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using the dreams database dreams 2009 through 2018
name of dream: x3a
there has been a dream which has been trying to assert itself for the last week
this dream seems to be it
it concerns the whereabouts of a hundred or more dreams for the first half of the year 2015, which, for the life of me, i can’t locate
one dream, in particular, the carmen dream, is needed for reference
gave up looking for them a couple of weeks back and re-wrote the carmen dream from memory
this dream gave, in tabulated form, the location of the dreams
the name of this dream was the stand-out bit of the dream
x3a seems to be significant but haven’t got a clue what i’m supposed to do with it
the saga of the missing dreams continues…
addenda
time-tense: all future tenses
qod 3.1
qos 3.5
p/o ?
vividness 3.9
stand-out moment:
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30122017
name of dream:
taken by surprise/one-scene dream
was mulling over what area of my life to enhance by investment
had recently spent several hundred expanding my wardrobe
had also recently also spent more than half a thousand on a freezer because i was convinced that blanched and deep-frozen fresh veg was healthier than two or three days old veg
(it is the case that blanching and freezing food on the day it is picked keeps more of its nutrition than food which isn’t blanched and frozen for two or more days after being picked)
of course, the way to go is for a master-class level of organisation which presents food for consumption when food is deemed to be at its most nutritious (as it stands the profit-margin drives the main considerations in the presentation of food)
had also recently spent half a thousand on an adjustable bed
(there are noticeable gains to be made when the quality of rest between work-outs is taken to its extreme
it was noticed that the degree of recuperation was greater when a seated position was replaced by a reclining with feet raised position, and further, that those times when reading and writing are necessary, which takes up most of the writers time, adopting the reclining with feet raised for computer activities added even greater repair and maintenance opportunities
had also spent more than half a thousand on dental work in the last six weeks
although the work was done satisfactorily i had allowed myself to be persuaded that teeth should conform to the current standard-look of semi-circularity
tom cruise and guy pearce are two people whose teeth are of this style
the teeth are o.k. but they’re not me
so i decided to have my teeth re-worked only this time i was going to insist on having the style of teeth which is my natural look
it was the day of my appointment with the dentist
i walked through a door or two after entering the building
the reception was ahead of me but my sight was drawn to a dental room where a composed, and fetching in dark blue and white, sat a ready and waiting for me rosamund pike
it wasn’t who i was expecting to see and it completely disoriented me
how had she got there ?
she hadn’t been in the pde’s
what was she doing in the dream ?
why i was so unsettled by her appearance in the dream is a mystery to me
but it has to be related… i was slightly panic-struck
so much so, i had to end the dream, which i did by blinking
(this is first time that i have ended a dream by blinking)
addenda
time-tense: 1, 3, 4
qod 3.8
qos 3.7
p
vividness 4
stand-out moment:
origin of dream: the theme for this dream was founded in the pde’s but drew its imagery through the inter-undulation memory
the theme for a dream can also come directly from the inter-undulation memory
although the reasons for this happening aren’t yet formulated
dreams appear to originate either from pde’s or are presented to the mind as information (as in the case of pre-cognitive dreams)
notes 1
why was the inter-undulation memory used when there was ample present-time imagery to draw from ?
there may be an answer if r.p. has had dreams of being a dentist
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26122017
name of dream:
think-read (13) dating-service 1
came across the phone number of an awake-time girlfriend of days gone by
thinking it might be possible to rekindle our relationship i rang the number
the girl who answered the phone called herself sugar
it turned out the girl i expected to talk to had given her number to a dating agency, due no doubt to her popularity with the men, who were cashing in on her popularity
i asked the girl on the phone how it worked
she gave me the name of the company
it came up straight away when i typed it into the address bar
there then followed the most comprehensive set of choices of anything i have ever come across
every conceivable variation which accompanied a choice was given and every variation of the chosen choice had variations which themselves had further choices
addenda
time-tense: 1 or 2
qod 3.2
qos 3.8
p
vividness 3
stand-out moment: towards the end of the dream as the options of options kept on repeating
there are at least two different causes for a dream
1
self-stimulated (pde’s)
2
life-stimulated (presented to the mind as information), as in the case of pre-cognitive dreams
this dream is 2
notes 1
as think-read dreams go this one was easy to read despite the never-ending run of options it was producing
notes 2
this dream has pointed to a way of bringing together
Soul Partners
this dream has also presented a new format for a dating site
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25122017
three different scenes of rectangular screens
there were two or four in one scene, six or eight in another and about a dozen in another
the screens were displaying information about the person’s physiology
the information was coming onto and going off the screens too fast to read
the screens were monitoring in the minutest detail the changes to the person’s metabolism as they were eating
notes 1
this dream, it is thought, is an aspect of the refining we enact as part of the transition from the man-shape to linear form
your guess is as good as mine as to what changes we experience as we Transmutate
for sure, there is no eating in heaven
perhaps this dream is giving us a nudge to start thinking long-term
addenda
this is very much future time-tenses: 1, 2, 3
vividness 4 qod 3.3 – qos 4.3 – p/o ? – the category of the dream: food (1)
there are at least two different causes for a dream
1
they can be self-stimulated (pde’s)
2
life-stimulated (presented to the mind as information), as in the case of pre-cognitive dreams
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24122017
name of dream:
ocean water 5
there were three of us about two kilometres from the shore in a dark-grey unfriendly sea
one of us was convinced he couldn’t make it to land and was projecting he was going to die, he might have been injured
the other two didn’t feel it was hopeless and managed to persuade him to try
the water was only slightly choppy and was making the swimming more difficult but not enough to stop us making headway
about a third of the way to land we came to a breakwater wall
the wall a little less than a third of a metre wide and was only submerged below the sea by a finger-length
we were able to stand on it
we were walking along it when the sea began to get choppy
the waves were strong enough to make standing and walking too difficult so rather than chance losing the support the wall was giving us we decided to get back into the water and feel our way along the wall
we came to the corner of the wall
we could now see exactly how far it was to safety
it was still a full kilometre and the chop and swell could easily change at any time and we were tiring
we were not, by any way of looking at it, out of danger
addenda
time-tense: the settings for this dream is being assigned as 6 and 5 in terms of circumstances
qod 2.7
qos 3.8
p
vividness 3
stand-out moment: the resonance of the wall
i kicked the wall as i scrambled onto it and could feel it was under great pressure and might collapse
pde’s:
probably thoughts about our current situation
notes 1
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20122017
name of dream: doggy-dream 9
was at the home of an awake-time friend and his dog was looking extremely unwell
i watched it climb into the second-drawer of a column of drawers and could smell the ill-health of the dog and it smelt like death
the dog itself probably didn’t have a concept of death but knew it was experiencing the worse state it had ever known
the look on the face of the dog was that of a very old man
addenda
this is a and/or time-tense of 5, 6, 8, 9
qod 2.8
qos 3.3
p/o ?
vividness 2.9
stand-out moment: the look and smell of the dog as it settled into a sleeping position
pde’s:
nothing i can put my finger on
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19122017
name of dream:
a night out 1
it was evening and i was on my own
seemed a good idea to go and socialise, perhaps find someone and fall in love
went to one of the more popular drinks and dance places
it had a low roof, two and a third metres or so
there were one metre wide round pillars spaced evenly at about three metres apart
it looked as though there was thirty or forty of the cylindrical columns
there was a wooden collar that went around the pillars at a little below chest height
the collars were deep enough to rest the elbows on
against two of the walls and forming an l-shape were comfortable-looking sofas which could set three people
it was mainly males in the drink and talk area and they outnumbered the women by three or four to one
still, it was fairly early and the ladies wouldn’t want to get there too early, it might give the wrong impression
i got a drink and went and sat on the comfortable seating next to the entrance doors which led to the dance area
the lounge seats were, unbeknown to me, exclusively for the women
i started getting glares from the men
i could see something was upsetting them but was completely in the dark as to what it might be
the longer i sat there the more people turned to look and i could see some muttering going on among the men as they looked at me
i knew trouble could flare up but i assumed someone would come and tell me what is that was wrong before it got to that stage
someone came over alright, in fact, three someones came over
they thought i was deliberately provoking them and weren’t about to engage in dialogue
they were ready to wade in as the dream ended
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18122017
name of dream:
going by train to a music festival
my girlfriend and me were at a cafe at the bottom of fore street having a meal before we went to the train station and caught a train to birmingham to go to a glastonbury-style music festival for fifty thousand people
my girlfriend had never been to such a big music event before and she was wondering what to expect
i tried to explain…
“imagine a triangle that has one point at the cathedral green and another point at where exe street is nearest to the river and the third point is the bridge outside. now imagine the triangle is full of people. the music will be as loud as a disco. there will..”
my attention turned to a car which had just pulled up outside of the cafe
it was a futuristic lamborghini-style car but it was a four-seater
a couple got out of the car and came into the cafe
they became involved in the conversation my girlfriend and me were having
i was enthusing about the festival when the man of the couple said something and he and his partner got up and left
just before the couple went it crossed my mind that it might be a good idea for the four of us to go to the festival in the dream-car
perhaps the man had picked up on my thought and getting up and leaving was his answer… “you got no chance”
addenda
time-tense: 1, 2, 3, 4, 6, 7, 8, 9
qod 3.2
qos 3.6
p
vividness 3
stand-out moment: flashy car
pde’s: nothing comes to mind
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17122017
name of dream:
multi-themed dream 100
a right old mishmash of themes in this period of R.E.M.
can’t remember all the details of every one of the dreams or the sequence they were in and quite possibly, every one of the themes isn’t remembered
four of us were at a formal night out in plush surroundings
both the women were wearing white and the two men were dressed in a black suit with a white shirt
things were going swimmingly when the tone of the dream changed and the man became concerned that something had happened to his wife or companion
he began relating to me what sounded like a conspiracy against him and that the disappearance of the woman was an attempt to coerce him
the next scene involved an awake-time friend from some years ago
he was explaining there was the chance of exposing putin of being a heroin addict which would weaken russian influence and credibility on the world stage and predispose the collapse the Oligarch structure
second dream
a think-read dream (12)
it was from wikipedia
it was a request from wikipedia for a donation
i am currently making a donation of £2 a month
as i began reading it, it became obvious that i was going to be asked to increase my monthly debit
in this think-read dream, it was possible to predict and replace the words because the message was already clear before i had finished reading it
…external factors have caused me to leave the computer for today…
addenda
time-tense
1, 3, 4, 7
qod 3.8
qos 3.6
p
vividness
notes 1
the phrase “awake-time” and the phrase “dream-time” are states of consciousness
it is becoming clear that the two easily-recognisable different conscious-states will, on the way to attaining Transmutation, be routinely inter-changeable
it is reasonable and sensible to consider that in the same way that our current state of awake-time is the more prevalent state at the moment the polarisation of the two states changes and the dream-time aspect of our consciousness becomes the dominant state of consciousness and the awake-time becomes less accessible with the eventual outcome that transmutation can be defined as that moment when the awake-time state is no longer a part of our consciousness as we begin the experiencing of timelessness
notes 2
is wikipedia in such dire straits that it needs to appeal to people who are already donating and if so is it because that the average person finds wiki to high-brow to be of any use to them ?
if that is the case then wiki might want to consider a different or new presentation of the vital knowledge it shares with us
wiki is undoubtedly a valuable database of knowledge
it is also undoubtedly a fact it is just too formal for the average person
it was Niels Bohr, alone amongst his peers, who recognised the need to express knowledge in a way that ordinary people can understand
who knows, perhaps ordinary people would respond to the request for a donation if they could grasp what it is that wikipedia is sharing
p.s.
here’s an interesting little twist…
went to the mailbox late on in the day yesterday, after posting this diary entry
there was a mail from wiki which had arrived the day before
the mail apologised for having sent me a letter asking for a donation when i was already donating
the error was due to wiki having two email addresses for me
if i had read the mail before the sleep which produced the think-read dream i wouldn’t have had the think-read dream and notes 2 wouldn’t have been written
there will be people who will have read the entry yesterday but will not read this p.s. and will consequently have thoughts and opinions which are incorrect !
will leave things as is
it may cause pause for thought for someone, somewhere, sometime
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16122017
name of dream: doggy dream 8
afternoon in a city centre
there weren’t many people about for a large city
in the next scene am in the foyer of cinema and again not many people
in the next scene, i’m at the sweet counter deciding what to buy
decide to get three or four inexpensive single items and not one large packet of something
the next scene is in the park lounging in a lying position
a golden afghan dog is a few metres away
this afghan dog didn’t have long hair though
it had a tuft of hair that covered its throat otherwise its coat of hair was about the same as that of a golden retriever
it was an attractive dog and was just standing there, perhaps it was looking for its owner or waiting for its owner to come or call it
two or three people beckoned the dog to them but it didn’t respond
i held out a three or four-centimetre stick of pink candy and drew its attention to me
it made its way towards me and as it was almost close enough to get the sweet into its mouth i broke a small piece of the sweet off and put it on my chest
the dog tongue-scooped it into its mouth and waited for more
done the same thing again three or four times each time putting a bit of the sweet on different parts of my body
i put a piece on my ear and the dog licked it off and continued to lick my ear
at that point, the dog’s owner appeared and stooped down close to me
the dog’s owner was a woman
she dressed fashionably and had film-star looks
she had been watching the dog to see who it would go to and whoever won the confidence of the dog would be the person she would give herself to
in the next scene, we are kissing in earnest and we are both thoroughly enjoying each other
my friend alan is nearby
he was an awake-time friend from childhood
we first met at junior school and would become inseparable as teenagers
he was exceptionally good looking and was a magnet for teenage girls
there were only three or four occasions during our long friendship when i bested him for the attentions of a girl
the owner of the dog was so enjoyable to kiss it seemed the right thing to do to ask her to let my friend kiss her as well
she agreed and the dream ended
addenda
time-tense
1, 3, 4, 7
qod 3.8
qos 3.6
p
second sleep
first dream
x dream: (23) s
second dream
name of dream: teeth 1
can’t remember if there were any scenes or images pertaining to this dream before or after this dream sequence
as it is recalled… it was a single image with only the minimum of motion in it
it was of the head of a girl/woman
she was in her early twenties
she was smiling a teeth-smile
she exuded an air of confidence and happiness
addenda
this is a and/or time-tense of 1, 2, 3, 4
qod 3.8
qos 3.6
p/o ?
notes 1
my ref: diagram; teeth 1
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15122017
name of dream:
x dream (22)
addenda
time-tense
qod 3.6
qos 3.7
p
notes 1
although the memory of x dreams retain their freshness in awake-time the accompanying release of chemicals which relaxes the body isn’t present as it is when awake
this, it is thought, is because in dream-time the physiology is already in a much-relaxed state
can the two different states of relaxation be coupled ?
