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28072018
the names of the dream/s
first impression and survival of the species
first dream
started a business
have acquired the premises for a business but there is no office equipment, no desk, no business name, no chairs…
just a bare, carpeted-office space about the size three living-rooms
not even sure what the business is
there is a half-radius recess in one of the walls
become obsessed with putting one or a bunch of flowers in the recess and go off shopping for a vase and flower/s
in the last scene of this dream i was walking through an enclosed market looking among the stalls for that perfect combination of flower/s and vase
then, the first adventure dream for many a month began
the world was in the grip of the latest news
rising sea temperatures will cause a deadly gas trapped in rock thousands of metres underground to expand and seep through to the surface
the gas is so lethal just one or two breaths will be enough to bring about the demise of a person
there was then several short scenes
there was a consensus that there would be large underground caverns and finding ways of finding them was the best option for survival
in one scene, a chasm opens up which leads down to the bowels of the earth
a small party of five or so people are needed for the daunting task of descending into the chasm with the purpose of searching for underground caverns which would be suitable for habitation
at the bottom of the descent, an energetic river or lake of lava is visible and is clearly telling us death is waiting for anyone foolish enough to go near it
in one action scene, a daring plan of free-falling most the way down before opening parachutes and using the hot air updraughts to get far enough below the surface was suggested and was acted on
gliding down through the air was the stand-out part of the dream
someone, it may have been me, was narrating the probable scenarios which would be the consequences of the changes to the eco-system and the plans we could take to survive… “some could live by eating animals and vegetables whose natural habitat was underground” was one of the suggestions
“people would fare better in small groups, a dozen people would be optimum” was another
“three or four families comprised of three or four people” was yet another
there was a calm air of confidence that many would survive in the tone of the narration and it made people feel secure
the suggestions for averting the accompanying effects which would be caused by the gas went on for a while longer and were still forming in my head for a while after waking
addenda
vividness 3.1 to 3.6/7 – participant – category of the dream, adventure dream (3) natural disaster (1)
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24072018
the names of today’s dreams
the ferry incident, the oriental family, the artist
the opening scene was an aerial view of a vessel from about two-hundred and fifty metres
the first impression was that it was a small ferry-sized ship that was dumping a container over the side
the next scene was twice as close and the detail showed it was a ferry that was lisping and a vehicle was slipping off the deck and into the sea
the next scene was closer again
there were four or five vehicles and they were all in danger of going over the side
the dream then changed and became a family of six that had just got out of a car
i was describing to someone what i was seeing in the dream… (the second day running that the dream was being described as it was happening) “one of the children is chinese”
then, in the next scene… “one of the parents and one of the children are chinese”
and in the next scene, “both the parents are chinese and one of the children is chinese”
and finally, “two of the children are not chinese”
i think i was a reporter giving an account about a family of survivors from the ferry incident
the next dream was in a hospital ward with three or four beds
a woman was leaving or she had just come in and was showing me two of her paintings
one of the pictures was a4-sized and the other was half the size
the bigger of the two paintings was quite good and i asked if i could buy it
the woman was pleased i’d asked her to sell it to me, took it as a compliment, and was thinking about selling it to me
the smaller of the two paintings wasn’t as appealing but the texture of the canvas and the brush strokes stood out (the stand-out part of all the scenes of all the dreams)
the subject of both paintings was clear in the memory during the dream and for a few seconds upon waking
i was looking forward to giving a lengthy description of them when typing the dream but, alas, the details faded from the memory within minutes
it is thought that within a few years the “rapid-fading” of the memories of dreams after coming into awake-time will have diminished
so when you read these entries they will “come alive” and will seem as real to you as you read them as they were to me when i dreamt them
addenda
the vividness of the dreams: the ferry incident 3.1 – the oriental family 3.7 – the artist 3.4 to 3.9
observer – participant – participant
the category of the dreams: disaster () ships (1) – families () oriental (1) – painting/s () female/s (1)
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23072018
the name of today’s dreams/montages
dizzying displays
the first dream was about alligators
the four-legged monsters were albinos
they exuded menace
i was outraged that society allowed them to roam freely
it’s almost as if they were the keepers of law and order
killing whoever they wanted
there were one or two safe areas where their bulky bodies couldn’t enter but the safe areas were only good for an emergency
a bit like a matador who has to take refuge behind a shielded area when the bull has got the upper hand
there were several scenes
every one of them contained the threat of death
the last scene was the worst
two of them, side by side, had just appeared and they personified homicidal tendencies
thinking about this dream when i was awake it struck me that this dream pretty well sums up the situation of the way more than just one or two societies are structured
a clique of killers free to kill anyone they want and chewing up people as a matter of course
was feeling more tired than usual after this dream and decided not to get out of bed and lay there letting the tiredness dissipate
there was then a dream in which i had to meet a woman at a coffee bar in a mall and give her some clothes that needed altering
there was one scene of a close up of her face
it showed her depth of character
a serious woman who knew men but had never loved one or perhaps she had loved and lost
woke from this dream still feeling tired and maintained the sleeping position
then the first of four different themes of montages began
the first theme was of males in the nude and i’m happy to report there wasn’t one which displayed male genitalia
it was an exhibition or a celebration of the magnificence of the male form
sculptured bodies of every shape and colour
sleek without being overly muscular
mostly, they were in a reposed position
they were all relaxed, confident, proud…
then it was the women’s turn
again, there wasn’t any genitalia on display
there was only one nude female in the entire sequence of more than twenty images
the sequence was portraying the versatility of the female man-shaped being
her artistic gentility
her persistence, full of grace
the contentment of beings who know they’re on the right side of life
i then lapsed back into sleep and another dream
it was the woman alterationist again
she was informing me i had won a million pounds
a male from the company who was awarding me with the money wanted to ask me some questions
he wanted to know what i was going to buy with the money
i got the feeling if i didn’t give him the right answers i wouldn’t get the money
then the woman alterationist in the dream started asking me questions
she wanted to know what was running through my mind at that moment
the question triggered another montage (the Oligarch’s, particularly the russians, are well skilled in manipulating a person while dreaming)
this time the theme of the montage was of interior designs
they were all of a modern, clean-lines, mainly pastel-coloured furniture and design scheme
as each new image presented itself i was describing what i was seeing to the woman
as i was describing what i was seeing i could hear myself saying it in awake-time (one of the distinguishing characteristics of montages is that they happen in awake-time)
i said to the woman “have you ever hypnotised anyone before ?”
she didn’t say anything
this montage sequence was unusual for the different angles of the pictures and the zoom-in panning within the still images
then the theme of the montage changed and it became shapes of almost abstract form and my narration of what i was seeing stopped
there was nothing identifiable
it was like a close-up photograph of the corner of a picture frame
you knew it was part of something you would be able to recognise if you could only see all of it
the images went on and on
couldn’t make heads nor tails of a single image-sequence
was on the verge of halting this montage more than once
what was my mind doing ?
in total there must have been more than a hundred image-sequences in the four different themes
the two stand-out parts of the dreams and the montages were the two white alligators at the end of the first dream and the detail and motion in the zoom-in and panning of the decor-theme montage
this is the first time there have been dreams and montages within the same sleep
the new things just keep on coming
the vividness of the dreams 3 to 3.6 – participant and observer – the category of the dreams: animal () reptile () alligator (2) and female () alterationist (1)
the vividness of the montages 2.8 to 4 – observer – the category of the montages: the male form (1) – the female character (1) – interior design (1) unidentifiable inanimate objects (1)
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22072018 not yet published
the name of the dreams
a chance of l’amour on the dance floor
three of us at a dance
it was new year’s eve although that wasn’t apparent at the start of the dream
was only familiar with one of the other two males, the man from iran. as i used to think of him
we had been dancing on our own up until the part of the dream when the man from iran mentioned we should try our luck with the ladies
the iran man pointed out there were four girls sitting at a table about five metres from where our table was
i suggested we walk from where we were across to the other side of the room which would take us past the four young ladies
if i went ahead of him by four or five steps he could see which, if any, of the women, gave me a looking over and i would do the same for him on the way back
we walked across the room and when he caught up with me he nodded a couple of times which meant that they had looked at me
we were standing still at the other side of the room and i thought to ask the man nearest to me what time we would be able to catch a taxi until to give the impression we had walked across the room to speak to him in case the girls were still looking our way and he said something along the lines of “no to leave it too late”
we headed back to our seats and as he was walking past the four girls the dream ended
notes 1
here’s something i’ve started doing recently
you may want to give it a go as well
when you think of something, say a time when you went to a dance, try thinking of a time when you went to a dance in a dream
it doesn’t have to be a dance
when you last played with some children… ate a meal… walked the dog… watched the telly
it will stimulate the dream-time memory/conscious and may make remembering your dreams that much easier (add to this observation to the entry “how to remember your dreams”)
hope you’re keeping a dreams diary
it may have a use in a thousand years from now
notes 2
thought about dancing and the man from iran during the day
addenda
vividness 3.3 – participant – the category of the dream dancing () accompanied male (1)
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22072018
the name of the dreams:
an abduction and the standing high jump
two of us are on our way to see someone
we are walking on the left-hand side of the road moving away from the point of view in the dream
about ten metres from the house a dark coloured ten-cwt bedford van comes to a sudden stop
the back doors get flung open and two men jump out and grab the person to the right of me
one of the abductees said something cynical as they roughly but efficiently bundled my companion in the van
2nd dream
there was a small crowd of all males in the ablutions of a senior school or barracks
a competition to see who could set a new record for the highest standing high jump was in progress
there was a silver pole that went from the floor to the ceiling
shaving foam was squirted on to the top half-metre of the pole
the person who went before me generated a round of approval with a jump that was about the two-hands length from the ceiling
it was a good jump but i felt sure i could beat it
bent my knees and breathed in and out hard two or three times and sprang up
my upward movement was halted when the thick link-metal strap of the watch on my right-wrist caught the side of a sink
“my watch got in the way,” i said
was looking down and positioning my feet ready for the next attempt when the dream came to an end
notes 1
there was nothing in the Pde’s which points to the cause of either of these dreams
dreams which don’t have their origin within a day or two before the dream are being viewed thus…
pre-Transmutation experiences are attached to the reality of the Universe
the universe is finite
the universe is a mechanical monster
indifferent and without quality
the number of different realities which can happen is finite (see Poincares Recurrence Theorem)
all of the different realities of the universe have been experienced (see Terrible Love)
there is only one optimum way to attain transmutation
approximating that optimum route, to within the accuracy allowed within the Principle of Indeterminacy, means assembling the atoms, elements, compounds, molecules, dna etc. to be in the right place at the right time for the duration of time needed to attain transmutation (a minimum of five-thousand million years)
the right place and the right time is reflected in dreams (see Precognitive Dreams)
optimally, the dream should be desirable for all characters in the dream and the dream should happen in awake-time upon waking
this suggests that awake-time and dream-time should be of equal length
it also indicates there is a gradual shift towards dream-time taking place
addenda
abduction vividness: 3.2 – participant/observer ? – the category of the dream: abduction () male ()
pole-jump vividness – 3.4 – participant – the category of the dream: competition – males () standing jump (1)
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21072018
the name of the dream
a no.2 call of nature
was having an argument or was being forceful in making a point to someone when a dire call of nature made me run like mad for home
within a dozen or so strides i let out an “oh” and my bowels took charge and let go of the unwanted matter
upon waking i felt myself thinking i had done a no.2 in my sleep
i hadn’t but within a minute the need to go to the toilet was dire, as it had been in the dream
notes 1
this is the second dream where i soiled myself in a dream
the first time though there wasn’t the need to go to the toilet upon waking
notes 2
the dream conscious is obviously connected to the awake-time conscious
can’t remember ever having to go to the toilet as a matter of urgency in awake-time and dreaming about the experience that night
it’s still early day’s in dreams theory but have the feeling that it’s safe to say the dream-conscious precedes the awake-conscious
postulate 3
the experiences of the day are assimilated and ordered by the dream-conscious before being passed to the awake-time conscious (precognitive dreams)
add postulate 3 to dreams start page
addenda
vividness 3.1
participant
the category of the dream: a call of nature no.2 (1)
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20072018
montage
a new type of montage (Mixed-Theme montage)
approximately eighteen images most of which lasted one second or longer
all of the pictures with the exception of one image had faded from the memory before the entry was written
the one which is clearly remembered is of an exceptionally healthy-looking, shapely body with a slight tan
notes 1
montages occur in Awake-Time conscious
to date all montage sequences are observer only
addenda
vividness 3.3 to 4.2
observer
the category of the type of montage: mixed-theme montage (1)
history
1990
the first time it happened it wasn’t a fleeting image but a prolonged image of the bedroom
it was quite startling to see something that clearly with the eyes closed, almost as real as an awake-time image
it unnerved me for a few seconds
it happened three or four times within a week or two
sometimes there would be more shelves in the bedroom than there actually were or the room would be slightly longer or wider but it was unmistakably the bedroom
it wasn’t realised at the time but it is now believed that this is a dormant ability which became activated along with other abilities following the Quantum Shock
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19072018
the name of the dream
running late
had to make a train journey and arranged to meet and talk to as many different groups of people as possible on the way
the people would be in groups of three to five and would be in spread along all the carriages of the train
managed to join the train at the second stop
not everyone knew what i looked like and as i went to my seat and passed people they were looking and talking in a dejected mood
they assumed i had been let them down
what would have been a relaxed five or ten minutes with each group meant to make amends i would have to put on a “show” and was mentally preparing to be effusive and witty as the dream ended
addenda
vividness 3.4
participant
the category of the dream: train () people () socialising (1)
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18072018
the name of the dream
the china connection
am a millionaire in this dream
decide to put a million pound into a heroin drug “sting”
had made the first contact with a chinese supplier
the next step, getting the drug into the country, was more dangerous
it involved a british contact and straight away the deal felt like a double-cross was imminent
it meant telling someone i knew what i was doing in case i was arrested for the crime somewhere along the line
it was decided that a letter explaining what i was doing should be left with a commissioner for oaths or a solicitor
then there was a chance that the oppressors would become aware of the precautions and make it a matter of national security and i would be framed
was still trying to work out the best way to cover myself when the dream ended
notes 1
this dream was the result of thinking about the destructive effect of heroin in places like britain and america during the day (see link 1 and 2)
link 1… governments importing drugs https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oHxGQjirV-c&t=4293s
link 2… governments importing drugs https://endic.at/U/UKRA/UKRAINE/OLIGARCHS/THE%20DRUG%20TRADE/the%20drug%20trade%2006102014.html
addenda
vividness 3.3
participant
the caregory of the dream: drugs () heroin ()
* * *

17072018
the name of the dream
the con job
went to the pictures on my own
at the cinema i got into an argument with one of the employee’s about how much i would have to pay
the manageress, miss tekla, was summoned
miss tekla recognised that my complaint, about an offer the cinema had made in an advertising campaign of a reduced price for tickets on a certain day, didn’t specify which screen, of four or five different screens, the offer applied to was a valid complaint and offered me free sweet and savoury food items to offset the misrepresentation
she was over-generous with what i could have to eat
it didn’t take me long to realise that the cost of the consumables outweighed the profit/loss of the price of the ticket
i pointed it out to her and suggested that i would waive the offer of food if i could have a seat in the front row (my favourite place for watching films) and pay for the food
a front-row seat would be the last of the seats to be taken and as it was unlikely the cinema would ever get a capacity house in the afternoon it made her decision easier
miss tekla saw the economic sense of it and agreed
i told her a friend was joining me, which he wasn’t, and could she give him the same concessions she had given me
she said yes
i got on the phone and told my friend that if he could get to the cinema within fifteen minutes he could get in for nothing
he got there in time
we were settled into our seats with our sweets waiting for the film to start and feeling dead chuffed to have beaten the system when the dream ended
* * *

16072018
the name of the dream
the scary spider (not)
was looking at an inanimate yellowish something through a magnifying glass when i noticed a bit of movement
got a fine-pointed bit of metal and lifted the yellowish something to see what was underneath it
it was a spider
got some tweezers and was going to try and pull the spider out into the open and have a good look at it
when the grippy part of the tweezers got to within in a body’s width of the spider it made an awful screeching sound
i pulled the tweezers away thinking it was a warning sound made by the spider to a possible threat
i’d never heard a spider make a sound before and wanted to hear it again
again, as the end of the tweezers got close to the spider it made a high-pitched screeching sound but now i could identify what the sound was
it wasn’t a warning to a perceived threat but a spider-scream of fear
i called someone into the dream to hear what i was hearing
the sound was unmistakable
it was a scream of fear
a cowardly spider !
soon there were several people gathered listening to the sound it made
the scene changed, gravity was in charge of my movement and i was past the point of no return of being able to stop myself from lying down when someone threw the spider onto that part of the couch where my back would come into contact with the cushion
could feel the weight in my body and i was too tired to sit back up (the stand-out part of the dream)
the thought of the spider under me didn’t bother me and began drifting off to sleep
to be on the safe side, just in case the spider hadn’t been crushed by my weight as i fell on it, i moved my body around a bit
that should finish it off, i thought
addenda
vividness 3.3
participant
the category of the dream: animal () insect () spider (1)
* * *

15072018
the name of the dream
vying for love
there are two men who want the same girl and the girl is undecided
the girl says the best way to find out who is the best man for her is to go with both men and the one who makes her feel the best will win her heart
either man could do whatever he wanted but there would be no x (conjoinment)
don’t remember who went first but when i was with her i positioned her so that my left hand could cup the back of her head and with my right hand loosened her upper-body clothing and exposed her right breast and while us my lips and tongue to stimulate her nipple i massaged the various parts of her genitalia that have pleasure receptor cells with the palm and fingers of my right hand
there were several scenes, each scene had variations
after six, seven or eight scenes the girl said she had chosen me
i noticed the other male, he looked utterly defeated
(the next dream was almost a replay of the first dream)
it may or may not have been the same woman and it may or may not have been the same boy
it was the same situation… one female and two males
again we competed for the woman’s love on several different occasions
this time though i deliberately lost
addenda
vividness 3.5
participant
the category of the dream : x dream ()
there was a dream yesterday about strangulation
it wasn’t entered because it was a stand-alone dream of three scenes which didn’t relate to anything
it occupied my thoughts for most of the day as i tried to understand why it occured
it wasn’t until after it was thought about in the context of today’s dream that it made sense
the name of the dream
the lover’s love – the degree of the lover’s love
this dream is an insight into the lengths the lover went to to ensure he always comes after everyone else in every circumstance be it on earth or in heaven
it has been arranged, to within an hairs breadth, that it is impossible for anyone to “out-love” him regardless of what the conditions, circumstances… are
* * *

14072018
the name of the dream
celebration
the world is going through a major upheaval – for the good
the majority of people are listening to the events as they unfold on the radio
first, there was a pronouncement of historic significance, then a song with upbeat lyrics and an easy-to-remember melody was played
after the song, there came another decree from another part of the world
the dream went on like that for five or more scenes
between every song the spoken word told of yet another historic change in one or another country, sometimes there were two pronouncements
the overwhelming number of the population was caught up in a fever of celebration
notes 1
this might well be D-Day
it was a vivid dream which means it is more than just a possibility it is something which is going to happen
i woke to the sound of a song of the type being referred to in the dream being played in a car out side ! ?
addenda
vividness 3.8/9
participant/ observer ?
the category of the dream D-Day (1)
* * *

13072018
two different themes in this sleep
the first one was to do with messages and whether to use a visual or audio format
the second theme was an altercation between a group of people who were going hunting
the hunt was abandoned when the group couldn’t agree on what size the bore of the guns should be
* * *

11072018
first dream
the name of the dream
a dream about a dog: animal () mammal () dog ()
second dream
the name of the dream
Greys
two greys and myself in a room about the size of a living room
one of the greys was lying on a table, she or he was seriously ill
the other grey was standing nearby watching what i was doing
there were twenty-four wooden pegs about the length and width of a big cigar
the pegs looked like the pawns used in chess but without the base or the bails used on the top of wickets in a game of cricket
the pegs were evenly spaced on a wooden frame which had four tiers and there were about five or seven centimetres between each peg
in another scene, the pegs had been moved and i was counting out loud the number of pegs in their new position (the stand-out part of the dream and it was externalised)
there was a bit of hesitation at number twenty-three (for some reason the number was a crucial aspect of the diagnosis as it revealed the competence or degree of the severity of whatever it was that was afflicting the patient) before i saw the last peg and said with a confidence that implied a remedy was possible “twenty-four”
notes 1
this is the first ever dream about greys
it is one of the cornerstones of dreams theory that the content of dreams are events that have, and, depending on the Time-Tense, will happen again
the events of this dream, will, therefore, not happen for centuries or longer
it is certain that greys of the dinosaur-class of man-shaped beings and mammal- man-shaped beings will share the same timeline for many thousands of years into the future
it is possible the greys in this dream are of the mammal-class of man-shaped being
addenda
vividness 3.8
participant
the category of the dream: greys (2) mammal/dinosaur (?)
* * *

10072018
second sleep, the second dream
the name of the dream
the conga
there was a dream about placing an ad in a paper before this dream
the accompanying rhythm to this dance dream was…
da, da, da, (then up a pitch) da/da da, da,
then… da/da, da, da, da, da,, da… da/da, da, da, da, da,, da
i was aware people were looking at me
i wasn’t being exhibitionistic
the rhythm had gripped me and i felt compelled to move to it
there were four or five different scenes
in the last scene, a man stood in front of me and brought me to a stop
he said something like… “i can see what it is you’re dancing to”
notes 1
this dream wasn’t as good as the dance dream of 08112017 but, like that dream, i woke up in a great mood
that’s four feel-good dreams on the trot
on more than one occasion in awake-time i have, spontaneously, broke into dance steps while walking
i’m going to assert that there is a connection between music and feel-good dreams
for the past few days when i was at a loose end and without the motivation to do something purposeful i composed “rave riffs”
composing original riffs and modifying existing ones means listening intently for minutes at a time to the same patterns of notes and beats
we should note that all forms of desirable experiences (a devolving being gets “pleasure” and gratification from acts of violence) originate from the experience of straight-line-action
prior to straight-line-action, it was a state of indifference
we will probably find that appealing feelings we get from melodies, beats and rhythms are at the edge of the cross-over point between non-destructive indifference and the endlessly variable structure contained in straight-line-action
there was a village in medieval england that danced non-stop for two weeks
it is going to be revealing to discover whether x dreams or dance dreams are the most numerous type of dreams
my ref (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Medieval_dance)
addenda
vividness 3.7
participant
category of dream: dancing () solo () outdoors ()
first dream
the name of the dream
three under a blanket
it was nighttime, it may have been closer to dawn than dusk, and it was mild weather
i had joined forces with a girl unknown to me
we were settled under a quilt or blanket with a bit of a view of the town
we both had accommodation but neither of us suggested going to each other’s place
within a scene or two, another girl joined us and she too got under whatever it was we were using as a blanket
the late addition to the trio was interested in me and the other girl became less prominent in the dream as we got familiar with one another
i let the newcomer know i was interested and put my left hand on her upper-thigh
she responded straight away by turning on her right-side and swinging her left leg over my legs and resting her leg across my hips
her bare thigh made contact with my genitalia (the stand-out bit of the dream)
i wasn’t wearing trousers, and she immediately pulled her leg away
she was obviously wanted x but it was happening too fast
i put my left-hand between her legs, i was lying on my right, and she reached over and started to fondle me
i asked her if she wanted to go and get some breakfast
she never replied but i sensed she did
i started to ask her what she wanted to eat but my voice sounded gruff so i cleared my throat and woke up to hear myself saying something about mushrooms and bacon
notes 1
these x dreams, i have noticed, often occur in clusters of two or three or more
as unlikely as it seems there may be a connection between music and x
have made a mental note of the possibility
addenda
vividness 3 to 3.5
participant
the category of the dream: x dream () threesome 2f () outdoors ()
* * *

09072018
the name of the dream
three in a bed
on this occasion, the young lady brought a companion with her
normally that wouldn’t be a bad thing
this time though it was a male
i knew the young man and it wasn’t a problem
nor was i offended when he went first
the woman’s personality was her most attractive feature and she knew i liked her and also knew i wouldn’t mind waiting
she was lying on her back with the other male on her right-hand side with me on the right
the young man was either asleep or trying to get to sleep lying on his right-hand side
i was lying on my right hand-hand side and looking at the girl who was naked
her face, breasts and genitalia were flushed red
she looked really healthy (the stand-out part of the dream)
her prepuce and clitoris were up close to her belly button and i could see the marks her trouser-belt had made just above her belly-button
she suggested i should begin and i said “i’ll let you rest for a while”
she replied she had to go at five o`clock (it was four o`clock)
i said again that it would be alright if she had a little rest
it took me by surprise when she said “it’s alright, i can do it sixty times in a day”
i felt as though she was exaggerating or bragging and said something along the lines of “and i thought you were my girl”
the dream ended without foreplay or coitus
notes 1
this is the fourth, fifth or sixth x dream with this girl, although this is the only one where there was no pleasure in it
this young lady features in more dreams of all of the serial dreams and of all categories of dreams, which is heartening
the sequence where i was admiring her healthy body will stay fresh in my mind for a while
is there a female in the history of the world whose genitalia extended to within two or three centimetres of her belly-button ?
can a woman do it sixty times in a day ?
it seems excessive to me
addenda
vividness 3.2 to 4
participant and observer
the category of the dream: x dream () threesome 2m () indoors ()
* * *

08072018
the name of the dream
the seven seas
approximately seven scenes in this dream
each scene conveyed the depth and breadth of the water covering the earth
in one scene two men were waiting expectantly for me to join them
all of them except for their feet were visible in the scene
from where i was observing to where the men were standing was about thirty metres
behind and to each side of them was an expanse of smooth grey water that touched the horizon in all directions
in another scene, the sea showed its menacing character
energetic thirty-metre waves crowned with wild, white horses ready to buck anything that tried to ride them
in another scene, a submarine the size of an aircraft carrier was making out to sea
the sea had been conquered
first from above and now this, the stamp of authority of the will of man-shaped beings to best the indifference of the forces of nature
each scene of this dream had its own unique character which produced a feeling of excitement
the other scenes were equally impressive but they faded from the memory quite quickly
addenda
vividness 3.3 to 4
observer
the category of the dream – the sea/s ()
* * *

07072018
the name of the dream
the two of me
a two-scene dream
in the first scene of myself, i looked glamorous, appealing and highly shagable
in the second image i looked exactly like i looked the last time i looked in the mirror… the opposite of above
notes 1
i’m sure there must have been more images during r.e.m. but this is all that is remembered from this sleep
addenda
vividness 4
participant and observer
category of dream images of self (2)
* * *

06072018
the name of the dream
out and about and in the house
wanted to add two bars of soap to the essential-items-to-have-in-my-backpack “survival kit”
didn’t have a box or container the was just the right size to keep them in
went into a bookshop where i was on good terms with the owner who would have an assortment of boxes of about the size i needed
he got me a box of exactly the right size within a minute
in another scene, i was in the library looking through the two-volume compact version of the oxford english dictionary
(can associate this dream with a recollection during the day)
there was another scene where i was sitting on the brown and cream coloured linoleum-covered floor of where i used to live
the room looked spacious but the spacious look came at the price of no seats or a table
* * *

05072018
the name of the dream
i should have known better
there are valid reasons to incorporate a serious approach to rest and relaxation into our lifestyles
in this dream, i am using my skills and instructing women on how to lay on their backs with their arms folded across their chest with legs slightly raised
a gentle massage around the neck area complimented a feeling of well-being
what was a genuine and sincere attempt to maximise the body’s ability to replenish itself at opportune times during the day soon took a different turn
it was as much the woman’s fault as much as mine
let’s face it
we’re locked tight into a pleasure cycle
* * *

04072018
the name of the dream
folder issues, again
am at the computer and trying to organise files within folders
could double-click the folders and get access to the files within the folders o.k. but the files in the folders had radio buttons which made a change to the content of the file
each file had five or six radio-button options which would, when clicked, cause a black dot to appear in the centre of the radio button just clicked (the stand-out part of the dream), and automatically change the written content of the file without having to double-click the file and change it by re-typing it
the difficulty was in remembering the name of the folder which had been accessed and why it had been accessed in the first place
one radio button changed the content in the file from “a film about natural people” and another button changed it to “a teenage couple change the events of witch mountain” (don’t remember the exact wording)
clicking different buttons produced sensible changes in some instances but not in others
notes 1
as mentioned, the difficulty was remembering the name of the folder which had been accessed and why it had been accessed in the first place
currently, and as it has been from the beginning of think-read dreams, the limitation is in the recalling of the written word and the associated thinking
addenda
vividness 3.8 to 4
participant
the category of the dream think-read dream () folders (2) files within folders (1) radio buttons (1)
* * *

03072018
the name of the dream
the lengths women will go to
aliens have landed and people have gone into hiding
a group of about twenty of us have holed up in an abandoned building the size of a bowling alley
in the next scene, three or four girls join us and explain that the aliens are choosing couples who can copulate continually to join them
one of the newcomers wants me to be her partner and find out if we could maintain conjoinment continually
there was an air of futility to it but at least we would be enjoying our lives
the girl i was with couldn’t go on after a couple of hours and one of the girls that had come with her took her place
it was while i was with her that it occurred to me i hadn’t actually seen an alien or an alien spaceship and the whole alien thing was a ruse concocted by nymphomanics
it was while i was going through the motions of x with the second girl (externalised dream) that i woke out of the dream
notes 1
i completely misinterpreted the original entry
addenda
vividness 3.2 to 3.4
participant
the category of the dream x dream ()
second dream
the name of the dream
health and fitness
again as with the previous theme, there was a singular measure of a persons standing in society… their fitness
one exercise, in particular, was used as the yardstick to measure the health of a person… pull-up’s behind the neck
i went down a flight of stairs in a spacious open-plan building and at the bottom of the stairs was a pull-up bar
anyone who went down the stairs was expected to use it
it meant having to jump up to grab hold of it a step or two before the bottom of the stairs
people stopped and watched if someone was using it
i found the first two times i found it difficult and knew people watching thought i was sub-healthy
on the third time, i found that thrusting my chest out allowed me to bring other muscle groups into play and made the exercise easier
in the last scene, i had full and glistening muscles in those parts of the body employed by the exercise
addenda
vividness 3.2 to 3.5
participant
the category of the dream muscularity (2)
* * *

02072018
the name of the dream
the whatsit
standing at the entrance/exit area of a shopping mall with two other people
we had a see-through tube shaped like a matchstick man without the head about the size of a toddler
the tubing was about ten centimetres wide and had different types of liquid in each of the five segments of the tubing
we were trying to collect donations from passers-by to spend on the development of the device
the bulk of the dream was a scene where i was explaining the usefulness of the device to two shoppers
notes 1
spent twenty minutes after waking up trying to figure out what it was that thingy could be used for
addenda
vividness 3.5
participant
the category of the dream devices/inventions () see-through objects (2)
* * *

01072018
the name of the dream
here and there
sitting on a chair next to the dance area at a wedding reception
the speeches have finished and the dj plays the first song
the song is sam cooke – twistin’ the night away
several people go to the floor and start dancing
it’s a slippery wooden floor which allows me to do an almost full circle turn with one good twist/thrust of the hips
a bit of carpet half a metre by half a metre is on the floor by my feet
it is just big enough to stand on and when i do a hip/thrust it has enough momentum to spin me around twice
then, there are three scenes where i am dancing with girls
the scene changes completely to country terrain and i am looking for the girls in the previous scenes
to get to where i think they are means going through a wooded area
the trees have thin trunks and are growing too close to each other to squeeze through
the only way to get to the other side of them is to climb to the top of the trees and go from one tree to another
at the top of the first tree when i attempt to get to the next one my weight causes the next tree to bend and the more weight i put on it the further it bends
i then discover that if i put all of my weight onto the tree it bends into the next tree and getting from tree to tree becomes simple
at the edge of the mini-forest, the last couple of trees have thinner trunks than the others and i am able to cause one of them to bend down to the ground by pushing against it
as one of the girls comes into the scene i bend it down so that the top of the tree is almost touching the ground in front of the girl
the girl is impressed with my little manoeuvre and i am climbing down a tree to go and join her when the scene finished
addenda
vividness 3.3 to 3.5/6
participant
the category of the dream dancing () wedding (1) and trees () climbing (1)
* * *

30062018
the name of the dream
winning isn’t the be all and end all
the second fastest four-hundred-metre runner in the country missed his qualifying run to secure a place in the national squad for the olympic games
the form book showed he was indisputably the second man for the squad and would be in with a chance of qualifying for the finals as well as being part of the four by four-hundred relay team
his reason for missing the qualifying run was perfectly understandable and everyone agreed the reason for missing it should not disqualify him from taking part in the games and he was going to be given the opportunity to do a solo run which would be the official qualifier
i was at the track as he was limbering up and it occurred to me that if he had a pacemaker for the first two-hundred metres it would help to produce a better time
he was in agreement and there was nothing in the rule book which said we couldn’t do it
he was in the lane behind me, i was in lane three or four
he had overtaken me by the time we came out of the first bend and he was slowly pulling ahead of me
a little voice in my head said “lengthen your stride”
i did and it dramatically increased my speed
so much so, i was catching him up and i realised that i would catch him up by the time we reached the second bend and it was obvious to me that i was going to win
i liked and admired the other man and felt it would be wrong to beat him and decided that breathing down his neck would push him around the final bend and down the home straight in a faster time
the dream ended before the race finished
notes 1
this dream was the result of thinking during the day that lengthening my steps while walking might improve my stability in walking
something i will try when i go out later
addenda
vividness 3.7
participant
the category of the dream running () athletic track ()
* * *

29062018
the name of the dream
another girl montage
there was a two-themed dream before the montage sequence but that was quickly forgotten as the moving and still images began
it was an exclusively all-female show with asian-girls/women featuring frequently
after about thirty images i realised it was going to go on for a long time and relaxed into it
at one point the sequences and images were so absorbing and clear i realised my mouth was wide open in amazement and in an act of vanity recomposed my face
it was predominantly but not exclusively x-themed
there was a rapid change of themes for parts of the montage with there being about four images’s/sequences for each slightly different theme
notes 1
it was only a few days ago that the thought that i missed not having montages occurred
addenda
vividness 3.5 – 3.9/4
observer
the category of the dream Mega-Montage () x-theme ()
* * *