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14122017
name of dream: doggy dream 7
an awake-time friend asked me who or where would be the best person or the best place to look after his dog for short or long-term periods
i opened a browser and began looking
was reading out to him what looked like the best of the services
i expressed my doubts about most of them and i suggested it would better to ask someone he knew who would look after the dog for him
he had been waiting for me to say it
“how about you ?”. he asked
i let out a sound which expressed being duped
the dream phased out slowly and i was speaking the last sentence…
“start a website where other people like you want other dog-lovers to help each other to dog-sit”
woke to hear myself saying “… or call it share-care”
addenda
time-tense 4
qod 3.4
qos 3.4
stand-out bit of the dream
being “had”
p
notes 1
was still feeling tired when i woke up
laid in bed for an hour and more waiting for the tiredness to leave my eyes
during that time i tried four, five or six times to get an awake-montage going
had given up and went into a sleepier frame of mind and that was when images began forming*
the first sequence was a zoom-in of a squirrel eating with the food in its paws
it was too real to be any time other than the now**
the images would be coin-sized in awake-time
as extremely small-sized as the sequences were they had such clarity they could have been zoomed-in on ten times and still would have been as clear as clean stream water
the detail was such that a person could not have seen what is being described here and recalled it from memory and got such detail
the fact that this sort of imagery encompasses non-man-shaped beings gives us an insight into what to expect with solid (for all-undulations-to-come experiences) five-thousand million years hence
(see Wholly Empathetic)
if i had reached out to touch the squirrel it would have reacted
i was aware that it was aware of me
the images being described formed on a white background and initially, they were white with shades of off-white to mid-gray
there five or six in total
they all had motion in them and three or four of them had delicate spots and touches of one two or three colours
*it is mentioned elsewhere that a relaxed frame of mind is more likely to induce montages and this experience reinforces the experience that a semi-sleepy state is a or the way to produce them
**postulate 1 of the (12112017) has now got company
postulate 2:
the more vivid the images/sequences of montages are the more firmly imprinted they are into inter-undulation time (will eventually discover if this postulate can be applied to dreams)
second dream
name of dream: think-read (11) grammar 1
started think-reading the message/info
read it once but missed something and couldn’t make sense of it
went back to the beginning and started again
nope, still didn’t get it
after the fourth or fifth try, i was becoming frustrated
why am i unable to read it ?
another try, only slower this time slower
there was an “a” tucked in close to one of the words
it had a comma or a semi-colon which wasn’t anywhere as noticeable as it should have been
i then realised it wasn’t a message or info but it was a question
so, i took another run at it but got stuck again
then the reason for still not being able to finish the question became clear… there was a “b” with a semi-colon or comma, again not easy to see immediately
now it became completely clear… it wasn’t a single question but an either/or question
the sentence was “is it… a, it isn’t the tear in your eye that hurts when you cry but the hurt in your toe when you stub it or is it… b, it wasn’t the tear in your eye that hurts when you cry but the hurt in your toe when you stubbed it”*
addenda
time-tense 5
qod 3.5
qos 3.4
stand-out bit of the dream
finishing it
p
notes 1
*in the dream it wasn’t isn’t and wasn’t, it was were and something else but can’t remember exactly how the sentences were worded
notes 2
where are these dreams coming from ?
it is concluded they are as much for yourselves as i
notes 3
the message coming from this dream is… there is a level of mental effort required to make our way
this dream was an exercise in concentration in dream-time !
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13122017
name of dream:
little detail 1
woke up, thought about the dream, fell back to sleep and when i woke for the second time and tried to remember the dream only two wispy recollections are all that presented themselves
one was to do with dancing and the other was a sense impression which implied happiness
addenda
time-tense
qod
qos 3.5
stand-out moment
p
notes 1
it would probably have got a high three for quality
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12122017
name of dream: finding the rowley’s
was in a built-up area of the town in dream 2 to visit people i once lived close to
i was about to knock the door when a woman i didn’t know came out of the house
i asked her: “do you know where people who used to live here have moved to ?”
she did; one bit of conversation led to another and she suggested we go indoors
the friendly and amiable woman said she had four children and during our talking, she asked what i did for a living
the words “an architect” came out without me having thought to say it beforehand
don’t know what made me say it, it just came out
in the next scene her husband, a girl of five or six and boy in his mid-teens were in the room with us
the family were expecting another young man but he never showed in the dream
the husband asked me a question about architecture
it became embarrassing for everyone as it became clear i had no knowledge whatsoever of the job
the atmosphere became awkward and i wished i was somewhere else
amid my deepening discomfort, the young girl peck-kissed my cheek
it didn’t make the situation go away but it broke the intensity of the moment in the dream and the dream ended moments later
addenda
time-tense 1 or 4
qod 2.9
qos 3.7
stand-out moment
the face of the woman at the start of the dream
p
unsure
name of dream: an uphill struggle
at the bottom of the road that goes from spon end to the large green where the fairs are, or used to be, held
was on what looked like a foldaway bike with two gears
in the first gear it would mean peddling like mad just to maintain enough momentum to keep the bike going without losing balance and in the second gear the rider would have to stand on the peddles and use both the body weight and muscles, again just to keep the bike going forward fast enough to avoid coming to stop
it didn’t matter which method of peddling was used, and i swapped between the two styles for most of the dream, it was maximum effort
finally, and with a sense of accomplishment and great gratification, the bike got over the brow of the hill and a level expanse of bright greenery spread out invitingly before me
addenda
time-tense 1
qod 4
qos 3.7
stand-out moment
the sight of the greenery
p
unsure
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11122017
name of dream: thoughts about food 1
in a high street fast-food cafe
was ravenous and eating the food too fast
someone at the next table commented on it in a way which i was meant to hear
i could have ignored him but felt a rejoinder was appropriate
it led to a prolonged conversation
i pointed out that the way a person eats reflects how hungry they are and went on to demonstrate how a person could eat in a refined way if they wanted to even though they were really hungry
he saw i could out-refine him in table manners if i wanted to and his companions sat silently which i took as a sign of acknowledgement that i had proved my point
the lad who first spoke was smarting
i could see his attitude toward me was veering towards hostility and i saw that when they left they were standing twenty metres away on the corner waiting for me to come out
i was feeling uneasy as the dream ended
addenda
time-tense 4
qod 2.9
qos 3.8
p
pde’s: may have been emotions but unsure
second dream
name of dream: only the wise
in a house of a family from the indian sub-continent who had emigrated to the u.k.
the eldest son of the family was something of an entrepreneur
he had come up with a way of copying the first line of a web address and reconstructing the product or service of what it was that the people of the web address offered
he gave me a demonstration
from an url of about twenty characters, he reproduced a solid object of considerable complexity
it’s potential was obvious and he had impressed me
i gave him the web address of my website and could see he was in a state of perplexion as the dream ended
addenda
time-tense 3
qod 3
qos 3.8
p
pde’s: nothing obvious
* * *
10122017
name of dream: camera dilemma
trying to make up my mind whether to buy a movie camera that takes single frame shots or a still shot camera that takes movies
both cameras fit into the hand just right so there’s not much to choose between them there
the still shot camera is lighter but is limited to ten minutes of movie-making and the quality of a movie is acceptable but not as good as the camera designed for movies
the movies of the movie camera are as good as they come but there aren’t as many features with which to modify the still shot as there are with the camera designed for single shots
the single shot camera isn’t as expensive as the movie camera but the movie camera has an sl-mo capture and replay option
there is the option to be decadent and buy both cameras but that would be too indulgent
the salesman has got his eye on the commission factor and is subtly pushing the movie camera and that automatically pushes me toward the still camera
the movie camera looks more professional and will impress would-be clients but i won’t be able to soften pictures and make a woman look more attractive…
the dream was fading to an end but the dilemma was ongoing
addenda
assigning the time-tense of 3 to this dream
qod 3.2
qos 4
p
pde’s
nothing in the pde’s points to this, it was though, an awake-time situation of three years
second dream
name of dream: an inconvenient convenience
living in a bedsit on the second-floor of a two-storey house
the landlord had come to the decision that it would be a good idea to put a steamer outlet pipe in
probably so he could put in his advertisement in the paper that the kitchens had a steam-cleaner for added hygiene and cleaning pots and pans and convey the impression of an all the mod-cons establishment to potential tenants
in theory, it wasn’t a bad idea
in all the kitchens in all the bedsits in the house, it meant running a pipe from the water radiator to the kitchen sink
it wasn’t until the conversion had been done that i saw that the pipe from the radiator crossed over the workspace to the left of the sink and effectively made a third of the work surface area redundant
the surface area that was left barely had enough space for a plate and certainly not enough for two
occasionally i would need to dine a lady and she wouldn’t have been over-awed to see me dishing up her dish on a plate balanced on the top of a pan
the thoughts of other inconveniences were coming to mind when the big body-blow hit
i could tell the tenant in the next room to me was in his kitchen area from the unique sounds of the kitchen that were coming through the cardboard walls
he used his new mod-con and i jest not when i tell you it was like being next to a train in the station as it let off steam
really, it was that intrusive
it was going to cause all sorts of problems
you wouldn’t be able to use it if your adjoining tenant was asleep
if your adjoining tenant wanted to piss you off he could justify using it in the middle of the night because he wanted to heat up a milk drink
it would justify the landlord adding more to the rent…
another dream that ended unsatisfactorily
addenda
this one is definitely going to the dustbin of the past
time-tense 9
qod 3
qos 4
p
pde’s
not stray thoughts but unconstructive ones
notes
the money-minded amongst us still have the backing of the police and the courts to ride slip-shod over ordinary people
the writer is living where he lives now because in the last place he lived the problems portrayed in this dream were actual
you can hear your neighbour going to the toilet, you can hear your neighbour farting, you can hear your neighbours telly, you can hear your neighbours arguments…
it’s the same old story… use cheap materials to shave twenty thousand pounds off the cost of each new habitation built for ordinary people living in england
twenty thousand times two hundred thousand is four billion pounds per year going into the bank’s pockets each year, and it’s even worse in america
people are being housed in accommodation that is illegal
the law is perfectly clear on this point
a person should be able to generate thirty-five decibels without the sound being intrusive to the adjoining houses
as this country gets poorer and the problems start mounting and it gets to the point where people decide to start pushing back they could reclaim their right to an even distribution of the wealth by bringing civil lawsuits against the councils who are hand-in-glove with their legal counsel who are hand-in-glove with the architects who are hand-in-glove with the banks who are hand-in-glove with the politicians who are hand-in… which would force a rebuilding of much of this country’s housing
the money-minded may well try to introduce laws as a result of this comment of a dream and make this possible tactic illegal
know this mr and mrs money-minded british and jewish financier
you’ve very nearly ridden this country into the ground and a groundswell of discontent is rising
do it peaceably
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09122017
name of dream: in a rush
the first scene is in a car on the dual carriageway which circles around the outskirts of a biggish city
don’t know why i’m in a hurry but something is propelling me with a sense of urgency
being in a rush is working against me
first, i don’t get off at the right exit then i go past the exit i should have taken then i have to go around a large roundabout three times before i get my bearings
when i do get off the dual carriageway the scene changes
now i’m a couple of kilometres from where i want to be and have to catch a bus
catching the bus isn’t a problem but paying for the ticket is
i dig into my pocket with my left hand and grab most of the loose change and bring out of my pocket so many coins i have to keep my fist tightly clenched to stop the change from slipping out of my hand
i must be holding onto something with my right hand because i present the change to another passenger and ask him to take out enough out of my fist to pay the fare
as the man is taking one coin at a time i can feel the change is loosening in my grip and am expecting the bunch of coins to collapse, like a fistful marbles held too tightly would do, and spill to the floor
the man taking the coins is aware of what could happen if he isn’t careful and was doing an excellent job of imitating a surgeon removing a foreign object from next to the heart
he had almost got all the coins when, on what was the last coin needed to pay for the ticket, two pennies got loose from the rest and fell to the floor
i said “i was going to give you a tip for your help but you’ve blown it”
he took it in the spirit it was spoken and was smiling as i was waking and heard myself saying the sentence above
*
within two seconds of being awake and lying there with eyes closed there began another, the second, in two days, mega-montage (the chances are there will be even longer sequences than these. will see if they can be counted in future sequences)
the first and longest sequence of the still and motion images were the same in respect of the colour of the clothes people were wearing
without exception, they were all wearing red tops and white skirts or trousers
it went on for at least one and a half to two minutes of awake-time
as with the last montage of this length, 04122017, there were more than a hundred and it was possible to perpetuate the sequences although i think i “maxed out” at the end of the last sequence when brown colours starting appearing
unlike the previous long montage this montage was in awake-time
with this montage, it was also possible to freeze images (yet another new feature in motages)
addenda
the time-tense for this dream is thought to be 6
qod 3.2
qos 3.6
p
pde’s
can’t rember anything during the day which would have caused this dream
notes 1
addenda
the time-tense for the montage is thought to be a mixture of all the time-tenses but this another question to be answered in the future
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08122017
name of dream: nowt queerer than folk
this dream is in a society where much is tolerated, perhaps too much
it starts with a man called taff and myself
taff is a burly man in his late twenties and looked a little like a strongman called gary taylor
taff prefers men to women and, wouldn’t you know it, i’m the object of his affections
no, change that
i’m the object of his carnal desires
in the first scene of this dream, he’s standing close to me and his face is within centimetres of mine
he’s wearing tight-fitting clothes
the t-shirt hasn’t got sleeves and his whole appearance declares his orientation to life… flesh of the body
his needs put decorum to one side and his continued badgering to persuade or convince me we are meant for each other is becoming bothersome
at this point in the dream, another man comes into the picture and is within three or four metres of us
this moderates his insistence and i take the opportunity to end the talking
“there’s another man who loves you” and then sealed it with “i’m in love with a woman”
the cushioned blow is enough for him to accept my rejection and the dream ends as he’s seven or eight metres away and moving further away still
addenda
the time-tense for this dream is an and/or of 3, 6,7, 9
qod 3.2
qos 3.9
p
pde’s
can’t remember anything during the day which would have caused this dream
notes 1
homosexuality, it must be mentioned, represents a specific point of Devolution
second dream
name of dream:
happy hols 1
living where i lived before where i am now
there was a knock at the door
i opened the window next to the door and a man asked to see (an awake-time girlfriend who was a regular visitor)
the girlfriend must have been expecting him because before i could turn around and call her she was at my shoulder
she had a bath towel wrapped around her that covered her above her breasts and was clutching money in her left hand
i could see she was holding two ten pound notes and two or three one pound coins
as she leaned across me and handed the money to the caller through the window she said: “i’ll give you the rest later”
in the next scene, the girl in the first scene and her friend and i are sitting in a train in the seats to the left and right of the aisle nearest to where the carriages were joined
the girls were sitting opposite each other to my left
the friend of my girlfriend asked, “where will we be staying when we get there ?”
i said, ” i don’t know”.
both the girls paused in thought, i carried on…
“we’ll get off the train and see which street looks the most inviting. we’ll walk along the street and when we see a restaurant or cafe or a pub we like the look of we’ll go in. when we come out we’ll buy a paper and choose the name of a guest-house we like the sound of. every moment will be a new adventure. today it’s britain the next time it’s…”
the friend of my girlfriend stretched out her arm and leaned across the aisle to touch me on the shoulder in a gesture of affection
i took her hand and kissed the back of it
the girls were crackling with delight
i didn’t feel too bad either
addenda
the time-tense for this dream is an and/or of 1, 4, 7
qod 3.2
qos 3.9
p
pde’s
quite possibly thought of the ex-girlfriend
third dream
name of dream: day-dream 1
was walking through town and christmas was all around
to my right was a children’s carousel with several youngsters enjoying the ride
the song accompanying the ride was last christmas by wham and had a good beat, good enough to make me feel like moving to it
there was a girl of five or six three metres from the ride watching and dancing
the girl hadn’t yet learnt to sync her body movements to a rhythm and only one leg was lifting up as she disjointedly bobbed up and down
how she might look wasn’t on her mind
the music had taken her over and she was part of it
she stopped suddenly as though something was wrong, something wasn’t right, something was missing
she then darted to where a pram was and started moving things around and i must say, she was doing it with haste
after six or seven seconds she had hold of something and rushed back to where she had been before and held it out at arm’s length before her
it was a rag doll about a third as big as she was
she now had a partner to dance with
notes 1
a male might not see the female perspective here
enjoying life without someone else just isn’t possible
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07122017
name of dream: heisenberg’s proof
the dream started with the words “heisenberg’s proof” on a white background
a volunteer was hooked up to electronic equipment which was in a console on the far side of the room
the room itself was quite large
all of the room wasn’t in view but what i could see was roughly thirty metres high, thirty metres deep and thirty metres wide
there was a windowed console at the far side of the room which was raised close to the roof
there were three screens which were closer to the ceiling than to the floor and they were evenly spaced from each other by three or four metres
each screen was rectangular and about three or four metres high and four or five metres wide
don’t remember seeing anyone
the equipment could show the images a person was seeing in the dream as they were happening in the dream
the equipment could also interact with the images of the dream and insert images which became part of the dream which the dreamer would see as
being part of the dream
the experiment was to establish whether the dreamer was familiar with the content of the dream
the volunteer was dreaming of cameras
one image of a picture the dreamer was seeing in the dream was too dark to see in detail or it might have been darkened as a part of the experiment
an aperture feature was introduced into the dreamer’s images of the camera
if the dreamer used the newly-installed feature to brighten the picture it would demonstrate she/he was familiar with the workings of cameras
the feature introduced into the dream was transparent, rectangular in shape and if it was used a red dot of light came on at the left-hand side of the rectangle
the image the dreamer was seeing was closest to me and was about four metres away
when the dreamer adjusted the introduced aperture feature it proved that the dreamer had knowledge of cameras
another different test was carried out on a different aspect of the dream and that too was proven
addenda
the time-tense for this dream is an and or of 1, 4
qod 3.7
qos 3.8
most definitely an observer
pde’s
nothing comes to mind
which probably means it was introduced by you-know-who for our appraisal
notes 1
Werner Heisenburg, in conjunction with Niels Bohr and Max Born, were the three people who formulated Quantum Theory between 1900 and 1925 following Max Planck’s discovery of The Quantum of Action in 1899/1900
werner heisenburg will always be remembered for The Principle of Inderterminacy
the principle of indeterminacy is now, deliberately misguidedly, called the uncertainty principle,: see Who Discovered Relativity
notes 2
this dream means in a future Undulation heisenburg becomes famous for something other than the principle of indeterminacy
notes 3
this dream may well be an invitation for someone to change the time-tense of this dream from one or four to five
it is also possible that more than one person may think of an application
in the event of that happening the date of each submission will be attached to the submission
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06122017
name of dream: sultry swede
was on the last but one leg of a european tour
not sure if i was alone or not
after enquiring at the ticket office about train times was told the ticket had to be obtained from a representative of the swedish government and was given the address
i got to the address but it didn’t look at all like it was anything official, anyway it was the right address
don’t remember ringing a bell or knocking on the two and a half metre high glass doors, perhaps there was someone monitoring a camera which showed the entrance
somebody, don’t remember if it was a female or a male, came through two other smoked-glass swing doors a metre or two from where i was standing on the outside of the building, opened the front doors and beckoned me in
as i was walking through the two inner-doors the perspective or rather the angle of view in the dream went from a straight-ahead view to a down angle view
the first thing i saw was the shoes, and particularly the ankle-strapping of the shoes, on what was obviously the legs of a woman
slowly, deliberately so, the view began to move up her legs and then showed her crossed legs and then up to the split in her dress which showed about a third of her thighs
the scene then changed to her face
she was wearing a cat-mask but it didn’t have whiskers or a smile/grin
the mask covered most of the front and side of her face, i think the hollow of her cheeks were showing, her forehead was showing and her eyes were sparkling with life
the dream ended
addenda
the time-tense for this dream is an and or of 1, 2, 3, 4, 7
qod 3.5
qos 3.7
p/o ?
pde’s
had thought about the lover and women, among dozens of other things, throughout the day
notes 1
got to thinking…
which part of the brain/mind presents these images/scenes and why did the old noodle serve up a view/perspective/angle of a women’s legs that was straight out of a hollywood film that was, blatantly, meant to seduce ?
the long, drawn-out up-the-legs sequence didn’t stir any emotions especially, the eyes were much more captivating
so why did the dream emphasise these characteristics of the woman ?
after several minutes of deliberation, the obvious answer presented itself
it was you-know-who producing and presenting her/his self
she/he, who you dare not speak of in public, is having fun with us
the manly-shape is the first shape with eternal qualities; it is however well past its sell-by date
the really difficult scenarios have been played out
the worst of the suffering for both her/him, and us is now, and forever, behind us
you-know-who is gearing up for the good times when death is no more and all that’s left for us to do is to love in a fun-filled way
i first became aware of her/his playful nature when Cherub was presented a couple of years ago
the writer can still feel the lover’s presence in that mini-movie clip now and it has been asserting itself, little by little, over the years
yeah, i know, it will be another five thousand million years before she/he’s with us but when you’re enjoying life you know how quickly time passes
perhaps this entry will lighten your mood and give you an insight as to what the future has in store for us
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05122017
name of dream: psycho bully 1
in custody, again
it wasn’t prison though
it was a young offenders institution
in a dormitory which was claustrophobically small
my bed was at the furthest from the door
against the wall and the closest to the door, one of the inmates was looking at me with murderous intent
he was one of the top three of the institutions most violent prisoners and he was thinking about what he was going to do me as he was listening to someone standing to the left of him talking into his ear
the someone was a trouble-maker but of the passive kind
i had pulled him up about a bit of mischief-making he had instigated and he didn’t like being told off
i knew there would be no use in trying to talk to the psycho, in his mind i was already condemned, for him it was now just a matter of where and when to vent his natural violent tendencies
it was a tightly controlled establishment and had been designed or modified to minimize the chances of violence flaring up
there were only a few places which were blind spots from a security point of view
one of them, the first an inmate would encounter on the way to the ablutions, was a small ninety-degree zig-zag about two metres long
in the next scene we had all gone through the zig-zag and i was the last to go through because i was the last in the order as we filed out
sure enough, the psycho and two others were waiting as i come out of the zig-zag
two of them moved out of the area, they just wanted to make sure i would be where the psycho could get me, after that, it was a fore-drawn conclusion what the ending would be, and now it was just the psycho and me in the dream
i lifted my arm and thrust it out straight with my fist clenched and my finger pointing at him
the gesture was unmistakable, it said: “you”
it was like waving a red flag at a mad bull
he came at me in a rush
my plan was to get around the second corner of the zig-zag far enough ahead of him to be stooped down as he turned the corner himself and rugby-tackle his legs, something i could do well at school, and take it from there
i got around the corner ahead of him but didn’t get down into a crouched position because one of the prison officers was dashing down to where i was
my guess is the prison guard would be aware of which of the inmates to watch most closely and seen the potential aggravation
psycho was not so stupid as to attack me with a guard as a witness
i was safe and the dream ended
addenda
the time-tense for this dream is an and/or for 6, 8 or 9
category of dream: prison: closed: ()
qod 2.8
qos 3.6
p
pde’s
thinking about devolving man-shaped beings
notes 1
this is the second time within a few days when i have been in a life-threatening situation and someone has come to my rescue
there must be somebody up there who likes me
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04122017
name of dream:
strictly adult
first thing, if you’re a parent with youngsters this website is out of bounds for them from here on in
the dream…
was watching a sporting event i had downloaded from the net when part-way through it another video started to play
i was a bit annoyed at first (a bit of malware has infected the computer and ads are hijacking just about every page i visit)
it was x material and so i took a few seconds to look at it
and then began what was the longest-ever run of a montage sequence
it totalled dozens and dozens, quite possibly a hundred and fifty, and then something happened which has never hapened before… i was able to rewind or go back and look at a previous image/sequence
the image/sequences rolled on and they were as varied a bunch of x scenes as i’ve ever seen
at one point in the flow of images and sequences (the length of time of the image/sequences varied between one second and a quarter of a second of dream time) the detail of the visuals became too dark to see clearly
amidst this deluge of image/sequences, there was a half of one second of a still image with the words
“stryker presents…”
the montage continued…
the pictures were going by so quickly now some of them were just impressions
then the words “what’s the second greatest pleasure” appeared momentarily
then more sequences
then again “what’s the second greatest pleasure”
and still the seemingly endless run of
image-visuals kept on coming
then again for a third time, another message appeared which read “styrker and…(can’t remember the name) presents…”
by now i was wondering what it could be referring to
i thought it was going to say bestial x or anal x or child x
as the imaging continued a long message showed which had too many words on it to read in an instant
i began to think-Think-Read it (it was the most difficult message i’ve had to think-read for quite a few months)
as the slogan appeared time after time (it appeared briefly about seven times) i managed a word or two here and one word there between the movie/sequences and, with the new faculty of replay, eventually managed to string the sentence together
it read “the second most pleasurable thing is the act of murder or the accomplishment of killing”
and then began a stream of moving and still images of various types of murder of both sexes of all ages
i think all of them were acts of individuals being killed, no pairs or groups
addenda
the time-tense for this dream is an and/or for 5, 6 and 7
qod 2.7
qos 4.1
o
pde’s
the computer playing up
thoughts about the dream referred to in notes 1 of the second dream of the the entry of 27112017
and, of course, women
notes 1
this website is going to keep reminding its readers… dreams are comprised of actual events
notes 2
you’ve only got to remember the atrocities i.s.i.s performed when they began running amok (drugs, the group/clique mentality, weapons and a wad of money will turn a testosterone-fuelled young man dissatisfied with life into becoming murderer) to realise just how easy it is to do and how recently it was, to believe that this dream is founded in fact
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03122017
name of dream:
an echo of christmas
a brief acquaintance from the past turned up out of the blue at about this time of year
he was in a subdued frame of mind, i got the impression he had turned to me reluctantly or at someone else’s behest
he spent most of the day with me
during that time i was assessing what would be of most use to him and getting things ready for him to take with him when he went
he never asked for any money and i never thought of offering him any
i couldn’t get over how subdued he was
like a man who had accepted a fate he didn’t want
whatever it was that was preoccupying him it didn’t lessen, on the contrary
my last sight of him, which troubled me, was of him turning the wrong way out of the door which led to a brick wall
it was if a brick wall was more inviting than an open path
as laden as he was with gifts and useful items the burden he was carrying was greater by far
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02122017
name of dream: story/saga 1
in the last scene, i befriended a young man who was down on his luck
we were discussing what we would have to eat and where to get it from when the dream ended
addenda
time-tense ?