28062018
the name of the dream
proof of Pde’s
during the day a faulty fire alarm sensor in the flat where i live sounded three times indicating there was a smoke or fire-threat when there wasn’t one
in the dream, a fire alarm, the same sound as the one in awake-time, sounded three times throughout the dream
notes 1
this is proof positive that the previous day’s experiences are a main factor in the forming of the content/themes of dreams
26062018
the name of the dream
an underhand sales-pitch
in a small town which only had four or five shops in its high street
one of the shops sold mobile phones
i needed a phone for someone else and in the next scene a salesman is singing the virtues of a phone
it was matte black and had everything a modern phone should have and one or two new features which made it a good buy
i decided to get the new phone for myself and give the phone i was using to the person who needed one
it was a done deal until the salesman gave me the phone he had been showing me as the phone i would be buying
i wanted the model of phone for sure but i wanted it in a box that hadn’t been opened
the salesman tried to fob me off with the phone he had been demonstrating and nearly broke down in tears when i insisted that i would only buy a phone in a box
his emotional ploy nearly worked and it was touch and go for a scene or two of the dream as i started feeling sorry for him
in the end, i didn’t buy the phone and decided to give the person who needed a phone one i no longer used
addenda
vividness (3.1)
participant
* * *

25062018
the name of the dream: controversy
there was a controversy about whether the account of an event of historical significance given by a book was correct or if a film that portrayed the events slightly differently was right
a highly charged emotional debate was being televisd which was becoming a shouting match between people who were noted for their level-headedness
the issue was the use of a weapon which had caused the loss of a lot of lives
in another scene not related to the previous scenes i became introverted when it was revealed that i had a secret crush on carole king that went back to my early teens
addenda
observer in the first scenes
* * *

24062018
the name of the dream: the shortcut
was headed for home in the middle of the night
there weren’t any ghouls or vampires about but any time which could be shaved off a nighttime trek which didn’t have any people or sights or sounds in it was enough of a justification to find a way to shorten it
decided to take an established shortcut of mine, which took a steep climb, three hundred metres and four or five minutes out of the return route
the only drawback was climbing over a two-metre slatted wood fence
not an obstacle for an athletic, full of life, twenty-something-year-old person like myself
upped-and-over’d the fence in the blink of an eye and landed in thick, mushy, squelchy mud
didn’t see that one coming
all of a sudden the shortcut had become a negative gain
it would take five or ten times more time to clean my clothes than was gained by taking the shortcut
could see the ground under my feet
this scene was in shades of black, darkest brown and grey
my sense of smell let me know that the two or three centimetre-deep mud i was wading through wasn’t honest to goodness natural mud but was a really obnoxious smelling animal excreta
looking ahead i could see it went on for fifteen or twenty metres but it never occurred to me to go back, the damage to my shoes, socks, trousers and my sense of being clean and kept had been demolished
then i knew why the poo was there
the person who’s property i was on had decided to piss off those who were making a path through his property in the same way i and others were pissing him off by not giving a second thought to his sensibilities of his land being trespassed upon
i suppose it was as good a way of any of getting people to give him his due consideration
putting barbed wire on the fence would have been completely inappropriate
anyway, i waded on and opened a gate which would get me back on the public ground and my jaw dropped to the floor
there was a man four or five metres in front and to the left of me and another man ten or twelve metres in front and to the right of me and they both had shotguns or rifles
the man closest to me had the rifle under his right arm with his hand taking the weight of the gun half way along and under the barrel which was pointing to the ground
his left hand was in his jacket pocket and he was the picture of standing relaxation
the man furthest from me also had the rifle under his left arm
his left hand too was under the barrel which was also pointing at the ground but his right hand was on the trigger-housing guard and he could, i had no doubt, have his firing finger on the trigger before the barrel was levelled at whatever it was he intended to shoot
they looked like what they were… professionals
neither man said anything or moved
i knew what was wanted of me
i started walking forward but not at either of them
when i was a couple of metres past the man on my left him he began walking at my pace two metres behind and two metres to the left of me
i was being arrested for trespassing
the manner of the arrest… two armed private security guards, meant they were going to make an example of me and i would get a stiff sentence
the thought that two armed professionals would shoot a trespasser dead didn’t strike me as a probability, in fact as i thought more about it became clearer… this was to be a “show trial”
justice would be done in a fair and measured manner, the last thing they wanted to do would be to shoot a person dead for walking through someone’s private property
the man ahead and to the right of me reached a one and a half metres high wrought gate, opened it and stood back to let me pass through it and as i did he said something in a friendly manner
that clinched it
they would definitely not be shooting anybody
three metres through the gate i ran for it
there was no way two middle-aged men with rifles were going to catch the school cross-country champion and county representative in the four-hundred metres
i had managed to lose them within seconds of dream-time
no sooner was i savouring the satisfaction of having got away when the next scene introduced another person into the dream who was also intent on “taking me in”
i didn’t give him chance to corner me and got away from him although he did almost catch me
now i felt i was free and clear and was on my way home
the sense of being free and clear perfectly complimented the ambience of the night
initially, the temperature made this dream feel like it was happening on a summer night
then the temperature began changing
with every cognizant evaluation of the temperature, it dropped noticeably
soon, the night air was a degree or two above freezing
then it went to freezing, then to below freezing and then it started to become uncomfortably cold and then it became a cold-snap
a few snowflakes appeared in the dream
then the snow got thicker
and then thicker still, it was difficult to see through it
then the snow was being pushed by the wind
then the wind got stronger and stronger, now it was a blizzard
at the height of the blizzard, the scene changed
first, a few drops of light rain
and then, like the snow, then the rain went through three, four or more changes until the narrow concrete steps i was walking up had a torrent of water eight centimetres deep gushing down them
the temperature wasn’t a factor in the rain scenes
notes 1
about twenty scenes in the weather-theme dream which makes this an epic dream
first epic dream for a while
that’s two lengthy dreams in two days
addenda
vividness 3.1 to 3.5/6
participant
the category of the dream epic () weather (1)
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23062018
the name of the dream: embarrassingly raunchy
it took twenty minutes to understand why, when this website advocates/promotes a gentle, sensitive and prolonged state of pre-ejaculation pleasure (those moments immediately before the pleasure explosion), these types of x dreams occur
it is because the films of females viewed (for the purpose of research) engaged in x always seek to experience the eruption of ejaculatory pleasure
the dream 17052018 is to be the introduction page to an entry which will be called “the art of pleasure”
over the coming years, we will endeavour to introduce the three main forms of pleasure into our lifestyle and set the trend for coming generations

22062018
the name of the dream: wow !
was surfing at the computer and had just joined a written livestream conversation
judging from the length of the script the chat or conversation had been a going on for many minutes before i joined it
there were just two people type-chatting as the fast-flowing script was making references to other people and websites
i became immersed in the conversation when a name i was familiar with came on the screen and another familiar name showed within two or three sentences
the livestream didn’t have a scrollable chat-box but the computer in this dream had on its left side a four or five centimetre-wide, grooved roller about as thick as a thumb built into it, which could rotate the roll of paper with all of the conversation of the livestream on it backward or forward
here’s where it gets complex…
because i needed to scroll back and reference previous comments i was no longer abreast of the latest remarks of the livestream
and then, via the marvel of the inter-undulationary memory (Notes 2), the written livestream conversation became voices
so now i could hear what was being said and carry on checking the references on the paper roll
then, the dream went into completely new territory when the reason some of the names seemed familiar was because they were phrases and words of mine
then the dream took another new turn… i was no longer someone who was being talked about but the voice began talking directly to me
it wasn’t a friendly voice
everything he said spelt doom and gloom…
the police wanted me, my accommodation was burning, i had better do this or that or else, my possessions were confiscated…
i’m not sure if i said it or vocalised the thought in my head but i’d had enough of this unseen person whoever it was and became defiant
i began waking from the dream and as i was waking and even when i was fully awake he was still berating me
it was a full four or five seconds before i got my bearings…
had fallen asleep while listening to radio plays on a memory stick plugged into the telly
the t.v. play settings were set for “play all”
the play i had been listening to as i fell asleep had finished and had gone through two or three more plays before the one which woke me up
the recorded volume of the play which i woke up to (woke me up ?) was much louder than the one i was listening to when i fell asleep
loud enough to penetrate dream-time and affect/influence/merge with the dream
notes 1
for reference… the play i woke to was Fahrenheit 451 and i think the influence of the play on the dream began somewhere between sixty-four minutes and forty-three seconds and sixty-six minutes and twenty-seven seconds
notes 2
it’s possible that the external sounds caused or at least influenced this dream
addenda
vividness 3.7 (the sight of the paper-scrolling mechanism)
participant
the category of the dream externally-influenced sound dreams or merging awake-time sleep-time consciousnesses (1)
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21062018
the name of the dream: fighting over nothing
this dream came about as a result of stray thoughts during the day
occasionally a string of five or so stray thoughts asserts themselves…
was in a shop and bought something, a shirt i think
i bought the item from the only shop in town that gave a coathanger with a purchase
for some ridiculous, reason coathangers had become impossible to get
when i paid for the item the salesman brought out a bag of coat hangers from under the counter and was going to give me one
there were forty or more wire coathangers which had be come tangled and ten or thereabouts of wooden ones
i didn’t expect to get a wooden one so i took about a dozen of the wire ones
the salesman told me to them back but i refused and said something like “you’ve got plenty. what does it matter”
when i refused he called security and they took them off me and said they might be pressing charges
in the next scene, i was outside the shop and the salesman was walking towards me
he face was contorted with disgust and i said something which made him hostile
he was going to hit me so i kicked him in the crotch and he looked nauseous with pain
i said, “do you want me to do that again ?”
he was well past the point of wanting to do anything and he shook his head in a manner which conveyed total defeat
notes 1
there was another dream with violence either before or after this one
in both instances, i was in the wrong
catch those stray thoughts within the first sentence or two
they will foul up the content of your dreams
addenda
vividness: 3.3 first scene and 3 for the second
participant
the category of the dream: stray thoughts: () man-to-man violence ()

20062018
the name of the dream: technology troubles
two or three men had called on me where i am living now
there was a disruption of world-wide communication systems
the cause of the problem was beyond the atmosphere of the earth and out of the scope of the means to repair it
the men who had called on me were hoping there was a remedy of a theoretical nature which hadn’t been envisaged
at one point i asked rhetorically what time it was as i looked at my wrist watch
i couldn’t see the face of the watch clearly so i turned the kitchen light on
there was a lingering silence of four or five seconds while we all waited for the neon tube to flicker on
notes 1
vividness (see addenda below) represents the Time-Tense of the dream
the vividness rating indicates the likelihood of the dream happening in a future time-tense of awake-time
a rating of 5 would be a dream that is as clear as a summer day and is most likely to happen again in the future of awake-time whereas 2.5 and below are events that are less than likely to occur in a future time-tense
addenda
vividness 3.3 – participant – the category of the dream: business () photography ()
the vividness of the dream indicates the degree of likeliness that the experience will occur in a future time-tense
participant means it is something you have experienced
an observer is something you have witnessed
the category of the dream is for evaluation and reference
addenda
vividness: 3.2
participant
the category of the dream: technology: () problem/s: ()
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19062018
the name of the dream: larger than life
a one-scene dream of an office
the office went off into the distance as far as the eye could see
it was well lit and it followed the curvature of the lie of the land
it reminded me of the time when i was five and the family went on a holiday to the seaside and i saw the the sea for the first time
there was an air of anticipation of seeing the sea
the person driving the car said “we’ll see it when we get to the top of this hill”
as we went over the brow of the hill the land fell away and joined an expanse of greyness bigger than anything i had ever seen or imagined; it was bigger than the sky
the impression of the image of that moment is still fresh in the memory as my mind was presented with a new perspective of size
this office was like that
at the furthest point the office looked to be dozens of kilometres away
the office looked as though it occupied the entire surface of whatever it was it was built on
like my first sight of the sea, it could quite easily have gone all the way around the planet
addenda
vividness: 3.8
observer ?
category of dream: size: () office: (1)
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18062018.htm
second dream
the name of the dream: a crowded bus
got on a bus, went upstairs and sat on the front seat
within three or four stops the bus was full up and i could feel the person next to me pressing against me
the pressure of the person seated next to me was increasing when the dream ended
addenda
vividness: 3.1
participant
the category of the dream: bus-travel: () pressure against the body: (1)
first dream
the name of the dream: intellectual property
a think-read dream about rights of ownership
it went along the lines of…
“the automatic removal protocol (a.r.p.) of content has been completed
all material which is listed in the a.r.p. has successfully been removed
if you wish to add content belonging to … ? (the name is forgotten) you must now re-submit an application to access … ? content”
the message went on forever
notes 1
when i woke up from this dream it brought to mind another think-read dream which seemed to be a prequel to this one and i spent seventy-five minutes looking for it in the database
couldn’t find it
i know i had the dream within the last couple of months but i must have decided not to enter it into dreams diary
not entering dreams, for whatever reason, can bring about the loss of vital understandings and formulations with applications which would have enriched our circumstances
the more this website tries to streamline or condense the methodology of dreams theory the more the dreams demand to be expanded
addenda
vividness: 3.3
the category of the dream: think-read () copyright (1)
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17062018
second dream
the name of the dream: with friends like that
we were four males in a room
it was another smoke-in
four familiar faces and a relaxed atmosphere
out of the blue they jumped me
i was disoriented and incapicitated from the first blow
i think they were robbing me
it caused me to wake with a start
addenda
the category of the dream: violence ()
vividness: 3.2
participant
first dream
the name of the dream: the tennis coach
was having a game of tennis on a hard-court with someone who was new to the game
as is the way with games the idea is to bring out the best in the person you’re playing
that’s the way it was in this game
don’t remember if it was a girl or a boy i was playing but i do remember they were enjoying the game
notes 1
this dream reminds me of an awake-time experience of a game of table tennis
it would have been easy to give the person i was playing an humiliating defeat but that wouldn’t have been rewarding for either of us
instead, i was determined to get a good game going
it meant using different speeds and angles to place the ball at the limits of the others persons ability to get to the ball
within three sets my opponent was causing me to stretch
it could have been a game of ping pong but become an energetic game of table tennis
addenda
the category of the dream: games () tennis (1)
vividness: 3.4
participant
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the vividness of the dream indicates the degree of likeliness that the experience will occur in a future time-tense
addenda
vividness 3.3 – participant – the category of the dream: business () photography ()
the vividness of the dream indicates the degree of likeliness that the experience will occur in a future time-tense
participant means it is something you have experienced
an observer is something you have witnessed
the category of the dream is for evaluation and reference
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16062018
the name of the dream: a con job
the opportunity to make oodles of money came my way
i could be the advertising agent and sole booking agent for short-term holidays and honeymooners
the location was a “lake” with fishing and boating facilities
i had struck gold
it wasn’t until i went to take photo’s of the “resort” for the advertisement that the awful truth of the situation revealed itself…
the lake turned out to be a stretch of water a hundred metres by three hundred metres
the near-side edges of the land next to the water was churned up and the far side was a uninviting, if it was accessible, wheat field
the boating had nothing to do with sailing but was rowing boats in a state of disrepair
the accommodation for newly-weds was the upstairs of a dingy mini-hanger with a corrugated roof where the rowing-boats and paddling boats were housed
but the at-the-door stalls and nearby-hot food restaurants were, in legal-speak, accurately described
a mobile food van with sandwiches, tea and hot dogs was within a few metres of the hanger and the restaurant was a fish and chip shop a hundred metres away
my job was to take photo’s that fitted the worded description in the advert
if there was any come-back yours truly would be the whipping boy
notes 1
this is the way people who extract money out of people by misrepresentation get away with it
as long as their description of the goods or sevices are “legally” accurate, as would be the case in this dream, they are not con-men
notes 2
this dream takes me back to the time when, as a budding photographer, i agreed to do a weekly glam photo for the local rag
on the third week, the “editor” (an ex-employee of the times) wanted me to ambush a male client of a call-girl set-up
at the designated time and place (a hotel room in the afternoon) i was to be in the wardrobe of a hotel room with camera ready and when a prearranged signal was given i would burst out of the wardrobe and make with the flash photography
i was game to start with but it dawned on me that someone who could afford an expensive call-girl would probably have the money to hire a couple of thugs to call on me
if there’s another dream about a photography con of some sort i’ll tell you, in an aside, of a really funny incident about what has to be one of the most brazen attempts by a man to get a woman to pose in the nude
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15062018
the name of the dream: mixing time-tenses
five or six of us had just watched a film
as i was wondering what film to watch next i thought it would be a good idea to let one of the girls choose
i decided to ask the girlfriend of latest pair to join our little group
i was about to say “….. can choose what film to watch next” and realised i didn’t know or had forgotten her name so i thought to get the film list on the screen and her name would spring to mind in the meantime
as i began looking at the screen for the folder which contained the films i realised the storage disc which had the films wasn’t attached the computer
i was searching my memory trying to remember where the storage disc was when the boyfriend of the girl i intended to ask said “we’ll have to go after the next film”
it was three or four thoughts later that i realised i couldn’t find the storage disc because the location i was in was not my current time and location but the time and location of thirty plus years ago when six of us, three couples, would gather for a weekend of films and smoking !
notes 1
this dream gives us a bit of an insight into how the dream-time memory works
the dream was the result of me thinking before i went to sleep that it would be possible to have a private film club where i live now and had spent five minutes or so assessing what i would have to do to set the room up for half a dozen people
the idea of having a home film club sprang from the dream 12062018
it is assumed that the dream of 12062018 is a future-tense dream
another dream with this theme will make this a serial dream
the category of the dream: mixed time-tenses: () film club: (2)
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14062018
third dream
the name of the dream: beauty is in the sound of the listener
was walking along a wide path which went through a wooded area
the sounds of amor off to my left and out of sight drew my attention
as i listened the sounds took on a special quality which reverberated through me
i knew the i must know the woman who was producing those sounds
i waited for the couple to come out of the bush
they came out and i followed them to the end of the path
the couple split up and the woman went to the right and the man went to the left
i didn’t see her face but the colour of her hair was fixed in my memory
i thought i had lost her when the colour of her hair seperated her from everyone else in the crowded scene
i began moving toward her and when i was about four metres away she turned around to speak to someone
she wasn’t anything like what i thought she would look like
in fact, to me she was unappealing
she must have qualities which a person would find very appealing but i knew she wasn’t for me
second dream
the name of the dream: the run
in a rural area running along a two-lane “a” road that twisted and turned, went up and down and only had short lengths of straights
there was no sensation of movement in my legs
the effort was in keeping the speed at a constant rate which would enable me to follow the line of the road at top speed while avoiding the sparse traffic and occasional push-bike
the distance covered in the dream was three, five or seven kilometres
the speed varied between thirty and seventy kilometres an hour with the average speed closer to sixty than fifty
notes 1
this dream was the result of thinking i may regain full mobility
the experience itself has to be a future time-tense and the low vividness rating suggests it is a long way into the future
notes 2
the longest run in any dream so far
addenda
vividness: 3.2
participant
the category of the dream: running () road: ()
first dream
the name of the dream: kiss, touch and go
a girl likes the look of a boy and wants him to kiss her
if she likes the kiss she parts her legs and invites the boy to touch her
if the boy’s touch is more pleasurable than the kiss they arrange to continue enjoying each other
notes 1
this dream was shorter than usual for a pleasure-dream
it is thought this dream is a scheduled dream, i.e. a dream timed to occur now
it is from you-know-who to people in general and is meant to introduce the idea that pleasure can/should be organised
do i need to say the “touch” part of the dream was the most pleasurable part
notes 2
this dream is also tied in with the dream of 30052018 (scheduled for publication in about five weeks)
the connection between that dream and this one will be obvious
notes 3
it is to be my privilege, ladies, to show you what you will look like a few million years hence
none of the films produced about extraterrestrials even hints at the state of mind that accompanies evolving beings
it is an intense sense of well-being which produces physical characteristics which will blow your mind
the person to person contact this website had with three females of the dinosaur class of man-shaped beings some years back was charged with a sexual connotation
their wondrous and appealing sense of well-being has a cheeky, very cheeky, fun-filled approach to sexuality
the three females who “dropped in” exuded this cheekiness
they left me lying on my back with my legs spread open with nothing covering my body
my sense of their frame of mind was “wait until we get our hands on you”
contemporary mammal man, you had better start adjusting your outlook to women
she has a lust for more life at least twice as great as yours
keeping abreast of her evolution is a non-stop endeavour of “catch-up”
more than being physically fit, a male has to have a “fit-for-purpose” outlook of life that compliments the character of females
addenda
vividness: 3.3
participant
the category of the dream: pleasure without conjoinment: ()
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the vividness of the dream indicates the degree of likeliness that the experience will occur in a future time-tense
addenda
vividness 3.3 – participant – the category of the dream: business () photography ()
the vividness of the dream indicates the degree of likeliness that the experience will occur in a future time-tense
participant means it is something you have experienced
an observer is something you have witnessed
the category of the dream is for evaluation and reference
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13062018
the name of the dream: comfortable
in a room about four by three metres
it was a home cinema set-up
the sscreen was about two metres wide and one ond one-third metres in height and was fixed at headhieght to the three-metre wall
the only light in the room was the light from the screen
there were’nt any chairs just bean-bags and cushions
the bean-bags were big enough for people to sit in and the cushions ranged in sizes from a metre square to a third of a metre square
it could accomodate fifteen people in comfort
most of the people were people already in the room and the film was about to start when i entered and went to my “reserved” position a metre or so from the back wall
“my” position allowed me to lie on my right side with a cushion behind my back and against the wall
there was a girl who had inadvertantly encroached into part “my space”
it meant that when i was lying down with my head propped in the viewing position her thigh was under my head
she didn’t like me using her leg as a cushion and kept moving her leg to get me to change my position
i was having none of it, i refused to budge from my well-established viewing position
another girl came into the room and laid down and positioned herself so that her head was level with my waist
she positioned her cushions in such a way that i had to lift my left leg up so there was no weight on it and when her ccushion was in place i became even more comfortable and to top it off she hooked her left arm under my right leg so that her hand was resting just above my knee
the girl who was originally unhappy with my position must have seen what the new arrival had done and realised that if anyone was going to change position it would have to be her
she compromised and put a cushion under my head
i said to her “that’s really comfortable”, she didn’t reply
it was perfect, i was so comfortable from head to feet i could feel myself going to sleep
the film would be starting any moment but hadn’t started when intro/end-credit music started playing
and was still playing when i was fully awake
here’s a nice little touch… i went to sleep while listening to a ninety-minute radio play
the music at the end of the play in awake-time coincided with the beginning of the film in dream-time !
it’s conceivable that in another time in another place the dream-time film that was about to start in this dream becomes a dream-within-a-dream category of dream in a future time and place
altogether now in the key of c major… scene by scene dream your dreams see past and future blend:
… (sung to the tune of merrily row your boat)
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10062018
the name of the dream
maximum security
in a maximum security prison
there was no free association with other inmates
other long-term prisoners became trustees and delivered food which meant they could, and did, do small favours like getting a pencil or passing a message to another inmate which was highly forbidden
a corrupt turnkey would, for a price, smuggle out a letter or make a phone call
it all hinged on the prisoner not to reveal who the inmates and prison staff were if anything came to light
if a trustee was discovered to have broken the rules then the much-prized ability to move around the prison with a fair amount of unsupervised freedom would be taken away and he would be re-categorised as a “tier 1” prisoner in and be in virtual isolation for many years after
if a prison guard was implicated then he would lose his job and the other prison guards would make sure the inmate suffered to the breaking point
it was the tacit understanding that a breach of prison protocol automatically got the prisoner a bloody beating for incriminating a guard
i desperately wanted to send a letter and had got hold of a pen from a trustee
i hadn’t been careful enough and was caught with a partially written letter
a guard came into my cell and asked me who gave me the pen “i’m sorry sir, i can’t tell you that” and said the same thing when he asked me who i was going to give the letter to
the next and last scene of the dream was a view at a distance of about one hundred metres away of the ground-level prison with a red, smokey curtain-plume that looked like it was a liquid, (blood) rising from the entire area of the building
notes 1
this dream is the result of watching bouts of bloody boxing during the previous twenty-four hours
addenda
vividness: 3.7 – participant for the first two scenes and observer for the last scene – the category of the dream: prison dream () closed ()
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16052018
fourth dream
name of the dream: the baffled patient
being tended to by a nurse in a cubicle in a hospital
was wondering why i was being given the “once-over”
the nurse who was a mind-reader tapped the side of a see-through tube with a mouth-piece at one end that gave the tube the look of a snorkel
“we’re putting a hole in this” she said
was trying to figure out what she meant as the dream ended
was trying to figure out what she meant when i became fully awake
still trying to figure it out twenty minutes later
third dream
name of the dream: the selectee’s
six people had been selected
what we had been selected for wasn’t known
we each had our own self-contained accomodation
the accomodation was already furnished
i had been there for a while and had familiarised myself with the mod-cons in the living room and was opening and closing drawers and cuboards to see what they had in them
in one compartment, in a thigh-high, half-metre wide cupboard was a large, stiff, brown envelope
the envelope had pictures and a concise description of the skills and interest’s and other bits of information of the other people who had been selected
after looking at them for a while i picked up the old-fashioned style phone connected to a screen half the size of a laptop that was within arms reach and dialled the number of one of the women selectee’s
i was looking at her on the screen and said to her “i think i know what we’ve been selected for”
in the next scene the two of us were in my living room and i was telling her what i thought was going on
“we’ve been selected because we have a broad range of abilities. between us we have technical, cooking, writing, inventive, artistic, social, organisational, manual and other traits necessary to be self-sufficient.”
there was more converstion for half a minute or more and then the woman left me
i was thinking of what changes to make to the accomodation when the dream ended and for a little while into awake-time
second dream
name of the dream: reprobative behaviour
in prison
a typically claustrophobic prison environment; low light, sparse, dingy…
it was my first day
it was evening before my processing had finished
a tolerent and talkative turnkey showed me to my cell
it was a three or four bed cramped cell and he was talking to me while i oriented myself
i needed to go to the toilet and he told me it was just to the right outside of the cell
i walked out of the door and without thinking closed the door behind me
it wasn’t until i went back to the cell that i realised what i had done
didn’t feel the need to tell him that i was going to get someone to open the door and went straight to where there would be another member of the staff
in the next scene another prison guard had opened the door and i went through it first
to the left of the door and hard up against both the wall the door was built into and the left wall was the first bed
the white of the sheets caught my eye and i looked down and had surprised two men under the sheets and naked with one lying on top of the other
the man on top jumped out of his position at high speed and went to the furthest point away from the door
the repurcussions were going to be scandalous
the dream ended
the category of the dream: prison: closed ()
notes 1
first dream
name of the dream:
fairly sure that there was more at the beginning of this dream than what is remembered
it starts on a football pitch
the game is between nottingham forest and another team which isn’t identified in the dream
the play of the ball is at the bottom-right corner of the field around the corner flag
one of the players deliberately puts the ball out of play to gain the advantage of a goal kick
the referee cites the player for unsportsmanly gamesmanship and the offending team is deducted a point
the loss of a point takes the team from being one point ahead in the championship race to being level-pegging’s
the team isn’t too perturbed although there is a drop in the feeling of the players and their supporters that winning the championship was no longer a sure thing
the game part of the dream ends there and in the next scene in the dream i go from being an observer to a participant
i’m filling in the details on a computer of what size of shorts i have been using and what size i require for the next dozen or so games
while filling in the form i realise it’s possible to keep the ones i used and get a new pair without having to hand back the ones i have
it was my chance to amass dozens of pairs of shorts and hand them out as gifts or raffle prizes or make a few bob from selling them
to accrue lots of pairs of shorts it meant changing the dates the shorts had been used and also different sizes for each different date and changing the dates meant back-dating so as to double-up on the number of shorts i could claim for
i would have to do it several dozens times
then for the first time in a dream the obstacle of clicking the pointer of the computer on a box on the screen became possible
this was the longest part of the dream and it required more concentration over a longer period of time in a dream than i have ever been able to muster before
i managed to keep my concentration focused on what i was doing (bear in mind that there were figures to remember and what boxes the numbers would have to go into) for at least twelve to fifteen different scenes on the computer screen
this was in the epic dream category
i doubt if i could have done it in awake-time !
definately a break-through in the application of applied concentration in a dream !
it must have triggered something in the id because the next part of this dream was great fun
i’m on a train and a carriage with less than a dozen people in it
my mood is such that no matter who i talk to it causes them to smile
all i want to do is make people happy and feel good and it came easy
the highlight of this part of the dream was when i asked a girl if she would like me to sit in the seat in the opposite side of the carriage to and one row in front so we could talk without me having to raise my voice
the girl was up for fun but nothing else and she quipped something about my hair soiling the white cover on the head rest and spoiling her view if she wanted to look to her left
in another scene the train was entering a station and as is the case with a largish station there were several sets of rail tracks which crossed and melded with other tracks
as the train was slowing, it was about a kilometre or so from the station itself, a line of about fifteen faces attached to bodies were standing on a moving platform without sides
it slowly caught up with the train i was in and then kept abreast of us for a few seconds and then started receeding
amongst the line of people on the sideless moving platform was a cheeky looking young girl looked who like she deserved to be out-cheeked so i stuck my tongue out her
the scene changed again to me standing on a platform and asking a member of the rail staff what platform and time my train was due
i made a mental note of what he said and decided to double check what he said with another member of the rail staff when i got to the platform
category of dream: epic dream ()
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07052018
name of dream
frustration
my wife was unwell and it was causing complications with her second pregnancy and she was on her way to receive specialised help
the dream starts on a train with two female escorts and self in a train carriage of a train used exclusively by the hospital, my wife and a third female escort are in the adjoining carriage but neither my wife or the third escort feature in this dream
i had just received news by mobile phone
the news was crucial information about our first child which could affect the mental state of the mother which in turn could/would boost her physical state
the entire dream revolved around me trying to explain to the two escorts that my wife’s mental/physical state would change for the better if she had the news
the escorts argued that the condition of the mother was finely balanced and i was refused permission to speak to her at all
the escorts were adamant that whatever it was that i had to say would have to be relayed to her by them
i was equally determined to pass on the information myself as it concerned circumstances which was only known to my wife and me and i would be able to inject subtleties of tone and meaning at certain points
the women were wearing their “our word is final” hats and either wouldn’t or couldn’t see my point
i tried two three different ways of presenting my point of view and finally decided that the only way i could get access to my wife was to wait until we got to hospital
even then i might have the same problem
the only thing i could think of was to get legal representation
before making the call i prepared my point of view as briefly as possible
each time i had formed a one or two sentence presentation of my rationale a counter-argument formed in my head
my reasoning was sound but it wasn’t more valid than the opposing reasoning
that happened three or four more times and was still happening as i came out of the sleep
notes 1
the overriding tone of the pde’s were positive, more so than usual (my ref. take-over), so am not looking for an answer in the pde’s for the feelings of frustration in this dream
it’s possible to take the view that there was one particular, fleeting, moment of the previous day which formed the content of the dream but this website holds the view that the reason we have dreams, and more imortantly, remember our dreams, is so we can evaluate them and continue to do that which brings about dreams we find desirable and identify and remove from the pde’s those experiences which produce dreams we find undesirable
it is easy to recall momentary sights being featured in a dream but momentary sights/thoughts/emotionss… aren’t usually remembered as being the cause of the theme of a dream
this website holds the view that unless the content of the dream can be assigned to particular sights/movements/thoughts/emotions… that occurred the day before the dream then the content of the dream has to be assigned to something other than the pde’s
we have to consider the possibility that, like precognitive dreams, a proportion of dreams are timed to happen
this is a mechanistic interpretation which is moderated by love/lifes ability to act out of accordance with inanimate reality (see axiom 3)
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03052018 published out of sequence
name of dream: four in a bed
two of the ladies were in their element, as i was, but one of the girls wasn’t
the dream was completely satisfactory apart from that
came out of the dream and was playing it over in awake-time adding a little here and there as i went back to sleep
now i was in a room about three by two metres
the room was an ablution with four or five sinks and a drinking fountain; one of those ones that have a toggle at the side of the basin which could be moved sideways or up and down and at any angle but it had to have downward movement to get the water to spurt
it was while on the third or fourth swallow that an “ooy” sounded out
it couldn’t have been any louder without waking me out of the dream
it lasted a full two seconds of dream-time
it resounded off the bare, granite walls and the solid concrete floor and shook me right out of a relaxed dream-state into a state of attentive-awareness
then the scene changed… there was a large, stocky man in dark clothes who filled the door frame and he was not happy
it wasn’t until the moment when the door was opened that and saw the man in a uniform i realised it was night-time and yes, i’m in prison again
it was the middle of the night; the night-guard had been doing his rounds when he came across my empty bed and was put out that he had to open and close doors to find me; i had to be careful how i reacted, if i said the wrong thing or didn’t move in the right way he would make an entry into his log and it would mean misery of one sort or another if the prison governor had to spend time adjudicating a minor infraction; but more than any of these things, the night-guard had been totally officious and had used his safe position to address me like a dog that was in the middle of pooping on the doorstep
in my book he had just verbally assaulted me
but how to get back at him without getting into more trouble ?
i slowly looked around and said in a quiet purposeful voice “where am i ?”
the guard didn’t respond, he was weighing things up
i then asked “who are you ?” still the guard was silent, he had bought it, almost
he then said “c’mon”
a few steps along the doorway he asked: “which is your room ?”
i wasn’t going to fall for that
i was looking from left to right and slowly shaking my head with uncertainty every time he asked “this one ?”
after asking me three times he opened one of the doors and motioned me in
“this is your room” he stated
i looked around the room, made out like i was thinking for a few moments and said resignedly “i’m in prison”
the guard said “yes”
i waited for what seemed to be a long enough time
” i can’t get to sleep. i haven’t slept for two days ” then… “i’ve been a sleep-walker all my life” i lied convincingly, and continued with… “it’s been the cause of more trouble than anything”
the guard was becoming human again and i could see he was ready for the full treatment
“in case you’re wondering what i’m in for it’s handing out papers in the street calling the government liars and murderer’s and i was charged with libel”
the guard hadn’t come across a real-life cool hand luke and was looking at me
i asked him if he could give me a smoke and in the next scene think we were back in his night-office
if i played my part and things went well there could be a cup of tea to go with the fag
addenda
the category of the dream: prison () closed () and x dream: (31)
notes 1 of x dream
it is a sad fact that the writer is getting more pleasure from his dream-time x dreams than he is in awake-time
the pleasure’s of x is a whole bookful of knowledge on its own
for starters… the level of pleasure that is associated with x is almost at a minimum at this time compared to how it will be
again, pleasure is a state, a state that increases five and ten-thousandfold while we are man-shaped
it doesn’t stop there
the next time you engage in x try to imagine … you are in an incomprehensibly intense state of pleasure and are minding your own business enacting straight-line-action when you feel a level of pleasure in your back greater than anything you have known before
while still moving forward you spin around to see what caused it and there’s nothing there
you spin back around again, still moving forward, and see another mathematical entity a little way ahead of you and the mere sight of the mathematical entity produces an increased sense of well-being
you have just experienced loving-fun coming from a more seasoned straight-line practitioner plying hide and seek
or, you are moving in a straight line experiencing a state of pleasure when your feeling of pleasure becomes even greater still
still moving forward you turn around to see what caused it and there’s no one there
you have just experienced mysterious love (a more seasoned straight-line practitioner dropped out of the fourth dimension touched you on your back and popped back into the fourth dimension)
the most seasoned straight-line practitioner of all knows more ways of producing pleasure than there are quons in the universe
playful love with a small amount of mystery… playful love with a large amount of mystery… mysterious love with a large amount of playfulness… mysterious love with a small amount of playfulness… playful love with a large amount of mystery and a larger amount exciting love… playful love across five dimensions… playful love with exciting and bold love across five dimensions… playful love with exciting and bold love across six dimensions… exciting and bold love with a hint of blissful love across seven dimensions… exciting and bold love with a hint of blissful love with five entities across seven dimensions… exciting and bold love with a hint of blissful love with five entities across eight dimensions… exciting and bold love with a hint of blissful love and playful love with twelve entities across eight dimensions… exciting and bold love with a hint of blissful love and playful love with twelve entities across eight dimensions… exciting and bold love with a hint of blissful love and playful love with twelve entities across eight dimensions while turning on a vertical axis… exciting and bold love with a hint of blissful love and playful love with twelve entities across eight dimensions while turning about a vertical axis while tilting slowly forward and backward… exciting and bold love with a hint of blissful love and playful love with two groups of twelve entities across eight dimensions while turning about a vertical axis while tilting slowly forward and backward…
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02052018 published out of sequence
the name of the dream
breakfast in my head
was in a queue at a cafe in a railway station and had ordered a breakfast of tomatoes, eggs, beans, bacon, toast and tea
there were a couple of people in front of me
the queue shortened and when i was the next in line to place an order i dug into my pocket and brought out all the money therein
i looked at the coins and realised that i didn’t have as much as i thought
in fact, there was not going to be enough to pay for the meal
while counting the money and hoping the coppers might add up to the better part of a pound i saw a fifty-pence piece on the floor
as i bent down to pick it up another fifty-pence coin came into view
as i picked both of them up i became aware that the man behind me was exuding a condemnatory presence
in the next scene, i was trying to juggle the money, i now had four pounds something, to get as many of the items of food as i could
was still trying different combinations of foods to fit the money i had when the dream ended
addenda
the category of the dream: money on the ground (4? 5?) cafe (1 or two)
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01052018 published out of sequence
second dream
name of dream: the restauranteers
four of us, two women and two men, having a night out at a classy restaurant
we men had decided to live beyond our budget an spoil the ladies
the evening would take every penny we had
the restaurant was very, very popular and had international standing; best service, food, and drink available without being exclusive
most if not all of the tables were four-seaters with about three metres between them
we had eaten our meal and had hours to go before people would begin leaving for home when it occurred to me that a little imprpomptu entertainment might be a good idea
i suggested an off-the-cuff improvised mini event to my friend
he was up for it so we stood and positioned ourselves at the point furthest away from the closest seven or eight tables which gave us ample room to move around
he began to speak in ye olde english style
i don’t remember word for word but it had a theme like this… “you” he said “terrible knave that you are have besmirched my families good name”
i responded with “and you have a misguided opinion of yourself. were it that you had a good name to sully i would not deem to speak unwell of you. your very accusation is unfounded and i do believe you speak with a mischevious intent”
he came back with… “the mischeviousness is not mine but yours. it was you who saw my wife with envious eyes and with lust in your body did seek to possess her very soul”
“you words have summoned outrage within me” i began “it is well for you that i do not have a sword about my person. for if i had the flat edge would find not your shoulder but your backside”. and i continued “what haughty claims you have for you and your wife. it is because i am a man of principle that i speak not of roumours that abound in nearby villages and towns of escapades concerning a couple who leave morals at home and seek to make charlatans of unsuspecting maids and lure decent men into the ways of the ungodly”. and continued “tis true you wife has a wholesome body and a wily wit. it is you who does not deserve the title of gentleman for having turned a goodly woman into an impish nymph and who has lured her into a trap set by the very devil himself” and continued “i am of mind to bring you to book and speak of you to clergy and sheriff. the reason i do not is to keep out of harms way the minds of children who would hear such things. it is well that none of what is being said here…” it went on like that for another ten sentences or so and by the end of it a small crowd had fromed a circle about us
the scene changed, i was on my way to the bar or toilet and a small, full-bodied young lady wearing a tight black dress was teeth-smiling at me as we approached each other
as she passed she said that she like my speech
i thought it was an ivitation and said “i could make myself availble and do it in private”. i felt confused when she said “no thanks”
the next scene was at the cashier’s desk near the entry/exit doors
i was headed back into the restaurant and decided to pay the bill then instead of on the way out
i took out my wallet and handed all of the money in it, thirty pounds, to a man who handed it to the cashier
he never said thanks or gave me a reciept
he thought i was giving him a measley tip
i became a bit panicky
if my mate couldn’t cover the bill our reputation would be mud
i said to the cashier “i’ll pay the rest of the bill on the way out”
think the dream ended there

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29042018
second dream
name of dream: confusing times
another dream i thought had been forgotten but following the success of remembering the previous dream persevered trying to recall it, and did
woke up and looked at the wall clock; it was four o clock
in the next scene was in the kitchen area when a woman and three or four children came through the front door and into the living room/kitchen
the next scene, the woman was folding up washed clothes and the children had made the place their own
i was flabbergasted
i had to ask, “what are you doing ?”
“mrs ?’s housework” she said while continuing with arranging the clothes
mrs ? was the next door neighbour
i queried “why are you doing it here?”
“mrs ? isn’t in and your name is point referenced” she said matter of factly
i knew what she meant
if, for whatever reason, mrs ? wasn’t at home couldn’t be accessed i had volunteered to accept the shopping or medicines or anything else
it was the sort of thing i would offer to do but couldn’t remember actually being asked
the youngest boy was about seven years of age and eager to be friendly
i had a bit of fun teasing him and tricking him with a play on words and he loved it
his deep-smile reaction to my word-play was the stand-out part of the dream
a childrens radio play was coming through the t.v.
the screen was displaying a colourful still picture which suited the theme of the play and i began listening to it myself
it was an entertaining story with children character actors and i became immersed in it
it was the longest part of the dream and if when remembering the dream initially i had focused on remembering the details of the story it would have made entertaining reading
the play went on for a space-age and there were things i had to do
i said “i have to go out at five o clock”
one of the children said “it finishes at at four o clock. it will be over in a minute”
the clock was at four when i had woken
rather than say it’s not four o clock i would let the person realise their mistkake for themself
i said “there’s a clock on the wall. what time does that say?”
when a voice said “three o clock” i became confused trying to figure out why the clock was an hour wrong to start with
then the woman said “we have to leave at five ourselves”
that done it
the dream had become too complicated to cope with and i woke
notes 1
there was a point during this sleep when i woke up to the sound of an adult male voice introducing a childrens radio play and started listening to the play and thinking as i listened it was a quality production
i had listened to bits of the play several times before as a result of falling to asleep while listening to a narrated pre-historical programme which comes before it on a continouous loop on a usb (the t.v. has an “auto off” facility which is set for an hour)
will use the childrens play to “crash out” to in the next sleep and report anything worth relating happens in that dream
notes 2
did the dream-time conscious intergrate ongoing awake-time stimuli to the dream or were awake-time and dream time “cooperating” ?
notes 3
there was also another dream which had elements of both conscious states in it in this sleep
again it was while trying to click a part of a computer screen to get a different page to show
on this occassion the awake-time conscious came to the fore and i managed to press down on the device which would command a change of page, which it did and then i slipped back into dream-time
the determination to apply pressure through the fingers to get the computer to go to another page in dreams is producing some unusual coordination between awake-time and dream-time
the conclusion is that dream-time conscious needs to be able to work a computer for reasons that will reveal themselves during this millennium

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29042018
first dream
name of dream: what! three females and no x
in line with most dreams recently, i thought i wasn’t going to be able to recall it until, after trying twenty or more times to remember the dream, a quick flash of a memory told me it was there and it was just a matter of coaxing it into awake-time
ten or so probing thoughts later it began presenting itself
it was walking and sitting-on-the-grass weather
it was set in exeter in the park near central station with the statues in it
was in a fabulous mood and it was as though i was the person who had discovered walking
seamless movement without being aware of any sensation in the legs
a day when there is a ready-to-smile smile on the face
a day when it feels as if nature itself is in a good mood
one young lady and myself traded glances and shared the same smile
the next scene was back at her place
she shared her accomodation with two other women, all looked to be twenty ish’
think they may have been grads or post grads
my good mood was still playing out
i captivated their imaginations and attention by answering their questions and remarks with simple reply’s that hinted at intelligence but mainly portrayed a man in love with life and people and especially women
the girls started to take me seriously, too seriously
the darting looks to each other as i spoke and when i caught them stealing quick look’s at my crotch i knew where it was leading
one of the girls was noticeably less good-looking than the other two; a lady who men didn’t automatically take a shine
she emanated the air of a woman with a history of unsatisfactory relationships
she had to try to make herself wanted by men, not something women are happy doing
to make all three of the girls accessible, to what to me be would be a fantasy-reality, i would first have to win the affections of the woman who had been least successful in her interactions with men
fate threw me a life-line, she had a two-year old daughter
in the next scene the mother was presenting me to her daughter for the first time
the three women and my first-time-encounter with a two-year old child !
if ever there was a test designed to guage a mans character… it was make or break time
the little girl was dressed delightfuly, bushed dress (the type that has white padding and makes the skirt flare out) and a bow in her hair
it was easy to like her
she was in front of me sitting on her mothers knees
her fists were almost clanched, as is the way with very young ones
i put my forefinger in one of her hands and cheated a little bit by gently scratching her palm with my nail
she grasped my finger
from the pressure of her hold i could judge how much movement i would be able to make in her whole arm
i gave, what would seem to be to the toddler, a hearty hand-shake, and while shaking it said in a soft, fun way “my name is john. how do you do ?”
she didn’t back away or change her expression
my next move was to go for her ribs or the side of her neck or her toes…
if this went right i was set up for at least a year
the trick was not to rush things…
notes
tie-in smooth walking with last heel-squats an the firmness of the steps the following day
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28042018
second dream
name of dream: a contemporary building and historic buildings
can’t make heads nor tails of this dream
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an open-air sports field with the usual sloped-tiered spectator area running around it and a wooden fence enclosing it
not all of the stadium was visible in the dream
that part of the stadium which was visible, about forty-metres, was stacked with collapsable, wooden-slatted chairs about two, three or four metres high and went to the top of the enclosing fence
in the next scene i am on top of the chairs unfurling a white thin canvas with about two or three metres of the chairs still to be covered along the length of the chairs
in the next scene am lying on top of the chairs looking down at a wild-west, one-street town with about twenty or thirty buildings
i am “casing” the bank in the town assessing the best way to rob it
the dream changes to a think-read dream and the message is “if you find a bag with money in it its because i succesfully robbed your bank but left some for you”
still in the dream, i was trying think why i had written the message
there was then a period of composing and re-composing the message
then, the composing of the message gave way to me slipping in and out of awake-time and dream-time conscious as i tried to remember what it was i had dreamt of today thinking that the dream about the stadium was an awake-time construct and i was awake when i was in fact still dreaming
still dreaming, i settled on the thought that at least i had a dream and was maintaining one of the longest runs of recording a dreams on a daily basis
it wasn’t until i came to the computer to make the entry that i realised this was the second dream of the day
category of dream: dream-time/awake-time (1 ?)
notes
over the last couple of months there has been several instances like this when the dream-time and awake-time have become indisdinquishable
if nothing else dream theory is paving the way to us getting used to the idea that the two apparently different states of conscious are more connected than we realised and, most radically, the dream-conscious is the “parent” state of the two types of conscious
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first dream
name of dream: the incident in the hospital
in the reception area of a hospital with an awake-time acquaintence of twenty plus years ago
not sure why we were there
i didn’t need treatment and i don’t think he did either
we may have been there visiting
the person with me was talking to two female members of the staff
one was admin the other was a nurse or doctor
i occasionally looked at them as they were talking but was mainly looking elsewhere
the tone of their conversation changed
i think one of the ladies said something demeaning to my mate or he had said something which caused one of the girls to respond with a quip which was slightly derogatory
she said something like “what do you do then ?”
he didn’t respond to her remark but instead went straight for her jugular and said “how many lives have you lost ?”
the woman was hurt and stunned
my ears picked up and my attention became fully focused on the chat
he pressed her, “c’mon. youv’e saved lives. how many have you lost ?”
the women weren’t going to take that sort of remark
one of the women picked up a phone and asked for dr birch
things had moved into the area which breached hospital protocol
i was thinking of telling him to apologise before it got ugly
the dream ended there
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27042018
name of dream: burly busker
saw a biggish’ girl walking along a street in the centre of town
she had a back-pack which looked liked it weighed a good twelve kilos and a guitar slung over her shoulder
her clothes were all-purpose and of the army-style; loose trousers and flak-jacket with boots
in the next scene we were talking
one bit of conversation led to another and when she mentioned that her portable p.a. wasn’t quite loud enough in the next scene we were back at my place with me showing her an amp and speaker set-up which would meet her needs
the wire which connected the amp to the speaker looked like it had been cut into with a knife, it was a clean cut
when i man-handled the wire it broke in two
there was a sturdy screw-in connection about the same size as a house bulb which connected the wire of the amp or the guitar to the speaker
it didn’t take long to get the wire ready to be soldered to the back of the two-point screw-in connection
she was helping with moving things around and when she positioned the speaker she felt its weight and her face told me it was a lt heavier than she expected
i mentioned that that the weighed about twenty kilo’s and it might be too heavy for carting around
she acknowledged it was too heavy for her
the conversation changed and the dream became an externalised dream and after saying two or three sentences i woke to the sound of my own voice, again
addenda
the stand-out part of the dream: screwing the bayonet-style onnection into the speaker
the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: have never come across an amp or a microphone which had a screw-in connection
do they exist ?
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26042018
name of dream: introspective nymph
x-dream
details withheld
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24042018 published out of sequence
second dream
name of the dream: will the last person in the dream please stop talking
don’t remember the beginning of this dream which contained the details of how it was that an ex-boxer and myself had come into the money
we were talking about what we could do with the cash
at first we considered buying the place he was living and doing up the place
he became enthusiastic about the idea of starting a cafe
it wasn’t a bad idea and had plenty of scope
i went on “one”
at this point of the dream i could hear myself talking
the dream had become externalised
“we could run it ourselves”
“we could get a friendly, chatty type of chef who would be on friendly terms with the rugulars”
“we could keep the food simple. mashed potato, peas, pie and gravy”
“we could could have a small menu which offered a variety of more elaborate meals”
“we would need a drinks licence”
“if it became succesful we could go nationwide”
“what would you want to do if it took off ? ”
i then realised the person i was talking to had left the dream
i was talking to myself in a dream, yet again
first dream
the name of the dream: a knight in dull armour
living in a protected or sheltered accomodation
a middle-aged woman who i was attracted to asked me to write a petition on her behalf to a tribunal or commitee which would present her reasons for having access to her daughter
her reason for being in the type of accommodtion we were in was because she had become addicted to cocaine and it had ruined her domestic life
my reasons for being there was also drug-related but not because of using drugs
i had supplied heroin
i hadn’t explained my reasons for being in the housing unit but but told her it was because of heroin and let her assume i had was also an addict
it was easy to read between the lines and understand what had happened in her life
a glamourous and exciting personality had found herself in a humdrum lifestyle with a possesive husband who had tied her to the home through the responsibility of a child
her husband had manipulated the domestic scene to keep her in the house
the woman and me were considering what would be the best reason to give to the tribunal as the dream ended and i awoke to hear myself saying “why don’t you speak to them yourself ?”
the category of the dream: relationships ()
notes 1
second day running that heroin has featured in the dream
the reason for it being in this dream is, it is thought, because after yesterday’s dream i had thought about the afghan war and weighed up the possibility that the war in afghanistan was a ruse by the militarist’s of america and britain to get the heroin and use the money from selling it to their own population to further their militaristic ambitions
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23042018
second dream
name of the dream: music, cronyism and heroin
at a bare, wooden, four-seater table in the restaurant area of an empty nightclub
the dining-area had another fifteen or so of the same type of table and was alongside of the dance-floor
i was tapping away on the keyboard of a laptop
in the next scene i was in the same place and reading a paper
the club was still empty only now there was music playing
two or three songs had played and each song was as good or better than the previous one
i hadn’t heard the songs before and wanted to know who was singing them and the titles of the songs so that i could add them to my collection
the paper i was reading was the daily mail and wouldn’t you know it, it also happened to be the same paper that was sponsoring a competition which wanted to know particular personal snippets about some of the members of the bands
there was 1.3 million in prize money and at £10 for each correct answer it would mean that a one-hundred and thirty-thousand contestants would win something
notes 1
one of the drawbacks of dreams is the speed at which they become forgotten
the details of the words in the think-read aspects of both sequences of this dream stayed fresh in the memory for several seconds after the sequences had finished
it’s beginning to be the case that dream-time memories are slowly becoming more accessible to the awake-time conscious in detail and quantity
notes 2
the sequence of the dream with the songs playing must have been seven or more minutes of awake-time
if the scene with songs in it represents one-third of this dream then the total awake-time of all of the dream of this sleep must be close to thirty minutes of awake-time
this means the remembered part of this r.e.m. must be more than half of the total r.e.m. for the sleep
coupling this with the dream in the second sleep accounts for most of the entire time adults are in r.e.m. in any one day (one to one and a half hours) which is about half of the time a baby dreams for on average)
check r.e.m. for lengths of time and if a trend of r.e.m. lasting longer is occurring and/or can be established
notes 3
some of us have noticed that the top 40 has over the last ten years has undergone a major change
youngsters born into this type of “popular music” now think that songs that don’t have a melody, which means you can’t sing along to them, and which you can’t dance to, is what pop music is all about
the reason the songs haven’t got melodies and don’t have a dancing beat is that bands who perform the songs that get into the charts do so because they have friends in the pop and music industry who make sure that it is their mates who get promoted and publicised and not those who are more talented (cronyism)
giving friends jobs and positions instead of giving the jobs and positions to the people with the most talent is called cronyism and the oligarch-controlled countries are built on it and it is also the reason why we haven’t got a decent football team
it won’t be realised by most people that the silky-smooth voices of melody-less songs have the appealing quality they have because the artist’s are taking heroin
heroin and pop stars go back to the eighties
many a no. 1 hit song made it to the no. 1 position of the charts because of the quality of the singing-voice which accompanies the use of heroin
more on the use and the consequences of heroin, who is supplying it, how it gets into the country, what the money is spent on… another time
notes 4
isn’t it just typical of an oligarch-controlled country… handing out a small basket of essential items to one in every five-hundred people and the recipients of the baskets basking in the warmth of their win and momentarily thinking how great life is
the instance of a village in russia a few years back which had suffered a natural disaster and was completely demolished sticks in my mind
meanwhile, the bulk of the population continue to scrape by
first dream
name of the dream: a changing world
one of, if not the, most influential dynasty of the banking structure was giving a day-by-day account of his month-long incarceration
as he was speaking his words became translated into think-read form
there were five, six, seven or more clearly readable sentences which were, i think, at the end of his account of being in prison
he didn’t get abused or receive harsh treatment when he was locked up
he did however fully understand that he would be in prison for life if a compromise wasn’t arrived at
he had resigned himself to the possibility of spending his life in the prison that had tiered-landings as is the style of many prisons the world over
it was while he was relating the last days of imprisonment that i began recalling and narrating my own period in prison
somewhere between realising that the person in the dream was finishing or had finished telling his experiences of being in prison, i started recalling and narrating a period of my own imprisonment
the experience i was recalling was not of this lifetime but of a past time-tense when i had been in the same situation as the man in the first part of the dream and was being held as a bargaining chip
my recollections were also being re-formed as a think-read sequence
notes 1
the crucial points of sleep-time-cum-awake-time experience are… for the fourth or fifth time in last month or so immediately after waking and trying to remember the dream and thinking it had been forgotten the dream came to the fore when re-tracing the latest awake-time thoughts led seamlessly to the beginning of the sleep-time dream, or, while thinking in awake-time i became immersed in the dream i was trying to remember
the sleep-dream came from awake-time thoughts while going into sleep-time memory
both themes were of the same nature
again, sleep-time and awake-time are fusing together
and also again, this type of experience is re-affirming the outlook that the dream-time conscious will replace the awake-time conscious as being the “master-conscious” in the fulness of evolution
also of late, memories, mostly pleasurable, of dream-time conscious states are becoming the dominant memories whenever the memory is tapped for details
that the sleep-time conscious may be superior to the awake-time conscious and become the “full-time” conscious was the most radical thought that came from that flurry of insights and thoughts which began ten months ago
re-tracing awake-time thoughts immediately after waking promotes access to sleep-time memories (add to how to remember your drearms)
this dream began with one of the historical banking families’ being interviewed or it may have been a narration by him to a biographer and without realising it at first it became a continuation of my awake-time conscious relating my own experiences of being imprisoned by the same people who had to yield their grip on the world of finance to get one of their own back
one-quarter of the content of this dream was narrated and translated into think-reading in awake-time
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22042018
name of the dream: conflict of outlook
was earning money by manipulating the local stocks and shares in properties
specifically, the prices individual landlords and small associations of landlords were asking
i had carved out my niche when i saw the opportunity to start a service which offered a no-advance-fee for tenant’s who couldn’t afford to pay an advance and/or deposit for a flat if i covered the advance fee and deposit
by being selective about which property or properties they should live in it was easy to make the value of the assets of one property, in particular, go up or down and move money from one company to another beforehand
there was one landlord in particular who didn’t like the fact that his livelihood was determined by me mainly because i didn’t like him because he had an attitude problem toward life
* * *

21042018
the name of the dream:
self portraits
seven or eight pictures of my face
most of the pictures, one or two had noticeable movement in them, were recognisable as myself
two or three though certainly did not look like me, at least not in a way i have seen myself in a mirror in this lifetime nor are the youthful complexion of the face’s something i expect to see in this life
the pictures that didn’t portray how i look now could be of different time-tenses
also, it’s just possible it was you-know-who
if it was then another possbility has opened up… with the exception of a handful pictures, the pictures pages referred to as “personal picture pages”, which i thought were me, could be the lover
notes 1
dreams diary is in such a state of flux it seems unlikely that it will be complete in foreseable millenniums, unless we are interacting with d-man before then
notes 2
when a person starts reading dreams diary for the first time, for accuracies sake read it from first to last entry
for fun, read it lucky-dip style
addenda
category of dream: mini-montage: self (1)
vividness 3.4 to 3.7/8
participant/observer ?
* * *

20042018
second dream
the name of the dream: someone out there…
had just purchased a new programme and was looking at the options before running it
there was a complimentary programme which came with the main programme
as i read what the extra programme could do its usefulness revealed itself
it could hone in on any part of the main programme and fine-tune it to the nth degree
the main programme itself was a tool for fine-tuning applications
the extra programme took efficiency to a completely different level
it gave the computer the means to raise the accuracy of any other programme installed on the computer well beyond the specifications that came with the original programme
the “add-on” was more valuable than all the other programmes on the computer put together
it was like someone had taken the latest bit of space-age military technology and bundled it in with a typically handy programme by mistake
not only that, there were four copies of it
the programme was in a visual form
it was a triangular tube with rounded corners
along one side of the triangle was a dark metal corkscrew, along another side was a ball in fluid and on the other i think it was a scale with a red dot of light
when using the programme the three different mechanisms changed the pace they moved at from imperceptibly slow to too fast for the eye to distinguish
imagine being able to select one letter from a document and saturate it in whole or in part with as many pixels of any colour and make the letter turn on its axis while making it glow and dim as it increased and decreased in size as the letter took on each hue of the spectrum in incremental steps or randomly as slowly or quickly as you wanted
in the next scene, i was with two acquaintances and beside myself with excitement showing them what it could do
i said “iv’e had this sort of thing has happened before. the member of the staff in the company responsible for designing and/or publishing a web page had added to the page an overly generous offer and made it available on the internet for a fraction of a second knowing that at the exact moment it was made available there was only a one in a million chance that someone might also at that same exact moment click the download after purchasing it” and i went on to tell the guys in the dream of two awake-time instances about five years apart when i came across two great deals but when i went to buy them for the second time the page no longer had the offer on it although the url was the same
first dream
the name of the dream: not if i’ve got anything to do with it
this dream was set in a large village environment (about a thousand families)
a preliminary meeting of less than half a dozen people was gathered with the purpose of forming policy
it was believed that i would want a key position in the administrative/policy-forming committee
someone suggested that certain aspects of the admin structure should have an elevated or privileged position
an outlook that had obviously been envisaged by a few people who had already assumed that they would be making the important or crucial decisions and it smacked of self-interests
one person said … “it will be us who… ”
the group/clique mentality was beginning to take root
my hackles were up
i said loudly and demeaningly “us ! ” and again “us ! ”
i was determined not to let the group/clique mentality take hold
someone was “hushing” me in an imploring way as the dream ended
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19042018
x dream
details witheld
18042018
name of dream:
people i needed to be with had gone without me
it would take hours of running to catch up with them
i started running at a fair pace along the only path the people could have took so at least finding them wasn’t going to be a problem
there was nothing but fields of beige-colured grass in every direction
in the next scene the path took a long wind to the right
i could leave the path and run though the shin-high grass and take a substantial amount out of the distance
the straight-line through the grass would take me along the side of a wood
to my right and two hundred metres away and closing in on me i could see a large animal which was running alongside of the wood
due to the angle i was running at the animal could catch up with me within four hundred metres
in the next scene, the animal was only a hundred meters away
now i could see what it was
it was a stegosaurus but without any blades on its back (this was the stand-out part of the dream)
at a hundred metres its size took on a new perspective, it became threateningly big and the dust it was kicking up told me it was heavy
i could be have been wrong about its intentions but it didn’t look like it wanted to be friends (i had probably strayed into its territory)
the trees in the wood were sturdy and too close together for the animal to get to follow me
it was just a matter of ten seconds before it had caught up with me
shortened the time it would take to get the wood by changing the angle i was running at but it would take me perilously close to the beast would, i was cutting it fine
in the next scene, i was in the wood and was on a path that looked like it had been made by people, although this path didn’t look like it was hardly ever used
came to an animal gate/grid only this was one was much more intricate than the one we see in our fields
it was a two-stage grid/gate made even more complicated by the first part of the grid which, like a see-saw, went down when the animal stood on it, became level when the animals weight was in the centre and then lowered as the weight went through far end of it
the gaps between each of the bars of the grid were too close together for an animals foot to get wedged into but what was the purpose of the design ?
and if that wasn’t bad enough, when the see-saw bit of the grid-gate was low enough for the animal to step onto the next part of the grid-gate there were two narrow’ish plates it had to walk along to get across
was it to ensure that only animals with a certain level of intelligence could use it ?
an animal, which looked the size and shape of a donkey, done the first manouvre but was having difficulty placing its hooves on the plate of the second section of the grid-gate
i tried to help by guiding its legs onto the plates but the animal shunned my attempts to place one of its feet on the plate by jerking its leg away from my grip when i got hold of it
addenda
the category of dream: animal: dinosaur: stegasaurus and mammal: donkey or mule
notes 1
the first dream sequence is obviously past-tense unless of course dinosaur-man has dinosaur zoos the size of counties or countries
if dinosaur-man has dinosaur-zoos it’s conceivable that…
*
the name of the name of dream: nighttime de ja vue
there were two of us, both males
we were iin grizzly adams’s terrain… thick forest with tall trees and a fair amount of bush
we were prospecting for gold although the word prospecting is a bit misleading
i had some “insider-information”
i was the only one who had the precise location of where to find what was going to be a life-time “payday”
the info had been passed to me by a totally reliable person who knew i would do the right thing and give him a share
there needed to be two of us so i brought another person in on the venture
after the first day of trekking we had set up camp for the night and were around the camp fire and in high spirits
before we had considered bedding down for the night two other men showed up
they had twigged or had been told that i knew where to find gold
one of the new men had an arrogant air about him and i knew he would double-cross if he got the chance
in the next scene it was the middle of night
i had a stick as heavy and the shape of a metal pole
i went to where the cocky late-comer was sleeping and began beating him with it
the noises he made woke up the others
when everone was awake i got the person who i had hit to agree he would done as i said or else…
he agreed
in the next scene it was night again and it was the same setting as the night before
first it was just the original two of us and then the two men from the previous night showed up at the same time as they had the night before
only this time the arrogant male wasn’t so arrogant
the dream was a “looped” dream
when it was realised it was a “looped” dream it meant tonight, in the middle of the night, i wouldn’t have to beat him so hard to get him to agree
the last scene of this dream was the expression of the man who had been hurt by me only now he had a defeated and forlorn look
i had a hunch may know he was in a loop as well
cause of the dream: known but known revealing
the category of dream: looped-dream: (1)
* * *

17042018
name of the dream: ending copyright
accidentally discovered a way to remove the logo, photo’s and brand marks from web pages
it opened up all sorts of possibilities
was applying it to one company in particular when the dream ended
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16042018
third dream
name of the dream: think-reading can be pleasurable
at first, and as is common with a think-read dream, it was stopping and starting when forming the sentences, which was a bit of a labour
quite quickly though it became easier and easier to read and eventually the sentences were forming as fast as i could read them
then, at the very end of the dream, it seemed as though the forming of the words and sentences and the reading of them was simultaneous
it seemed as though i was re-reading my own composition
it was a think-read dream about someone who had written a book
was think-reading a review of the book
the writer of the review went into an explanation of the author’s life-experiences and explained that the author had been peer-pressured into writing the novel
the circumstances of author’s life, the way he was expected to deliver an artistic work of art in line with family tradition and how his yearning to be an ordinary person, gave the novel a unique and insightful perspective
this think-read dream was a pleasure to read, the first time have got pleasure from think-reading in a dream
notes 1
it was calming and satisfying to be able to think-read the writing even though the reviewer used sophisticated literary skills
it may be there is a library of books available to the dream-time conscious
so when we want a change from box-montages…
notes 2
will check the time-tenses of think-read dreams to discover if they are mainly future time-tenses
if they are then our descendants are destined to re-write their previous literary works
addenda
the category of the dream: think-read () book ())
second dream
name of the dream: a menacing person
a wimp, who knew that i knew that he had the backing of violent friends and family, tries to intimidate me with the threat of violence
didn’t hit him but threatened to and that was enough to bring on the wrath of his clan
a coward who is brave with a crowd to support him, and it must be said have come across women who used their aggressive family to get away with intimidating people, is a particular type of cowardice which brings out feelings of despicability in fair-minded men
sure enough, people came looking for me and at their first attempt to do “justice” only just managed to keep out of their clutches by a whisker by taking an unattended push-bike and peddling for it like mad
his connections went even further than i realised. the police were on my case as well
was in trouble and felt it was a matter of survival
it didn’t matter where i went, a person or people on foot or in transport would appear in the dream
in another scene, still on the bike, three men in a car came up from behind when i was waiting at a busy roundabout
drivers had to swing around me and i was causing problems but it would be me who got hurt
at least this way there was a chance i wouldn’t get injured
if the crew in the car behind got their hands on me they would have to mess me up as badly as being in an accident just to maintain their reputation
in a later scene, a policeman was talking to me about a petty point in the law concerning riding the bike
hadn’t done anything wrong that mattered and was puzzled over why he had pulled me over
the conversation had been going on for a while before realising he was keeping me in one place long enough for the people looking for me to block off any way of me getting away again
this time there was no way the bike was of any use
i had to “leg-it” like the devil was after me
had slipped their clutches once again
the “hunt” was still on when this dream ended
aside
was in my early twenties and at work when i came across an awake-time version of the wimp in this dream
the first time anyone spoke to him he would exhibit a genuinely aggressive attitude which made you think he would become violent to the point of being homicidal if you upset him
but this little rat, as i soon found out, went a step further, he exhibited his genuinely violent bent with women as well (if there’s one thing that rankles men it’s men who hit women and children
the staff of the company shared the tea-room and after i had seen him performing his act twice with males it seemed the best thing to do was not talk to him, which i didn’t
he was like it with everybody except the administrators of the company
it didn’t matter who spoke to him, he gave out with the truly menacing attitude
big guys, small guys, young women, old women they all got the “treatment”
there was one chap, a mini-sized hulk and an irishman to boot, who was unintimidatable and even-mannered and rebuked the little nasty and little rat fell as silent as a priest contemplating god
i realised, his violently dominating characteristics were natural but he had no courage
decided what to do
first, go and talk to him…
if there is another dream of a coward will insert an aside into the entry of the dream and complete this note
third dream
the name of the dream: the shoe wheeler-dealer
in the company of my peers, friends and friends of friends
someone mentioned he liked the style of my shoe’s
the shoes were black and white without being garish and were latticed-leather on the upper-front
i thought they were pretty neat myself
i liked them so much i had bought more than one pair
it was a bit of good fortune that i just so happened to have the other shoes with me and realised the potential of a profit was in the air
in the next scene, there are at least three boxes of the same shoes being examined by the people in the room
money was being exchanged… i was in wheeler-dealer mode
addenda
cause of the dream: bought two new pairs of shoes recently and the boxes they were in are still in the living room ready to be re-used for storing other items
***

15042018
the name of the dream: good news from the doctor
with a dream-time buddy
we had a day planned
the first thing to do was to go the doctor’s surgery
buddy needed to go and it was going to be a quick in/out
at the surgery the doctor had finished with buddy and we were moving toward the entrance/exit door when the doctor enquired about my health
i said i was o.k except for a long-standing malady, which i had learned to live with
the doctor, a genuinely caring and world-weary man who could adopt an air of superiority, knew what my problem was and asked me if i was still feeling any pressure in a particular part of my back
the question was the key factor in diagnosing whether i was improving or not
i said the pressure had moved from one place to another
he said “oh, really. whereabouts ?”
i said it had moved up or i may have said down, don’t remember which
he asked me to tell him exactly where it had moved from and where it was now
it meant having to pull the shirt out of my trousers
he was placing his fingers here and there and i was saying a “bit higher”, “to the left”
the doctor then needed to touch the area around my hips
in the next scene i’m standing in my shorts and socks undergoing a full-blown examination
after a while the doctor pronounced that my condition had now reached a point where, with the proper care and guidance, i could be one hundred percent better in next to no time
the dream ended here with me feeling in high spirits
addenda
cause of the dream: thinking about my physical conditiion during the day
vividness: 3.2/3
the quality of the dream: 3.8
the quality of the sleep: 3.4
notes 1
in awake-time i’m haven’t got a regular doctor
the way i look at it is… when a person registers with a doctor a person has in that act admitted into their thinking that something might go wrong in their life
how much of what goes wrong in our lives goes wrong because we think things may go wrong ?
how much of who we are is formed by what we think and what we do ?
***