qod 3.8
qos 3.2
p
pde’s
not sure if this dream came from the pde’s
notes 1
a story dream is a dream with the same theme and which can last for most, and perhaps all, of the time the brain/mind is actually engaged in dream sequences
this dream continued with the same theme for three different periods of time
the periods of time was separated by two brief bouts of awake-conscious and finished with me hearing myself speaking out loud as i woke
the scenes in the dream varied in lengths of time
one, in particular, lasted for what seemed to be more than half of the whole dream
within this long period, a whole saga of the same theme played out
(imagine a film which didn’t change scenes for twenty minutes)
this dream is a new category of dream
for the time being, they are being called story/saga dreams
as their purpose becomes known they will probably be re-named
notes 2
it’s now an hour since i woke and all i can remember of the dream are vague impressions from one bit or another
how we’re supposed to remember the contents of something which lasts for twenty minutes i’ve no idea
perhaps it’s the old practice makes perfect routine being thrust at us
notes 3
the thing that’s becoming clear is that dreams theory is a big, big subject
there’s no way i could have a family and a job and devote as much time to uncovering what’s in the old noodle as is presently possible
it may be the case that to make sense of dreams we will have to cross-index the types of dreams
with more than forty different types already identified, it means there will be more than One Raised To The Fiftieth Power (1 ^50) possible variations to cross-check !
and if you’re wondering what the number means, it’s telling us there are millions of more ways to categorise dreams than there are stars in the universe
hope you like a challenge
second sleep
name of dream: mountain bike ride 1
three of us had just finished a mountain bike ride
the two young men were younger than me and had been friends more than twenty years ago
we arranged to do it again
in the next scene, we were ready to do it again but one of the other two hadn’t shown up
we set off
it was a thick brush with just an outline of a trail and it was more challenging than anything i had done before
in the next scene, we had to do a drop-jump of about one and a half metres
it was the most difficult manoeuvre i had ever tried
the moment of hesitation and the drop and the landing was the stand-out part of the ride
i fully expected to get a bruise or worse
the other rider was out of the scene and i wasn’t going to get left behind and make him come back as that would have blown my cred
i managed to lift the front of the bike sufficiently as i went over the edge and it was just enough to make the bike land on its back wheel
the bike hit the ground with a bump and my crotch hit the seat of the bike but, wonder of wonders, it didn’t hurt and the bike stayed on two wheels
in the next scene, we were off our bikes and talking
the other rider looked at me with a serious look and said “i am getting a weight for a few hundred pounds
(he was talking about hash)
i was interested and asked how much i could get a quarter of it for and he said “ninety pounds”
he said something about keeping it to myself and the dream ended
addenda
favoured time-tense 7 or 9
qod 3.4
qos 3.7
p
pde’s
thinking i would like to go for a ride on the bike sometime
(still have a mountain bike and regularly think about going out on it)
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01122017
name of dream: skinny’s skinny
four different scenes where all the clothing i was wearing was a cloth, zipper bomber-jacket
and if that wasn’t bad enough it wasn’t zipped up
it wasn’t an attempt to be provocative, nor was it because i wanted attention
it was a natural, innocent act, of an adult with a child’s mind
the reaction of the people who saw me was slightly reserved but none were concerned
in the last scene of this dream i was in a room and a girl was there
she looked and then looked away and moved her right hand, with fingers open, to her eyes and said politely to put more clothes on
addenda
favoured time-tense 2
qod 3.1
qos 3.3
p
pde’s
no pde’s that i can put my finger on
notes 1
the chances are that if a baby wasn’t schooled into it and the climate was right the only thing she/he would wear was shoes
second dream
x dream (21)
qod 3.7
qos 3.3
p
pde’s
don’t blame me because i feel the need to fill the endless with life
notes 1
first dream that i can remember when i forgot the details of the x dream because of thinking about another dream
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30112017
name of dream: insignificant dream ?
spot
looking at myself in the mirror and seeing a boil-sized spot on my forehead
addenda
time-tense 9 or 6
qod 2.9
qos 3.1
p or o ?
pde’s
during the day my hand automatically went to an irritation on my forehead
notes 1
the next time i went to the bathroom and looked at where the irritation was there was a pimple the size of a pin-head
notes 2
this isn’t the first insignificant dream entry
notes 3
after thinking about it, this one-scene dream does have significance
i’m a cooked-meal man
four out of five of my meals are meat and veg
(my veg to meat ratio is about three to one)
a look at diet diary (uploading the diet diary sometime next year) will show an imbalance in the ratio of cooked meat and veg meals to non-cooked meat and veg meals over the last week or so
notes 4
being a film-goer it can’t help but be noticed that more than just one or two of the big-name film stars have developed wart-sized spots on their faces
this will be due, i am fairly sure, to the chemicals used in foods to flavour, colour, preserve and… the foods and thus enhance the profit margin
time and money are big factors in our lives, there are however bigger ones, and with a whole world of things to do, allocating time to buying, preparing and cooking food isn’t always the priority it should be
incorporating into our lives the twice or thrice daily mundane task of the seemingly insignificant act of eating will slow the tempo of our lifestyle and bring us back to realising the importance of taking the time to eat cooked meals as a way of life
it takes up more of our time, yes, but it is hoped that the very large time-scales you are becoming familiar with will be balanced by the realisation that it only takes a second for a person to change their time-tense from one to nine
shopping, preparing, cooking and eating food is an excellent way of making us reduce the tempo of our lifestyles and avoid the type of catastrophes that often accompanies the frantic pace of a money-first outlook
it will also ensure that those handsome faces on the silver screen will be blemish-free
notes 5
this dream scene brought to mind another insignificant dream from the last few days
in that one-scene dream, there was an inviting looking savoy cabbage
although, it is worth saying, iv’e seen better-looking savoy cabbages in awake-time
that an informative dream, which is what i think it was, has presented in the dream-state a cabbage which i would have considered inferior to those seen in awake-time has caused me to think (because of postulate one… 12112017) the savoy cabbages i see in an awake-state might be over-fertilised to get to the size they are
if that’s not the case then the bigger, brighter cabbages in the awake-state are actually of a more recent time-tense and have not been around for enough undulations to become a permanent part of the inter-undulation memory
this makes sense when it is pointed out that the one-scene dream of the cabbage was an improvement of the cabbages i had seen in the shops and had thought about during the day before having the cabbage dream
second sleep
name of dream:
claustrophobic situation
on the inside of a large store next to the entrance
something had caused a bottle-neck of people from moving into the store
there were about fifteen semi-burly men wearing white shirts who were blocking the access to the rest of the store
i couldn’t get passed the men and the doors didn’t open outwards
trying to push them into the store only made matters worse as it caused the mini-throng to push back which caused me to have to stoop down so i wasn’t pressed against the door
all i could see from my lowered position was the legs and back of the men’s torso’s
there was a moment of mild panic as i tried to stand up and realised i wasn’t going to be able to
the slightly panicky feeling intensified as the crowd of men lost ground to whatever it was which was causing them to bunch up and they edged back onto me by about a quarter of a metre
if the men directly in front of me crumbled to the ground there would have been hundreds of pounds of weight lying on top of me
addenda
favoured time-tense 9
qod 2.8
qos 3.3
p
pde’s
this dream is easy to pinpoint
used dumbbells earlier on in the day to do dumbbell stoops and in typical me fashion i used too much weight
i didn’t get the breathing in and out in sync with the movement and at the bottom of the movement and there was too much pressure on my torso for me to be able to breathe in
i was on the verge of dropping them and taking a breath in
29112017
name of dream: a nightmare of a child
a girl of five or six
she was on a sofa in a sitting position coming out of a sleep
as she was waking she peed herself
the urine jetted from her body in a stream
she was sweating profusely and her fringe was stuck to her forehead
she looked at me and spoke a sentence
the sentence was a question which queried whether she was different
it was as though someone had just come out of an anaesthesia sleep and wanted to know if the operation had saved their life
then she was asleep again
addenda
qod 3
qos 3.4
p or o ?
pde’s
notes 1
the stand out part of the dream was the deeply sincere manner she spoke
it was if she thought i had the ability to make one reality or another for her
this might be the time to remind ourselves of the characteristics which can endure forever in the forever
there probably isn’t one adult person who has retained the characteristic’s they had as a five-year-old anywhere in the world
yet that it is what it takes to merge with eternity
the ability to change realities in a moment
an open-mindedness which can embrace a new happiness
the ability to absorb new thoughts and actions in an instant
complete flexibility to be in one state or another
to get to where we seek to get means complete trust in every other person
the thought of self-before others won’t exist
the simple act of giving without receiving, which children find easy to do, will have become the norm…
this is the gist of what we have to become
that two adults arguing in the presence of a child-mind can cause such a severe reaction gives us an indication of just how poor our understanding of ourselves is
* Nightmare As a Child
* * *
28112017
name of dream: xh2
x dream (20)
addenda
qod 3.3
qos 3.5
p
pde’s
notes 1
the problem with x dreams is that they occupy the mind upon waking and, not for the first time, i’ve forgotten the dream that came before it
* * *
27112017
name of dream: travelling man
was between countries and in the centre of a city and needed to buy something to eat
decided on a takeaway meal and ordered one from the biggest roadside van i’ve ever seen
there were three people working the stall
the person who took my order was a woman and we got into a friendly bit of chit-chat
the meal was nearly ready and it was time to pay
i dug into my pocket and brought out all the money in it and soon realised there wasn’t enough to pay for what i’d ordered
not that it mattered i would have enough in my wallet
when i opened the wallet there was just one ten unit denomination note in it and that wasn’t enough either
then i remembered i had four ten denomination notes stuck to a thick piece of paper in amongst my paper items
it took longer than i thought to find the folded sheet of paper and when it was unfolded the notes were stapled to the paper
i attempted to prise the staples open to free the notes but the notes started to rip
at this point, i began apologising to the woman
she remained amiable and unconcerned but i was starting to feel the pressure
i suggested paying by card but the smile on her face loosened which told me that wasn’t an option
i asked if there a cash dispenser nearby
the woman’s expression was changing by the moment
a slow, drawn-out shake of her head meant i had to come up with something else
business etiquette demanded a sales-person should be friendly whatever the circumstances, she was, however, becoming a different woman and was looking at me in a different way
i knew the look
she was beginning to suspect a con
i had a chequebook
i asked her half-heartedly, “will you take a cheque ?”
the dream ended there in fade-out fashion
addenda
qod 3.7
qos 3.4
p
pde’s
nothing comes to mind
notes 1
this dream is not untypical of the writer’s awake-life experiences
there are quite a lot of these types of incidents that could be related
perhaps an “odd-memoirs” page is something for the future
second dream
name of dream: compromising situation 2
in the bookies
a man in his late-twenties walked past me and said to another man standing within a metre or two of where i was “… be standing by the door”
within a second of dream-time, one of the two of them then said “…will have the shotgun”
there’s no way i could not hear what they were saying
i was implicated
one of the men looked at me and said “we want you to stand there” as he looked to my left
i knew the man who owned the betting shop and he seemed reasonable enough
the robber’s wanted me present just in case the shop emptied a bit and me being there would make it look like a normal day and wouldn’t ring any alarm bells in the head of the owner of the shop who was very much security-minded
the shop-owner would have reason to be even more security-minded than usual on the day of the robbery
the robbery was going to take place on what would be the biggest sporting day of the year and lots of people who wouldn’t normally bet on anything would have a little flutter on one or other of the sporting events
i turned to one of the men planning the robbery and said “i won’t grass you up but i won’t be here”
they started threatening me
that was their mistake
the owner of the booking shop was more vigilant than i realised and read the situation
he suddenly appeared from behind the partition between the shop and office and was striding towards us holding something, it looked like a heavy metal bar, spitting and cursing obscenely as he was getting nearer
the owner of the premises was something else, the robbers knew it but i didn’t
he was as tough and fearless as they come
he had long black hair and looked as solid as a statue
his walk had an unstoppable gait to it
the robbers knew they only way they would be able to stop him was with a gun
the robbers left the building before he got to them
in the next scene, all three of the would-be robbers were on the floor outside of the shop
it looked like they might be dead
addenda
qod 3.7
qos 3.4
p
pde’s
nothing comes to mind
notes 1
the entries over the last two days are jumbled up a bit
one or two of them should be for the twenty-sixth although the record will now show no entry for the twenty-sixth
will have to leave them as they are because i can’t remember what the actual order should be
the mix-up is because there was a dream on the twenty-fourth which was going to be an entry then changed my mind but didn’t erase it from the other entry on that date and published it before i realised what i had done
the reason for bringing this up is because this second dream in this entry is related somehow to the one which wasn’t published
the dream not published was named “compromising position”
it’s similarity to this dream would be plain to see and was a lot more grave
i was told to do something and if i didn’t a girl about ten or twelve would be murdered
we have to keep in mind that dreams are not fantasy-events but memories of experiences, albeit as often as not, from different time-tenses
the dream being referred to may yet find itself as an entry
* * *
25112017
name of dream: xh
addenda
time-tense: 1 or 2 or 3 or 5 or 6 or 7 or 9
qod 4.5
qos 3.7/8
p
pde’s
thought about her
notes 1
this dream was so sensational i spent too long thinking about it upon waking and forgot the details of the dream before it
notes 2
the nervous system has to be considered as being dormant at the moment
we’re so immersed in an unethical lifestyle the capacity for the nervous system to deliver qualitative experiences to the brain is, to all extents and purposes, not needed
notes 3
and this was with a woman i didn’t get on with !
second sleep
name of dream: unexpected guests
was expecting a group of youngsters for a confab about an idea i had
all at once everything changed when eight or nine mature adults in informal but tasteful attire came through the door and were obviously ready for an evenings entertainment
i was thrown into confusion
how did they know something was planned?
where were the youngsters i was expecting ?
those questions and more would have to be answered another time
in the next scene, they were all in the living room and in a buoyant mood and some of them were looking at me
there was no way out of it, it was time to become the host
“would anyone like a drink?” i asked, looking at them but not looking at anyone in particular
one man, slightly burly and expensively, but tastefully dressed in a country-man style, said in a semi-jokey way “have you any neat bourbon ?”