14042018
name of dream: joining consciousnesses
the dream was about three dogs
was having difficulty in remembering the details of the dream after the third scene and because when i tried to recall the fourth scene i began having difficulty in recalling the three scenes i had remembered i decided to type what i could remember in case the three scenes that were fresh in my mind faded completely
typed the first two sentences easily enough but when i got to the third sentence it wasn’t making sense with the first two
so i put the third sentence first and put sentences two and three as sentences one and two
now i was having difficulties in remembering and composing when trying to put the written scenes in a different order to what they happened
it finally started coming together when i started think-reading what i had written and began composing it in think-write style
however, the think-write technique was not of the type of think-write dream of 18012018 but in the style of a think-read dream of 15092014
all in all i had spent so much time trying to form the wording and the order of the scenes the third scene had slipped from my memory altogether
i abandoned trying to put this dream together
feeling dissapointed with myself i concluded that unless there was another dream in the next sleep i would be having later on in the day, today would be the first day without recording a dream since the 28032018
tried to rationalise why the details of dream were so elusive and what could be done to avoid it from becoming a regular thing
though about it for a while and then woke up into awake-time
after some time in awake-time it was realised… it was the type of dream that was the dream not the scenes of the dogs
a little smile formed as i thought again what i had known for many years, as much as anything, in you know who’s eyes, i’m a tool
it’s possible that i furnished the thoughts that caused the theme of this dream but the real cause is, i’m sure, the dream was scheduled to appear about now
notes 1
three points
1
believed i was in awake-time and at the keybord from the moment i began to type a record of the dream
2
stradled both dream-time conscious and awake-time conscious for seven or eight thoughts
3
on our way to transmutation awake-time conscious and dream-time conscious become fully inter-changeable
addenda
category of dream: timed-to-occur: think-writing in think-reading style (1)
***

13042018
the name of the dream: prequel to x with miss x
this is the second pleasure dream with this unknown lady
it’s possible this dream will become a serial dream (three dreams)
neither dream contained x although in both dreams we were both unclothed
a slightly longer than usual pleasure dream
the first scene was a kiss and it was fairly brief, about three seconds of dream-time
in the second scene, we had re-positioned ourselves
she was lying on her back with her right arm under and around my neck with her hand resting on my chest
her left arm was at her side or resting on the left side of her body
i was laying slightly lifted on my left side with my left hand under her head with my elbow taking the weight of my body and poised ready to rest on her if she pulled me down
we began another kiss
i took the lead and refrained from pushing back body when her hips began moving up and down
instead, using two, three and four of the finger-tips of my right hand, i was pulling up and gently letting go of her left nipple; my lips and tongue would have been the best “tool” for that motion but the night was still young
the sensation of the kiss and the feel of her nipple was something to be savoured
at that moment it would have been a good time to conjoin* but, as this website is hoping to convey, the purpose of pleasure is to acquaint and imbue our physiology with ever-increasing levels of pleasure
not sure what, if anything, went through her mind when i didn’t conjoin
her movements in response to what she was feeling were a natural consequence of the situation, a built-in stimulus-response mechanism, put there by you-know-who
the second kiss was most of the dream, between eight and twelve seconds in dream-time (don’t forget, in awake-time ten seconds is at least five, six or seven or more times longer than dream-time)
in the third scene, we touching but were not pressed against each other
she said, “i want to be with you for a while”. she was referring to the relationship
can’t remember exactly what my reply was but it contained the words… “take our time”
she then said something else which i can’t remember and i replied “why is something wrong? ”
i woke up as i was saying “why is something wrong?
notes 1
*conjoinment occupies a special place within our consideration of pleasure
we can begin to separate the building of pleasure via non-procreational sexual activity and the explosive pleasure of synchronised ejaculation in conjoinment
the sensation of pleasure is part of the “toolkit” of an evolving bein
we have to learn why we experience pleasure and how to use pleasure to make more of it
the sensation of pleasure is set to increase by five and ten thousandfold before we transmutate
feeling that much pleasure permanently is necessary to cushion what would otherwise be a stupefyingly overwhelming sense of freedom (the word endless and the experience of endless are two completely different things)
notes 2
it looks like the categorising and formulating of dreams will not be completed in the writer’s lifetime
people are invited to copy and paste all pages related to dreams and dreams theory and put them into a database and have a go at categorising them
it will be one of the things the writer has to “catch-up” with at the start of the five-hundred-year epoch which follows the current one-thousand-year epoch
the database/s which the writer refers to most one-thousand from now will…
p.s. keep a copy of The Current Database
addenda
vividness: 3.7
participant
the category of dream: pleasure: () kissing and finger touch: () non conjoiment: ()
***

12042018
third dream
the name of the dream: a double-catch
a dog-catch-frisbee contest was in progress
it wasn’t just a dog-catching-a-frisbee competition
the dogs handler’s was to catch the dog with the frisbee at of the heighth of the jump with the frisbee in the dogs mouth
someone who was practising it in the practise area and didn’t catch the dog right and the dog got hurt
cause of the dream: often think of playing with a dog doing frisbee-catch
participant – the category of the dream: animal: () mammal: dog (13) frisbee-catching (1)
second dream
the name of the dream: street-walker
in the local gym which had enough equipment to cater for about ten people
americans were in town and were scheduled to drop in and see what facilities the gym had
was doing a shoulder-width-and-heighth straight-arm hold barbell exercise
three americans came in and i lost my concentration on two or three occassions and either bent my arms or had to lower the bar
most of the time was doing the exercise right and when it was done right my shoulders felt immensely strong
in the next scene was out and about in town and felt so much strength in my legs while walking i could adopt any one of two or three different gaits
was impressed by my own ability to change my style of walking and was still trying new ones as the dream ended
addenda
the stand-out part of the dream: the feelings of strength in the shoulders and legs
the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: this may be how i would like to feel or how i have felt or how i will feel
cause of the dream: pde’s: a continuing drive to regain strength and mobility and thinking about the american political-influence earlier on in the day
a participant – the category of the dream: health: strength: () – vividness: 3.4 – the quality of the dream: 3.7 – the quality of the sleep: 3.7 – name of the dream: street-walker
third dream
the name of the dream: a dance and a death
first scene, was at a dance in the company of three or four others, all girls i think
second scene, on my own in a pub
a girl came into the pub and began asking questions about one of the girls who was at the dance in the previous scene
between the first scene and this scene the girl had died
the girl asking the questions was ardent in her quest to find out what had caused the girl to die and wanted any information which would satisfy her feeling that someting unusual and possibly untoward had happened
i said “i was with her just before she died and she didn’t seem to have anything on her mind”
the young lady in her middle-twenties didn’t say anything
thinking it might make her feel better i said “she was enjoying herself at the dance”
the girl never replied
addenda
can’t make head nor tails of the reason for the second scene
***

11042018
name of the dream and references: my sister’s playful brother
it was the prodigal sons’ homecoming reception
not sure where i had been but i was back
it was going to be a semi-formal affair
i was chatting to an acquaintance while the reception room was still being set up
there was a long table which would have a delicacies and drinks along the lenghth of it and there was a stage furthest away from the entrance door
i would be relating my adventures and achievements in snippet-form as people walked along the table picking and choosing what to put on their plates
second scene
my sister turned up and had some fantastic news
she had become engaged to …? (can’t remember his name)
he was a prize
he was a celebrity in his own right and, it must be said, occupied a more celebrated position in society than i
in fact the engagement became more of a talking point than my return
i was fond and proud of my sister and obviously she occupied a special place in my life but she had stolen my thunder
a little ribbing was in order
when she was within earshot of the person i was talking to i said just loud enough for her to ear “don’t ask her about …?”
the momentary look of consternation on her face told me she had taken the “bait”
the man caught on to what i was doing and played along
it was only as i deberately made light of the value and sanctity of marriage and how it was overrated that she began to think i might not be serious about what i was saying but she still wasn’t sure
in the next scene my sister and i had moved away from the table and we were away from the main body of people
i could see see she was still a bit concerned and she had decided to ask me what i thought about her new realtionship
i couldn’t stop myself from silently laughing and my body was jerking in the way it does when a good belly-laugh is in progress
my sister had formed the question she was going to ask and had said half of it before turning to me and delivering the pertinent last few words of the sentence
i had to put my fingers to my teeth and pretend to be scraping them so she wouldn’t see i was fit to burst out laughing
id’e had my revenge and it had ran its course
my sister realised she had been “had” and her face became a wonderfully relaxed teeth-smile which carried an admiration for the male sense of humour and a tinge of weariness
from the moment i had penetrated her cacoon of bliss to the end of the dream i had been the jester-joker of the gathering and the dream was one long parade of smiling and laughing
when i woke the endorphins were gushing through my body and the feelings lasted for minutes after waking
addenda
the stand-out part of the dream: sisters teeth-smile
a participant – category of dream: pleasure () humour/laughter (1) – vividness: 3.8 to 4 – the quality of the dream: 4 – the quality of the sleep: 3.7
***

10042018
second dream
name of the dream:
dreamt i was making leek soup and was tasting it as i was making it
addenda
the stand-out part of the dream: the taste of the leek in the soup
cause of the dream: a physiological need/desire for soup ? or it might have been throwing away a fair-sized container of leeks away the day before
a participant – the category of the dream: food: (6) leek soup (1) – vividness: 4 – the quality of the dream: 3.2 – the quality of the sleep: 3.4
first dream
the name of the dream:
was trying to organise folders on the computer and woke up frustrated at not being able to single left-click a folder and drag and drop it
category of dream: computer ()
notes 1
this is not the first dream that has caused a feeling of frustration because i couldn’t left-click and drag and drop an item on a computer screen
with this dream and i think with at least one of the others it was for the same reason… not being able to drag and drop
in this deam and i think with one of the others the sensation of pressing my forefinger was still happening after the dream had ended
there may be a good reason for feeling frustrated
the capacity to exert pressure through the fingers into a dream is a faculty that does exists but is not yet developed
the frustration can be likened to a child who becomes frustrated when being shown how to tie a shoelace or eat with a knife and fork… knows it can be done but hasn’t yet developed the coordination to do it
***

09042018
name of the dream and references:
first theme
think-read dream
got a notification from youtube that i had been given a “strike” for a breach of copyright
because it was my second “strike” my account would be suspended
was cursing and fuming at first but then realised it wasn’t the end of the world
had already given up on the the world’s first 24/7 live channel devoted exclusively to e.t.’s making a difference
after the cursing and spitting thoughts and feelings had faded the think-read message changed and became a first-aid tip to apply to birds with broken wings (another dream of a bird with a broken wing 20112017)
the category of the dream: think-read: () youtube: (1)
it then went from a think-read dream to a normal-type dream
it was night-time
as i turned from the path that ran alongside of the road onto the path that led to the house i saw a bird about the size of a pigeon, it might have been a pigeon, standing just in front of the the outside door that led to the garden
it was obviously alive but was standing motionless
there was a gap of about ten or twelve centimetres between the bottom of the door and the ground
through the gap i could see the legs of a cat which was walking back and forth from one side of the door to other side the door
the cat could smell the bird and was moving about waiting for the bird to come under the door
the cat’s movements had alerted the bird to the precence of the cat and was in a dilemna
the bird was out in the open and wanted to get into the relative safety of an inconspicous area
i made a movement towards the bird
the bird considered me threat and tried to fly away
it attempted to fly over the garden gate but crashed into the wall just below the top of the garden gate and fell to the ground
as it was trying to fly away i could see that one of its wings wasn’t flapping properly and that was the reason it was in the predicament
i realised it was my movement that had frightened it and stopped still hoping it would calm it down
after ten seconds or so i started to move towards the bird again and again it tried to fly away and crashed once more
it would be easy enough to catch it but what then ?
then the hints about healing birds with broken wings in the think-read came to mind
in the think-read part of the dream a splint was mentioned
it occured to me that if i put a thick elastic band about its body it would keep its wings still until i could get it a to a vet the following day
the dream ended here
notes 1
it was only yesterday when it was stated in the notes of that dream that the next dream that this website has of a bird it would write an aside about birds
and now, here we are only a day later with a bird dream ! (see the aside below the notes)
addenda
the stand-out part of the dream: reading the think-read message
a participant – the category of the dream: animal: dinosaur: pigeon (1)
vividness: 4 for the think-read dream and 3.2 for the normal dream
notes 1
it must be a possibility that the thoughts about writing an aside while writing the account of yesterday’s dream affected the content of the dream of this sleep
to think otherwise will mean having to consider that some dreams are “timed” to occur or one type of dream will “trigger” similar themes
see
aside
was in the habit of taking some brown bread with me when taking a walk along the path which runs alongside the river exe
the pigeons would eat just about anyting but it was noticed that brown bread made the birds eat with a hint of frenzy
i would take about a third or a quarter of an eight hundred gram amount of bread with me on the walks
usually as i walked along, i would break off a fistful of bread and squeeze and rub it in my hand and let the bread fall through my grip as it broke down into small bits
it amused me to see the birds take a few beak-fulls of bread and then hop or flutter to the head of the trail of bread
it wasn’t much fun to just throw a lump of bread down and watch a free-for-all scramble
this way was much more civilised and everyone got some
on this day i decided to try something new
holding the bread in one hand i broke off small bits of bread with the other hand and pressed them into pellets about the size of small peas
again, as with the previous method, there was a bit of a scramble to start with but very soon it turned into the hop and flutter style
this new way of feeding the birds meant that it took a lot longer to drop the bread
usually it would all be gone in about fifty metres but this new way kept the food going for three to four hundred metres
occassionaly i would glance behind to see the hopping and fluttering
because it was going on for so long i didn’t look back as often as i would normally
the bread was very nearly all gone when the woman of a woman and a man couple walking in the opposite direction said in a quizzical and amused way as they were level with me “what’s going on here then ?”
it was just me feeding the birds in my own peculiar style, i thought
i smiled and looked behind and looked at what they were seeing and saw a picture that has become a fixed memory
the birds weren’t hopping and fluttering but had become fifty or more birds walking as though out for a liesurely walk themselves
occasionaly, one in every two or three of the birds would pick up a bit of bread without changing its direction or the pace it was walking
try to imagine it… fifty pigeons over an eight metre distance walking in single-file
it’s the sort of thing that only happens in dreams
altogether now in the key of c major… row, row, row, row your boat gently down…
***

08042018
third dream
name of the dream and references: wordy two
was a contestent on a t,v. show
a woman and a man hosted the show
not sure if it was for a prize or money or prestige
each contestant had thirty seconds to say as many different words as possible
i went about it alphabetically… darling, do, dollar, don’t… fever, forever, friends… rat, ratchet, rattle…
was given a score of nine out of ten and was leading
was dead chuffed with my performance and done it some more after waking up
cause of the dream: was talking to someone an hour earlier and we were trying to remember the names of film stars and the names of the films we thought were their best perfomances
one way of recalling the names and words of people, places and things you used to be able to remember at will is to go through the alphabet lingering on each letter
it does work
second dream
name of the dream and references: wordy
two of us was looking through a phone book looking for the name of someone
cause of the dream: probably the same reason as the previous dream
first dream
name of the dream and references: group-hug
daytime and out and about
a cat which culd have been grex (13022018) appeared just in front and to the right me
i thought it was grex and stooped down and pulled the front of my jacket or shirt out in front of me at about a forty-five degree to the floor
when i done this with grex in awake-time he recognised it as an invitation to climb up me and onto my shoulders
either this cat wasn’t grex or his character had changed
so i tried saying something to him which i also used to say him… in a squeaky voice i said “where you bin'”
he appeared to remember it and let out a soft miaow
i put my hand on the back of his neck and gave him a nail-scratch arounf his ears which brought him closer, so now he was nestled into my knee
i put my other hand on the other side of his head and we were now hugging
in the next scene, another cat, a black one (grex was also friendly with a black cat back in the awake-time day and i would get back home and find the two of them huddled together: got a photo of the two of them in this position) was next to grex
the length’s of the two cats bodies were touching each other and i was soothingly finger-rubbing the neck/ear area of both cats at the same time
it was a feline-human group-hug
just then, from the left of the scene a dog about the height and length of the cats but twice as stocky and was within a body-length of us
the dog had seen what was going on and decided to have get a bit of the action her or hisself
this group-hug was getting too popular
in the final scene it was the four of us and i heard a woman’s voice say “look at that”
addenda
the stand-out part of the dream:
the significance of the stand-out part of the dream:
a participant – category of dream: animal: mammal: cat (5)- vividness: 3.7- the quality of the dream: 3.8- the quality of the sleep: – 3.4location
notes 1
when i have the next bird dream there’s a little aside which you will find endearing
and there’s another little awake-time event to relate the next time there’s a bumblebee dream
and if i ever dream about a bull there’s another unusual thing which happened
***

07042018
second dream
name of the dream and references: drag and drop
this dream was about how get a parachute to automatically open
there was an app on the computer or phone which allowed a person to link the height a person wanted a parachute to open in the event of a having to bail-out in an emergency
there was a recommended minimum height which it should be set at although it could be overriden
the code on the the app would be synced to the automatic progamming built into the parachute which caused the parachute to open at the specified height
i had been using the app, or it had been in use for a while, and it was a standard, though not compulsory, part of an air-travellers package when they bought an air-ticket
i was on a flight and had just dragged and dropped the app on the phone into the parachute app which in turn caused the parachute-pack to blink a light and make a sound which confirmed that the parachute had been programmed
the dream then got a bit confusing
i was going to have to use the programmed parachute and was wondering what height to get the parachute to open but in order to do that i needed to know what the terrain i would be dropping into was
if it was mountainous it would be be best to set a hieght and override it if needs be
i seemed to recall that something had gone wrong with the parachute height-opening programme when a concorde flight had to ditch
also at this point of the dream, i became aware of being in free-fall and realising i was in a dream and not having to worry if the parachute didn’t work
addenda
the stand-out part of the dream: looking out of the window of the plane
the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: don’t yet understand the significance of flying/faling dreams
cause of the dream: ?
time-tense: – an observer and a participant – category/s of dream: – flying/falling (3) awareness dreaming (2) – vividness: 3.3 to 3.7 – the quality of the dream: 3.3 – the quality of the sleep: 3.6
notes 1
being aware of being in a dream as it was happening is highly unusual for this person
it is believed that it is beneficial to be aware of being in a dream
this belief will be borne out if this type of dream starts to happen more often
being aware of being in a dream will enable a person to steer the events of the dream
first dream
name of the dream and references: 06082015 and 05082014 and 18082014 and 21092014 and 27092014 and more
in one scene it was a spacious jungle or forest with trees fifteen or twenty metres high but that was all
nothing happened
don’t recall seeing any living thing
in another scene dogs two dogs are in a wooded area
one was a doberman the other was a dog with a sturdy build
when the dogs saw each other the hair on the nape of their shoulders stiffened and they ran at each other snarling
the moment they got to within pouncing distance they dropped their aggressive manner and became friendly
another scene was of a t.v. show which was highlighting the lives of two famous personalities of years gone by
one was of an establishment figure the other was jimmy jewel
he was leaning forword on the edge of a lounge chair with a cigarette in his left hand
he was ultra-relaxed and super-confident
the t.v. programme was in black and white
in another scene it was late evening, after pub-openinng time
was wearing shorts and walking with a strong step
one or two shops were open and decided to get a quick bite of something
felt through the cloth of the pockets of the shorts for my credit card
couldn’t feel the credit card in any of the pockets and began running back to where i lived to get the card
in the next scene the cards had magically appeared
the sight of the blue of the card was the second most vivid colour in any of the dreams
next scene: was now going in the same direction as i was headed at the start of this sequence
a well-groomed brown horse and rider passed me going the in the opposite direction
the horse and rider ooked like they were practising a dressage routine
then another horse, a black one, going the same way as me passed by
don’t remember seeing a rider on it
next scene: was at the digs of the i lived in before the place i was living in the dream
they were crummy, run-down digs
the way in which people accepted living in them suggested this type of accomodation was standard
went in through the always-open back door and up to the second-floor
next scene: walked through the door of the room i used to live in expecting to see my two old buddies
the room was now a girls bedroom
there were four girls in it
i knew two of them
the two young ladies i didn’t know were uncomfortable with a male having come into their room while they were dressed for sleep
one of the girls i knew felt the same way and said the landlord wouldn’t like it if he found me in the room
the dream continued and we were chatting casually
in the next scene one of the two males i had come to see was in the room with us
we were talking about going out for the night the following day
he asked me if i had clothes that would be suitable for a night out
i said i had casual jackets and dress jackets
the dream ended somewhere here
addenda
the stand-out part of the dream: jimmy jewel sitting on the edge of the chair leaning forward with a cigarette in his left hand exuding confidence and charm
the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: ?
cause of the dream: unable to assign any of the pde’e to this dream
category of dream: multi-themed dream with different scenes () – vividness: inconsistant – the quality of the dream: low 3’s to high 3’s- the quality of the sleep: 3.2- location
notes 1
have just searched the database to see if this is the first multi-scene dream with different themes
it isn’t
one similarity emerged immediately
have yet to formulate the causes and meanings of the wide content of dreams
assuming some headway is achieved it means this websites dreams diary is to be used for reference purposes for coming generations
***

06042018
name of the dream and references:
this appears to be a one-scene dream
two young men were asking if i was still looking for musicians for the band which they knew i was forming
i said that thr group was formed and didn’t need anybody else
one of the males said in a challenging way that he and his mate should be in the band; inferring i should dismiss members already in the band and let them take their place
i treid to put him at ease and said “there’s plenty of talent around. you wont have any trouble getting members for the group”.
he replied with something along the lines of “yes, but you’ll be able to get it organised better than we could”
was a bit non-plussed
i was supposed to break up my band and start a new band with these two young men
can’t remember anymore of this dream, if there was any more to it
addenda
the stand-out part of the dream:
the significance of the stand-out part of the dream:
cause of the dream:
time-tense: – an observer/a participant – category of dream: – vividness: – the quality of the dream: – the quality of the sleep: – location
notes 1
yet again the memory of awake-time thoughts and dream-time thoughts and memories continue to merge
i knew i had dreamt just after awaking, there’s a “sense” of the dream being there
i was trying to remember the visual content of the dream but couldn’t bring them into awake-time
recalling the most recent thoughts was what brought the dream to mind
this may be the way for those of you who are trying to remember your dreams
rather than trying to remember the visual content of the dream, go over your most recent thoughts and see if it works for you
notes 1
this dream is a continuation of another dream from a while back (didn’t enter it or it is one of the dreams of the lost 100)
this is a serial dream but because the other dream isn’t in the diary it can’t really be given the status of a serial dream
there is obviously significance to serial dreams, quite probably an important significance
the significance will come to be known eventually
***

first sleep
name of the dream: a kiss and a cuddle and a whole load of trouble
first theme
was visiting a family i hadn’t seen for a couple of years
towards the end of the day-long visit someone suggested i should sleep there for the night
everybody was in agreement about it
the daughter could sleep with her sister and i could have her bed
i was nestled into bed and starting to drift off when the girl whose bed i was sleeping in came ito the bedroom and hovered over me asking without asking that she wanted to get into bed with me
i shuffled about a bit to make room for her and let her know i knew what she wanted and she slipped in beside me
to let you know i’m not a complete letch i didn’t want x but felt more like a sincere exchange of embraces between two people who appreciated the simple joy of sharing their feelings
some clinging embraces and savoury kisses fitted the bill perfectly
second theme
outside a court or tribunal where a a genuine misfit of society had been sentenced
his crime was one against society as a whole and it stirred a sense of revulsion in ordinary people and a gathering of a few hundred people wanted a greater punishment for the man than the one which the court or tribunal had passed down
third theme
it was evening and i was returning from somewhere or other
as i entered through the front door i noticed a car pull up to a stop about forty metres away on the other side of the road
it struck a chord with me because i got the feeling it was the same car that had passed me at a snails pace about a hundred metres from the front door as i was almost back home
in the next scene there was a heavy knock on the door and i suspected it was the driver of the car and the forceful knock told me to be weary
i opened the door slowly and sure enough whoever it was tried to push his way in
i was partly braced as i opened the door and was able te resist the initial pressure
the person was stronger than me and was gaining ground in the door-push so i had to use my back to press against the door so i could pass the strength from the pressure i got from my legs as i braced them against the wall on the other side of the hallway
it was a stalemate but i couldn’t keep it up forever and it came down who had the greatest resolve to get the upper hand
i would try to bluff it
i shouted “go and get dave” to a non-existent person and then again “get dave”
that done the trick
the pressure against the door lessened and then stopped
whoever it was knew he could get the better of me but an extra, unknown person, was something he hadn’t bargained for
addenda
causes of the dream: can place the three different sources of the thoughts which caused these three dreams from the previous day
the first theme was the result of thinking about women in a different light
as transmutation looms ever-larger in our minds a determined resolve, which can only be achieved by incorporating the subtle recognition, that eternity has to be approached with love
you/we/i can’t barge our way into eternity
it means digging deep into our character and laying the foundation via the understanding that the glue of love is the only tool we have and it’s never too soon to start practicing it
the second theme was the result of thinking about two particularly nasty anti-scocial criminals of recent years; crook and tobin
third theme was the result of trying to think who it was and what they wanted
am referring to the two people who knocked, in an insistent way, on the front door in the middle of the night within the last month or two
time-tense: – an observer in the second theme and a participant the other two – vividness: 3.3 across the board – the quality of the dream: 4, 3.1 and 3.4 – the quality of the sleep: 3.3
after waking up from this dream i intiated a montage sequence which became a new category of mntages…mixed themes montage (1)
***

05042018
name of the dream:
struck up an acquaintence with a woman
she was slim, fair-haired and as tall as me and smartly dressed
we went back to where she lived
we were feeling each other out
she wanted to know about me but compared to her i was a lot less interesting
in fact i wasn’t sure i was up to her standards
she was sharp-witted and it got in the way of her femininity from my point of view
she was very appealing to me and so i let the her ask lots of questions about me
i was lying on my front on the floor turning the pages of a newspaper
the woman made a joke which made me laugh
on the front page of the newspaper there was a photograph which took up most of the page
the photograph was of a woman who looked like the woman i was with
i had turned several pages of the paper before i realised the woman on the front page and the woman i was with were the same person
at that moment i looked up at her and she answered the question i was about to ask
it was her on the front page
she was a police woman who had been dressed to look like a woman who the police were trying to find
i became aware of another man in the room
i think it was her husband and they were seperated but were still on amicable terms
he didn’t mind me getting to know his ex-partner but between him and her overly confident manner a relationship between us was becoming less likely
addenda
the stand-out part of the dream: the photograph on the woman on the front page of a newspaper
cause of the dream: during the day i was lamenting over not having struck-up up a meaningful relationship with a woman, any woman, over the last thirty years
a participant – vividness: 3.8 – the quality of the dream: 3.5- the quality of the sleep: 3.5
notes 1
can’t remember a woman making me laugh in a dream before this dream
***

04042018
name of the dream: two women, ice-cream and cars with two petrol tanks
evening time
out and about with a local man
went into a shop to buy an ice-cream but the shop didn’t have any
the local chappie wanted to buy a car which must have two petrol tanks
we went into another shop
the shop did have ice-cream
again, he asked about buying a car which must have two taps for the petrol
i asked him why a car needed two taps
he said something about it helping the car to keep its value
there were two women in the shop who were interested in us joining forces for the evening
the local man was hesitant
he had a girlfriend
i didn’t and it looked like i would have to go with the women on my own
someone suggested the pictures
the women were happy to do something as long as we ended back up at their place
the dream ended there
addenda
a participant – category of dream: – vividness: 3.2- the quality of the dream: 3.3 – awareness dreaming (1) – the quality of the sleep: – location 3 (windmill road) –
notes 1
yet another dream when the thoughts and circumstances of the dream merged with awake-time thoughts and i tied in the thoughts and circumstances of the dream with awake-time thoughts before realising they were two different conscious states
it is becoming clearer that the two different conscious states are linked
dream memories and awake-time memories are to be associated with one another in the same way we associate events we witness and which become memories as being the same as memories of events we participated in
***

03042018
second dream
name of dream: awake-time tactile in a dream
there is no doubt in the mind of this website… dream-time can house the exact same desirable experiences as awake-time
probably even more so
addenda
the stand-out part of the dream: the feelings transmitted through the pleasure receptors of the skin
the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: a furthering of the conjoinment of the two states of consciousness
cause of the dream: thoughts about women
a participant – category of dream: x dream(29) – vividness: 4.4 – the quality of the dream: 4 – the quality of the sleep: 3.4 – time-tense: every tense
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name of the dream: dilapidated housing, a bottle of water and fine art
a run-down house with blocked toilets and seedy management
one part of the dream was externalised
it was while talking to a plumber who realised just how bad the house was and seemed to be asking me to report it to the health and safety authorities
i turned to him and said “i could make a fortune if i rented out some of the rooms of where i lived. it would be the hotel royale compared to this one”
in another scene of the dream i was being interviewed to do the artwork for the label of a bottle of water
the colour of the label was orange
in another part of the dream, it was a collection or presentation, it was a bit of a montage, of art-work
the pictures in this bit of the dream were as fine a collection of fine-art as iv’e ever seen
delicately done, extremely detailed, colour and black and white…
addenda
the stand-out part of the dream: the colour of the label on the bottle of water
an observer in the art-work sequence and a participant in the other scenes – category of dream: externalised/water (10)- vividness: 4.1 for the art pictures and 3.7 for the interview sequence and 3.5 for the other two scenes – the quality of the dream: 3.8 overall – the quality of the sleep: 3.4
notes 1
there may or may not be a connection to the water-theme sequences in this dream but when i woke up my mouth was dryer than other times when iv’e woke up with a dry mouth
***

02042018
name of the dream: close to true love
category of dream: x dream (28)
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01042018
name of the dream: no amourous advances causes problems
at aunt g’s
in the company of three or four women and two or three men
i was the person in the spotlight
my girlfriend was unhappy with me
we had only recently struck up our relationship and she felt i wasn’t being as forward as she expected or wanted
her sense of a meaningful partnership included kissing and petting and words which solidified my commitment to a long-term relationship
she was misconstruing my lack of passion as a signal that i didn’t want her
it wasn’t that at all
i felt comfortable with her and she was, in my mind, the woman i would be spending my life with and my true feelings would become known to her as time went by
a woman and a man friend, or they may have been relatives, of my girfriend were showing a little hostility towards me and i was considering going on the offensive when the dream ended
addenda
cause of the dream and notes: during the day had been recalling the situation/circumstances of a relationship when in my mid-twenties
a very attractive young woman did, to my complete surprise, accept my advances and agreed to have a date with me
i couldn’t believe my luck
she was exceptionally attractive and had those personality traits, obliging, somewhat demure, a permanant gentle smile… that we men find so appealing and the physique of a model to boot
she wanted me to meet her family before we had our first date
i arrived at the house and in the living room i met her father and brother but there was no mother
the two men were totally hostile towards me and i could see the girl was uncomfortable
they were spiitting out dissmissive and contemptuous jibes and remarks from the very start
they was a violent undertone to them
they didn’t frighten or intimidate me
i was confused
what was even more odd was that physically they were like chalk and cheese
the man was fair-haired and slight and the son was really bulky, much taller, jet black hair and the more hostile of the two
have come across this chalk and cheese, father/son pairing once more since the seventies and it could have been the same two people i met all those years ago
during the half-minute, more recent, encounter with two unlikely-related father/son pairing left me with the impression that the father of the two was copletely dismayed and disillusioned that he could have fathered such a miserable creature and it had changed his outlook of life
there is no way i could make sense of it
it wasn’t until the case of the child-swapping case in south america that a plausible explanation surfaced
bearing in mind just how sinister the acts of devolving beings can be child-swapping is one of their lesser crimes
how this beautiful girl could keep her attarctive qualities living with two men like that is one of three reasons i keep on returning to our brief time together
i can’t remember what happened on the first date but when we met on the next date she was insistent, and i do mean insistent, that we go back to my place and let me know just what she wanted when we got there
when back at my place i went out she room for a couple of minutes and when i got back she had stripped off and lay there in black underwear
fair coloured skin, blonde hair, an out-of-this-word physique a magnetic personality in black underwear… it was an awake-dream
by the time of our third date, a few days later, i had changed lodgings and we were sitting on the sofa watching the telly
within a few minutes she told me she had met another man and wanted to be with him
i remained calm and composed and asked her if she was sure
she said she was
i walked her home; about seven hundred metres
while we were walking i was talking about this and that but she didn’t want to talk and responded to what i was saying with nods or quick yeses
her body was rigid as though she was bracing herself for something
she looked troubled, something was wrong
it was her manner and gait as we were walking back to where she lived that has stuck in my mind
another thing has come to mind as this is being written…
when i first met her she was with a friend
her friend was…
you should know … this person’s gene has been *****f about with, used and manipulated by a group of people ( m.i.1.?) for the last thousand years
they have peculiar mental and physical characteristics
i can see them
note 1
in the last week the sharp disticntion between the thoughts and the and the sights in dream-time has begun fusing with awake-time thoughts and their accompanying mental imagery
in the latest two dreams after this one the train of thought has included both time-senses and i am unable to tell you where one ends and the other one starts
a re-defining of consciousness is occurring
the blurring or merging of conscious states has given me an idea for a little experiment
if the experiment produces the results that it is thought they may it will be a breakthrough in accessing or opening inroads to inner-self
***

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name of the dream: out-passioned
it’s kinda intimidating when the woman’s sex-drive is greater than the man’s
i’m not complaining, just hope it doesn’t swing too far in the woman’s favour
addenda
cause of the dream: the endless fascination/appreciation of life’s ability to bring more life into being
a participant – category of dream: x dream (27) – vividness: 3.8 – the quality of the dream: 4 – the quality of the sleep: 3.8
***