he said the name of the brand but he might as well have said something in traditional mandarin
my blank look told everyone that i didn’t
worse than that, i had been expecting youngsters, the strongest thing i had was a four percent proof malibu mix, some babychams and a couple of dozen cans of soft drinks
and even worse still, the only thing to eat was crisps and peanuts
my mind was racing, i would have to go to the ‘offy
then i would have to rustle up something decent to eat
it would mean leaving them there while i went shopping
when i got back i would have to do some cooking
this just wasn’t going to work
i simply couldn’t think my way around the situation
but forever the tryer, i heard myself saying to one of the ladies “what can i get you ?” as i was waking up
* * *
24112017
name of dream:
drive thru the night-drive all night
the first scene of the dream was taking the cover off the bike and seeing the controls and gauges between the handlebars
the next scene is motoring along at a steady forty or fifty kilometres an hour on a single two-way road which was wide enough to be a dual carriageway
the road was completely clear of traffic, which was my idea of driving heaven
(driving at top speed at every opportunity wasn’t my style. i much preferred the easy-rider way of riding. if i found myself on a long, clear, and a more or less straight stretch of road, my idea of speed was seventy or eighty kilometres an hour. that way you could still take a look around as you were riding without the road throwing up some unwanted surprises)
within a few seconds of dream-time riding a police car in a recess on my side of the road and facing slightly towards me, but could have easily, with a slight swing of the steering wheel, started off at speed in the same way as i was going if it had to, gave a quick flash of his headlights to get my attention
the quick on/off of the lights didn’t suggest he wanted me to stop but equally, he could have argued in court that it did
i resigned myself to being detained (i was driving without insurance)
i started slowing and as i got to about within fifteen metres of the police car i could see the policeman was half-in and half-out of the car
he shouted “are shorts the latest fashion now?”
his remark/jibe didn’t concern me, just the opposite, it meant he didn’t want me to stop
the joy of the ride was over however and within less than a second of dream-time i was back to where i was when the dream frist started
now i was thinking of how i could go for a ride at night on a road that wasn’t likely to have spot checks and things
i turned to the computer and brought up a map of the area
the map showed a twenty to a thirty-kilometre radius of where i lived
the detail in the map was the second most stand-out part of the dream and if i had wanted to make it the priority point of the dream i could have concentrated on writing the names of roads and areas and the colours in the map
don’t know if it’s the same for everybody but i find if i don’t put the minutiae of the dream into the awake-world description as soon as poss after waking it fades from the memory
the most stand-out sequence of the dream was after the picture of the map was gone and the next scene of the dream started playing out
as mentioned, was on the computer and a quick click of the mouse and the map was replaced by six or nine yellow/amber coloured folders, the like of which we are all familiar with
within a second of dream-time, one of the folders had writing on it
don’t remember what was written on it but as i scrolled down more and more of the folders had something written on them
then the folders had pictures on them
and then the pictures became picture-posters
the one which caught my eye straight away was a poster-folder with two sentences, one sentence on either side of the folder, which spread like a snake from top to bottom of the folder and read “drive thru the night” and “drive all night”
i didn’t click the folder open because the artwork and the captions on the folder-poster told me everything an all-night rider would need to enter rider-heaven was in it
i couldn’t believe that someone with a love for riding a bike had experienced his joy being marred by police checks, as had happened to me in the first scene of the dream, and had gone to all the trouble of making an easy -to-read map for fellow and female bike riders
i carried on looking at what other goodies were available and the next one i stopped and looked at was one which had a japanese man with a stern look on his face and the caption read “why the japanese like to die riding”
the dream ended as i was looking at the next picture on a folder
the caption was “the next sexiest thing… retro (or regrade) smoking”
the picture was a semi-clad female voluptile
the letch in me was asserting itself
addenda
name of dream: drive thru the night-drive all night
time-tense
have decided not to time-tense each individual scene
the reason is… every individual has it in her or him to change the time-tense of the dreams here at dreams theory
for instance… as far as i’m aware folders which have pictures on them don’t yet exist
not being a computer aficionado i wouldn’t know if it’s possible to put writing or pictures on the outside of a folder which i assume would have to be an option when creating a new file folder
if it is possible then the person who introduces it will have changed the time-tense of the scene with picture-folders in it from 1 or 2 or 4 to 3
and in the years to follow there will be many opportunities for people to change the time-tense of the scene of the dream
and if it’s a one-scene dream then the whole dream will have had its time-tense changed
the new ideas coming through dreams theory are not copyrighted nor will they ever be subject to legal compromise’s
any person who develops or initiates the use of anything coming through dreams theory knows they have made their mark on the future for all time and they will always be part of that future
surely any person with their eye on the future will be satisfied with immortality in lieu of a payment
qod 3.5
qos 3.7
p and o
pde’s
no pde’s
notes 1
if had woken one hour earlier this sleep would have been four periods of sleeps and five dreams in one day
which would have been a new world record for me
now the speculation is … how many times can/does/will the writer sleep and dream in one day before he’s done for this lifetime
notes 2
it wasn’t until the policeman shouted “are shorts the latest fashion now?” that i was aware that i was wearing shorts
which brings up another point… people from the awake-world are needed, in many instances, to forming the contents of a dream
so now we have both states of consciousness affecting the other
my belief is the inter-undulation conscious is greater/more enduring/more constructive/more inventive than the time-conscious
we’ll know for sure when we’re interacting with dinosaur man
* * *
23112017
three dreams in two sleeps so far today – think-read (10)
all three of them were low quality but the quality of sleeps was quite high
(every cloud..)
one was right on the verge of me being violent towards three anti-socials who had blatantly ripped me off
one was to do with accommodation in which i had to lie to avoid admitting to a breach of the house rules
second sleep
a think-read dream on the computer in which i uncovered the log of a
type-chat which showed the chat of someone pretending to be me to get access to my funds
will probably be having at least one more sleep and with any luck, it will put these into the rubbish bin where they belong
third sleep
name of dream: back to school
this dream began with me as a competitor at a
weight-lifting competition
remember seeing the score i was given and think-reading some of the details but that was all of the detail that is remembered of this scene
in the next scene, i’m at home setting up an olympic barbell with weights
was using about ten or twelve small weights ranging from half a kilo to two and a half kilo
i loaded the bar with about three or four kilos on each side of the bar
when i lifted the bar it felt unevenly balanced so i put it back down
a quick look at the weights revealed that there was indeed different weights at each end of the bar
i began to change the weights and noted i needed to take two one and a quarter kilo weights off one side and add one weight of a different weight on the other side
i began to add the total weight for both sides of the bar with the intention of dividing the sum by two and simplify the weights needed to just two weights, one on each end of the bar
i began to adding the total weight of the weights on the bar together…
one and a quarter plus one and a quarter equals…
two quarters equals…
one-half plus two ones equals…
five minus two one and a one quarter equals…
one and a half plus…
it was no use, i couldn’t work it out
i woke up after half a dozen attempts of trying to make the numbers make sense because the mental effort of doing sums in my head in a dream was too strenuous !
it was draining me mentally
i was becoming mentally fatigued in a dream !
it was more restful to be awake than it was to be asleep !
comments on back to school
i have no idea of how many of you who dream regularly have think-read dreams
a two-minute read of this dream
http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DIARY%202014/SEPTEMBER/15th.html
will convey how difficult it was to successfully compose two sentences of a think-read dream for the first time
the chances are think-read dreams are a necessary part of discovering self
it’s not just possible but more than probable that information necessary for understanding our spirit will mean some of what we need to know will come through in written form
lately, think-read dreams are becoming commonplace in the writer’s dreams and have become easier to read
(practice makes perfect)
now we have to learn to do arithmetic in dreams !
it’s back to school for all of
addenda
time-tense 5
qod 3.8
qos 3.7
p
pde’s
have been watching
weight-lifting competitions downloaded from the internet on the t.v. regularly for the last week or two
notes 1
you may get some satisfaction from knowing that whatever else i may be when it comes to doing sums i’m a complete dunce
(see aside below)
perhaps i become as good at doing think-read sums in dreams as badly as i do with addition and subtraction in awake-time
aside
it was the first day back at school after the summer break and the first day as a second-year junior
teacher was q and a’ing us on fractions
she came to me
she wrote 1
–
2
on the blackboard
“what fraction is that ?” she asked me
i thought for a long second
“a oneth” i replied
“no, try again,” she said
“a second” i replied
“the expression on her face became quizzical
“try again,” she said
“a twoth,” i said
her face slumped in dismay and she turned to someone else
* * *
22112017
first dream
name of dream: bespoke accident
was the passenger in a car and we were out in the country
the road was narrow and became single file as we drove over a hump-back bridge which was about ten metres long
we were more or less off the bridge when the sound of a motorbike filled our senses
i swivelled around to take a look and saw a scrambler dirt bike was on the bonnet of the car behind us
the biker must have driven the bike up the boot and over the roof of the car because there was no space on either side of the car whilst on the bridge
the biker was totally testosterone driven and nothing was going to stop him from going where he wanted to go
the bike finished its manoeuvre, landed on the road and had just passed us when the scene changed
in the next scene, another biker like the first one had a man trapped into his bike
somehow a man had got his leg, which was showing his bare leg up to the knee, and this was the stand-out scene of the dream, trapped through the front wheel and between the spokes of the bike without his leg being cut, scratched or grazed
was trying to work out how it would be possible for that to happen when the dream ended
addenda
name of dream: bespoke accident
time-tense ?
qod 2.8
qos 3.6
p and o
pde’s
no pde’s
notes 1
contrary to common thinking that dreams are a series of jumbled up images which don’t have a place in the “real world” dreams are in fact snippets of realities which have happened in past undulations and will continue to happen in this and future undulations
the second sequence of this dream is baffling
it’s possible that if a bike like the one in the dream landed with enough force and the spokes of the wheel was made of a metal that was very supple, the wheel would momentarily bend and cause a gap between the spokes large enough for a leg to fit through
you have a go at thinking in what circumstances a leg would be in that place at that moment the spokes of the wheel were mishappen
the point that has to be considered is… every conceivable circumstance or set of circumstances which can happen has happened !
welcome to his
terrible love
second dream
at the kitchen window when mom passes by
i can she is in a hurry
she is on mission to a woman-only meeting to support a popular member of the community who has been disproportionately punished for saying something or doing something against another woman in the community
the woman she has wronged is not a well-liked person but she has a core group of supporters who think an aggressive attitude in a woman is the way to tackle problems, be they communal or personal
i can see there is a steady, and growing, stream of women going up the hill to the meeting place who want to make their feelings known
this is the chance for the women, who, it must be said, outnumber the supporters the woman with an aggressive outlook on life by three to one or more
mom was in fighting mood and was no mouse when it came to taking on other women or other men come to that
i could see she was about to strike a blow for fair-minded women and nothing was going to stop her having her say
she knew i knew she was on a mission and gave a hurried smile which contained a genuine feeling of pleasure when i said “any chance of a cuppa’ ?”
addenda
name of dream: mom on a mission
time-tense 1, 3, 4 or 7
qod 3.6
qos 3.6
notes
p
pde’s
scarcely a day goes by when my thoughts don’t linger on mom
notes 2
currently, there are plenty of women with an aggressive attitude
* * *
21112017
reading a review which was comparing one type of sound system to another
there was no competition really
the one which got all the best press completely overshadowed its competitor
without naming the companies involved one of the systems was called the feathered model
addenda
name of dream: think-read (9) p.a. systems
time-tense 5
qod 2.8
qos 3.4
p
pde’s
no pde’s
notes 1
another easy-to-read think-dream
the third easy-to-read think-dream in a row !
* * *
20112017
was at home with my mother
we both heard a clatter in the kitchen
i went to find out what it was
as i opened the door to the kitchen there was another flurry of sound
a white-feathered bird with a broken wing in obvious distress looking very frightened
my mother suggested it should be put out of its suffering
i said “i can’t do it”
addenda
time-tense 1, 3, 4, 6, 7, 9 ?
qod 2.8
qos 3.4
p
pde’s
no pde’s
notes 1
again, nothing points to why this content found its way into a dream
second dream
an army of ants was on the move
they weren’t in a charitable mood
time-tense 9 ?
qod 2.6
qos 3.4
o
pde’s
no pde’s
notes 1
unable to pinpoint why this dream occurred
third dream
a film was in production
on the set was a strong-man called big z
he was amused that his role needed a scene in which he took a tentative puff of a joint
he wanted the fame the movie would bring so he complied
time-tense 1, 2, 3, 4, 6, 7, 9 ?
qod 3.3
qos 3.4
o
pde’s
no pde’s
notes 1
no pde’s for any of these dreams
there are still a lot of things i don’t understand about the theory of dreams
not sure why these dreams happened
name of dream:
cabbage 1
a one-scene dream which showed a savoy cabbage on display in a box with other savoy cabbages
the one cabbage that caught my eye was the one on the top of the others
time-tense 5
qod 2.9
qos 3.3
o
pde’s
have been unable to find a large-leaf, dark green and firm savoy cabbage for ages and was wondering if and when i would find one which was how i thought one should be
this dream showed an acceptably decent one
no pde’s
notes 1
this dream wasn’t entered on the day it happened
it wasn’t until the cabbage mentioned in notes 5 of the dream of 30112017 that’s its significance was realised
it’s now thought that i am being pressed to enter every dream, regardless of its content or theme
there may be some dreams coming shortly won’t be received gladly by some people
* * *
19112017
first sleep
first dream
with a friend from some years ago and his three children and the latest addition to the family standing outside a small shopping area waiting for mom to return
the latest addition to the family started crying and the baby’s milk bottle appeared from somewhere
i was getting ready to do the honours when mom shows up
mom gestures to me to pass the baby to her
i had the bottle in my hand by now and said to the mother “do you want me to feed her?”, hoping she would let me give her the milk-feed
mom shook her head in a way which was a definte no
the baby stopped crying as soon as she was in mom’s arms
mom loosened her clothing and began to breast-feed baby
category of dream
baby food
time-tense 1,2,3,4, 7
qod 3.3
qos 3.3
P
pde’s
none
notes 1
as of this entry, this website believes that its dreams are not, in the main, the result of its pde’s
someone else (shhh) is at the helm
notes 2
also as of today, memories are put into two groups
1
inter-undulation memories
2
present tense memories
*
further, we shall hold the view that memories and consciousness are one and the same
notes 3
this dream is you-know-who telling us Breastfeeding is the way to feed baby !
in case there was any doubt
second sleep
first dream
category of dream
x dream (18)
addenda
time-tense 5, 8, 9
qod 3
qos 3.9
p
pde’s
being held back for the time being
notes 1
not all x dreams are top-notch experiences
this one may well be a warning
second sleep
second dream
category of dream
Think-Read (8)
the authenticator app is causing the jpg file to switch between programmes twenty times a second
it can gain access to…
this issue is known…
all the best the… gang
addenda
time-tense 5 or…
qod 3
qos 3.9
p
pde’s
no pde’s
notes 1
notes 1
the four points in the dream are the ones that have stuck in the memory until this point (one hour later)
this was the second-ever longest think-dream
of all the think-read dreams this was the easiest to read
notes 1
before publishing this entry this website will follow the advice in this dream
will finish it later and let you know what happened
(00:42 20112017)
* * *
17112017
a neighbour and friend from secondary school (my ref; b.l.) was much bigger than me but was a little envious of my gymnastic abilities
each year the males of the senior classes chose their best exercise on the vault and performed it in front of the whole school
my friend simply wasn’t agile
a handstand was beyond him
whereas i could do a short-arm over the long-vault
in the dream my friend was in the showers and sinks room
i walked into the area where he was and he said “watch this” and he done a forward somersault from the standing-still position
he performed the movement with impressive height but unfortunately his momentum threw his head forward when he landed back on his feet and he bashed his head seriously hard into a sink
i knew better than to try and say something sympathetic to someone who is experiencing a lot of pain and watched him fighting back his anger to do something violent to take his mind off how he felt
addenda
time-tense 9 or 6
qod’s 3 to 4
qos 3.6
p and o
pde’s
nothing comes to mind
notes
as is becoming commonplace with my dreams recently, there was nothing in the pde’s which points to what caused this dream
perhaps a rethink is necessary to further understand the mechanism of the causes of the themes in dreams
what’s the word… ancillary? alternative? preferred? discard?
notes 2
there were five different dreams in this sleep
only one dream is being entered because the time is needed to complete the dreams database for referencing as soon as possible
* * *
15112017
three dreams and a Mini-Montage
first dream
an x dream (17) in a tent in a garden
second dream
money dream
third dream
an old acquaintance and health issues
mini-montage (women in red/pink bikinis)
addenda
time-tense
qod
qos
p/o
pde’s
addenda for mini-montage
time-tense 1, 2, 4, 5
qod/montage 4.3
qos 3.5
o
notes
the dreams were as-usual (3 to 3.5) in terms of clarity of images
the mini-montage, by contrast, was as clear as a film on a screen
also, the awake state was fully present during this mini-montage
also, after the first sequence of the montage, there was a degree of controlled-imaging
possibly the next step in controlled-imaging is to be able to do it in the middle of the day between the furthest points of one sleep and the next
if and when midday controlled-imaging has been accomplished the question is… what are its applications ?
if it can be called into action in the middle of the day it will have unlimited entertainment value
perhaps we have yet to realise that all the really hard work has been done and its time for a life of recreation !
* * *
14112017
was at big arc-shaped bridge in a built up area, probably london
was talking to a celebrity about the politics of what was happening in the country
i said “did you know that only three per-cent of the surface area of the country is built upon ?”
he replied “i want to think about things in my own way”
i felt he knew what was what with the politics of this country but was reluctant to do anything about it
and with that he made off with some haste
addenda
time-tense 3, 4,
qod 2.7
qos 3.8
p
pde’s
thought about a three or four-sentence conversation with a young man a couple of years ago
in the very brief conversation i brought up the point about the refusal of the government to build on the land and he tried to defend it by saying that most of the land was unarable
i countered by saying “i’m talking about houses”
notes
in notes 2 from the third of this month i said i would have to enter every dream regardless of whether it seemed significant or not
that still holds true but the problem is some of the details in dream contains explicit x material of some very well known people, in this dream it was ray winstone
in isn’t the case in this dream but it does mean that dreams theory may never be complete
if it ever gets to the point where important understandings are unable to be shared beacause of embarrassment to others then this reason for not making a dream an entry will have to be put to one side
notes 2
that people with a priviledged position in society would rather keep their lifestyle than speak the truth is a constant source of irritaton to this website
ordinary people aren’t compromised in this way and are thus able to remain more closely aligned to the expansive nature of life
i spoke to an elderly lady, a staunch royalst, who didn’t try to deny princess diana was assassinated but rejoined by saying “the queen didn’t have anything to do with it”
people know the truth but are too scared to say anything
***
12112017
was outside the house i lived throughout my teens
(when first recollecting the dream upon waking i got the impression i was walking towards the house, although after replaying the scene a couple of times the impression was that i was an observer)
it was undoubtedly the house i lived at for more than two decades except for one detail, a window about a metre high and two-thirds of a metre wide
the bottom of the window started about half a metre from the ground
if the house being described had a window in the place being described then a person looking through it would have seen the front door, the stairs and the door to the living room
there was a teenage boy at the window
i recognised the boy as someone who was in the same class as me in school
(my ref; c.t.)
the teenager had a piece of 4″ x 2″ wood in his hand and as i looked at him he drew it back and smashed the window
in the next scene, he was at the front door of the house being let in
he was obviously deranged which meant my family were at risk
in the next scene, he was sitting on the sofa and my mother and father were sitting in the matching armchairs either side of the sofa
i glanced a quick glance at my parents and said “didn’t you hear the window being smashed ?”, if i didn’t say it out loud then it was a loud thought, my parents didn’t say or do anything
i grabbed both sides of the front of the teenager’s jacket with my right hand, pulled him towards me and said: “what the hell are you doing ?”
the teenager didn’t say anything but was looking at me without any concern
i realised he wasn’t aware he had done anything wrong and that he was mentally disturbed and further realised that my reaction wasn’t going to be constructive
i put my right arm under his head and my left arm under the joints of his knees and lifted him up and laid him on the sofa
i think i said something at this point in the dream but can’t remember it if i did
the dream ended here
addenda
time-tense 9, 6 -qod 2.7 – qos 3.7 – p and o
pde’s
nothing in the thoughts of the pde’s points to this dream
not the teenager from school or a teenager on the rampage, no thoughts or sounds of breaking glass, no thoughts of the parents, no thoughts of something related to the house, nothing
notes 1
three possibilities… 1 watched a t.v. programme about a killer-psychopath the day before the pde’s which would make this a delayed-theme dream
if the theme/contents of dreams are going to be linked to experiences from days, months and years before a dream the value of the interpretation of dreams of this type will become unconvincing
2… it’s a plant by you-know-who and the significance of the dream will become apparent in the future
3… this is a new category of dreams not yet understood
notes 2 17102014
on the off-chance that the people who are now living at the house in this dream done some improvements to the house and put a window in the same place as the one in the dream, i google-earthed it
lo and behold, there was a window there albeit only half the size of the one in the dream
at first, i was amazed but then noticed that the people living next door had done the exact same home-improvement
so had the occupiers of the house next to that and so had… then it dawned on me…
the window had always been there !
i must have looked at that wall with the window in it from the same angle as in the dream ten thousand times over the decades and equally, i must have looked through it for just as many times from the inside of the house, so…
dreams theory, postulate one
inter-undulation memories are more accurate than present-tense memories
this postulate makes assigning time-tenses more accurate and optimises the quality of a situation or circumstance
the time-tense for this dream is now 1, 2 or 4
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08112017
dance the mood fantastic
they don’t come much better than this
a sunny summer’s day
in the precinct in the centre of town
it is a two-tier precinct
when the architect originally conceived the design for the precinct he imagined spacious, uncluttered access to every part of the precinct with plenty of room for people to manoeuvre with their large bags of designer outfits and such
in this precinct in this time, mature-teens had turned the precinct into a socially-oriented gathering place
shopping sprees were incidental to the overriding impulse to meet new people and enjoy life
in places in the precinct there were clumps of people who were shopping but, overwhelmingly, it was the youth culture which gave the precinct its character
the teens were the people who were leading life and i was one of the responsible teens and, boy, on this day i was humming with vibrancy
there was a melody somewhere, it might have just been in my head, which had a beat which was causing me to tap my thighs and lightly, almost imperceptibly, skip and sway
swinging to the left, slowing and then picking up the pace
lightly slapping out on the beat on my thighs, on the walls, on the glass of the shop-fronts, occasionally expressing the beat on the side the bag of somebody’s shopping
i was on the second-tier now and was headed toward a cafe with outside-seating when the melody and beat diminished and very nearly, but not quite, faded out
there was still a song in my mood but that was almost washed away as i neared to eight or ten girls in summer clothes
five or six of the girls were seated, totally relaxed and were smiling that smile which only women who want, and can give more life, have
but it was the three or four girls who were standing which channelled my concentration
there was one who was breathtakingly good-looking
she didn’t stir the emotions, she elevated the spirit
it brought out in a person the recognition that true beauty was an elevated position to which we all aspire
she was something which life produces in very small quantities
too many of her would make the rest of us feel inadequate, unsubstantial
still, my mood hadn’t changed and one of the girl’s friends standing next to the beauty caught my attention
she was a plain beauty, or did she just seem plain by comparison ?
it didn’t matter, i know a good thing when i see it, and when she looked at me i knew we would be good for each other
the dream ended with me carrying on my way, as i had before encountering the girls
dreams don’t come much better than this
addenda
time-tense 1, 2, 4
qod 4.4
qos 4
p
pde’s
1
a noticeable improvement of movement during the day
2
was thinking about he-whose-name-you-dare-not-speak and how his femininity comes through in women
3
a young girl i spoke to on the bus a couple of weeks ago
notes
1
because my recovery back to mobility is a long process i am acutely aware of the slightest improvement which causes feelings of jubilation and in turn gets blown out of all proportion in dreams
2
femininity can be seen as the biological mechanism through which love/life implements eternity’s command to increase endlessly
the beauty in this dream epitomises love/life’s multiplicative nature in mammal man-shaped beings
3
the young girl on the bus is the plain beauty in the dream
since that brief encounter i have realised it was an opportunity lost to implement an idea from more than a year ago
yesterday it was prominent in my thoughts and i resolved not to let a chance like that pass by again
if the young girl should read this…
other notes
there were three stand-out moments in this dream
the beauty, the plain beauty and the opening sequence
with the exceptionof the “fade-out” at the end of the dream, which was about one-tenth of the whole dream, it was all stand-out
it was while wondering what women in the far-off future will be like that it occurred to me that i haven’t yet had a dream that takes place in space
get ready for some really stand-out space-dreams
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06112017
a tired john and a concerned relative
the dream starts with me waking from a sleeping position and feeling tired, very tired
the first thing i see is a mature young man looking at me
the male is either the brother or a son of the woman i’m in a relationship with
he says “i can go and get you a black leather mattress or if you don’t want that i will take you home”
he talks in a no-nonsense manner and his tone of voice and look tells me it’s time to make a choice
the situation is… i’m sleeping in the living room and he doesn’t like it
people in a relationship sleep together
he’s too sensitive to towards his mother/sister to ask questions about the sleeping arrangements but knows something isn’t as it should be
i was touched that he would take on the expense and go to the trouble of getting a new mattress and said “you would do that for me” and then “give me a minute to wake up please”
i was waking from the sleep as i heard myself saying the last sentence
before the dream ended there was a final picture or scene of me looking at myself in the mirror
i had dark bags under my eyes and looked unwell (this is the stand-out part of the dream)
i don’t remember looking that unwell in this lifetime
addenda
time-tense for first scene 3, 6, 7
qod 2.8
qos 2.5
p
time-tense for second scene/picture 3, 5, 9
notes
in the first scene i am participating
the mirror scene, i now realise, was as an observer
this is the first dream i am aware of when i am both particpant and observer in the same dream!
pde’s
tried resting to the fullest extent during the day to see if lying down all day was beneficial
this dream tells me it’s not
too much rest or inactivity during any given day is not in accordance with what we can/should be doing
there is an optimum minimum/maximum movement/rest ratio for every individual
it is time to start tieing dreams in with Metabolic Maintenance to get a more accurate picture
* * *
03112017
this dream was about a scoring system
the value of the thing being scored was displayed by a dark-coloured ball in a thin transparent square container which had liquid in it
the container was about three diameters of the ball in width and five ball-diametres high, the container/s could have been any size
the liquid in the container was responsive and could, very subtlely, change colour
the ball rose and wavered and fell in the container as its rating rose or fell
in the second scene, there were three or four of the transparent containers which looked as if they were joined together
my attention focused on one container in particular, probably because it had the most movement in it
inside the container, there was a light-grey small, wispy column which changed its shape, like smoke in a still room
the light-grey column of the smoke-shaped liquid was about the height of a ball and as i looked at it the width varied from one-seventh to one-sixth of one ball-width
addenda
time-tense 2 or 5
it doesn’t seem likely that the technology being described here will have been developed within the writer’s lifetime
the only way it could happen is if the d-man class of man-shaped beings begin sharing their technology with us
(see lead article)
qod 3
qos 3.1
p/o ?
pde’s
the pde which brought this dream about was the scores being given at a weight-lifting competition i watched on the telly
there was argy-bargy about whether the referees had got some of the scorings right or not
in the programme, the decisions were close calls but it is the case that life has the ability to be meticulous about the most insignificant thing
notes
thinking about it, a scoring system, or any situation with serious consequences, which had a qualitative attachment would be useful when decisions are based on measuring devices which are too crude to measure a difference
thinking about it further, a liquid substance which reacts to the prescence of consciousness seems feasible
(see The Act of Observation)
notes 2
wasn’t going to make this dream into an entry but like those times when we throw something away only to find a use for it later, all dreams regardless of their seeming insignificance will have to be entered
if it’s in a dream it’s there for a reason !
this dreams thing is taking over my life !