30032018
name of the dream and/or references: the riches of a poor family
was visiting a family with four girls all under the age of ten
the mother was quite a slight woman and liked to wear dark-coloured clothing
she saw the children as her treasure and guarded them with a diligence that only women have
she wanted to share them but was very cautious about men
her husband had left her and, like most well-adjusted women, wanted a man in her life
the girls were typically loving and innocent to the world’s ways and regarded males as something wondrous
the children and i took to each other
the mother didn’t realise just how much enjoyment i got from the company of the children
i didn’t find the mother particularly attractive
she wanted me to show her affection and let herself relax in my company
I decided i would become involved with her
the mother and the children were preparing to go shopping and she gave the girls an equal amount of pocket money of about one pound fifty
i gave each of them a little more
a participant – category of dream: – serial dream – vividness: 3.3 – the quality of the dream: 3.7 – the quality of the sleep: – 3.4
notes 1
this is the second or third dream of this family, which makes it a serial dream
the family is a family i used to board with in london in the 1960’s
second dream
x dream
it may have been the same woman as in the first dream
it was evening or night-time and it was the first time we were going to conjoin
we were outside; it may have been a beach
the women was letting me lead
she had no idea of what to expect
i think women like it that way; they hope it’s going to be that type of x which fulfils all aspects of what can happen when a couple want enjoy each other
typically, men tend to expect women to enjoy them enjoying the woman
it occurred to me about seven years ago, there’s a much more rewarding way of intensifying the pleasure/enjoyment of x for both the woman and the man
i was going to introduce her to my “the woman’s pleasure first” philosophy
this was going to be my pleasure in a way women aren’t familiar with
we were both still clothed: she was wearing three or four garments and there were two or three on me
i lay on my back and manipulated her onto the top of me
within a short time the tips my fingers found their way under the elastic band of her trousers…
addenda
the stand-out part of the dream: the first touch of her skin inside her trousers – the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: x dreams are meant to be dreams that are tactile – cause of the dream: thinking about women during the day – a participant – category of dream: – serial dream/x dream (26) – vividness: 4 – the quality of the dream: 4 – the quality of the sleep: 3.4
third dream
name of dream and references: a mixing of consciousnesses (h4)
this six or seven-second dream happened in awake-time
i had just woken up
was still feeling very sleepy and began thinking about a fairly recent relationship
my thoughts took me into a bed-scene, it was part-memory but mainly mind-embellishment
i was awake and i wondered if my partner was awake as well
i asked “are you awake” and she said “yes”
then i said “give us a kiss” and she rolled over and our lips automatically found each other
the kiss lasted for a full five or six seconds and it could have gone on a lot longer or led to something else
it was though, just a kiss that i needed at that moment
when the sensation of the kiss had filled my senses i started to pull away but she was still in a kissing mood so i pressed back into her lips and laid my hand on her bare hip and kept contact with her skin with my hand as i relaxed back into a sleeping position
she could have touched my hand and i would have responded but she didn’t and the experience ended there
category: kissing dream (15)
***

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name of the dream:
was the manager of a shop or office sitting with the awake-time girlfriend of an awake-time acquaintance of many moons ago
she was dressed in blue and was preoccupied with what she was doing
she took a package out of a bag and unwrapped it
there one or two packages wrapped in see-through polythene which contained two or four ounces of marijuana
inexplicably in amongst the marijuana were a couple of bolts and two or three metal sleeves for use with a squat-stand which i had been searching for a couple of months ago
i hadn’t found them at the time of this dream but why they should be part of this dream isn’t understood
she may have known they were mine but she re-wrapped the parcel with the metal items and when they were wrapped the metal objects chinked every time the package was moved
in the next scene, her boyfriend had shown up
she was so upset that he had managed to find her she started crying
the male asked to me to get some take-away food from a shop nearby
in the next scene, i was back with the food and it was just the male and me in a kitchen area
the male didn’t want to talk to me and was walking away as i was speaking to him
i asked him what i should do with the food and still he didn’t say anything
i was wodnering what was going on with him and me an his girlfriend when the dream ended
addenda
the stand-out part of the dream: the sound of the metal in the package
the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: sound is becoming more prominent in dreams
will assume that it is dreams becoming more detailed
a participant – category of dream: – people/emotions/sounds – vividness: 3.3 – the quality of the dream: 3.1 – the quality of the sleep: 3.4
***

27032017
name of the dream: the sermon in the room
the first scene there were three of us
i was explaining the mechanics and consequences of a persons decisions and actions
in the second scene there were four of us
the person who had joined us had a position of responsibility in the community or society
he was having difficulty in recognising how his decisions had more of an effect on himself than it did on others
someone had told him that there was a person (me) who could explain it
he was sincere in his approach to listening to what would be said
it would be the right thing to do to explain the main points to him in a deliberately slow way
i began… “everything we do becomes a part of reality…” the monologue went on for more than a dozen sentences and there was still three or four main points to cover
after the second or third sentence i began coming out of the sleep and was listening to the sound of my own words
by the seventh or eighth sentence i was fully awake but continued
i wanted to know if i could say what it was i wanted to say in awake-time
by the twelfth sentence or so i realised there were other points to be explained but they would not be in chronological order and would have to backtrack which would confuse the issue
next time this situation arose i would begin “before there was time, before there was anything…”
addenda
cause of the dream: formulating the story of us during the day
a participant – category of dream: same-theme same-sleep-serial-dream (3) – vividness: 3.5 – the quality of the dream: 3.7 – the quality of the sleep: 4.1
notes 1
serial dreams are considered to be most relevant when they occur in different sleeps
this serial dream in the same sleep has relevance
what the relevance is hasn’t been identified yet
***

26032018
name of the dream: you slept last night
most of the occupants were settling in to their homes on a new housing estate even though it was still in the finisheing stages of being completed
there was mounds of rubble to be collected and most of the tradesmen were still there fitting and painting doors and window frames and there was also light construction equipment still in use mixing concrete
it was alive with activity as people were getting to know one another and the children were engrossed in exploring their new environment
the women were making their mark and one group of women had become the unofficial official commitee pointing out to the workers and their husbands what colours they wanted and what chores should be prioritised
one woman asked a man who believed he knew what it was he thought should happen, in what order and why, to explain his views
the man gave a responsible and tert four or five sentences reply which covered the main points the women had already agreed were the priorities
the man’s ideas finished with… and made eminent sense
the wordly-wise woman who led the women recognised the man’s good common-sense and acknowledged his understanding in her own way
she said “you slept last night”
notes 1
the intuuitive feel for and understanding of life in women is to be given greater sway
***

25032018
the name of the dream the name of the dream
is dancing a trait of heaven ?
was at a shindig, think it was a wedding reception, with mainly middle-aged people
they were having a good time dancing to the birdie song… the bump… the hokey cokey…
the song let’s twist again began playing
it was an opportunity to get a group vibe going
with my left hand i held the hand of the person who was at the end of a loosely-formed line and with my right hand held the hand of someone else hoping she would pick up on what i was trying to do
in the next scene we were all in a circle but our movements weren’t in sync with one another
i began chanting “left hip, left hip…” whilst thrusting my left hip in rhythm with the beat of the music and was still doing so as i woke up
***

24032018
the opening scene of this dream was of two lions at a distance of about thirty-five metres
in the second scene i was in a seated reclining position
one of the lions was now a dog with a very large face not unlike the face of a bulldog but without the flappy jowel-skin
its head was as big as a lions’
it opened its massive mouth and grabbed my right arm and now my right arm, all the way up to the shoulder, was in its mouth
it was trying to get more of me into its mouth and i knew if it got my head into its mouth it would probably try to bite through me
i must have been expecting something like this to happen because i had a pistol with me and the gun was in my right
so now my right arm and the gun were inside the dog
it was the lion-sized dog or me
the movement of my wrist and hand were not restricted and i could point the gun in a fairly wide arc
the first shot didn’t phase the dog-lion in the slightest so i pointed the gun down and pulled the trigger
the dog gave out a death-grunt
i knew it was fatally injured
it didn’t try to eject me though
i would have to fire again
there was movement from the dog and it made it difficult to cock the gun
after what was the longest sequence of the dream, several attempts of trying to pull the hammer back, i managed to fired again and the lion-dog relaxed its grip of me and i pulled my arm out of its insides
then it was its mates turn
this lion-dog was much younger and looked more like a wolf
it was still big though and it done exactly the same thing as the dog before
it opened its mouth and put my right arm into it with much more skill than the previous dog
there could be no pussyfooting around with this animal
i fired the gun immediately
it died straight away
***
22032018

name of dream: a good catch
with an awake-time acquaintance of twenty-plus years ago
we were in an area about two metres wide and roughly six or seven metres long
we had a soft ball, a tennis-ball i think, and the game was to get the ball to touch the wall behind the person
the rules were… a player couldn’t bounce the ball of the sides or the floor or the ceiling of the room and the ball had to be thrown under-arm
because my under-arm throw was stronger than the other player i was scoring twice as many points
he was a trier if nothing else
as my tally grew he became more determined and placed some good balls
the fact that he was younger than me by a generation told him he should be winning and that he wasn’t winning only spurred him on
i was toying with him and was laughing more and more as he started getting sweaty but had no intention of giving up
have you ever seen the determination of a child who was giving it their all ?
i was laughing out loud as i woke
addenda
a participant – category of dream: – physical games (3)/externalised dream – vividness: 3.3 – the quality of the dream: 3.8
***
21032018
name of the dream: three’s lovely company
this dream should have gone on longer
addenda
the stand-out part of the dream: all of it – the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: still got passion – cause of the dream: thoughts during the day – a participant – category of dream: x dream (25)/ references: x (b2)- vividness: 3.7 – the quality of the dream: 4- the quality of the sleep: – 4
***
20032018
name of the dream: killer whale in the swimming pool
it was party time
there were two rows of lights from the back of the house leading to a large swimming pool
i got into the pool and then under the water to see if the lights were visible, they were
when my head was above the water-line i saw a killer whale at the far side of the pool, it seemed to be stationary
it didn’t give me cause to be concerned, after all killer whales are quite friendly
but then it wasn’t to be seen, it was under the water and out of sight
now i was on edge
i needed to see it
i dipped back under the water-line but still couldn’t see it
it was possible it was coming at me from an angle
i was too far away from the side of the pool to get out of the water before the whale got to me
i stuck my head above the water and took a big gulp of air and went back under the surface
i would be better off if i could see it coming
after a few seconds of dream-time my lungs were ready for more air
what should i do?
the longer i left it the greater the chance the whale would be on me but the thought of it catching me unawares from under the water if i stuck my head above the water for more air was my greatest fear
my lungs were at bursting point
i felt myself take a gasp/gulp as i was waking
addenda
the stand-out part of the dream: the air running out when under the water
a participant – category of dream: animal: killer whale (1) – vividness: 3.4 – the quality of the dream: 3.1 – the quality of the sleep: 3.9
notes 1
first-ever dream with a killer whale in it
***
19032018
name of the dream and/or references: the house next to a road with a ten degree slope
the ridiculousness of it
it was all wrong but there it was
neither the house nor the road should have been there
from twenty-five metres to the left of the house to the start of where the road began its decline on the right of the house was a two-lane, asphalt road
from the top of the road to a t-junction at the bottom was more than a hundred metres
it was unlikely a person could walk up the steep and there could be serious repercussions for someone going down it if they lost their balance
to the right of the house a winding road weaved its way off into the distance and looked like it would join the road that branched to the left of the t-junction about five hundred metres to the left
the house was isolated
there were no other buildings of any sort along the access road
the asphalt road crossed the front of the house but whether it connected to other roads somewhere to the left wasn’t in the dream
the person who chose to live there must have had a lot of money or a lot of influence or both to have it built
addenda
an observer – vividness: 3.7 – the quality of the dream: 3.3 – the quality of the sleep: 3.9
***
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second dream
name of the dream and/or references: snowy isolation
was in isolation
not sure if it was a prison or not but i wanted to escape from it
the prison was in a forest or at the edge of a forest
outside there was snow on the trees and the snow was thick on the ground
there was no chance of trying to bribe the guards to help me escape, it would have to be done in a roundabout way
it was a cunning plan: i had to bribe the right people to get me a fish and chips meal
the people who i approached were big-stomached men who liked food themselves and could sympathise with someone who wanted their favourite food over and above everything else and would be less likely to think of it as being part of an escape plan
i had convinced the two men involved that fish and chips was something i missed more than anything else in the world and i would pay handsomely if i could only have my favourite meal of fish and chips; something which was never served as a meal in the prison or whatever it was i was in and wanted to get out of
it would have to be a meal because a hot meal couldn’t be brought into the place i was in without other people becoming aware of it and someone would have said something which in turn would have turned the spotlight of suspicion onto the guards
arranging the meal had cost me a small fortune
because the food couldn’t be brought into the buildings i would have to eat the food at the edge of the forest, which was the nearest the meal could be delivered to outside of the place of my isolation
i was at the edge of the forest when bright lights lit up the night
i think they were the lights of a car which had come to take me to freedom
addenda
the stand-out part of the dream: the fish and chips in my hands
the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: on the verge of being free
cause of the dream: a news item
a participant – category of dream: prison: isolated (1) – vividness: 3.6 – the quality of the dream: 3.7 – the quality of the sleep: 4
***
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second dream
name of the dream and/or references: mice in a store
a neighbour from six years ago asked me to pick up a lightweight raincoat from the store where he had bought it a few days before and was having it altered
got to the three storey store and went up the escalator to the first floor on
as i was going to the collection counter a couple of children aged five or six were making excited sounds about something
as i got closer i could hear and see what they were excited about
there was a mouse with a dark fur and complete with whiskers under the bottom shelf
the mouse was straight out of a child’s picture story book
its whiskers were twitching and its eyes suggested an intelligent awareness
i would show the children that mice were friendly
i produced a nugget of food about the size of a pea and bent down and held it out near enough for the mouse to get without having to come out of the cover of the shelf
the mouse took the morsel and delighted the children when it began tucking into it
within a second or two of dream-time another mouse appeared but i didn’t have anything to give it
so i held out my finger thinking it would come close and let me stroke it
it came close alright, close enough to bite into my finger
the scene changed and i was walking out of the store with the raincoat and there were two uniformed police officers, a woman and a man, checking the items people were taking out of the store
i made a joke about something and the dream ended with the sight of the two smiling police officers
addenda
the stand-out part of the dream: the face of the first mouse
a participant – category of dream: children/animal (1) – vividness: 3.4 – the quality of the dream: 3;7 – the quality of the sleep: 4
***
17032018
name of the dream: think-read – targeted programming
this think-read dream appears to be a memo or a summary of a new programme or stratagem being used to collect information about popular trends and interests for the purpose of ever-greater control or manipulation by those who seek ever-greater control of the manipulation of people
the message was a two sentences long or two short paragraphs and was a memo or explanation on the usefulness of spy ware for the shadow government
“the programme being offered is designed to gather information on what people are downloading and want to watch and find interesting or find enjoyable without putting their identity at risk
the programme is designed to gather information on what people want/like by gathering their downloaded or viewed material and assess, using the mojo, what it is they find enjoyable in the area/s of entertainment/media and use the resulting information to deliver a systems programme to deliver appropriately modified programmes
in order to deliver the most enjoyable programmes in their lives via their delivery system most and probably most importantly to asses the programmes effectiveness in relaying modified information to the general population
the gathered information will enable the production of another programme which, through it’s mojo, will list for people programmes they will
find enjoyable and then be use the response to the new programmes to develop more effective programmes
for the purpose of finding their most suitable programmes that serve to play with other programmes which then release information/other programmes to get/find out what it is that people want to download in order to present them with enough valuable information to get them to sift/desist disallow destroy enough dreams about programmes on the internet being available for people to download programmes, films etc was in fact they very subtle gathering device which people would undoubtedly use to get the film-music-programme book-photo information they wanted with the least bother/greatest ease in order to facilitate the manner/way in which to the people enjoy their valuable time in their lives… under their… so as to enable them to deploy their own programmes/mojo’s to distinguish between there/what people do enjoy there lifestyles for the purpose of gathering information which can then be used to deploy/activate another programme/s in which their own developers/developments brought them enough programmes for introducing enough programmes to furnish/further their goal/s achievement to have that enough power perhaps people to prevent/allow enough people to enjoy … of providing entertainment for consumption
dreams about the adverting or promoting the means through which the controllers of society can manipulate people through a programme which ostensibly ,,, no, does make their life easier but only because it will enable the people who manipulate other people more effective ways of doing in
addenda
the stand-out part of the dream:
the significance of the stand-out part of the dream:
cause of the dream:
time-tense: – an observer/a participant – category of dream: think-read (18) – vividness: – the quality of the dream: – the quality of the sleep: – location
notes 1
this message could have been word-for-word but i have been remembering dreams without having to take notes over the last week and didn’t feel it was necessary to have a voice-memo machine to hand when waking up
***

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name of the dream: uncle L on the telly
entered a house with an awake-time friend of more than thirty years ago
in the living room, there was a woman and two men and a dog with longish dark hair
the two men looked too alike to be anything other than father and son
as soon as we were in the room i said: “hello, remember me?”
the younger of the two men got up from lying on the floor and sat at a table
the woman and the man were in lounge chairs and the t.v. was on
the woman didn’t respond to my question, in fact, none of the people in the dream except me spoke in this dream
i went on… “i came round and took some photo’s of the family a few years ago”
hesitantly, the woman leant her head forward in a partial nod
she didn’t remember me but i was so familiar and friendly with her she knew that she had forgotten something which she shouldn’t have forgotten, quite possibly for the first time in her life, and i could she was concentrating on trying to recall the time i was referring to
i extended my hand to the dog and it came to me and i began to give it the ever-popular dog-treat of a slow itch-cum-massage behind the ears while the family were looking at each other and me and back to each other with a curious-to-know-who-i-was smile on their faces
i looked around the room hoping to see one of the photographs i had taken and jog their memories
while looking around the room the t.v. caught my eye and on the screen was an uncle (my ref L) being interviewed
my uncle looked like he could be another brother or father of the men in the room of the people we were visiting
that was it
when doing the photographs for formal occasions people would often ask me to come to where they lived and take family photos in their home surroundings
it was while i was trying to remember the function which my uncle had attended and introduced me to other members of his family that it began to occur to me that i hadn’t been to this house before
in fact, i’d never met these people before or seen them before until i was invited into their home
how could that be ?
why had i knocked on their door along a street that had hundreds of doors
most uncannily, why did the telly show some film of an uncle who looked like he was a member of the family of the door i knocked ?
now it was my turn to become confused and the only things i could think of to say was things that were lies… “i just thought i’d pop in and say hello”… “i would take some photos but i haven’t got a camera with me”… and i could hear more lies coming from my mouth as i came out of the sleep
addenda
the stand-out part of the dream: uncle L on the telly
the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: ?
cause of the dream: thought about the uncle in this dream about three days ago
a participant – vividness: – 3.5 – the quality of the dream: 3.7 – the quality of the sleep: 3.7 – location: 3
notes 1
we’re into deep analysis here
my uncle was alive on the t.v. in the dream
i had visited him in hospital him a day or two before he died thirty years before this dream and we both thoroughly enjoyed a double ice cream cornet
having thought about him a few days before this dream why did the dream-time memory not serve up this dream in the sleep on the day i thought about him ?
do we need to consider that the dream-time memory “stacks up” memories and presents them in the much broader context of the pan-undulationary memory ?
and if that is the case an examination or appraisal or analysis becomes an extremely complicated process
will opt for the possibility that the pan-undulationary memory has so much material to align it orders/presents memories in a different way to our awake-time memories
we might have to start thinking that the themes of dreams or the quality of dreams are being “spread out” as evenly as possible within our lifetime or lifetimes for an entire undulation or perhaps they are presented as averages of “packets” of the experiences across millenniums or even across all undulations ?
the coming forty generations will have the opportunity to evaluate over the lifetime of many persons the connectivity of dreams; be prepared for revealing surprises about ourselves
***

15032018
name of the dream and references: an organiser’s buzz
there was a definite buzz brewing
eric burden was ready to do some gigs
a local newly-emerging voice would definitely be interested in sharing the stage and i had heard another local talent singing recently who was good enough to be a star in his own right
organising the where and when of a concert had fallen on me and it would also be necessary for me to bring the three of them together for a first meeting which would be the making or breaking of what had the potential of being something of national interest
in the next scene, two men and an awake-time friend of some years ago who had a heart of gold but was absolutely no judge of character had brought the two men to my local hangout, a busy tea, coffee and snack cafe, to talk about moving my belongings fifty kilometres
within a sentence or two of the conversation, it was obvious these two men were capable of picking up my goods and making off with them
all they had to do was to con me into trusting them to do the moving
they were fairly skilled at a con and were doing a reasonably good job of giving the impression being men who were negotiating the price of a day’s work by asking me the amount of space the items would take up, how much it weighed in total and other relevant information but their real skill was the way they managed to divert my attention by haggling in a completely genuine way about the price of the day’s work; it was wholly believable
what con men and crooks don’t seem to realise is an honest man has a character which recognises looks, sounds, gestures, poise etc. which aren’t in his own character
as the dream neared the end, i heard myself saying… “i might bring someone along to give us a hand”
i said it to give them the impression i would be hiring them
i got their telephone number but had no intention of ever speaking to them again
addenda
the stand-out part of the dream: the buzz accompanying the idea of bringing a quality event to fruition
cause of the dream: recent thoughts of doing something similar
a participant – category of dream: – music – vividness: 3.3 – the quality of the dream: 3.6 – the quality of the sleep: – 3.4
***

14032018

name of dream and references: insistent entrant
second successive prison dream
this prison was even more lax than yesterday’s prison
it was so lax i had managed to smuggle my girlfriend in for a few hours
the dormitory-type barracks had eight beds either side of the room and i was sleeping down against the wall furthest from the door
the scene changed and i was at the door responding to a knock and asking who it was who wanted to come in
the person never answered but the door started to open
it was, as mentioned, an easy-going place but not so easy-going that it would tolerate non-inmates from coming and going whenever inmates wanted
i had to stall the would-be entrant from getting in long enough for my girlfriend to get dressed
the door started to open again and i put my weight against it so it didn’t open more than a couple of centimetres
the weight of the person against the door ceased and i whispered loudly to my girlfriend to hurry
again, the door began to be pushed open and the gap was almost big enough for the person on the other side of the door to get their head through, which is what he tried to do
i put my hand around the side of the door and made contact with his head
he was really making an effort to push his way in and for the longest part of the dream it was a push and shove battle of determination
the scene changed and now it wasn’t a girl that was in the room but a long-time male acquaintances
i told him to get out through the window and the dream ended as he was doing so
addenda
the stand-out part of the dream: my hand pushing back the head of the would-be entrant
the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: ?
cause of the dream: this oppressive society
a participant – category of dream: prison: open () – vividness: 3.7 – the quality of the dream: 3.3 – the quality of the sleep: – 3.6
***
13032018

name of the dream and references: prisoners plan a wedding
in a “soft” prison
shared a cell with two others and we had become friends
when they found out what i did for a living they asked me to do the music at an up and coming wedding
their release from prison was imminent, as was mine, and we spent most of our time going over the details of the wedding day
as the day of our release and of the wedding drew near some of the details would have to be finalised when they were out of prison which meant they would have to contact me and let me know what song the bride wanted to dance to when they led the dancing after the meal
they were going to leave the choice to me and i suggested “stay as sweet as you are” sung by nat “king” cole or “can’t take my eyes off of you” by andy williams
we were still beavering away with the plans as the dream ended
addenda
a participant – category of dream: weddings (3) prison: () – the quality of the dream: 3.7 – the quality of the sleep: 3.8
notes 1
wedding day themes have featured frequently over the last couple of months
if memory serves there have been three or more in the months before this one
***

12032018
name of dream and references: the uninvited wedding guest
at a wedding reception but not as a guest or relative
walked into a room next to the room where the wedding party were having their meal
a woman guest twigged that i shouldn’t have been there and started making an issue of it
the woman detective summoned the equivalent of a bouncer
if it had been an awake-time situation i would have left and that would have been that
in dream-time though it’s not that simple
things seem to either work out wonderfully or the situation degenerates into a full-blown drama
there were lots of people coming and going and i mingled in with the crowd
i ducked into the room where the main body of guests was and went to the far side of the room
i needed to become one of the invited and had to merge
a man was struggling to get the small pieces of onion floating on top of a bowl of soup into a ladle so i offered to do it for him
with a certain amount of deftness which wasn’t born of practice i got fifteen or twenty bits of onion into the ladle
i was wearing dark trousers and a white shirt and the man who i had helped with the soup said thanks in a way that told me he thought i was part of the hired help and that was my cue to get chatting
i stood with my back to the door so anyone looking for me would see the back of me chatting with a guest and wouldn’t guess i was an intruder
the dream faded
addenda
a participant – vividness: 3.5 – the quality of the dream: – 3.3 – the quality of the sleep: 3.6
second dream
the name of the dream: the hair-hat
was browsing in a shop which sold all manner of things
a woman walked in wearing dark-themed clothing and a hat which looked like it could be her hair, it looked like it could have been her hair which looked like a hat, and that was where the appeal was
a person would have to look for a lot longer than she or he would have done to figure if it was her hair or not
getting noticed is half the battle, is it not ladies?
she alluded to her head and asked the sales-person for another hat like one like the one she was wearing
the headgear did suit her, perhaps complimented her face would be a more accurate description
it was white on top and merged unevenly into black about half-way down past her ears
the hat went down her neck and was tickling her skin where the neck becomes the shoulder
she dead chuffed with the effect it had and wanted a second one just like it
i knew the feeling, i have had clothes, and items, which were just right or special in one way or another and bought a second one
addenda
observer/participant ? – vividness: 3.6 – the quality of the dream: 3.7
third dream
the name of the dream: an embankment, a shopping trolley and a brightly-lit supermarket
it was night-time
don’t remember much more about it than that
***

11032018

first dream
the name of the dream: grammar
was being interviewed or being coached on how to write an application for a job
there was one scene where the other person in the dream said something about using a noun at one point while i was writing
addenda
category of dream: grammar ()
second dream
a brown horse and rider being observer viewed from the side and above
the horse was doing a bit of dressage in an enclosure of about fifteen metres by fifteen metres
the horse approached a marked line about two metres at the farthest part from where i was viewing the scene
a horse with its rider was approaching the far end of the enclosure
a voice shouted a command and then a person on the ground made a signal with his arm and the rider of the horse gave the reins a gentle tug and the horse, with the subtlest movement iv’e ever seen a horse make, moved its whole body ninety degrees into perfect alignment with a line on the ground and came to a standstill
it was obviously a real horse and a real rider but the impression was that of something which had a mechanical precision and when the movement was completed it looked more like a still picture or a classical painting
third dream
it was a crowded, slightly claustrophobic, all-male environment
it was the ablutions area of what might have been a barracks or a penal institution
there was a feeling of oppressiveness
one person was keeping a vindictive eye on me
i had to go to the toilet and when i had finished there wasn’t any toilet paper
i had to get off the seat and crouch-walk a couple of metres to get some
i could feel the evil eye watching me
the stand-out bit of this dream was wiping my backside
fourth dream
was in a restaurant or up-market cafeteria ordering a meal
a message had to be sent
fifth dream
for some reason this dream gave me the feeling on was on board a ship
the stand-out parts of the dreams: the seamless movement of the horse and wiping my bum
the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: that animals can make movements every bit as aesthetic as humans and the soft feel of the excrement as i used the toilet paper
an observer in the horse dream and a participant in the others – category of dream: – multi-themed dream vividness: the quality of the dream: – the quality of the sleep: 3.4
notes 1
have yet to formulate the reason behind multi-themed dreams
perhaps all dreams are multi-themed and i/we don’t remember all of them
***
10032018

name of dream and references: a ticket to japan
on the phone to a japan getting prices for a flight (had been on the phone with them earlier on in the dream)
the line was poor quality and the conversation was taking three times longer than it should have taken
the quote for the flight was two-thousand two-hundred
not sure by how much but the original price had been less
as soon as i had got the quote i ended the call
addenda
cause of the dream: thinking about japan during the day
a participant – category of dream: – unassigned – vividness: 3.1 –
the quality of the dream: – 3.1 – the quality of the sleep: – 3.6
second dream
name of dream and references: invasion of the viruses
was in a stationary car
there were more vehicles in the scene than people
most of the traffic was at a junction fifty metres up a seven-degree incline just off to my right
a woman was walking from my right to the left across the car park which was about half the size of a football field
for no observable reason, she dropped to the ground
before i had time to think about what had caused it another person further to my left also dropped down
and then another and another… people were dropping everywhere
i noticed that none of the vehicles had crashed or was crashing and concluded it was an airborne virus
i looked to see if my window was closed and reacted quickly when i saw the door was open by five centimetres or so
i was sitting in the car wondering what i should do and where to go when the dream ended
addenda
the stand-out part of the dream:
the significance of the stand-out part of the dream:
cause of the dream: a prolonged sense of security during the day
time-tense: any future time-tense – a participant – category of dream: – unassigned – vividness: 3.7/8 – the quality of the dream: – 3.2
notes 1
there can, of course, be airborne viruses which could cause people to drop down as they were walking along but as far as i’m aware such an incident as the one in this dream has never happened, hence the time-tense
***
09032018

first dream
name of dream: the london bridge incident
there were six or seven of us standing on a corner in a built-up area next to a bridge which connected the two sides of a river
more or less across the bridge, a squad of soldiers were walking alongside and in front of an armoured car
they had rifles and were coming to quell a potential take-over of authority which i was leading
i made a sweeping gesture with my right arm to the men behind me which indicated they should a make a sideways flanking manoeuvre to the right of me
we weren’t going to get the better of guns we would have to out-fox them
second dream
name of dream: slightly nervous bloke on the bus
sitting on the seat next to the aisle on a bus
there was a smartly-dressed man in his late-twenties with a good complexion and a shaven head near the front of the bus
he was standing and trying to do something
he looked up and then looked at me and immediately looked away when he saw i was looking back at him
i knew that he would look at me again as soon as he thought i wouldn’t be looking at him
he was a little perturbed when he glanced at me within a second or two and saw i was still looking at him
name of dream: the fag paper cheque
near a railway station and wanted a cup of tea
i had plenty of money but it was all in the bank
i was confident i could persuade the person who could give me a drink that he would get money but he wanted something more than just my assurances
i got out a cigarette paper and wrote some of the details of my bank account on it
he accepted the paper as he would have a cheque
addenda
the stand-out part of the dream:
the significance of the stand-out part of the dream:
cause of the dream:
participant in every one of the dreams – category of dream: – multi-themed dream – vividness: 3.3 to 3.5 – the quality of the dream: 3.2 to 3.6 – the quality of the sleep: 3.6/7 – location: london
***