***
31102017
time-tense
qod’s 1st and 2nd 2.9 p
qod 3rd 3.1 p
inter-undulationary dreams
two dreams
first dream
first scene
was making my way along the walkway alongside of a canal or a river
the ground was uneven and i was laden with a collapsable wheelcahir and a couple of bags
i had to get up an embankment to get onto the road
i couldn’t have done it on my own but as the luck of the dream would have a family which had two young boys were at hand
i told the boys i would give them a pound each if they would they would get the chair up the slope
they jumped at it
next scene
was at a railway station
still had the chair and baggage and the family from the previous scene were also still in the dream
the platform was narrow which made the station look busier than it really was
the train pulled in
it only had two or three carriages and was on the track beyond the track that our platform was servicing
people started letting themselves down onto the track next to our platform and going to the train
it started something of a stampede and again i promsed the lads money if they would help me get my things onto the train
several peolpe had boarded the train and some my belongings were on it or were about to put on it when the train started pulling away
everbody started shouting, i was shouting loudest
a guardsman showed at the back of the train and was gesticulating and saying something
couldn’t hear his words but he managed to convey that another train was coming for us
second dream
had got out of a car with a half a dozen presents
the presents were mainly big ones
it was my aunties house and relatives from another part of the country or another country had arrived
the guests were a family of four or five with one or two children and a new addition to the family
i was excited because her guests were an old real-life girlfriend who i had been scheduled to marry as a teenager and had broken up with her first husband and had started a family with another man
twenty years before in the real-life situation with my ex-girlfriend things were not going how she had expected
in the real-life situation going back to a year after we split up she was at the same aunties house in the dream and looked glum
i found out later that the man she married, a canadian she emmgrated to canada with, didn’t want children and it was causing a lot of friction
my entire family clan were staunch supporters of “the get married and have children” outlook of life
back in the dream…
i walked through the front door and said something to make my prescence known
i walked through to the back living room and went in
the ex-girlfriend’s new addition to the family was in a pram or cot that had a partial overhang and i peered into where the baby was
when i looked back up from the pram my ex-girlfriend was standing there looking at me intently
the look was unmistakable and i was thinking the same thing
this could/should have been us
i asked her if the baby was a girl but she didn’t reply
i spoke to the baby and could see the baby respond with an open mouth smile
i said to the ex-girlfriend “it looks like she’s smiling to me”
again she never said anything but looked at me even more purposefully
and the dream ended
the realtionship with the woman of the child in this dream broke up through circumstances outside of my control and i often wonder what our lives together would have been like
the woman of the child in the dream was the very first female to make a real impression on me
i was five or six or seven and i remember the instance as clearly as any memory i have
i was with my mother at a bus terminal in the centre of town and she appeared in front of me
a bubbly blonde talking her head off
blonde hair, blue eyes, pink skin, red lips, white teeth and full of life
i had never seen anything like it
at that age there were no connotations of sexuality attached to either of us
she became my first girlfriend when i was sixteen and we were together for about a year
we were ready to, but never did, conjoin
*
tried the imaging when falling into sleep as mentioned in the entry for
* * *
30102017
time-tense
qod 3.3 qos 3.4 p
met woman who invited me to a party
she said i could bring friends
the impression i got from our short conversation was that the party was a no-expense-spared extravaganza
highly formal but with the promise of every acceptable form of adult entertainment
the organised entertainment would go on for days and days and we would be expected to expand on on the scope of what happend by improvising with variations and off-shoots of the activities by using our individual talents and imaginations to enrich it
the party would, i got the impression, be open-ended if indeed it was not already in progress and my invitation was to make it even bigger or replace people who couldn’t maintain the pace
my invitation was for the following day
managed to find three girls who wanted to come with me
arrived on the grounds
it was stately settings with a wing annexe to the main bulding
i joked to girls as we took it in “i was told to use the servants’s entrance”
while waiting for door to open two or three more couples showed up
one of the men gave me the impression he and the woman he was with were pretending to be part of my group
one of two large doors open and we go into the main buiding
the woman who invited me was standing there with a board in her hand
she said “john, i said you could bring ten people and you have brought ten people”
she nods in approval and writes something on the board, it could have been a tick against my name
i notice a highly-polished oblong table with seats touching each other
there were four in line either side of the table and three or five hugged the curves at each end
dream ends
*
awake with eyes closed and thinking about the dream when a classic montage begins
a burst of more than ten different sequences
they happen so quickly i didn’t have time to take in the details of most of them
the two or three that gave up their detail showed individual girls all in white and dancing
only one sequence lingered long enough to for me to recognise the situation… they were ballerinas
what i think is happening with this dream is we are moving into another gear with dream theory
this dream is laying the foundation for increasingly more sophisticated themes and intricate connections
i believe this dream may be the first of an episode or serial dream or a reference point for another or other dreams you-know-who has lined up for you which are designed to draw you into the dream state
we can expect to have to begin linking dreams and themes together
and if the wedding photos dream (Ref) is anything to go by dreams will be linked over years and decades
* * *
29102017
first dream
met two young girls
i had captured their imagination and was going to show them the “ropes”
i had to go home for something and the girls came with me
my mother was in the house, she weighed up the situation and stepped in
she began an argument in front of the girls and it was enough to scare them off
the girls left the house and i was fuming
the dream ended with me saying to mother “you and me are officially at loggerheads”
dream 3
in a shop that was a house that had been converted into in a mini-market
the ceiling was high enough for five or six shelves
the highest shelf was one and a half metres up which would have bee too high for a smaller person to reach
there were three or four rows of shelves but they were too close together
when there were only a handful of people shopping it was practical enough
the problem was, when it was busy, as in this dream, getting from row to row was one long “excuse me please”
i had done the shopping and was almost at the front of a queue in a line of about ten people
i had to move the bags of shopping from my right to my left to give people leaving the counter room to walk out, so i stepped to one side of the queue and re-arranged the bags and as i was doing that the queue shuffled forward and filled the space i had created when i moved
again, as in the second dream, i became livid
that the entire queue was in the frame of mind which cooperated in taking my place was more than i could swallow
i waited for the person being served to finish being served and gave the bloke who had been the person behind me in the queue a wild look
he saw i was going to confront him and let me get served first
i woke out of the dream at this point feeling really tired
*
i spent a full twenty minutes figuring out what it was in the pde’s which had caused the two low-quality dreams
eventually, i pinpointed it as being a long minute of stray thoughts the day before
it took another few minutes to implement a series of thoughts which made me raise my tolerance to devolving beings and was mentally relaxed
my eyes had been closed since waking and i was still in a semi-sleepy state and ready for more sleep
as sleep beckoned a montage began
the first two or three scenes could, i realised, quite easily have become undesirable ones if i had not made the effort and resolved the problem of what caused dreams two and three to happen
the rest of the montage of images took on pleasing forms and movements
*
three points here…
1
it takes but one thought to initiate a stream of thoughts
once a train of thought begins it tends to follow the quality of the initiating thought
2
montage sequences are most easily initiated in a partially sleepy state
if we are to make meaningful progress as we begin the transition into an “the awake dream-state” the body needs to be relaxed and the mind needs to be at peace
3
usually, the writer enters into a sleep while thinking about things
he will now try imagery as a “lead-in” to sleep
it was successful !
three clear images with motion
a person hasn’t just got be relaxed and peaceful
a person has got to be near to the point where they have “let go” of the ability to control their mental activity
*
third dream
this dream was a high 3’s in terms of quality
a marked increase over the first few dreams
the improvement in quality was undoubtedly due to the re-positioning of tolerance mentioned above
this dream was on a sunny day in a field with short grass
there were four to six groups of people with three, four or five people in each group
it was predominantly groups of families
the first people i came into contact with were three young boys
i said to the young boys “if you can tell me who was on the throne when queen victoria was alive you will win a hamper as a prize”
they gave the right answer and i told them where to go and get the prize from
i asked a women with children a similar answer-in-the-question question
she got it right as well and won a hamper
*
i woke from this second sleep feeling more refreshed and relaxed than any sleep for weeks or even months
the moral of this story is, of course, keep those Stray Thoughts in check
*
it is now thought that this last dream is a
“undulation-hop”
an undulation-hop is a dream which comes from a different time-sense to the previous dream or scene
this possibility means the mind/brain is even more sophisticated than we have previously thought
the only way this website can see how this might be possible is if the brain/mind has the ability to Fractalise experience
dreams theory is getting more and more complicated
it should simplify itself after this initial “starting phase”
addenda
time-tense for second dream
6 and/or 9
qod 2.7
qos 2.5
p
time-tense for third dream
6 and/or 9
qod 2.7
qos 2.5
p
time-tense for fourth dream
3 or 4
qod 3.8
qos 4
p
notes
there were five dreams and a montage in this sleep but the details of the first dream are not remembered
* * *
28102017
two x (15 and 16) dreams and a car dream
the street where i lived was on an incline and at the bottom of the street is a t-junction
for a few hundred metres to the left and right of the junction is a row of houses
the houses have a one-way access/exit road for the residents
the access-road is necessary because just a metre or two from the access-road is a busy dual carriageway
i turned right at the junction, i think i was on my way to see a family who used to live two doors from where i was born and had moved because they had more children than that house could accommodate, and as i was walking along the pavement of the houses that run parallel to the carriageway someone i knew stopped in his car
scene two
we are driving on the carriageway
a police car appeared behind us and is flashing its lights
the driver of the car i am in started accelerating and kept accelerating
the sense of acceleration and the powerful thudding of the engine was the stand-out part of the dream
before the dream ended we were moving at least one hundred and seventy-five kilometres an hour
notes
the only thing in the pde’s which might have caused this dream were thoughts concerning cars
because of this thoughts are being assigned as the major factor in forming the theme of a dream
there’s another entry from a few years back which lists the things which were then considered to be the major factors in the forming of the content of dreams
it may be revealing, when there is a database to tap into and find it, to discover if thoughts were thought to be the major influencing factor then too
time-tense 3
qod 3
qos 3.4
* * *
26102017
kissing dream: (12) a quick kiss
time-sense
qod 4 qos 3 p
got chatting to a girl in a shopping mall or it might have been a large office
we were standing
at one point in the conversation, she said when she got home there was a programme and a film she wanted to watch
it sounded very much like an invitation
i let her know that i was interested by referring to another film which had the same actor which i said was worth watching
she became even friendlier and the tone of the conversation became relaxed
i suggested getting groceries for a meal on the way back to her place
she was saying something in reply to my suggestion when, as smooth as silk between two of her words, she leant forward and kissed me without breaking the flow of what she was saying
her expression didn’t change as, while or after the quick kiss and i didn’t see it coming
it was a natural spontaneous show of her feelings
it was the stand-out part of the dream
a natural, strong bond had formed and it was going to be a long-term relationship
*
usually in a kissing dream the sensation of the kiss is the stand-out moment
in this dream, the sensation of the kiss was only incidental to the emotional sense of happiness
* * *
25102017
time-tense
qod 3.8 qos 3.9 p
laughing dream (pool table)
there was a dream before this one which was also humorous
have forgotten most of the details though
this dream…
there were three of us, all males, playing pool
it was a good-natured atmosphere with lots of banter
when someone played a good shot one of the players would say “he relies on flukes” or “i’m glad i don’t have to rely on flukes to win”
the trick was to reply with an equally sharp remark “it’s funny how opponents usually say that when they know they’re losing”
or ” you do realise you have to pay up even if all your opponents shots are flukes”
it was my turn to play a shot…
it was a difficult shot and i didn’t expect to get it nor did the other two
there were three balls clustered around the bottom-right pocket
i knew the theory that needed to be applied to make the pot but it was well beyond my abilities
all i knew was that it was a slow ball
i made a slow deliberate stroke which sent the white ball down the table at a snail’s pace
as i watched it i had a feeling…
i started walking, following the ball down the table not daring to really think it would do what it could do
as it reached the contact point with the first ball it was barely moving
i moved in closer to see what would happen
the cue ball seemed to go into slow motion
i was mesmerised
i got closer still
i bent over to within half a metre of where the balls were and placed my hands, one hand on the left-hand side of the corner of the table and the other on the right-hand corner of the table, and leant over into the table
my position at the table blocked the view of the balls from the other two guys
to my sheer amazement, the result i knew was possible but never thought would happen, happened, the cue-ball knocked the balls perfectly and i made the shot
it looked even better seeing it through the eyes than it did in the imagination
it was one of those moments in your life when you realised you had “it” in you do world-class things
i stood up and turned and looked at my two mates expecting them to be nodding with ackowledging with what was a superlative act of precision but they were looking at me with a mixture and disgust and disdain
then the penny dropped… they thought i had helped the ball into the pocket with my hand
teasing remarks were an acceptable part of the game but using your hands !