08032018
name of dream and references: meter-cheater
had found a way to cheat the electric meter
managed to amass about thirty pounds of silver and was explaining to a couple in the dream, the girl was a neighbour from ten years ago, how to do it
they were hoping i would give them some of the money
i was going to give them some but i was stringing it out because if i gave it to them straight away they would go out and spend it and i wanted them to make me a cup of tea
in the next scene, i looked in my backpack for the jar with all the money in it to show the couple how much money i had made
(the jar in the dream was a jar that i have been using for something over the last couple of days in awake-time) but couldn’t find it which was a bit of a blow because now i didn’t have the money to go and do some spending
i said i would have a smoke and get going
the dream ended
addenda
the stand-out part of the dream:
the significance of the stand-out part of the dream:
cause of the dream: probably thoughts about money
time-tense: coin meters are more or less of the past so this dream is assigned as being
a participant – category of dream: money () – vividness: 3.8 – the quality of the dream: – 3.3 the quality of the sleep: – 3.3
***
05032018

name of dream and references: meal on a train
we were four men on a train
we were at a slightly larger table than on today’s trains
the table was covered with a white cloth
we were talking although what we were talking about doesn’t come to mind
we were alone in the carriage sitting next to a living-room-sized window
the scene changed: two of us were at another table on the opposite side of the carriage and sitting next to the door adjoining the carriages
the other two men had also changed their seats and were now at the furthest point away from us and still seated on the same side of the aisle as when the dream started
we were about to be served a meal
we had to have tables-for-two as it was going to be an extravagant meal and we would need a lot of surface area
in the third scene, there is food on the table and i am talking to the waiter about what drink to have
the dream ends here
addenda
time-tense: – future tense, possibly time-tense 2
depending what happens over the next ten years or one thousand years – observer – category of dream: passenger on a train (7) – vividness: 3.7 – the quality of the dream: – 3.7 – the quality of the sleep: 3.5
***
04032018
name of dream and references: unassigned 1
the setting for this dream is in an era when there aren’t any of the mod-cons that we have… fridges, cars, mobile phones, t.v…. but there were flying machines albeit made of crude natural materials like rock and clothes made of hemp
there was, however, plenty of the skulduggeries, deceit, and the acquisition of wealth and people-control by violent methods
two brutus-type agents of the controlling clique were trying to get me to reveal how it was i was making so much money
i knew what was happening and was trying to confuse them by getting complicated about the way i did it
i had to be careful, if they thought i was holding back information or worse still misleading them they would resort to torture
they were undoubtedly going to kill me anyway as soon as they got the information but they knew if they killed me without getting what they wanted it would be the worse for them
we were flying through the sky in the rock-contraption and there was a rock-computer in front of me
it had a keyboard with about fifteen keys on the keyboard and i was telling one of the agents what to type in
the “computer” didn’t have a screen or any leads coming or going from it
it did do something because there was the sound of something mechanical happening every time a key was pressed
it struck me as being a toy abacus
then it occurred to me it wasn’t doing anything sophisticated but it was meant to fool me into thinking it was to get me to reveal my methodology
the two men tried to fool me into thinking it could send messages
again i had to be careful
if i said something which let them know they weren’t fooling me they would use force
after two or three attempts to make contact didn’t work i said “we’re not going to get through on this. the communications network must be out of order”
the thugs had no conception of the phrase communications network and i could feel them getting frustrated
it would be so much easier to use force
the dream came to an end
addenda
cause of the dream: thoughts during the day
participant – vividness: the quality of the dream: 3 – the quality of the sleep: 3.4 – category of dream: flying/falling (2)
notes 1
as you should be aware, this website maintains that everything which happens in dreams is something that has happened in awake-time
to make sense of the details in this dream we have to bring into our thinking the idea of undulations
once we do that things, which don’t not to make any sensibleness in any way, start to assemble themselves
it is necessary to realise for instance that disentangling beings who have allowed themselves to become life-takers from those who are oriented to reality (go out of their way to make sure they don’t take a life) goes way, way back
there was an undulation when one or some people had the knowledge to give us every single mod-con we have any many, many, more we don’t
try to imagine one person having the knowledge to provide every family or every person with an atom bomb
a limited form of thinking would understand it would spell doom
you-know-who, having carved out an endless desirable existence that will continue for eternity will go to the ends of the universe for as many undulations as necessary in an attempt get waverer’s to understand what it is that reality has to offer
***
03032018
name of dream and references: barking dog gets the back of my hand
had to go to the shops
there were shops within a hundred metres of where i live but they didn’t have certain items basic to my diet
it meant going to the next nearest shopping area a kilometre way
although i was in familiar territory i had to ask people where the bus stop was
the first person i asked gave me directions… “go up that road, turn right and the bus stop is along on the left just past the garage on the right”
in a dream what you need to hear when asking for directions is “keep walking and you’ll come to it”
“keep to the left until you get to the junction. then cross the road onto the right-hand side of the road. walk along until you see…”
forget it
i got lost
i didn’t know where i was, i had to get my bearings or i could end up going down the hole with alice
a busy junction came into view
it meant walking up a hundred-metre incline and bearing to the right
when i got to the top of the hill the junction was no longer in view but there was a busy street visible between the houses which looked like it led somewhere
looking along the road i was walking on i could see it had fewer buildings in it the further i looked
that was another journey into the beyond
there was only one option, i took it
i pushed open the gate of the house next to me and walked up the garden
level with the back of the house was an outhouse or brick garage or something which closed off any means of going anywhere other than between two brick walls to get to the street
after a few steps a thigh-high but not bulky, dark-coated house dog was on my case
the trick with dogs in a sitution like that is to keep moving but not pick up your walking pace and offer the dog the back of your hand
there was, of course, the chance the dog would grab my had but to stand still and say “good boy” does, on occasions, infuriate them
the dog was on home-ground and i had invaded its area, it had to be macho
it began barking fiercely and moving along with me but it didn’t attack (two dreams on the trot with dogs in them and in both dreams the dog’s bark was audible and that’s after umpteen dreams with dogs with no sounds of barking ! dreams becoming more detailed ? )
the old, “give the dog the back of your hand” counter-attack tactic had worked again
on the street and down the hill to my right was a busy out-of-town shopping centre
buses, people, pedestrian crossings, high buildings i was back in civilisation
didn’t have a clue where i was but anyone would be able to tell me which bus to catch to get back to… “whereabouts is it i live?”
*
there were two or more scenes in this dream which followed the same pattern of going from one unrecognisable location to another but you’ve got the idea
there was also another dream in this sleep which came before this one
it was a totally different setting with conversation and emotion
the last scene of the dream before this one meant going out to buy things and have assumed the second dream is a continuation of the first albeit the content of the first dream was so different to this one this might well be a “twinned-theme dream”
addenda
the stand-out part of the dream: the dog barking
the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: an increase in the auditory content of dreams ?
cause of the dream: thinking about what shop to buy this month’s groceries from earlier on in the day
participant – category of dream: animal: () category of animal: mammal () category of mammal: dog (11) name of the dream: barking dog gets the back of my hand – vividness: 3.8 – the quality of the dream: 3.5 – the quality of the sleep: 3.4 – location 12 – senses: sight: colour: black and white: motion: taste: sound: emotion: weight: size: shape:
notes 1
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02032018

first dream
evening: was on my way somewhere
an elderly gent who wasn’t very mobile and lived in a block of flats about fifty metres from where i lived was on the grass outside where he lived keeping an eye on his dog
the dog was small, a bit bigger than a pekingese
i offered to take the dog with me and told him i would be back in ten minutes (think i might have been on my way to the shops again)
he was pleased and agreed
the scene changed and it was now about a hundred metres along the road
the houses were mix of semi-detached and terraced houses with gardens
for a stretch of about five or six houses every garden had a dog in it
the dog was in in dog-heaven as it went to and fro back and forth from garden to garden; there was a noticeable spring in the way it was walking
the dog in one of the gardens began barking (the first time a dog has barked in a dream )
l3
addenda
time-tense: 9 – the quality of the dream 1.1 – quality of the sleep 3.9/4
cause of the dream: offering to take the dog of a man, who couldn’t leave the house, for a walk a few days ago
participant – category of dream: animal: () category of animal: mammal () category of mammal: dog (11) name of the dream: a dog barks
category of dream: doggy dream (11) – qod 3.7 – qos 3.9/4 – vividness: 2.9 – location: 3
second dream
name of dream: wafer and cream
evening: nearly home on the way back from somewhere
fancied something sweet
there was a shop about fifty metres off the route home that would have some
i entered the shop
it was a lot bigger and brighter than the shop i had thought of
went to the counter and asked the woman serving for something sweet to eat
she suggested a soft cream
she showed me a tub with cream-coloured cream in it
i said it looked nice and she replied “they’re really nice with wafer-strips”
she produced a vivid beige-coloured wafer about the size and shape of a twelve-inch ruler
she let me eat a bit of the wafer but not any of the cream
i dug into my pocket and brought out all the change
a quick look at my hand and i could see it was mainly coppers and not enough
i said “i’ll be back in a bit” and turned and walked away briskly
addenda
the stand-out part of the dream: the sight of the wafer
time-tense: – participant – category of the dream: food (5) ice-cream (1) – vividness: 3.5 – quality of the dream: – location 3
notes 1
postulate 3: a dark dream is because it has been experienced fewer times across all undulations which means a bright dream is an experience frequently experienced across all undulations
does the notion that a dark dream is older than bright dream bear out?
third dream
name of dream: sociability at the social club
was in a working man’s social club
it was a typical working man’s social club
large, long rows of tables fairly close together, one large bar, high ceiling, an air of amiability…
in the first scene, i had just entered the room
in the next scene, i was moving between two of the rows between the tables
as i was walking along i was having a two, three or four sentence exchanges with different couple’s and individuals
as this part of the dream progressed my replies to the sentences got shorter and shorter until eventually, it became three or four-word rejoinders
the responses became witticism’s or wisecracks
i was on a roll, every rejoinder produced a teeth-smile
i was on an endorphin high, and rising
addenda
the stand-out part of the dream: the feeling of well-being in the last scene
cause of the dream: a feeling of relief following the decision to stop trying so hard to get things moving
participant – category of dream: pleasure () humour: () spoken: (5 ?) – vividness: 3.9/4 – the quality of the dream: 4
***
01032018
name of dream and references: newton’s class – think-write (2) black and white (1)
a blackboard with sentences
the blackboard more or less filled the field of vision
the sentences were variations of the way a sentence could be formed
there were four or five sentences on the blackboard
the dream started with two or three of the sentences being completed but can’t remember what they were
the detailed part of the dream was a sentence which read… where/when is time prevented/invented in space
the words invented and prevented were in boxes in the sentences on the blackboard
the person trying to complete the sentences was an african man
he said, “newton should have asked: when in space should time be invented?”
addenda
quality of the dream 3.5 quality of the sleep 3.8
observer
category of dream: think-write (2) black and white (1)
vividness: 3
notes 1
this dream is a variation of a crossword think-write dream and because the blackboard and the writing were in black and white it suggests it comes before the first entry/instance of this type of dream
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28022018
first dream
name of dream: the man in the stocks
in a town centre
three men were in medieval stockades
one of the men had been raised so his feet weren’t touching the ground
his weight was being supported by a contraption around his upper-body
there was a bit of a crowd who had gathered to watch them being freed
one man was freed only to be re-trussed with a curtain of chains
he implored, begged, wailed, pleaded for it not to be done
in the last scene, his hands and head were in a stock again only now he had the weight of the chains to bear as well
in the last scene, a close up of his head and shoulders, he had become determined and it showed on his face
he would endure the pain, abuse and humiliation but one day he would be free
addenda
time-tense: 9
quality of the dream 2.8 quality of the sleep 3.6
the stand-out part of the dream: the look of determination on his face in the last scene
the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: some men can muster a resolve that transcends determination
cause of the dream: see notes 1
observer
category of dream: twinned-dream
vividness: 2.4
notes 1
these twinned-dreams are becoming regular
many years ago i remember reading that the mind thinks in extremes
balancing experiences and facts may have been an early form of reasoning
second dream
name of dream: getting ready to dance
at a gig with about eighty to a hundred people
the stage was elevated by about one and a half metres and i was standing on the stage to the right
it looked your typical village hall
there were four musicians
it sounded like they were tuning and testing their instruments
the only sound i could latch onto was the drums
in the next scene, i was sitting and slapping my knees to the beat coming from the drummer
one of the musicians began plucking a note in time with the beat and within a short time the other instruments were accompanying the beat instead of the drummer
i began varying my slapping beat every fourth bar by putting in extra slaps and off-beats,
then the musicians began doing the same with their instruments
the audience had started listening to the sound and were standing bunched up in front of the stage
we were on the verge of getting people dancing when the dream ended
don’t remember seeing anyone dancing at any time during the dream
addenda
quality of the dream 3.3 quality of the sleep 3.6
cause of the dream: see notes 1 above
participant
category of dream: twinned-dream
vividness: 3
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2402018
name of dream: everyone’s dancing
doing a gig on the ground floor in an unused office space
the room was about eight by eight metres
there was a slightly elevated section about two metres by two metres which was where i was set up
there were about twenty mature teens there and they were all dancing
the music that was playing wasn’t a particularly great track to dance to and that they were dancing to it told me they wanted to dance
it was going to be a cinch to keep these people dancing
the room was too bright
there was a dozen or so white pygmy lights of about forty watts peppered above the dancing area
got a chair and positioned it under one bulb which looked to be twice as bright as the others
asked one of the lads to hold my legs as i stood on the chair
i meant my legs and he took it to be the legs of the chair
when i stood on the chair it felt rock-solid and i felt safe
the bulbs were the bayonet-bulb type and should have been easy to remove but i struggled to get it out
when the bulb had been removed it dimmed the room noticeably and a cheer went up
that was the cue to remove most of the others
addenda
quality of the dream 3.9 quality of the sleep 3.7
the stand-out part of the dream: seeing everyone in the room dancing and the solid feel of the chair
the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: going to get people dancing one way or another and have been feeling a bit of the strength coming back into my legs of late
participant
category of dream: dancing (22)
vividness: 4
second dream
name of dream: the caligula template
this is the second or third most depressing dream ever
the last dream which brought about these type of feelings was the dream of 10122015
this dream was in shades of grey, no colour whatsoever, and that on its own is a good enough reason for it to be made into an entry
the first dream ever in shades grey
there is also another reason why this dream occurred
there is a choice to be made
the choice is implied in the entry of 28022018
the dream…
the person dictating events is in a reclining position and is relaxed
a despot who’s cruel pronouncements are issued in an unemotional way
his natural state was a complete indifference to the suffering that would occur as a result of what he said
he must have been born like it
a natural psychopath
a child had been born and the balancing of life was accomplished by ordering a reduction in life
“five to the pen” was his response to the news of the birth of a baby
the pen, i found out, was a compound where wolves were kept
in the next scene a naked, fully pregnant woman, was being dragged along the ground by her hair
she was not resisting
she was crying in the most heart-wrenching way and that was where the dream finished
addenda
time-tense: 9
quality of the dream 1.1 quality of the sleep 3.5
the stand-out part of the dream: the feeling of depression
the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: see the 28022018
cause of the dream: see the 28022018
observer
category of dream: twinned-theme dream (2)
vividness: 1.4
notes 1
the only dream which had no colour in it before this dream was a nightmare as a child (should a nighmare be considered a dream or should it have a another description?)
notes 2
the dream is named the caligula template because caligula comes across as being the best example of a psychopath
the film caligula (download the film here) will give you an insight into the brutality and depravity of the roman empire
there was nothing romantic about the romans
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23022018
name of dream: a cry for help
working on a building site
my co-workers were an amiable crew and things were o.k.
heavy equipment being used to demolish a building and its foundations and go even further into the ground to make a sturdier foundation for a new construction
the old foundation and twenty metres of the earth below it were piled to one side of the site
next to the hill of excavated earth and concrete was an earth-removal container which was two to three metres high and twenty to thirty metres long and it was almost full
i walked around the front of the container and slowly started up the mound of rubble to get to the top of it
as i was about two metres up the side when a section of the mound loosened, and in the way of an avalanche, it slid to the ground taking me with it
it pushed me under the container but had enough room to crawl out
then yet more of the rubble came loose from the mound and it was enough to wedge me under the container and out of sight
it was a dire situation and i knew i was in danger and shouted “help me” which woke me out of the sleep
addenda
quality of the dream 3.1 quality of the sleep 3.8
the stand-out part of the dream: being pinned under the container
the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: i think it’s me asking you to help me to help you
cause of the dream: thoughts during the day
category of dream: emotional stress (20)
participant
vividness: 3.3
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22022018
name of dream: a kiss and a grope
in a queue of about thirty people
people were looking at me and smiling
someone laid their hand on my shoulder and squeezed it as friendly gesture
then a smiling someone tapped me as they went passed
then a hand squeezed my buttock and i turned around and was relieved to see it was a female
then another female with no sense of shame grabbed my crotch
it didn’t hurt so i didn’t stop her
her manoeuvres were, i assumed, an embarrassment to others so i led her around the corner of a building where no one could see us
the scene changed and i was walking along a busy street
there was a man in his late twenties and an elderly lady who was incapacitated to some degree and a young boy of four or five or six
the man was struggling to cope with the two of them
i picked up the young lad and placed him on my hip facing me
we had to go up a steep gradient to cross a dual carriageway
when we were on top of the steep there were four or five railway tracks we had to cross
nearly lost my balance once or twice but we got across the tracks alright
we then had to cross a dual carriageway
it hadn’t occurred to me there would be traffic on it
it was a bit dangerous but no one beeped their horn or had to swerve or slow down
after getting across the road we had to go down another steep to get back onto the streets
the man thanked me
we were going in the same direction so i walked along with them
as we were walking the boy started tugging at my clothes
he wanted to be carried again
the man was happy to let me give a helping hand again
i sat the youngster on my right forearm and lifted him to a little above waist height with him facing forward and his left arm was around my neck
as we were walking my steps were out of sync with his balance and the effect was he moved forward from my body as one leg stepped out and he came back toward me as the other leg made a step
he was looking at me as we were walking and twice, as his face got to within a whisker of mine, he leant in a little further and kissed me on the lips
addenda
quality of the dream 3.8 quality of the sleep 3.9
the stand-out part of the dream: being kissed by the boy
the significance of the stand-out part of the dream:
a young boy may want to show his affection with a lip-kiss
participant
vividness: 3.7
notes
as a youngster, i can’t remember ever being kissed by a man and it’s certainly the case i never wanted to kiss a man
it’s one of those things
in picture page “i love you” you-know-who looked like he was going to kiss me
again, i don’t care WHO it is, i don’t CARE who it is, i don’t like being kissed by men and that’s all there is to it
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21022018
re-defining: awake-time dreams and sleep-time dreams
today’s dream was a seven or eight-scene dream set in amsterdam
this entry though is not about the dream
it is the three one-scene dreams that followed three short periods of sleep after waking
upon waking and making voice-notes of the dream in amsterdam i continued watching the film i had been watching before going to sleep the night before
still a little tired, occasionally i let my eyes close while watching the film
on three occasions, the film i was watching, a black and white film, was replaced by colourful one-scene dreams as i woke and then drifted back into sleep three different times
the dreams varied in length of between two or three seconds and three to five seconds of sleep-time (multiply the seconds in sleep-time by a minimum of ten seconds to get the awake-time length of time)
the sleep-time sequences of the three one-scene dreams today lasted long enough to take in the detail of the scene which isn’t usually the case with montages
however, box montage sequences do have the same lengths of time attached to them as sleep-time dreams
it may be that there is a constant time value for both sleep-time and box montages which is in the process of being recognised
so…
there are two types of dreams…
1
sleep-time dreams
2
awake-time dreams
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sleep-time dreams occur after going to sleep and don’t usually have an awake-time conscious element
awake-time dreams occur after waking up and do have a degree of awake-time consciousness to them
they are abbreviated to sleep-time dreams and awake-time dreams
notes 1
one of today’s dreams is yet another testament to the different types of conscious states eventually becoming indistinguishable or totally fusing
i was out of bed and had taken two, three or four steps to the door before i realised i was responding to the situation in a dream
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20022018
name of dream: an inspector calls
had upset the oligarchs past the point of their ability to tolerate me
if i was evicted it would put an end to me airing anti-national sentiments
i would be reduced to a soapbox on a street corner
the grounds for eviction was based on the flimsiest of laws
“using my abode for the purpose of the dissemination of information which could could mislead people”
the laws which protected a residents right to accomodation were much more staunch
the dream begins with me in the hallway behind a barricade of furniture and sturdy items and keeping them in place by leaning and pushing
it’s going to take a while for the bailiffs to get it
i phone the police
a flat-hatted inspector arrives complete with an upright posture and a conductors baton under his arm
he listens to both sides of the argument
he moves ten metres away from the door and makes a phone call
he is getting legal advice
within a couple of minutes he pronounces that i have the right to remain
addenda
quality of the dream 3.5 quality of the sleep 4
the stand-out part of the dream: the inspector arriving
the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: support
cause of the dream: wondering what the inner-clique of the oligarch structure expect of me during the day
participant
category of dream: pde’s-influenced
vividness: 3.6
second dream
name of dream dream: a cat with eight lives
standing at a bus stop which was on a busy dual carriage way
there were seven or so other people there as well
the stop was the one before an international airport
most of us were looking in the direction the bus would be coming from
a juggernaut passes by
it is no more than ten metres past where we are standing when the sound of its air brakes accompanied by the sounds of metal under strain fills our ears
we turn and look and see the lorry shuddering and juddering to a halt
it stopped in an impressively short distance
i stooped to look under the truck
i didn’t know what i expected to see
it was a pleasing sight; it was a white cat sitting in a haunched position with its tail lying along the length of its body
i started walking to the back of the lorry rubbing my forefinger and middle finger against the thumb and making squeaking sounds by sucking air through my pursed lips
it was moving towards me and was just about in touching distance when the dream ended
addenda
quality of the dream 3.7 quality of the sleep 4
participant
category of dream: cat (10)
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19022018
name of dream: buidings in the dark
was with an acquaintance from fifteen years ago and he takes me to his latest hangout, a castle
at the top of the castle, there was a steeple with small ledges that got narrower the further up it went
at the very top, the ridges weren’t deep enough for the sole of the foot to take the weight of the body
i tried to get my big toe to take my weight but it couldn’t take it and i lost my footing and balance and the scene changed as i was slipping back down the steeple
in another scene, i was in what looked like an abandoned warehouse and as i made my way to a window to get out i saw a partly rolled large cigarette and picked it up and finished rolling it
in another scene, i was looking for the person i was with at the beginning of the dream
i heard his voice coming through a hole in a small broken window and was looking for a way to get into the building when the scene changed
in another scene, i was at an open window which anyone who wanted to get into the building could have used to gain entry
in the next scene, a young male propped a board against the wall next to a window frame that didn’t have any glass and gave the window the appearance that the building was occupied and someone was in
in another scene, was walking away from somewhere with another male and each of us had one arm about the shoulder of the other
every scene in the dream was dark
addenda
quality of the dream 3.2 quality of the sleep 3.6
vividness: 2.7
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18022018
name of dream: job dispute
don’t remember much of this dream
a scowling face that is mightily angry because the person he thought should have got a job i was offering didn’t get it
addenda
quality of the dream 3.2 quality of the sleep: 3.7
participant
cause of dream: thinking about jobs for people during the day
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17022018
name of dream: gold and silver afoot
the third or fourth dream of this exact theme and the first scene
it is evening, i’m on my own and walking along a streets
a glint of colour draws my attention to an object on the ground
a closer look and i can see it’s a pound coin
when i bend down to pick it up other coins are nearby
the coins are a mixture of pound coins and fifty pence and twenty pence pieces, there may be some ten pence and five pence coins as well
ten or twenty steps along and it happens again
only this time there is more than one pound coin and there are one or two fifty pence coins but there aren’t any five ten or five pence ones
and so it goes for five or so more scenes
so now instead of seeing just one gold coin when i look without stooping down i see two or three coins and when i stoop down to pick them up there are even more gold coins with two-pound coins amongst them
at the end of the sequence of these scenes i had between one hundred and two hundred pounds
the dream changes scenes completely and a girlfriend of more than twenty years ago is in the dream
we are walking along
in this scene it’s not a pavement-next- to-the-road scene but a metre-wide tarmac path that cuts through a football pitch-sized, and slightly muddy grass field, that links one stretch of pavement to another
the tarmac path wasn’t in the original design plans for the estate but because people coming from a different direction had hewn out a path across the scenic-cum-playfield as it took sixty or seventy metres out of the walk from where they were coming from to the shops there were going to
the local authority had been forced to implement a solution to the resident’s complaints that their children’s play area was turning into a mud-bath
at first, it is the two of us walking along the eighty-metre long tarmac path and i am telling her about what’s been going on in my life
we are walking and talking when the same thing that happened at the beginning of the dream starts happening again
i tell her to watch what i’m doing
when i see the first coin i point it out to her and then bring her attention to the other coins nearby which she hadn’t previously noticed
there are a couple more scenes of seeing and picking up the coins; by now it’s almost exclusively gold coins
i explain to her that it appears to be only me that can see them as there are other people in this part of the dream who must have seen me bending down and picking things up from the ground as they approached from behind and then overtook us because we were walking very slowly as one of the passers-by started looking at the ground around his feet
the conversation was still about money
i related to her my recent financial dealings on the stock market and how the big financial institutions always come out on top because of their “trawling” tactic and asked her to evaluate
whether a countermeasure which had occurred to me looked as if it could work
the dream ended there
addenda
time-tense: the pound coins have the edges of the new ones that only recently have been brought into circulation which means this dream is a present time-tense dream
so it is either time-tense 2, or 4
quality of the dream 3.7 quality of the sleep 3.7
the stand-out part of the dream: the scene with the first two pound coin
the significance of the stand out part of the dream: wealth is a state of mind
if i had all the money i wanted i would still be writing this
cause of dream: the recognition earlier on in the day of the sentence above
participant
category of dream: money/wealth (12)
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16022018
‘the most important think-read dream
name of the dream: ‘the garden
the last line of today’s think-read dream was “this dream is not a new dream. it is the way new things can happen”
this think-read dream was a no-frills dream
no pictures, no people, no sounds, nothing at all
it was as if the person who wrote it didn’t want anything to detract from the message
the message of eight lines didn’t make any sense at all and i was ready to forget about it when the dream of 24102017 came to mind
the word garden was used in that think-read message too
in both the dream of 24102017 and in today’s dream the meaning of the word garden was used to convey a state or a meaning or a purpose in life
is it possible that the two dreams are connected ?
the message seemed to be a long, very long, odd type of proverb
it told the story of someone who had introduced “new things into the garden” and enriched the garden and also of the consequences of not introducing new things into the garden
the line “…doesn’t introduce new things into the garden… …can not go to the toilet… (there are a few interpretations of what that could mean) was in the message
the message made the same point repeatedly… new things need to happen
the words “dream” “garden” and “new things” was used once or more than once in every sentence
the words “go to the toilet” were used twice
addenda
time-tense: ?
quality of the dream 3.4 – quality of the sleep 3.6
cause of dream ?
category of dream: think-read (18)
notes 1
who’s writing these messages ?
where are they coming from ?
what time-tense did they originate in ?
are they from self to self ?
are they from you-know-who and timed to occur at this point of time ?
if they are from the lover they have come from time-tense 3 or 9 for application in time-tense 5
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14022018
name of dream: box montage
woke from sleep still feeling a bit sleepy
changed position in bed a couple of times and relaxed
a regular montage began
after a dozen or so scenes the format of the sequences, all of which had motion, began showing in a rapid/runaway style
the sequences became too fast to take in
then, the format changed from single sequences to a group of sequences of about eight across and the same number of sequences down and they were all the same size, hence the name box montage ( pic 1 )
well, it’s one thing to have a “one-image-a-time” montage but this new format… it was like giving a child the keys to a sweet shop
first of all… they were all in colour and all had motion
it was possible to view one “box” then go to another, look at that, and then go back to the one before
none of the sequences watched was looped
how long each sequence would last i didn’t discover
when you’ve got fifty or more films to watch you want to take a quick look at each one before deciding which one to view, which is what i did
after two minutes or thereabouts the assembly of films had other sequences forming at the corners and at the side
it struck me… i could go on with this for hours
so i turned over and opened my eyes and looked at the wall clock to see what time it was
it was still early and there was nothing pressing to do so i rolled back into my previous position ready to indulge myself
closed my eyes and went to continue where i had left off less than a minute before
couldn’t summon the images though
i felt like i had been robbed
still, the sequences before i opened my eyes was still fresh in the memory so it would have to be re-runs
category of dream: box montage (1)
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it was only a few weeks back (04122017) when replays of montage sequences were the latest cool faculty of the dream state
a week later (09122017) the latest and greatest new faculty was the freeze-frame, and now this
how many new faculties are there going to be ?
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notes on the box montage
was unable to get the freeze-frame option to work in this box montage, nor the replay
it was possible to zoom in with some of the films though
again, the semi-sleepy state comes over as being the best frame of mind to be in to bring montages into being
another consistency is the awake-time time-sense that accompanies them
and further, the post-sleep state of consciousness is the time when montages are more likely to occur
so, upon waking and without opening the eyes is the best time to try it
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the dream in the sleep which came before waking up had some cool special effects in it
a quick mention of it… was walking through thick, lush grass which came up to my shins in an open expanse of the countryside
something in the distance caught my eys and i started running towards it
after ten strides i ran off the cliff and was plummeting through the air to a river or stream eight hundred or more metres down
the scene was similar to the gorge in pic 2, only the gorge in the dream looked twice as deep and there was thick foliage everywhere
instantly, i knew i was a goner
and instantly after that thought, a thick bush about half as big as a house and growing sideways out of the cliff about thirty metres below me came into view and i landed in it
to get to the cliff-face it meant breaking branches and i can remember the effort of pushing and breaking branches
the dream went from participant to observer at this point, and now i’m in what looks like a rock cave looking at one of its walls
the wall began to break and turned into squares and the squares dissolved out of existence before reaching the ground
a young man wearing a suit and and a shirt with the top button of the shirt undone and a tie which was slightly dishevelled came though where the wall had been
he was an adventurer
a sense of adventure gripped me and some exciting things began
after seven or eight scenes the dream became fairy-tale like and i knew i would have to remember it for dreams diary
after waking it took thirty seconds to get the voice recorder ready for use and after dictating up to the bit of the dream when the wall dissolves couldn’t remember what happened after it but do remember it had a sense of fantasy
pity about that
addenda
qod 3.9 qos 3.7
the stand-out part of the dream: the wall dissolving
the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: the dream has become a new category of a dream… fantasy-reality
participant and observer
category of dream: fantasy reality (1)
notes 1
thinking about the dream and what the awake-time circumstances would have to be for this dream to happen in awake-time are being held back until we get going
some of what has to be conveyed needs to be conveyed when people are in a receptive mood and for that we need the right atmosphere
picture 1

picture 2

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13022018
name of dream: grex
it was evening in location two
there were three characters at the start of the dream
a young boy of eight or nine and a cat with a thin fawn coat
the boy was dawdling
didn’t want to get authoritarian with him and decided to lure him into walking at my pace
went into an off-license and bought two small bars of chocolate while the boy and grex waited at the door
when back outside there were three young adults standing there as well
grex had been frightened and i could tell it was the twenty-year-olds because of the look on their faces
you’ve probably seen the look… a slightly sadistic smile that people who delight in intimidating people exude
they lost a bit of their composure when they saw i might take them to task but they weren’t overly worried; it was still three onto one
besides, there was the youngster and grex to think about
i picked grex up and placed him around my neck with its back legs hanging loosely over my left shoulder and its front legs draping down my front-right side with its head brushing against the side of my face
i gave the boy one of the bars of chocolate and said “we can get another one when we get to the next shop”
grex was comfortable now and i could sense he was his relaxed care-free self again
we were just starting to move away from the front of the offie when a friendly person who i didn’t know that well but well enough to have a friendly chat with came up behind us
he was a sturdy peaceful man with a satisfied-with-life charisma
he was, like me, something of a loner
his calm confident manner disturbed men like the ones who had picked on the small boy and most despicably had delighted in frightened a cat
men who like to dominate other men are quite common but happily not that numerous; the balance is tipped toward peacefulness
one or two men like the ones being described had made the mistake of trying to disturb, through violence and aggression, the demeanour of the man who had just joined us on two occasions past
his response to violence toward himself put paid to aggressor’s, when, with one blow of the fist, he knocked all the aggression out of them; they had never heard the maxim “never rile a peaceful man”
he had to demonstrate his defensive prowess twice and both times it was with bully-men who had the reputation of being the type of people you kept away from and if you did find yourself in their company you had better know how to kowtow
his “one-punch and it’s over” status was legendary, particularly amongst the bullies
it was my chance to make the men who had got a kick out of taking on a boy and a cat feel like the small men they were
the man who just joined us was walking in the same direction as we were
the four of us were ten or fifteen metres from the shop from the shop when i said something which was designed to make the man who just joined stop and turn around and look
i could almost feel the bullies at the shop squirming as they thought i had just told the peaceable man what they had done
and if that wasn’t justice enough across the other side of the road walking in the opposite direction to us was another no-nonsense man who was respected by everyone
i told the man who had just joined us that i had to give him a message and would only be a few seconds
i crossed the road, said hello and some other things to the man and then pointed down the road and said something fitting like “be careful if you go in that offie. there’s a woman in there who will eat you alive”
i took a look at the three offending men as i crossed back over the road
they were dawdling
a
addenda
time-tense: see notes 2
qod 3.4 qos 3.6
participant
category of dream: animal – cat (9)
notes 1
grex is german rex
i bought a german rex for a bit of company in 1988
it didn’t take long to realise it wasn’t like other cats
as in the dream, i would lay it across my shoulders when i went out and about
usually, for safety sake, its front paws would be in my right hand and its back legs in my left
it was completely content in that position
it would follow me just like a dog
among the memories of it is the time we went to the park in the dead of night
i took a torch with a tight beam
as i shone it here and there both grex and myself would take in the scenes the torch highlighted
we climbed trees together that night
i could walk it on a leash and had got him to respond to a whistle when his meal was ready
friends and neighbours were well impressed
notes 2
what has got me wondering is why, when the exactitude’s used to ensure that all the random events which could change the course of history and evolution are so carefully woven into our lives, the exactness of events from undulation to undulation isn’t accessible to the sleep-time memory
perhaps they will be
let us consider that the moment of conception for dreams and dreams theory was 2009 (see the origins of dreams theory) and its birth was october 2017
october 2017 was when the notion occurred that the sleep-time conscious is superior to the awake-time conscious and is slowly coming to the fore
our corporeal selves and the awake-time conscious are nothing more than the means through which we enter into a necessary stage of evolution
the more we practice using the sleep-time faculties the more accurate will be the chronology of the information therein

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12022018
name of dream: the return of the alligator
been a couple of years since the last crocodile dream
all these allagator dreams have a menacing feel to them
was in a two-storey house which had been converted into bedsits
i was in friends room who lived on the second floor, i was on the first floor
there were three or four people in the room when the alligator came through the door
it didn’t seem to see anyone else
it came straight for me
i jumped onto the bed and was safe for the time being
it appeared another two times in different scenes of the dream and both times i managed to thwart it
i was more than just a bit unhappy about the way the owner of the reptile had given it the freedom of the house
there was every chance it would catch me unawares
i had got into the habit of opening the door i was about to through and peer into the room
i told the person who had brought it into the house that if he didn’t get rid of it i was going to take action
i had already formed a plan to get it to put its head over the bath and kill it by thrusting a half-metre hunting knife through its throat and into its brain
i had become homicidal towards it
i knew it would be gone eventually
the matter still hadn’t been resolved when the dream ended
woke from the sleep and had a mini-montage of women in wedding dresses
addenda
time-tense: past tenses
quality of dream 2.8
quality of montage: 3.9
cause of dream: had to be stray thoughts or did it ?
category of dream: stray thoughts
notes 1
the contrast between the dream and the montage is worth a mention
was both the sleep sequence and the montage something of my own making or is the montage of my making and the dream not or is it vice versa ?
to begin making inroads into answering these sorts of questions a new entry called “the rate of change of evolution and devolution from undulation to undulation” is being initiated
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11022018
name of dream: nervous dog
an awake-time friend of some years ago had a golden retriever as a pet
the dog had been traumatised, it had an accident or an operation or had been mistreated
the effect was the dog was nervous of people
i tried to coax it to come to me by talking to it but it didn’t come to me
when i made a move towards it moved back
then when i moved back it came forward a little
i offered it the back of my hand to sniff, usually offering the back of the hand works for timid and aggressive dogs alike, but again it backed away
and yet again it came forward when it was withdrawn
then i stretched out both arms and invited it to come to me in the same way as i would to a toddler or a crawling baby
that done it
when it was close enough i put my left hand on its chest below the dog’s chin and ran the nails of my fingers down its spine and it produced a quivering of the dog’s skin
the dog was a normal dog again and proved it with a lick
addenda
qod 3.5
participant
category of dream: doggy dream ()
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10022018
name of dream: a prison of the future
a person only attended this prison if they wanted to
the prison was a low-ceiling building, along the lines of a large hospital ward
it had beds which were arranged like a hospital ward as well but with a lot more distance between the beds
the prison was for someone who had committed a crime and only felt as though they needed to be reminded occasionally that they had done something wrong and sleeping at the prison was an acknowledgement by the person of having done something wrong
my crime was teleporting an item from its place of origin to where i designated it without taking due care and attention to the place where it was being received
the item was, i think, a bag of chips
the problem was the device which received the item made a bit of a bang when the item arrived
if you knew an item was coming it wasn’t a problem, you knew what to expect, but if another person happened to be nearby it could give her or him a bit of start
a bit like letting off a banger too near to someone on bonfire night
addenda
time-tense: any future tense – qod 3.0 – participant – category of dream: future technology prison (10) – vividness: 3
cause of the dream: ?
notes 1
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09022018
name of dream: ‘message from a goldfish
notes 1
the notes are being placed first in this dream because there is a tendency not to read the notes after reading the dream
that’s o.k., but this dream, it is thought, has an urgent message which needs to be evaluated
i can’t remember the last time i saw a goldfish
nor is the last time i heard of or spoke about a goldfish remembered
neither can i recall ever reading about a goldfish or seeing a film with a goldfish in it or seeing a photograph of a goldfish
the point is… there is absolutely no reason that i can think of why a dream with a goldfish in it should occur
a dream that seemed to have no basis for being dreamt about is not new to this website
what is different about this dream is the manner through which a communication was presented
the dream…
was about a half of one metre away from a fish tank and looking into it
almost immediately a goldfish like the one in the picture swam from left to right across the front of the fish tank and then disappered from view behind some ornaments
soon after it re-appeared from the left and swam out of view again, only this time it was moving more slowly and seemed bigger
when it returned for the third time it was swimming slower still, almost in slow-motion, and it was as close to the glass of the fish tank as it could be
the image of the goldfish filled my field of view
over a four or five or six seconds period of sleep-time, the goldfish moved from the bottom of the fish tank to the top
those few seconds became everything
as the goldfish moved slowly up the front of the glass, and closer to me, it’s mouth was opening and closing in a slow and deliberate way
as it was as close to the surface of the water as it could get, i realised… it was gulping for air
it turned slightly to the left as it reached the surface; at that moment its movements looked that of a whale
i looked into its eyes and believe me, people, it conveyed its feelings to me as meaningfully as an animal ever has
it was unmistakable, it was gulping slowly because it was dying from a lack of oxygen and it was asking me for help
the image of the goldfish was replaced by a fishless tank as it was at the beginning of the dream
i kept looking expecting it to re-appear and see again what i had just seen but it never came back
notes 1
addenda
time-tense: 5
qod 3.0
qos 3.7
participant
vividness: 4.1 or 2
the stand-out part of the dream: the moment of eye contact
the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: see notes 2
category of dream: …?
notes 2
is the writer reading too much into this dream or do some of the writer’s dreams have a significance for us all ?
assuming it has significance, what is the significance ?
most of those familiar with the k-t extinction event will hold the view that the prime factor which brought about the demise of the dinosaurs was the cloud which blocked out the sunlight long enough to stop the growth of plants
once the plants had stopped growing the dinosaurs that relied on vegetables for their food had nothing to eat and began dying too
then, when the dinosaurs which relied on vegetables for their existence died, the dinosaurs which ate the dinosaurs which ate the vegetables had nothing to eat and they died too
imagine the sudden loss of all vegetables in our lives… no bread, potatoes, rice, corn, rice…
the same thing happened with the fish
the sun’s light didn’t reach the oceans so the plankton began dying and when there was no plankton the fish which ate the plankton died and then the bigger fish which ate the smaller fish died and so on
‘notes 3
this website hasn’t searched for information to link this dream with the possibility of whether the water where goldfish first originated in, or are currently most abundant in, does or does not have sufficient oxygen for goldfish to thrive
that’s your job
the information that you present ( see method 1 ) will be dwelt on long enough for it to become the dominant pde and, if we’re on he right track, we will get an answer through a dream
that’s my job
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you’ve heard the story of how the bumble-bee is a barometer of natural balance
well this is something akin to that
if the loss of one particular genetic line amongst the population of the goldfish dies it will have ramifications which affect the quality or quantity of the lives of all man-shaped beings

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08022018
name of dream: james smith the second
this dream is set in africa
an awake-time friend from a few years back is with me
we are standing at the top of an open-cast mine
the mine was shaped like a shuttle-cock and was tiered
the tiers had been made into standing and sitting areas
it could accommodate four or five-hundred-thousand people
there was music playing but whoever had set up the p.a. hadn’t done his homework and the music sounded like it was coming from a pocket-sized transistor radio or a mobile phone
i said to my friend “we could get this place humming with a bit more organisation” but he wasn’t the slightest bit interested; i knew why
the music stopped and a voice came through the speakers
it was an essay or a soliloquy and was composed by a man and it was introduced as a song by james smith the second, he was an african man
it began… “words are the second most important means of communication we have; language is the first…”
it was meaningful and captivating and i tried to think-read it so i would remember it but it was too difficult, besides it was satisfying to listen to it
it had made its way into my psyche
addenda
time-tense: 4
qod 3.7
participant
vividness: 3.6
the stand-out part of the dream: the words of the speaker
the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: the souls of all men contain goodness
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07022018
name of dream: my baby’s safe
the care of my baby had been entrusted to the wrong person
he was a heroin addict and both he and the baby were living in squalid conditions
i took my baby from him and started for home
it meant going through a railway tunnel
there was a narrow ledge a half of a metre above the track and it was only a third of a metre wide
not being fully physically able i would be taking a chance and would almost certainly hurt the baby if i lost my balance and fell
a woman entered the dream and when she realised what was wrong she gladly offered to take the baby through the tunnel
she herself lost balance and had to drop onto the tracks but she was sure-footed and didn’t fall over
when we were through the tunnel we started talking and she walked along with me as i made for home
i explained the situation and the dream ended as i was saying “everything will be alright eventually. there are a few bumps along the road”
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06022018
name of dream: party-goer’s and friends
at a bus stop in the twilight hours
there was a bloke already at the bus stop when i got there
we started a chat
he said he was going to a party and wanted to know how to get there
i said i could take him there and could i go as well
he didn’t exactly jump at the idea and hadn’t committed himself when his girlfriend came into the dream
he told his girlfriend what i had said
she looked at me giving me the up and down and then asked me my name
there was umming and ahhing
before either of them said anything else i said “what sort of music will it be? “the girl asked “what sort of music do you like?” i said, “carl cox”, she said “who’s carl cox?”
a little demeaning was in order… i said “if you don’t know who carl cox is i’m not sure i want to go”; i think they realised it was tongue-in-cheek demeaning
nothing had been settled when an awake-time friend from years before came into the dream and the two people already in the dream realised that it now meant that if i was going to go with them yet another person would have to tag along
the scene changed here, still early evening, to another bus stop !
his name was alan (also in dream 16122017) and we got to reacquainting ourselves
the girl and boy party-goer’s were no longer in the dream; i was now engrossed in a conversation with alan
we had settled that he could sleep at my place and were still talking when his awake-time girlfriend from our teen days entered the dream
she was a pretty little thing, unassertive and desirous of having the right man in her life for all her life
she had found that person in alan
it meant that i would have to stay with another person for the night but that was never going to be a problems
on the way to my place i was talking twenty to the dozen and at one point i said something which would conclude with me saying his girlfriend’s name
it wasn’t until i had to say her name that i stopped dead and a slightly awkward empty pause occurred for all of us
of the three of uss alans girlfriend seemed affected by it most
i could, of course, remember her, although i can only ever remember ever speaking to her once, compared to her disposition i probably seemed brash, still she obviously thought i should have remembered it
i said “give me a clue”
she said something which referred to a colour and i said “hazel”
not getting it right didn’t help things and she made a dismayed sound
the dream ended just after that
addenda
time-tense: 4, 5 (the most accurate time-tense placement yet.)
qod’s 3.6
qos 3.7
participant
vividness: 3.3
second dream
name of dream: getting the feel of it
in a living room with a lady
the conversation touched on health
that was my cue to mention the benefits of exercising
at one point i suggested she had a little go at doing an exercise
she said o.k.
i produced a dumbbell that weighed a couple kilograms and showed her how to do a seated one arm shoulder press and suggested she do three of them
she had a go but was really struggling
i gave her few tips and coaxed her into doing another two
when she had finished i apologised for pushing her too hard but she was genuinely pleased with what she had done and i could tell she was feeling the blood rushing around in that part of her body and liked the feeling
addenda
time-tense: 3 or 4
qod’s 3.3 – 3.2 – 3.4
qos 3.4
participant
vividness: 3.4
category of dream: weight training (5)
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05022018
name of dream: extremes of societies
was found guilty of not paying a bill
the sentence was death
after the sentence had been passed and the convicted person left the courtroom the sentence was automatically made into a life sentence
the next scene was a busy reception where people were re-sentenced again
there were dozens and dozens of people in the reception area who had been sentenced that day
there were three men in a cage who looked apprehensive and angry
the looked like they could be mudrerers
the latest sentences were given out to people at a glass-partitioned office and everything was happening fast
the sentences were being reduced from life in prison to various amounts of years in prison to months in prison to community work to fines…
i ended up with three months in prison
addenda
time-tense: this seems more likely to be a future tense than a past tense
qod 3
qos 3.6
category of dream: prison dream (9)
participant
vividness: 3.4
cause of the dream: probably the continuing thoughts of today’s injustices
notes 1
the shock value of the extreme penalty… hmm
devolution starts with a relatively minor thought containing injustice for someone
see death-outcome assertions
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04022018
name of dream: double standards
two men, putin and a celebrity, were lying relaxed
putin was on his front and the other male lying on his side almost at a right angle to putin
their faces were about a third of a metre apart
the unknown male leant forward and kissed putin on the lips
putin had the same satisfied look on his face before and after being kissed
i said out loud to myself “you bastard”, i said it twice
“typical”, i thought, “one law for the lawmakers and one for the rest of us”
addenda
qod 2.9
qos 3.5
observer
vividness: 3.5
category of dream: homosexuality (1)
cause of dream ?
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03022018
name of dream: lost (2)
on a bus
thought i knew the road the bus was on but some of the surroundings weren’t right
if i was where i thought i was the bus would turn left at the t-junction two hundred metres further on
asked the driver if the next turn was right or left
he said left and i said that’s alright. that’s where i want to go
it meant i was only six hundred metres from walking through the front door
as we were approaching the t-junction the bus turned left
in the next scene, we were in a bus depot and i didn’t know where i was
there was a bus behind the one i was in and i thought it was the bus to get on to finish the journey
as i approached the bus a man got off and asked me to “wait over there”
as i was walking to where he indicated a man in a grey uniform said to me “where are you going?” emphasising the you
didn’t like his tone of voice so i replied “going to get some information if that’s alright with you
again he asked me a completely irrelevant question and i said “what’s it got to do with you?”, i was getting uppity by now
“he said “if you don’t tell me i’m going to take you down”
i completely lost my cool and shouted in my loudest, steady voice, and it reverberated from every acoustically reflective material for thirty metres, “down”. paused and saw him cringe and then again, even more vehemently “down”
he shrank and made off like a rabbit and was still accelerating at twenty metres as i finished him off, “you’re going to take me down” but by then he was in amongst other people who wouldn’t know who i was shouting at
a wannabe authoritarian had bitten the dust
my situation wasn’t any better
i was in a strange place and it looked like i was going to be sleeping in a waiting room
i was becoming concerned and as my concern compounded and was looking for a solution i realised i was in a dream and woke up
addenda
time-tense:
qod 3
qos 3.4
participant
vividness: 3.3
the stand-out part of the dreams: the shouting
category of dream: lost
notes 1
that i knew i was dreaming before the dream ended is relevant
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02022018
name of dream: mini-montage – children’s gallery
a montage sequence with twelve or fifteen different pictures
the pictures were children’s themes
the pictures were drawn using single lines; there were no “filled-in” areas
each picture was instantly recognisable
a house, a tree, a bird…
the colouring was in pastel
it could have been a set of pictures which someone was presenting to a publisher for approval to accompany the words of a book
a picture on one page the writing on the next
you must have seen this type of format for a child-book and know exactly what i mean
addenda
time-tense:
q 3.5
qos
observer
vividness: 3.8
the stand-out part of the dreams: the simplicity of the drawings
the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: can be life simple?
category of dream: mini-montage
notes 1
wouldn’t it be great if the technology in the dream heisenberg’s proof was available to us now
we wouldn’t to have spend years studying art
each one of us with our own unique style dreaming up pictures that no one else would dream of
each person conjuring up pictures worthy of being put on display
it would take umpteen lifetimes merely to browse through them all
the future IS coming and it is unstoppable
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01022018
first dream
name of dream: mechanics unknown
you’ve seen the film, here’s the dream…
including myself, there were four people in the dream, a girl and two other males
i was sitting close and listening to one of the young males who was talking directly to me: he looked like he was in his early twenties
the conversation had been going on for quite a while
the scene changed and it went from me sitting and listening to me standing and moving
i was two metres to the right of the male and moving slowly further to the right
i was looking at the person who had been talking and could see he was still in the same position as when we were talking
within less than a second of sleep-time, i could see that neither he nor the other two people in the dream were moving
they were stock-still, completely frozen in time
their absence of movement didn’t take me by surprise or phase me in any way, i was at ease; the situation seemed natural
this was obviously not an experience that was new to me
the dream ended there but if wanted the dream could have continued
addenda
time-tense: 1, 2, 3, 4, 5
qod 3.8
participant
vividness: 3.4
the stand-out part of the dreams: last scene
the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: a glimpse into the future
category of dream: ?
cause of the dream: ?
notes 1
the three females who “dropped in” on me a few years back ( transmutation ) were at a stage of evolution ahead of the people in this dream
the ability to move amongst people without them realising you’re not there is less than sixty-five million years away !
second dream
name of dream: a kiss on the ground
while out running came upon a girl with her friend
in the next scene, it’s just the two and we are sitting on a wall
in the next scene she is behind me and squeezes the back of my neck and it sent a shudder through me
i said: “that sent a shudder right down my spine” and then said “do it again”
this time when she squeezed the sensation was so intense i had to pull away and leant forward
she kept her grip and it caused her to lose balance and we both ended up on the ground next to one another
our faces were just inches apart
we were in the perfect position to kiss
at first contact, her lips were tight but then loosened and softened and the kiss lasted for about eight or ten seconds of sleep-time
i suggested we meet again but she didn’t seem enthusiastic
in the last scene i was standing and as i started to walk away i said: “i’ll see you later”
addenda
time-tense:
qod’s 3.5
participant
vividness: 3.4
the stand-out part of the dreams: the kiss
category of dream: kissing dream (14)
cause/s of the dream: a persons continuing desire to experience pleasure
notes 1
there was quite a bit more at the start of this dream but the recording was garbled
third dream
name of mini-montage: 3-D girl
there were about ten pics of nude and flimsily clad women in this mini-montage
two linger on in the memory
one seems to have become a fixed memory
the one which is already fading was an overtly aggressive stance that was so blatantly provocative of sexuality it intimidated me
this woman had made herself into a sex-war machine
sex was a battle she intended to win
there may be a man somewhere who could take her on but it wasn’t me
the one that appealed most was nude
her genitalia was the healthiest part of her body, it immediately caught the eye
it seemed as though her major labia was in 3-D while the rest of her was in 2-D
it almost seemed as though it was a separate entity with a different purpose, alive with a personality of its own; vibrant, full of life
any man could make this woman pregnant
if that’s on the outside then what’s on the…
i wanted to explore…
amazing
addenda
time-tense:
q 3.5
observer
vividness: 3.9
the stand-out part of the dreams: 3-d pic
category of dream: mini-montage
cause/s of the dream: a persons continuing desire to experience pleasure
notes 1
for every woman, there is a man who is perfect for her
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31012018
first dream
name of dream: baby in prison
a man was walking along the second-tier landing of a prison
he was carrying a baby in the crook of his right arm with the baby’s body lying along his forearm and its head resting in his palm
the atmosphere of this scene dark and foreboding
addenda
time-tense:
qod’s 2.8
qos 3.5
observer
vividness: 3
the stand-out part of the dream: the feeling of oppression
the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: it’s a reflection of those feelings which accompany living in an oppressed society
category of dream: prison (8) babies (1)
cause/s of the dream: the emotional content accompanying thoughts during the day
second dream
name of dream: regimental prison (7)
in the first scene, i was sitting on the end of a bench against a wall with a dozen other men
we were wearing thick dark-blue jumpers and darker trousers
in the next scene we were standing in a line in what looked like a gym, and again i was at the end of the line
in the third scene, the other men were doing something energetic while i stood there watching
the instructor came over to me and said: “why aren’t you running” i said “i can’t run” the instructor said sarcastically, “why, are you crippled ” and i said “no, disabled”
the instructor asked a couple more questions and realised i was not an able-bodied person
he stood there with his mouth open not knowing what to say
i knew that i shouldn’t be there and now so did he
he was going to have to leave the men and take me somewhere and get it sorted out
the instructor was annoyed that someone had not done their job and wanted, but didn’t, to give me a dressing down and lay the blame on me
third dream
name of dream: in the arms of my baby
it felt as though i was carrying a heavy burden
it felt as though i had been carrying it all my life
i entered the room where my girl was lying down
i walked over and joined my girl lying down and the burden came with me
in her arms, there was some solace
i said “i have missed you”
notes 1
it is those who have known great things who feel wrong-doings most acutely
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30012018
name of dream: x (d)
simply superb
it’s difficult to convey the intensity of the feelings in this dream
when both the woman and the man gave more than they received
there was nothing more we could have done
the contract between genders had been fulfilled
addenda
time-tense:
qod 4.2
qos 3.7
participant
vividness: 4
the stand-out part of the dreams:
the significance of the stand-out part of the dream:
category of dream: x
cause/s of the dream: thoughts during the day
notes 1
changes are occurring
the feelings in dreams are becoming more real than the memories of the experiences of awake-time memories
we know from the 12112017 dream that the pan-undulation memory is more accurate than the awake-time memory
in all likelihood, we can confidently speculate that the pan-undulation memory is more accurate in respect of feelings too
it is thought that this is because then pan-undulation memory has more experiences to draw from
within our lifetime we should be able to accurately place the time-tense of most of the dreams
at the moment only one in fifty dreams have correct placings
notes 2
the writer has now reached the point where he can induce this type of dream
it’s come at the right time
there’s absolutely nothing happening in awake-time
now, how to make the dreams longer or seem longer
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29012018
first dream
name of dream: diamonds
there were three of us, two men and a third person i couldn’t see standing between the person i could see and myself and we were standing in front of a woman
the woman was talking but for some reason, the words weren’t reaching my brain
her voice was loud enough for us to hear but we couldn’t hear what they were
every bit of our conscious state was fixed on what she was wearing
our brains had shut down the other senses so our eyes could totally focus on what it was we were seeing
this woman, whether by design or not, could hypnotise a person into just seeing
what had captivated us was the diamonds that were nestled into the net-weaving on the front of her cossack-style hat, her eight centimetre long earrings with three diamonds in each earring and a necklace with a mans hand-sized elongated v-shaped design around her neck
i’ve seen large expensive seen diamonds on the fingers of women that made you look at them longer than you did at other jewellery but these, they were in a different league
the unnoticeable movements of her head that must have been occurring as she was talking and was causing the earring diamonds to move slightly and made the diamonds flash and glint and drew the attention to them; the diamonds in the hat had the greatest effect
after looking at the spectacle for about eight or ten seconds of sleep-time i glanced over at the man on the right of the person standing next to me (never did see her or his face)
every time i looked at him i began laughing
whoever it was that conceived or discovered or designed the outfit knew the effect which she/he wanted to create and it had the desired hypnotic on the african guy who i could see
the way his eyes were going from hat to necklace to earrings over and over and the stupefied look on his face made me laugh louder every time i looked at him and i was laughing as i woke from the dream
addenda
time-tense:
qod’s 3.6 – 3.2 – 3.4
qos 3.7
participant
vividness: 3.8
the stand-out part of the dream: the light coming from the diamonds
the significance of the stand-out part of the dream:
category of dream: jewellery
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28012018
first dream
name of dream: lion-dog
the first scene of the dream was a dog on the lawn outside of the front of the house (location 2)
the dog looked about one year old
it was well-built especially around its chest, like a doberman but with shorter legs and a longer body
it had short, thick, smokey-grey hair over all of its body except for around its neck
the crop of hair around its neck was mostly on the top of its body and anyone who saw it wouldn’t have said it was a mane not a tuft of ha
i immediately thought it was an unusual breed of a lion and the thoughts and feelings associated with lions accompanied the first impression
its movements though were unmistakably dog and when the mind had time to take in the dog’s movements it would go back to being relaxed
it was the initial first impression that everyone would have which gave it its uniqueness
it would draw looks, comments and interest wherever it went
and if anyone was slightly startled when they first saw the dog that feeling would be replaced within a second as she, yes it was a female, emanated her retiring disposition
smokey and me would be the latest buzz in the hood
second dream
name of dream: mom’s treat
it was either mom’s birthday or it was that i was flushed and wanted to give her treat
invited one of her sister’s and a non-relative who i knew would be welcome to both mom and aunt and began mentally arranging the night out
first, we would have a drink at a pub near a picture-house and then we would go to the cinema and then more drinks with a nosh-up, did i mention i was flushed, afterwards
with about hour to go before we had to go into town i went to the house of the friend of mom’s to bring her back to where mom and i lived
i waited while mom’s friend got ready and it took five minutes to cross the green which separated the two estates to get back mom and i lived
as we turned the corner and our house came into view there was a medium-sized removal van which was loaded from the side and parked outside the house with household items, some of which i recognised
was surprised before i became suspicious and exclaimed: “ay up, what’s happening here?”
i knew something wasn’t right and whisked out the phone, called the police and explained the situation and they said to stay where we were until someone arrived
the police had arrived and were listening to me when the dream ended
third dream
name of dream: the changing tide
was walking from somewhere to somewhere and passed by a large group of people smiling and in a jubilant mood
they were outside a court that had just made a statement which was in favour of ordinary people
the judgement meant that people as a whole would be protected from arbitrary claims by companies who, let’s speak plainly, were, as usual, feathering their own nest’s at the expense of decent ordinary people
was handed a sheet of paper and was reading the relevant sentences and the dream then turned into a think-read dream
the important sentences were “the court believes the rules are imbalanced. we now believe they should be changed”
addenda
time-tense:
qod’s 3.3 – 3.2 – 3.4
qos 3.4
participant
vividness: 3.4
the stand-out part of all three dreams: the smiling faces outside the court
the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: thoughts during the day that change is occurring
category of dream: doggy dream () – mother dream 12 and externalised dream – happy-ending dream 30
cause/s of the dream:
notes 1
could tell from the sound of my voice as i said “ay up, what’s happening here?” that it was externalised
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27012018
name of dream: house arrest
first dream
first, all my gizmo’s and most of the electrical devices that were in continual use were confiscated and all i was left with was a portable t.v. that had a forty centimetre screen and a stereo system with twenty-centimetre high speakers
then there was someone checking on what i was doing whenever i did something different
as the dream changed scenes the room the dream was set in began to fill up again with even better items than the ones that were there before and i felt that i was back in control of my life and was in the position to dictate what happened in the outside world
notes
don’t know what i had done to be getting this sort of treatment
possibly it was a time when the society was a lot more oppressive than it is today
this is the sort of situation i could imagine being in if i had been born in the russia of today
which means this dream was the past of a past undulation or even the present of a future undulation
*
second dream
name of dream: think-read (16) computer (4)
at the computer when a message came on the screen which read… “the programme has not been installed. it is a danger to the computer and can cause irreparable damage”
note 1
this message is the first the time have read the message on the first read
*
third dream
name of dream: the delivery couple
at home (location 2) when a lounge chair was delivered
it was unusual because the chair was delivered by a man and a woman wearing matching clothing, i got the impression they were married
the house had been extended at the back with a conservatory that was as wide the living room and the same length
seeing it in the dream for the first time was the stand-out scene of all three dreams
the french doors in the original part of the house blended perfectly with the design of the conservatory which had an even more spacious feel to the conservatory because it was mainly made of glass and it gave even greater depth to the length of the combined rooms which was about thirty metres
in one scene of the dream i volunteered to make a cuppa’ and went to the kitchen
the delivery woman was standing in the doorway between the living room and the kitchen so i placed my hands on her hips to let her know i was there and expected her to move to one side
the delivery woman put her hands over my hands and pressed them firmly into her
i had never seen her before and it was unlikely i would see her again and i couldn’t see where it could lead to as the person who i took to be her husband was right there
addenda
time-tense:
qod’s 3.0, 3.0 and 3.6
qos 3.7
participant
vividness: 3.2 to 3.4
the stand-out part of the dream: the impression of depth of the living room and conservatory
the significance of the stand-out part of the dream:?
category of dream:
cause/s of the dream: ?
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26012018
name of dream: air display and a think-read (15) about cream pastries
two lines of jets with about ten or twelve of them in each line
in one scene they swooped down and headed towards a hanger
the hanger was somewhere between five hundred and seven hundred metres high and two or three hundred metres wide
at either side of the hanger there was a slightly flattened semi-circular chute about one-third of the width of the hanger
both rows of the jets disappeared momentarily after they entered into the hanger and then, still in formation, re-appeared out of the top of the chutes in a nose-up position
in the next scene, a close-up of just one of the jets filled the entire frame of the movie
the jet had just emerged from the chute with its nose pointing up and was balanced between falling and rising and it remained hung in the air for a long moment
if it wasn’t for the colour of the exhaust flames changing colour very slightly it would have been a picture
the jet then slowly lowered itself, tail first, back into the chute
everybody watching was stunned
it captured the imagination and it was so impressive the buzz was it was alien technology
the dream changed scenes and went from the air display to a stationary aeroplane on the ground
the plane was the size of air-force one, maybe a bit bigger
there was a screen on the side of the plane which was displaying messages
the screen looked as though it was part of the plane
as i began to read the message the dream turned into a think-read dream
i nearly got the two-sentence of the message in one read but slipped up and had to go back four or five words and amend one word before the whole message fell into place
the message was… “the negotiations are in recess and the two parties will now take a break and enjoy some ***** pastries. five of the world’s royals regularly eat ***** creams and pastries”
addenda
time-tense: one or more of the future time-tense
qod 3.5
qos 3.8
observer
vividness: 4.2 (jet scene)
the stand-out part of the dream: the nose-up stationary jet and the coloured message on the side of the aeroplane
the significance of the stand-out part of the dream:?
category of dream: air display (2)
cause/s of the dream: jets were in the pde’s
notes 1
the harrier jump-can/ could hover
if you have seen a harrier jump-jet you will have seen that even in stationary mode there is a noticeable wavering
the craft in this dream was perfectly stationary in the nose-up bit of the dream
that was what got the buzz going
Here is a clip of a harrier jump-jet
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25012018
name of dream: it’s my tune
someone had brought legal proceedings against another person for using the melody of his song and changing it and calling it his own
the tune was catchy and had been a hit sometime before, quite recently i think
the original song was played in court and the second version was played and the two were compared
the person who changed the song had done nothing more than lower every single note of the original song by one half of a pitch and changed the tempo a little
the person’s legal counter-challenge was still being argued in the court when the dream ended
the dang of it was the tune that was modified sounded much better than the original and would probably be a bigger hit than the original and apparently, that was a valid legal reason for counter challenging the originality
category of dream: music (30)
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24012018
name of dream: short stay
moved into a new area and had the choice of two schools to go to
the one i chose was a boarding school and had extensive grounds and several hundred pupils
the problem with large schools is that to organise them properly the organisation becomes a dominating feature of the school and such schools have an impersonal feel, this one was no different
i was in the dormitory which was white everything with a small suitcase that had a new pair of light-grey suede shoes and a shaver in it
it was an open-plan dormitory that had about two hundred beds in it which i assumed slept the entire year/age-group i came into
was talking to somebody a few beds away from where mine was and he told me it wouldn’t be safe to leave my shoes in the locker and suggested somewhere
then a lad with a trolley came into the dream and was putting sheets and blankets on the beds so i went to make my bed up
the scene changed and discovered my shaver was missing
the scene changed again and i was holding my watch, i distinctly remember the make of the watch it was a timex, i seem to remember a hair-spring was poking out of the side of it
it was broken so i took the metal back off and then separated the glass front from the rest of the watch and had a go at fixing it
made a right muck-up of repairing it and if it wasn’t beyond repair before i tried to mend it was now
between one thing and another decided not to stay at the school and started gathering my bits and pieces together
on my way out of the grounds, a member of the staff sided up to me and tried to counter the reasons i gave him for leaving
the last scene of this dream was out of the school area completely and in the high street looking for a shop to replace the missing shoes
addenda
time-tense: 3, 4
qod 3.3
qos 3.4
participant
vividness: 3.4
the stand-out part of the dream: looking at the watch
the significance of the stand-out part of the dream:
category of dream: school dream 5
cause/s of the dream: ?
notes 1
there were at least two more dreams in this sleep
thought i had made notes on one of the others but couldn’t find them if i did
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23012018
name of dream: short stay
moved into a new area and had the choice of two schools to go to
the one i chose was a boarding school and had extensive grounds and several hundred pupils
the problem with large schools is that to organise them properly the organisation becomes a dominating feature of the school and such schools have an impersonal feel, this one was no different
i was in the dormitory which was white everything with a small suitcase that had a new pair of light-grey suede shoes and a shaver in it
it was an open-plan dormitory that had about two hundred beds in it which i assumed slept the entire year/age-group i came into
was talking to somebody a few beds away from where mine was and he told me it wouldn’t be safe to leave my shoes in the locker and suggested somewhere
then a lad with a trolley came into the dream and was putting sheets and blankets on the beds so i went to make my bed up
the scene changed and discovered my shaver was missing
the scene changed again and i was holding my watch, i distinctly remember the make of the watch it was a timex, i seem to remember a hair-spring was poking out of the side of it
it was broken so i took the metal back off and then separated the glass front from the rest of the watch and had a go at fixing it
made a right muck-up of repairing it and if it wasn’t beyond repair before i tried to mend it was now
between one thing and another decided not to stay at the school and started gathering my bits and pieces together
on my way out of the grounds, a member of the staff sided up to me and tried to counter the reasons i gave him for leaving
the last scene of this dream was out of the school area completely and in the high street looking for a shop to replace the missing shoes
addenda
time-tense: 3, 4
qod 3.3
qos 3.4
participant
vividness: 3.4
the stand-out part of the dream: looking at the watch
the significance of the stand-out part of the dream:
category of dream: school dream (5)
cause/s of the dream: ?
notes 1
there were at least two more dreams in this sleep
thought i had made notes on one of the others but couldn’t find them if i did
* * *

23012018
name of dream: money/wealth 11
two of us were going through items in a box or bag
the items were all on the small size, nothing bigger than a golf ball
every one of the items had a useful value
the more we rummaged through the box or bag a more expensive object was discovered
the dream ended just after we came across a gold trinket
it was the size of a thimble and had chinese writing on it
it also had a number on it
it was a different colour gold to the other gold items, it looked a deeper shade of gold and felt heavier
it also looked very old and i sensed it had significance in the chinese culture
we were both infused with a sense of having hit the motherload
addenda
time-tense: 3, 4
qod 3.4
qos 3.5
participant
vividness: 3.6
the stand-out part of the dream:
the significance of the stand-out part of the dream:
category of dream: money/wealth
cause/s of the dream: see notes below
notes 1
there has been a bit of a run of these types of dream lately
it is believed they stem from a sense of financial security which has taken root in recent months
unfortunately, a sense of financial security carries with it its terrible twin… a sense of financial insecurity
a sense of financial insecurity is, of course, a tactic used by british and jewish financiers to infuse a sense of insecurity in the lives of people who don’t see the merit of accumulating wealth for its own sake
people who would, were they in the position to do so, see wealth was distributed evenly
there have been dreams in which there was great wealth for everybody
great wealth for everybody is not a difficult thing to achieve
it does, however, mean that the natural fair-minded disposition to other people inherent in Evolving Beings is allowed to flourish
a flourishing society has its roots in the outlook that we, as man-shaped beings, are an extension of eternity
the only thing which eternity expects of us is that we follow its lead and incorporate expansion into every aspect of our existence
the unhappiness in our and other peoples lives is brought into being by people who are attempting to exist outside the realm of reality
second dream
name of dream: persistent pussy – cat dream 8
was lying on the floor in the living room
there was at least one other person in the room although i couldn’t see them
as i was lying there the cat licked my face, my eye i think
i found it distracting and so rolled over
the cat came around to the other side of me and licked or attempted to lick my face again
i rolled back over onto my left side again
the cat didn’t walk around me this time but jumped over me and headed for my face
i put my hands on my head and shielded my face with my forearms
the cat jumped over me two or three more times trying to figure out how to get to my face
it first tried pushing its head under my arms and then tried prising my forearms open by pushing its head through them and then got really determined and started to headbutt its way through my forearms
the other person in the room starting laughing at the cat’s antics
addenda
time-tense: could be almost any time-tense
qod 3.4
qos 3.5
participant
vividness: 3.6
the stand-out part of the dream: the head butting
the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: ?
category of dream: cat dream
cause/s of the dream: ?
* * *

22012018
name of dream: high in the air in a basket
read about a bit of news which described how easy it was to travel between countries in a basket using helium without needing an aeroplane-sized balloon
it wasn’t expensive to do, in fact, it was dirt cheap
it came down to whether a person was prepared to be adventurous
i would take a water raft and water-wings in case i had to ditch in the channel
apart from that it seemed fairly straightforward
a scene or two later i had the journeying-basket but my ideas of a glamorous ride were dampened when the basket was in front of me and
it was a lot less glitzy than imagined and the sight of the helium-filled canisters around the side of the basket made me realise it was a bit of crude kit
a bit like a boy buying a toy plane that could soar above the houses in the advert only to find that it was powered by a wind-up elastic band
there was only one scene of flying but it was right up there, really high up in the air but apart from that there wasn’t anything else about flying
the next scene was in a bank and the cashier was weary of me
then i was outside the bank leaning back against the wall, think i was waiting for a transaction to go through
and then i woke up to the sound of myself singing “return to sender”
and then thought about elvis presley for a minute before getting out of bed and making a cuppa, which i drank quickly, and then made my way to the computer and typed this entry
and now the dream entry is done the rest of the day is mine to do with as i please
addenda
time-tense: various
qod 3
qos 3.4
participant
vividness: 3.6
the stand-out part of the dream: seeing the cylinders around the basket
the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: ?
category of dream: flying
cause/s of the dream: ?
* * *

20012018
name of dream: lounge in a car
the family were in the car and on their way to the holiday destination
the car was full
somehow seven people, two adults, two teens and three children, had managed to fit into the vehicle
a fair amount of the holiday time was going to be taken up travelling, thirty-six hours !
the car was too noisy, even the youngest was complaining
next scene
a different car; now the sound of the car wasn’t a problem but it was way too small and everyone felt cramped up
someone had the idea of taking the back seat out and putting in a wooden frame
next scene
that done the trick
the car was magically transformed into a small living room
now we were seated along both sides and the back facing one another and everyone could lean back with their legs stretched out
the holiday was underway
addenda
either an and or of time-tense: 3
qod 3
qos 3.8
participant
vividness: 3.5
the stand-out part of the dream: the last scene of the dream
the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: a happy ending
category of dream: travel dream
cause/s of the dream: haven’t got the foggiest idea
notes 1
can’t see any significance at all in this dream
the only thing i can think of is that the mind wanted to express it was satisfied with the pde’s
* * *

18012018
name of dream and references
crossword ‘think-write 1
was at the computer searching for a vital bit of information which i didn’t think i wouldn’t get an answer to but got the answer straight away
at that moment i felt a surge of gratitude toward the provider of the information and decided to post a sentence of praise
the think-write message was going to be… “it was “****” who provided the solution but i don’t want to mention the company’s name because they get good enough publicity as it is”
*
part one
think-write dreams are messages “from me to you”
think-read dreams are messages “from you to me”
or
think-write is a message sent and think-read is a message received
when composing a crossword think-write message a selection of words becomes visible in a column
when forming a think-read message a person “vocalises” a word in her/his head and the word becomes placed on the “write-line”
part two
crossword think-write messages
they have been given the name crossword think-write because as they are being composed a selection of words appears in a column of four or five 1 x 3 rectangles
column/s
every column in this dream was made of four or five
1 by 3 rectangles
every column was above or below the write-line but not on it
there were columns to the left and the right of the last word on the write-line
there were columns several words to the right of the last word on the write-line
and in one scene there was a column several words to the left and below the last word on the write-line
i think, but am not completely sure, there may have been an empty column or two somewhere above the write-line as well
the columns were coloured
every column had four or five words in it
pic 1

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crossword think-write dreams have the scope to become extremely elaborate
see matrix mechanics
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notes 1
after waking and after three or four attempts to remember the name of who it was who posted the answer i gave up trying to recall the name
i couldn’t see any point in making the dream into an entry because the part of the dream which was thought to be the crucial part of the dream, the provider of the information, wasn’t known
it wasn’t until i had been up and about for about an hour that the applications of the dream dawned on me (also read the p.s. of the notes 2 in the dream 17122017)
notes 2
there was nothing in the pde’s which pointed to the cause of this dream
it is concluded it is you-know-who moving things along
the reason for this dream is that it would be realised that crossword think-write dreams are a new and valuable tool
again, it wont be until other people start posting their dreams and allow everyone the opportunity to cross-reference their dreams for continuity, compatibility and commonality and discover if crossword think-write dreams are a constant and constructive aspect of love/life in the same way as dreams that are less than desirable are associated with stray thoughts, unsocial attitudes and destructiveness are connected
notes 3
as this is being typed an application for crossword think-write dreams has presented itself… ?
example…
you post… “i had a crossword think-write dream last night which said “jayne, i have lost your phone number. it is important that i contact you. is your surname smith ?”
the jayne smith has a think-read dream from the person who had a think-write dream
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*my reference name is – john 10 21 57 11022015, which means twenty-one minutes and fifty-seven seconds past ten in the morning of the eleventh of february two-thousand and fifteen** (see Time for Time)
my chosen name is googoled
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it is expected that the current time-format we use will change when we begin interacting with d-man
it is thought that d-man will have the age/time of the universe accurate to within one million planck Times
this, in turn, brings up the question… at what time does our dependence on the universe stop ?
and/or
at what time does the reliance on quons for our existence stop, assuming we no longer need quons for our existence after transmutation ?
notes 4
when the momentum of change is underway wordpress will have to be able to host a few thousand million free websites
addenda
time-tense: 5
qod 3.5
qos 3.4
participant
vividness: 4.2
the stand-out part of the dream: the colours
the significance of the dream – a new faculty for use in sleep-time
category of dream: crossword think-write dream (1)
cause/s of the dream: see notes 2 above
second dream
name of dream: pleasent police
1st scene
on the continent and my documentation was being checked
2nd scene
in a police station
the most casual/relaxed atmosphere of any police station i’ve been in
was being questioned politely by angela merkel
3rd scene
angela merkel taking one or two delicate puffs of an electronic ciggie
4th scene
reading three or four a5 sized sheets of papers which were folded twice and three or four cards
5th scene
searched for a card three times, couldn’t find it
came across an official-looking note that had “fled the scene on it” and became anxious
6th scene
a wallet with seven or eight different slot/pockets and three compartments
there was a two-pound coin in one compartment and i could feel another coin in another compartment which took three or four attempts to find
it was a fifty-pound coin, which meant i was rich (think there was a fifty-pound coin in another dream)
7th scene
lying with angela merkel
not sure if we were naked but both of our shoulders were showing and they were bare
she was softly, very softly, giving me meaningful soft-kisses on my cheek
time-tense: 1, 2, 3, 4, 7
qod 3.9
qos 3.6
participant
vividness: 4
the stand-out part of the dream: 7th scene
the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: ?
category of dream: kissing dream
cause of the dream: not known
notes 1
this is the eleventh kissing dream in the dreams diary
thirteen is my new lucky number !
3rd dream
name of dream: stray-thoughts dream 50
this dream was all bad feelings and hostility
time-tense: 5
qod 2.8
qos 4.1
participant
vividness: 2.9
category of dream: kissing dream (13)
the stand-out part of the dream: none
the significance of the dream: to remind me to keep my thoughts in check
category of dream: twinned-dreamss (1)
cause/s of the dream: stray-thoughts
notes 1
how a sleep can contain a tender love scene one moment and change to this type of dream hasn’t yet been formulated
an hour after writing the sentence above the thought occurred… a constructive dream, a love dream and a destructive dream
the constructive dream cancels the destructive dream and we are left with love !

17012018
name of dream: u.f.o.’s – sky-high car ride
first dream
a car and its passengers fell from the sky
there were three occupants in the car when it was taken into the sky
the occupants of the car came out of the sky ahead of the car and landed or were lowered safely to the ground (see e.t. lowering people to the ground Here)
the event must have been announced beforehand because there were several crews from the media filming the event from the ground
the three men who were in the car were not scared about what had happened and were full of smiles and enjoying the attention they were getting as soon as they were on the ground
there was film of the event which included the car coming out of the craft and the men coming to the ground
the whole thing was as solid as a sighting could be and would convince everybody who would see the film of the existence of extraterrestrials
addenda
time-tense: 1 or 2
qod 3.6
qos 3.3
observer
vividness: 3.6
the stand-out part of the dream: the happy mood of the men as they were being interviewed
the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: evolving e.t.’s and ourselves are compatible
category of dream: u.f.o.’s
cause/s of the dream: had been thinking about looking on the net for new sightings and posting them
second dream
name of dream: money 10
three of us had come into possession of two suitcases with money and valuable possessions in them
the money was neatly arranged and the bulk of the money had money-bands around each wad
there were about ten wads of money in each suitcase that had money-bands around them and each wad had fifty notes of twenty pounds
the unwadded money looked to be about one-tenth of the amount of the rest of the money
addenda
either an and or of time-tense: 3, 6, 8, 9
qod 3
qos 3.3
participant
vividness: 3.8
the stand-out part of the dream: counting the unwadded money
the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: unsure
category of dream: money dream
cause/s of the dream: thinking about money and how much i would need to complete five projects currently being mulled over
third dream
name of dream: ten in a bedroom
think the occasion was a wedding
the bride and groom must have been a very popular couple because people had come from near and far to be there
those people who couldn’t get back home on the same day of the wedding were offered somewhere to sleep
one of the persons who offered sleeping accommodation said they could sleep eighteen people
the arrangement was nine women would sleep in one room and the men would sleep in another
the scene changed in the dream and i was now looking at the room where the men would be sleeping
the room could sleep nine people alright but it meant two groups of three men would be sleeping in the same bed and two other men would be sleeping on a mattress on the floor
what didn’t look promising was that the room was big enough to house the beds and the mattress only if the beds and mattresses were touching, and i mean touching in the scrunched up sense
the scene changed to the evening when the beds were occupied
as is the case with pre-planning, it looks great on paper but almost inevitably something unforeseen crops up
one of the men, or it might have been his partner, had decided they didn’t want to be separated and so now there was a woman sleeping in the room
the scene changed again… the partner of the woman vigorously jumped out of the bed
the man who was on the other side of his partner had made a “move” on his wife or girlfriend and he was going to do something about it
he said “let’s settle this outside”
the dream came to an end
* * *

16012018
name of dream: organiser 5
had landed the contract to be the site manager at a shallow, open-cast mining project which would have forty or so men working on it for three, four or six months
had presented myself at the interview for the job as a modern-looking, fair-minded and innovative manager
at the interview my new approach justified the company accepting a lowering of profits to ensure they fulfilled the contract on schedule and avoided penalty clauses and the proposals would stand the company in good stead for future contracts by ensuring that when the word got out that the company gave the best working conditions there would never be a shortage of applicants for future business
what clinched it for me was the proposal that the wives or girlfriends would be able to accompany the men
there would be the two accommodation sites
one accommodation site would be for the women and the other for the men
the sites would be separated by about five kilometres
audio/visual communication links between the two sites
a four-day working week (monday through thursday)
on thursday nights the men would be transported to the women’s site for the long week-end
sleeping and entertainments for both sites during the week and more detailed planning for the long weekends
water, food and cooking arrangements
drinking only on thursday night, friday and saturday
termination clauses for employees who didn’t keep to the rules
wives or girlfriends of the men who had knowledge or experience of nursing and emergency procedures would give their partners an edge when applications to work for the company were being assessed
was thinking about how to include children for a few minutes after waking
addenda
either an and or of time-tense: 1, 2, 4, 5
qod 3.8
qos 3.8
p
vividness: 3.5
stand-out moment: at the male camp assessing where to start the organising
the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: as the cause of the dream (below)
category of dream: organisational
cause/s of the dream: thinking about how to organise a venture of similar complexity during the day
* * *

15012018
name of dream: x dream -can’t wait
we were three couples going out for the evening
it was my job to pick the girls up from their various locations and we would all meet up at the rendezvous
had collected the first girl and we were waiting at the home of the second young miss who was making a few finishing touches to her appearance when the first girl to be picked up came over to the large seat i was on and sat on my lap
she placed her hands on my chest and under my jacket and then slid her hands over my shoulders which caused my jacket fall off my shoulders
she said “you’re so handsome” and then said something else of a complementary nature and then pulled my head forward and gave me a really long kiss
a good snog never hurt anyone so i got into the swing of it
that was my mistake, it was though someone had fired the starting gun and it was a race to the finish
her hands had loosened my clothing and before i could stop it from going any further in a way which didn’t seem like a rejection to her she had my genitals in one hand and was unclothing herself with the other
while my senses were reeling from the sensations of her in the cowgirl position i felt a twinge of embarrassment and awkwardness
the other young lady came to my rescue and with typical female diplomacy and threw a blanket or sheet over us
it was supposed to be a night out and amour after
some women just can’t wait
addenda
either an and or of time-tense: 1, 2, 3, 4, 6, 7
qod 3.9
qos 4.1
p
vividness: 3.7
stand-out moment: under the blanket or sheet in the last scene
significance of the stand-out part of the dream: most pleasurable
category of dream: x dream
cause/s of the dream: thoughts and feelings during the day
notes 1
there was this one time when i was on the dance floor with a new-found girlfriend at one the city’s most popular dance clubs
the music was stopped while a couple of bouncers came onto the floor and removed a couple who had got carried away
they had removed the clothing that would get in the way
sometimes love/life just can’t wait
* * *

14012018
name of dream: derby-copter
at my auntie’s house (g)
on the lawn at the front of the house was a bullet-shaped contraption that was the size of a two-man bobsleigh and like a bobsleigh, it was hollowed out
it was as makeshift as something could be
it was a garish green and it looked like it was something straight out of a soapbox derby of an early disney film i had watched as a kid
in the next scene, it was flying about three hundred metres away a hundred metres up
it made a terrible racket and i thought to myself “it’s noisy”
then my auntie said “isn’t it noisy”
in the next scene, it had just landed in the front garden
only now the helicopter blades were prominent, there weren’t any blades on it in the first scene
the dream ended there
addenda
either an and or of time-tense: 3, 6
qod 3
qos 3.8
o
vividness: 3.8
stand-out moment: the colour of it in the first scene
category of dream: unassigned
cause/s of the dream: unknown
notes 1
it’s as likely as not that the three scenes of this dream aren’t in chronological order but were put into a logical sequence by the dream-conscious
what brought this dream about in the first place ?
it’s possible to connect the sound of the helicopter to a helicopter which flew over the house a few days back
the colour, the shape of the device, the sound it made and my auntie weren’t part of the previous few days experiences between then and now though
if the stand-out feature of the dream is assigned to the noise it made then that could explain it but then why a four or five day’s delay before the dream-conscious presented it to the present-time conscious ?
and even if it was the helicopter sound what connection or relevance has it got ?
the only thing which presents itself is if i draw your attention to the noise of the helicopters that used to wake up large swaths of the population at the last place i lived as helicopters flew just above house-level whilst pursuing a joy-rider or car thief
the police would wake thousands of people out of their sleep whilst pursuing a joy-rider or car thief; there is a disproportionate response to events here
it wouldn’t surprise this website to find out that the use of helicopters in the middle of the night and which wakes thousands of people out of their sleep is a deliberate ploy done to make people feel less well
a person who is tired or fatigued is a lot easier to control than is an alert person !
which makes the relevance of this dream an alert-notice to the subtle and sinister methods used by The Oligarchs to maintain control of what people do
* * *

13012018
name of dream: lion being shot
in africa
from where i was looking i could see two hedgerows about two metres high separated by seven or eight metres of grass
the hedgerows stretched away into the distance as far as the eye could see
about sixty metres away and between the hedgerow, there was a brown african bull resting on the ground with its legs folded underneath it
a lion came into the scene about twenty-five metres away from where i was and was walking in a very casual manner toward the bull
i pointed at it and said “lion”
a man with a rifle appeared to my right, took aim and fired a shot
the lion, still moving casually, turned its head, looked at its hindquarters, and then started walking towards us
i had a moment of panic as it looked as if the lion was coming to get us
after a couple of steps in our direction the lion changed direction again and carried on walking the way, and in the same manner, it had been walking before being shot
the lion took another three or four steps and then slumped to the ground
the way it fell to the ground told me it was dead
addenda
time-tense: 6, 9
qod 2.8 qos 4
p
vividness: 3.5
stand-out moment: the casual manner of the lion
category of dream: unassigned
cause/s of the dream: unknown
notes 1
a lion that has been fatally wounded doesn’t react casually after being shot
perhaps it was in greater pain before it was shot
perhaps it was at the end of its life and was about to die anyway
perhaps…
second dream
name of dream: x dream – reunited (my ref. b)
a friend of mine took me to the house of a friend of his
unbeknown to him, or me, the partner of his friend was an awake-time girlfriend of mine from some years before
i never spoke to her during the time my friend was there
when the person who had brought me got up to leave i followed him to the door and said “i’ll catch up with you later” and turned and went back into the living room
it was obvious to me she wasn’t satisfied with the relationship she was in and i needed to find out if the looks she had been giving me meant what i thought they meant
they did, and within seconds of dream time we were undressed and conjoined
about fifty seconds of sleep-time later the sound of the back door opening caused us to separate
i headed upstairs for the toilet
two or three steps up the stairs i knew i had to go back and get my clothes
had gathered the clothes and was going back up the stairs when the dream ended
addenda
either an and/or of time-tense: 1, 4, 7,
qod 4
qos 4.2
p
vividness: 3.5
stand-out moment: a long, moist kiss while conjoined
category of dream: x dream
cause/s of the dream: thoughts about women during the day
notes 1
the ex-girlfriend and me had been separated by circumstances beyond the control of either of us (i’ll tell you about it sometime)
at the time we spilt-up our relationship was very much an ongoing one
we suited each other down to the ground
she was the only girlfriend i ever had who had a sense of humour
she didn’t make me laugh out loud but her sense of humour regularly brought a prolonged smile to my face and as is the case with smiles they produce Endorphins
she used to enjoy me “ribbing” her, which i did routinely
we only ever said “no” to each other once
the time she said no to me it really rattled me and although i tried to hide it she knew she had “got” to me
within a day or two, i got the chance to give her a tatse of her own medicine
it was a night in at my place
films, music, food, marijuana… by an open fire
i felt bad about it but it had to be done
she had gone out of her way to make herself look appealing on the night… clothes, just the right amount of make-up and she was in “that” frame of mind with “that” look in her eyes
the look on her face when i said “no” affected her more deeply than expected and i nearly buckled
it had the desired effect though, neither of us said no again
notes 2
it is agreed that it is the woman’s prerogative to say no, however; when a woman says no she has to live with that decision
a male isn’t obliged to accept an invitation of “yes” after the female has said “no”
notes 3
very few people understand the writer’s position with regard to gender
of mammal-man-shaped beings, it is only he who can be either gender in any point of time throughout the course of evolution
that he manifests as a male is due to the fact that males are, generally speaking, bringing up the rear in terms of evolution
it is the writer’s “lot” that, of mammal-man, he is always “bringing up the rear” (not that he’s complaining)
as we edge toward transmutation his feminine traits will emerge and he will become a “her” again
it is slowly coming to be realised that women are ahead of their male counterparts where it matters most… the disposition to love
notes 4
there was just one time in my life when i said “no” first
it was at a community centre for teens
a girl a sent her friend over to tell me she wanted to go with me
i looked over to where she was
i know a “wrong’un” when i see one
i shook my head
the girl who sent her mate over to me made a gesture and said “f… off then”
what do you think ladies ?
was my judgement right ?
was my “no” justified ?
* * *
12012018
name of dream: plant 1
came across a young man who was down on his luck while i was out and about
we got on together and i invited him back to where i lived
in the very first scene of us back at my place, he became confrontational
there followed seven or so more scenes and in each scene, he was provoking me into becoming violent
in one scene he wheeled a motorbike into the flat
i was in a controlled-anger mode and said “the first chance i get i’ll be throwing that out of the window
he wanted me to strike him but i knew what he was trying to do and wasn’t going to fall for it
in the last scene of the dream, i said “it comes down to which one of us falls asleep first”
his expression told me i had out-foxed him
addenda
time-tense: 3, 6, 8, 9
qod 2.8
qos 3.1
p
vividness: 3.6
stand-out moment: the last scene of the dream
category of dream:
cause/s of the dream
thinking about someone i had befriended recently
thinking about the antagonistic nature of the oligarchs, and what to do about it
notes 1
three awake-time mega-montages followed this dream
the theme/s of the montages wasn’t obvious
* * *
11012018
name of dream: bed dream 2
in front of a computer screen
there was red dot the size of a lower-case letter o above a rectangular section which had instructions which took up more than half of the screen
the red dot was throbbing and was waiting to be clicked
the decision to click the red dot would be taken if the person decided to accept an invitation or offer to win or try or buy a product
the product was a luxury single bed
i barely looked at the writing in the rectangular area and clicked the red button
the scene changed and i was in the middle of nowhere in the middle of the night with the bed which had just been unloaded off a delivery vehicle
there was light enough to see my surroundings coming from somewhere and i could see i was at the bottom of a lane that had a steep’ish gradient
i began to push the bed up the hill
after half of a minute of sleep-time of pushing and stopping and pushing and stopping i realised the task of going up the lane was beyond me and i would have to leave the bed
the next scene was me in a building sitting outside of an office with its white venetian blinds closed waiting to be seen by someone
before anyone saw me i needed to go to the toilet
the last scene of this dream was of me soiling myself
the sensations of passing excretions was so real that as i woke i felt the bed
addenda
a mixture of time-tenses
qod 2.9
qos 3.7
p
vividness: 3.8
stand-out moment: the effort of pushing the bed
category of dream: multi-themed dream
notes 1
that i felt the bed as i was waking will tell you how real the sensations in dreams can be
this dream brings to the fore the opportunity to assess the conditioning we instil in ourselves to accommodate the body’s need to expel waste as things are now
as baby’s we aren’t encumbered with the thought processes that toilet-training demands and it is a fact that eventually the need to pass solid and liquid excretions never becomes a neural configuration
for that to happen we will have to refine our diet to the point that waste is never ingested in the first place
the indications are this could be achieved within a handful of millenniums
notes 2
this is the type of dream which makes people think that dreams are insignificant
what have dreams like this got to do with anything ?
i’m looking forward to other people sharing their dreams online in the near future
it’s going to be educational and fun sifting through each other’s dreams
and again… pairing up with your Soul Partner, could happen for some within this lifetime and a dreams diary, it is believed, will become instrumental in bringing that about
aside: moon/star
this may be nothing
before settling into bed to watch a film for half an hour before going to sleep i checked the Live Stream Channel to make sure it was streaming
there are four screens on the stream
the bottom-right screen is a live-feed from a camera which shows a sky/land/sea area of about one or two kilometres wide, two or three kilometres of depth and about twenty to thirty degrees of height
there was a large white object at the upper-left area of the screen
couldn’t identify it by looking at it on the computer screen so i rolled up the blind and looked out of the window
it was a quarter moon pointing to the right
about one moon height below it and slightly off-centre to the right of the moon was a bright star
they were the only two objects in the sky ! (have never seen a sky with just those two objects in it before. highly unusual)
being a staunch believer in u.f.o.’s (have seen one) i looked at it for a couple minutes ready to do a screen capture just in case
nothing happened though
second dream
name of dream: Think-Read numbers (14) failed to dial
urgently needed to make a phone call
it was my own number i was trying to dial
i could remember the numbers of my own phone but the numbers on the dial pad of the phone i had borrowed to make the call weren’t laid out numerically
it was after five or six attempts to remember where the numbers were on the dial-pad after locating them and then recalling the location each time a new number was tapped in that i became frustrated and gave up
addenda
time-tense: 5
qod 3
qos 3.8
p
vividness: 4
stand-out moment: none
category of dream: number/think-read numbers 1
notes 1
yet again, a dream where the ability to use numbers with ease was lacking
it is assumed that these dreams with numbers, that have been occurring in recent weeks, is the dream-state conscious “cutting its teeth” with numerics
* * *

10012018
name of dream: who’s the boss ?
was presented with a charge-sheet
the charge was “the dissemination of seditious, illegal and libellous information”
had been handing out flyers levelling all manner of accusations against the Oligarchs for a number of days in the middle of town
the heinous crimes i maintain the oligarch structure was perpetrating were… cannibalism, child-sacrifice, swapping babies in maternity wards, adult gang-rape of minors, the spreading of diseases… (in the same way as war is good for business for weapons manufacturers so too is ill-health good for the drug companies)
i had obviously hit a raw nerve and the people committing the crimes decided to do something about it
i was in an interview room in a police station
there were three, four or five men in the room and they were “leaning on me”
the men were probing for a weakness in my character or an angle which would get me to recant
they meant business
i realised i had only one way out
was thinking how to make my initial response believable when the dream ended
addenda
this is an and/or time-tense of 3, 6, 7, 9
qod 3
qos 3.5
p
vividness: 3.3
stand-out moment:
notes 1
during the day had been thinking of how to present crimes being enacted against humanity by the oligarchs to ordinary people
*

09012018
name of dream: x dream – sight and finger sensations 1
a two-scene dream
in the first scene, my girl was standing at the furthest point away from me in a room about six metres by four metres… waiting
i got up from the couch, walked over to her and held her hand and led the way back to the couch
she lay back on the couch
her eyes were closed
i had my arm under her neck and leant down into her and said: “let’s kiss for an hour”
within a minute or two of dream time, i said: “let me touch you. i won’t hurt you”
she never said anything
just after i began to touch her i glanced at her face
her face had an intense sensuous look that was most noticeable around her mouth and eyes, which were still closed
at that moment the sensations of her came through my finger-tips and the sight of the pleasure on her face produced the same sensations in my head of the pleasure she was experiencing (empathetic x sensations)
i woke up at this point and construed the dream and made it continue for another twenty minutes
addenda
this is an and/or time-tense of 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9
qod 4
qos 4
p
vividness: 3.8
stand-out moment: the sensation of touch and the look of pleasure on her face
notes 1
one thing that always gets me thinking is that regardless of the frame of mind of a woman or girl is in she is always receptive to kissing
notes 2
for a male, the pleasure-receptor cells cover about one ten-thousandth of the surface area of the body
for a woman, the pleasure-receptor cells cover one five-thousandth of the surface area of the body
on the way to transmutation, the pleasure of x experiences will intensify ten-thousandfold for males and five-thousandfold for females
as transmutated beings, we will enter the heavenly state with those feelings of pleasure described above
the feeling of pleasure being described here is the minimum physical state needed to begin the experience of the endlessly-expansive character of eternity
notes 3
this point is going to be repeated until you are fed up with hearing it… getting to heaven begins and ends with keeping abreast of the writer ethically for the next five thousand million years
(see Ethical Parameters)
* * *
08012018
name of dream: haute cuisine 1
at an extremely elegant restaurant
was at a table and in the company of a couple of ladies dressed up to the nines, bejewelled, and wearing their hair up
the women were wearing light-coloured clothing and their posture told me they had been to a finishing school
their confidence was somewhat misplaced
they weren’t that good-looking
what tipped the balance out of their favour was their teeth-smile
their teeth were evenly-spaced and symmetrical but their teeth were just too big
the food, however, was perfection
one of the dishes put in front of me was on a clear-glass boat-dish about three centimetres deep, twelve centimetres one way and five centimetres the other
it was a two-layered creation
dark-white on the bottom and snow-white on top
the top looked like folded white tissue paper
it was obviously going to taste out of this world but the intricacy of the weave of the top layer kept my gaze on it and the dream ended before i tasted it
addenda
the time-tense is an and/or of 1, 2, 3, 4
qod 3.4
qos 3.5
p
vividness 3.5
stand-out moment/s: the teeth-smile, the haute cuisine food in the last scene
notes 1
not 100% sure why some people like to flash their teeth when smiling

* * *

07012018
name of dream: x dream – in a hurry
the second consecutive hurried x dream
unlike the previous dream, both parties were satisfied with the quality
addenda
time-tense: 3
qod 3.6
qos 3.7
p
vividness: 3.8
stand-out moment: the final part of the dream
notes 1
why there is an urgency in both dreams is not clear
it may be that in one respect time is running out
second dream
name of dream: ravel’s bolero
was at a table in a public place and as i was reading and writing bit’s ‘n’ pieces of ravel’s bolero was sounding out of my mouth
on occasions, i was adding to the melody by stuttering an extra few notes
the notes complemented rather than detracted from the tune
someone nearby heard the variations and began a conversation
addenda
time-tense: an and/or of 1, 2, 3, 4, 6
qod 3.6
qos 3.7
p
vividness: 3.6
stand-out moment:
third dream

name of dream: winning ticket

in the dream, i was woken out of my sleep

an excited somebody was telling me i had won a money-prize on a scratch-card

i had to verify it and went and saw a woman who was asking a small gathering to check their numbers for the number ninety-three on the third line down on their scratch-cards
it was in my numbers

with more than a little enthusiasm, i pushed my way through other people, who were disappointed not to have won, to where the woman who was asking people to check their tickets was standing and thrust the ticket at her

she looked at the ticket and said “yes, it’s a winning ticket”

i think she anticipated what i was going to say next and before i could ask how much i had won she said “we just have to wait to see if the person who has the number ninety-three in the fourth row of the ticket makes a claim”

the dream must be a future time-tense because with the twiddle of a nob or two on the tablet-sized screen she was holding the woman organiser showed me the asset’s of both the woman and myself

our assets were neatly laid out on a five or six step display about a metre and a third high and eight metres or so wide

a quick comparison of our assets showed that i had, by far, more assets than the woman and only a stingy, greedy, money-grabber would begrudge the woman-winner the prize
at that moment i could see the amount of the prize money on the screen of the tablet

it was forty-eight pound

it was going from bad to worse

why had i been woken out of my sleep for a measly forty-eight quid ?

it was more likely i would pay someone fifty pounds to make sure i wasn’t woken out of my sleep

addenda

time-tense: 3
qos 3.7
qod 3.6
qos 3.7
p
vividness: 3.8
stand-out moment: the picture on the screen of the tablet showing my asset’s
they were impressive
notes 1
perhaps there is a moral somewhere in this dream
it’s something to think about for the rest of the day
* * *
06012018

name of dream: improvised song 5; rub-a-dub

eight or nine two-line impromptu lyrics sung to the tune of rub a dub soldier…

i’m just a rub-a-dub soldier,
trying to keep the music alive
music makes us feel young as we get older,
keeps the spirit alive
looking forward, never over the shoulder,
to a destination, do we ever arrive ?
i’m just a rub-a-dub dubbing,
keeping dancing alive
singing is a way of romancing,
sweet tunes keeps love alive
can see other people coming,
it’s the start of a vibe
we’re all rub-a-dub soldiers,
a part of the music tribe

*

woke up on the seventh or eighth couplet

addenda

time-tense: 5 – qod 3.5 – qos 3.7 – p – vividness

notes 1

was awake from the third or fourth line onward, which makes this an externalised dream

* * *

05012018

name of dream: into the heart of postulate 1

the significance of this dream lies in both its location and time-tense

the time-tense underpins the efforts of love/life across many undulations which encapsulates the present of the present undulation (time-tense 5)

the location in the dream is not a location which exists in time-tense 5

this dream exemplifies the endeavours of love/life and epitomises or sums-up the trials and tribulations we are currently experiencing and will continue to experience for many undulations to come at this point in time

this dream has a slightly oppressive feel to it

the oppression in the dream reflects a limit of love/lifes capacity to indulge devolutionary trends and practises at the expense evolutionary trends and practises

your attention is drawn to the despair love/life feels as it “closes down” or “tapers off” those circumstances which permit beings with death-outcome realities to practice being themselves

the dream itself had four or five scenes

the most relevant one is where the dreamer is running at a sustainable pace from place to place delivering a message

running in the dream occupied most of the dream

addenda

time-tense: 3, 5, 6, 7, 8 and 9 probably future tenses – qod 3.2 – qos 3.6 – p -vividness 3.4

second dream (second sleep)

name of dream:
dream-state mate 1

got a text from a girl whose phone text-name was “boys from brazil”
the text read… “where can i find you ?”

addenda

time-tense: 5 – qod 3.4 – qos 3.4 – p/o ? -vividness 3.4

stand-out moment
as the dream ended and it was realised it was a “follow-on dream”

notes 1

the original dream took place in a large and crowded bed and breakfast, there may not have been a breakfast

i was going from room to room, opening each door and calling out a name, can’t remember the name i was calling out

one of the doors opened into a single room

in the room was a girl sitting on a bed next to a window

she looked lonely

i went and sat next to her and she responded to my presence by leaning into me
x followed but i felt it was done with too much haste and we both felt it was unsatisfactory or could/should have been better

i took her number and remembered her phone name because it was unusual

the name she was using was also the name of a film which didn’t have any connection to her or us which i could associate with it

notes 2

this dream is a continuation of a dream from the second or third of this month
it wasn’t made an entry because the original dream was an x dream

with so many infants on the receiving end (currently eighteen thousand children dying each day) of the realities brought into being by those with death-outcome assertions in their souls it occurred to the writer that his x dreams are, to a person who is suffering, inappropriate

however, this dream is a new variation within the dream-state and needs to be placed on the record

notes 3

with the trillions upon trillions of variations of experiences contained within all undulations so far enacted it shouldn’t be a surprise to realise that there will appear to be an endless variety of new experiences waiting to be tapped into within both the dream-state and the awake-state

the reader needs to bear in mind that the experiences of undulations are finite

the point that experiences with finite values become bland within the context of eternity has been made elsewhere

it is though, an important point and the experiences of undulations should be noted by the individual as something which is nothing other than the means to an end

that being said the experiences we will be enacting throughout this undulation are/have been tailored to be the run-up leading to the forever newness embodied in straight-line action and our experiences throughout this undulation can be considered as part of the conditioning or preparation we have to undergo to acclimatise ourselves to endless variation

* * *

03012018

name of dream: comfortableness can be complicated

the whole of this dream revolved around the variations which came from making modifications to an adjustable bed

an awake-time neighbour was interested in buying an adjustable bed the same as the one i had bought a week or two before

the slats of the bed were made of wood and didn’t have any degree of flexibility

it was thought that if a different material was used, in the dream the wood slats had been changed for black, semi-rubberised, slats, it would give even greater comfort through flexibility

there were eight or more changes that were suggested as being improvements and with each new suggestion a different scene occurred in the dream showing the bed with the new changes

keeping abreast of the changes was quite difficult

for each new suggested change, it meant rolling back the design features that had been added which could be three, four or five modifications

in effect, it meant having to re-design the bed from scratch every time a new idea was introduced

the difficulty was re-summoning the pictures in the order they would look with the new changes added

the degree of difficulty in bringing the pictures to mind was akin to a think-read dream but with pictures and not grammatically correct wording

surprisingly, it was easier to recall pictures in sequence than it was to remember the word-sequence of think-read dreams

addenda

time-tense: probably future tense – qod 3.7 – qos 3.8 – p -vividness 3.3

stand-out moment: the ease with which pictures could be recalled in the correct sequence

* * *

01012018

name of dream: warming technology 1

two of the dreams last night featured a cylindrical object about half a metre tall and approximately the width of an average-sized clenched fist

in one dream it was a portable heating device

anything combustible could be dropped into the top of the cylinder and the device, which didn’t weigh hardly anything, would convert it to white heatat the bottom

there was a slide-across flap that went around half of the width of the cylindrical device and was about seven or eight centimetres in height

when the flap was open enough heat came out of the opening to make toast or marshmallows and if the area it was in wasn’t much taller than a person and not more

than a couple of metres wide it was efficient enough to warm four or five people in an impressively fast time

the dream was set in a small courtyard which had three or four or five-storey buildings which surrounded the courtyard on four sides

the courtyard itself was not more than five metres across

people were gathering and the merits of the device were being talked about as this sequence of the dream ended

addenda

time-tense: probably past tenses qod 3.4 qos 3.5 – p – vividness 3

stand-out moment:

2nd dream: name; sound technology 1

in this dream, the cylindrical object was a portable p.a. and a music player
my girlfriend and me were enjoying being the centre of attention, which is what we became every time we turned on the device

on this occasion, we were sitting in an empty part of a very large cafeteria which could cater for a couple of hundred or more people

the nearest people to us were fifteen to twenty metres away

we chose a popular piece of music and slowly and subtly increased the volume of the music and balanced the volume of our voices so both were at the same volume

it didn’t take more than seven or eight seconds for heads to start turning in our direction

this is what was drawing peoples attention to the music and the voices of my girlfriend and me in the dream

they could hear what we were saying in a normal tone of voice twenty, and more, metres away !

addenda

time-tense: future tenses
qod 3.7 – qos 3.5 – p

vividness 3

notes 1

the trick to playing music that people twenty metres away can hear without it being obtrusive is to have high ohm speakers

i first became aware of the merits of high impedance speakers when i was about twenty-two

i was friendly with a sixteen-year-old boy called julian and we both lived in muswell hill in london

shortly after becoming friends he took me to his home we went to his room

it was sparse but had style

he turned the music on and i became confused

i could hear the music only too clearly but couldn’t see where it was coming from
all i could see was the stereo system, a deep alcove with shelves which had books and a t.v. on them

there were two radiators, one either side of the room, and the sofa i was sitting on and there may have been a picture or two on the walls

after eight or nine or ten seconds i had to ask: “where’s the sound coming from”
he pointed to the radiator nearest to me and said “there”

the vast majority of you will be familiar with what a speaker looks like but very few of you will be able to visualise an electrostatic speaker

will let you delve into the technicalities of them for yourself

the thing about them which is relevant to this dream is their clarity and their ohms

typically, professional speakers are eight ohms, electrostatic are sixty-four
what does that mean ?

in the summer when the french doors to the garden were open and the family were moving between the living room and the garden people would comment that the sound of the music was as clear at the far end of the garden as it was in the living room

the beauty of high impedance speakers is that the volume stays the same at greater distances away from the speakers even when the music is being played softly

i bought the speakers from julian a couple of years later for £55

dreams 3 and 4 only vaguely remembered

the first an x dream

the second was something to do with deciphering

notes 1

an x dream only partly remembered !

must be getting old