it had lowered the game to below an acceptable standard
it would have been hopeless to try and persuade them
i began laughing at the irony of it
i was the only person who would see the best shot i would ever make
the more i laughed the more disgusted the other two became and the more disgusted they looked the more i laughed
i woke up still laughing hard
*
this is the fourth or fifth laughing dream this year
a few years back two or more laughing dreams a week were the norm
an appraisal of the pde’s revealed the thoughts, feelings and actions which caused this laughing dream
they may start to become regular again
* * *
24102017
think-read dream (7)
time-tense
qod 3.8 qos 3.9 p
this think-read dream began as a dream and continued through the stages between deep-sleep to being fully conscious
if you ever find yourself in a think-read dream you’ll come to know just how laborious they can be
they really do tax a person’s ability to concentrate
to continue… eventually, the writing in the dream stretched out to about two-hundred and fifty to three-hundred words
it was part of report which done a study of couples and procreation
in brief, it found that nearly all of those who planted their seed in the “garden” were successful in their attempts to create life whereas those who viewed sexual activity as “happy hunting grounds” were only successful one time in ten
the words “garden” and “happy hunting grounds” was used often in the text i was reading in the dream and are not terms that are familiar to me in the context they were written
if there has been a study of couples as mentioned above and the terms mentioned are used then there’s an interesting interpretation which can be attached to this dream
if such a report doesn’t exist then this dream can be assigned to a specific time-sense
*
this was the most elaborate think-read dream to date
it’s with a bit of an apology that this website has to declare that its most prominent dream-theme is x dreams
the reason for so many x dreams is because this website is acutely aware that our numerical value, when viewed within the context of eternity, is appallingly small
further, no matter how many of us there are, it will always be an appallingly small number
the expression “the more the merrier” in no way expresses the situation in which life finds itself
there is a primal driving force which underpins our existence and which is compelling life… you must, forever, be increasing
the dominance of x dreams reflects our position
again, view life not as a by-product of eternity but as an extension or continuance of eternity
second sleep
time-tense
qod 2.6 p 10
a three-girl dream
in this dream, the dreamer is entrusted to look out for the best interests of the girls
they were all in their early twenties with that demeanour which men find attractive and typically they trusted men
my lifestyle was a bit hectic but by and large handling this type of situation as well within my scope
they were getting ready for a social evening and they all wanted to bathe
there was only one bathroom but it was large enough for the needs of the three girls
i was organising everything which would be needed to make the evening’s activities a success
inexscusably, at one stage i became totally absorbed in one specific part of the organising and forget about the girls
i was a full twenty minutes out of sync when i remembered that the girls didn’t have towels and i hadn’t shown them where the towels were
by the time i got to the bathroom the girls had finished bathing and the bathroom had got too cold for comfort
they were wet, didn’t have the means to dry themselves down and were looking despondent
i turned the heating on got the towels and made my exit hoping as i left that the girls would not let my mistake affect their enjoyment of the evening
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23102017
time-tense
qod 2.9 qos 3.2 p
i was given a supervisory order by the courts
it meant travelling fifteen kilometres to the people who were doing the supervising
it was a sunny day and when i got there i had to go around to the back of the house
it was a fenced garden
a young male man, who was also under a supervision order, was at the gate to let me in
we had taken a couple of steps into the garden and the young man said “the car isn’t working”
that meant it would be a great inconvenience for getting back home
there were four elderly people sitting at a table and looked to be having a good time
one of the two women looked at me and said “that’s him”
as i was walking the twenty metres to where the four people were sitting i could feel my walking becoming more deliberate (this was the stand-out bit of the dream)
it dawned on me that the four people saw the supervision of people as something of an event and it produced in them an air of superiority
i also realised that the car was working and inconveniencing me was something i would have to like
they were going to “toy around with me” and i was supposed to take it
i was forming a verbal attack of them in my head when the dream ended
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22102017
time-tense 1, 2, 3, 4
qod 3.9 qos 3.3 p 10
was living on the first or second floor in perfectly acceptable accommodation in a block of flats
i went to a neighbour to ask for some coffee
he was dressed in slightly formal casual clothes
there was another man in the flat
he gave me a quick look of polite recognition and i was forgotten
the man who opened the door was congenial enough and some sentences passed between us
a girl walked into the room
she was slim, veering toward gangly
she was wearing a tightish two-piece dark suit and a white shirt or blouse
she had the mary quant hairstyle that was one or two centimetres longer than the original style and the bottom of her hair splayed out all around her head except for her forehead
she was wearing glasses that were fashionable
i didn’t think that she was my cup of tea
she spoke a couple of sentences to the man who opened the door to me
on the third sentence, in response to something the man said, she mentioned a male and broke out into a prolonged and delightful chuckle
with a startling immediacy, i knew that whatever she was on the outside it was housing a fabulous personality and i had to get to know her
was waiting for my chance to join in the conversation when the dream ended
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20102017
time-tense 1, 2, 3, 4
qod 3.9 qos 3.5 o 10
there were two dreams which were remembered in this sleep
both had a holiday theme to them
the second dream is the one of significance
there were three sequences
two of them were aerial views and the third was looking down but at street level
at first, i thought it was a holiday resort but then realised it was something much grander
there was an air of excitement with lots of colour
the two sequences which stand out were the aerial scenes
the first one looked as though the scene was being viewed from a mountain-top about three kilometres away looking down onto a promenade
in this scene, the view took in about eight hundred metres of the sea
there were hundreds and hundreds of people along the promenade with the greatest concentration of people at the departure point where a boat which looked like it could ferry about two hundred people at a time was accepting boarders
this scene also showed the boat which had previously departed and it was about five hundred meters across the bay
the second sequence looked like it was being seen from a satellite
it showed the entire expanse of water between the departure and arrival points and five kilometres of the land of on either side of the water
there were three boats like the one in the first scene at an equal distance from one another at various points of the crossing
all three boats left a two-boat-length wake as they were moving
i would say they were moving at fifteen to twenty kilometres an hour
the destination point was bustling, almost a bazaar
i got the sense it was somewhere in southern europe although, depending on the time-tense, it could have been anywhere
the view being described was a 24/7 live-feed which was the, or one of the, most watched live-feeds in the world
the thing about the dream is that there wasn’t a two-way flow of the boats
all three of the boats in the aerial scene was going one way
this, again, depending on the time-tense, has been and/or will be, the most orderly migration of people in the history of the planet
this could mean the boats were being made on the side of the water people were departing from and being used for a completely different purpose afterwards
thinking about this dream two days later, the boats could be used for children’s playhouses
this dream opens up yet another point to take into consideration when formulating dreams…
this dream could reasonably be seen as any class of man-shaped being… dinosaur class, mammal class, the class which follows the mammal class or any of the classes of man-shaped being which are scheduled to emerge over the millennia and milliards to come
first dream
met two young girls
i had captured their imagination and was going to show them the “ropes”
i had to go home for something and the girls came with me
my mother was in the house, she weighed up the situation and stepped in
she began an argument in front of the girls and it was enough to scare them off
the girls left the house and i was fuming
the dream ended with me saying to mother “you and me are officially at loggerheads”
dream 3
in a shop that was a house that had been converted into in a mini-market
the ceiling was high enough for five or six shelves
the highest shelf was one and a half metres up which would have bee too high for a smaller person to reach
there were three or four rows of shelves but they were too close together
when there were only a handful of people shopping it was practical enough
the problem was, when it was busy, as in this dream, getting from row to row was one long “excuse me please”
i had done the shopping and was almost at the front of a queue in a line of about ten people
i had to move the bags of shopping from my right to my left to give people leaving the counter room to walk out, so i stepped to one side of the queue and re-arranged the bags and as i was doing that the queue shuffled forward and filled the space i had created when i moved
again, as in the second dream, i became livid
that the entire queue was in the frame of mind which cooperated in taking my place was more than i could swallow
i waited for the person being served to finish being
served and gave the bloke who had been the person behind me in the queue a wild look
he saw i was going to confront him and let me get served first
i woke out of the dream at this point feeling really tired
*
i spent a full twenty minutes figuring out what it was in the pde’s which had caused the two low-quality dreams
eventually, i pinpointed it as being a long minute of Stray Thoughts the day before
it took another few minutes to implement a series of thoughts which made me raise my tolerance to devolving beings and was mentally relaxed
my eyes had been closed since waking and i was still in a semi-sleepy state and ready for more sleep
as sleep beckoned a montage began
the first two or three scenes could, i realised, quite easily have become undesirable ones if i had not made the effort and resolved the problem of what caused dreams two and three to happen
the rest of the montage of images took on pleasing forms and movements
*
three points here…
1
it takes but one thought to initiate a stream of thoughts
once a train of thought begins it tends to follow the quality of the initiating thought
2
montage sequences are most easily initiated in a partially sleepy state
if we are to make meaningful progress as we begin the transition into the “awake dream-state” the body needs to be relaxed and the mind needs to be at peace
3
usually, the writer enters into a sleep while thinking about things
he will now try imagery as a “lead-in” to sleep
*
third dream
this dream was a high 3’s in terms of quality
a marked increase over the first few dreams
the improvement in quality was undoubtedly due to the re-positioning of tolerance mentioned above
this dream was on a sunny day in a field with short grass
there were four to six groups of people with three, four or five people in each group
it was predominantly groups of families
the first people i came into contact with were three young boys
i said to the young boys “if you can tell me who was on the throne when queen victoria was alive you will win a hamper as a prize”
they gave the right answer and i told them where to go and get the prize from
i asked a woman with children a similar answer-in-the-question question
she got it right as well and won a hamper
*
i woke from this second sleep feeling more refreshed and relaxed than any sleep for weeks or even months
the moral of this story is, of course, keep those Stray Thoughts in check
*
it is now thought that this last dream is an “undulation-hop”
an undulation-hop is a dream which comes from a different time-sense to the previous dream or scene
this possibility means the mind/brain is even more sophisticated than we have previously thought
the only way this website can see how this might be possible is if the brain/mind has the ability to Fractalise experience
dreams theory is getting more and more complicated
it should simplify itself after this initial “starting phase”
addenda and notes
time-tense for the second dream
6 and/or 9
qod 2.7
qos 2.5
p
time-tense for the third dream
6 and/or 9
qod 2.7
qos 2.5
p
time-tense for fourth dream
3 or 4
qod 3.8
qos 4
p
notes 1
there were five dreams and a montage in this sleep but the details of the first dream are not remembered
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18102017
time-tense 1, 3, 4
qod 3.8 qos 3.5 p
was lying down recuperating or recovering from something
a medical carer was near
an emergency call came through for my carer but he couldn’t go
i decided i could do something
i was on my feet and making for the destination the carer couldn’t go to as fast as i could run
i remember having to hold onto the sides of a car parked alongside the road of a busy pedestrian street and squeeze past three or four people to keep the momentum going
i broke into a sprint and that took me about fifty or sixty metres to the edge of a big drop which was too big to jump down
looking down i could see the ground i was standing on covered a historical structure which had a large wrought-iron gate which must have been hundreds of years old
if i was careful it would be possible to lower myself onto the top of the gate and if i could keep my balance i could bend down and get a grip of the gate
it was slightly dangerous but i managed to do it
as i was scaling down the gate which was about three metres high there were people on the other side of the gate and it looked as though they were tourists looking around the structure which i assumed had historical significance
when i was on the ground i broke into a run again and was weaving my way around various impediments which prevented me from running in a straight line to my destination
i was moving at a pace when the dream ended
*
the previous day’s experiences which caused this dream was the feeling i had as i was part-way through a new and expanded exercise routine of squats and deadlifts which were the most intense i had done for two or more years and made me feel healthy
my forearms are still noticeably bigger fifteen hours later!
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17102017
time-tense 1, 3, 4
qod 2 p 10
in a fairly busy city-centre
was returning to the corner of a junction where i had left flyers on a fold-away seat with a sign that read “free: take one” so people could help themselves when i wasn’t there
everywhere i looked there were uniformed men every fifteen metres or so standing at the kerb
the uniforms were black or navy-blue trousers, black leather or synthetic shiny jackets and peak-caps with a shiny peak
as i walked past one of them i could hear his voice clearly
his voice had a distinctly german accent and he spoke in a confident tone
in the next scene, i was talking to someone about the contents of the flyers
***
16102017
time-tense
qod 3 p 2
sister and self at the bus stop
it was the first day back at school and we had got to the bus stop an hour before we needed to
we were exploring the stream that run along side of the road
someone said there is someone running amok and damaging the cars in the car park at the front of the pub acrossthe road from the bus stop
we could see from where we were that it wasn’t a someone but a something
it was a tube-shaped life-form that could turn itself inside out
its outside was grey and its inside was brown
it had a malevolent character and was putting big dents in the cars every time it bashed or jumped onto one of the cars
in the next scene we were back at the stream again and i sensed it was time to catch the bus and made my way up the incline from the stream to the bus stop just in time to see the bus turning the corner of the road fifteen metres to my right
by the time i had got over the metal barrier that seperated the path from the stream the front of the bus was passing me
i noticed the number of the bus
the number of the bus served the district of the area our family lived in before we moved to the location the dream was taking place in
i shouted out hoping to get the bus drivers attention but he didn’t hear me
we had now gone from being an hour early to being late
a relative or someone who had our interests at heart offered to get us to where we had to go
*
two odd things about this dream
the first was the thing-being
will assign the animal-being as coming from some stray thoughts during the day
the second was the number of the bus which was clearly out of the time-tense cum location of the dream
as this dream is being explained the number of the bus which we were waiting for is clearly remembered
why did the conscious conjure up the wrong bus when the correct bus was obviously on tap?
the thinking is that the time-tense of dreams may have a lot more significance than is curently being given to them
the time-tense factor may be the key to figuring out anomolies in dreams, such as the ones in this dream, and may also be a break-through in understanding dreams in general
there doesn’t appear to be an easy explanation so it will have to be a complicated one
the creature is truly primeaval
a large dog-sized tube-shaped being with a destructive nature must precede the dinosaur class of being
a mobile being without any limbs must have come even before any of the creepy-crawlies in the insect world
the caterpiller which has legs at the front and back of its body but none in between and can rear up on its back set of legs is the closest of any creature which comes to mind
thinking about it further, there are tube-shaped creature that live in sea which have the shape of the creature in the dream
the evidence which supports the origin and evolution of life seems reasonable
so, you-know-who realises he can bring into being others who can experience the qualitative state of straight line action
to get to the point of transmutation the act of earthly evolution is necessary
after having attained their man-shaped status some man-shaped beings make the decision to not maintain an ethical lifestyle
an ethical lifestyle in absolute terms means aligning oneself to the characteristic of Endlessness
to act in a way which is not endless is contrary to eternity and eternity cannot accomodate it
an unethical lifestyle “constricts” the form of being and prevents life-forms from progressing to the point of transmutation
further, constriction becomes restriction and restriction eventually becomes self-destruction
the process of the unravelling of the man-shaped form brings about shapes which weren’t necessary to achieve the man-shape
odd, easily-recognisable non man-shaped forms don’t happen until milliions of years into the future of this undulation… link to 14 shades of grey – https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cwVy_6biLuE
so how does this way of looking at things help in understanding the creature in the dream?
how can a creature which lives in the sea be bashing cars about ?
reference to similar looking creature (pecognitive 22042016 – http://endic.at/D/1%20DREAMS/precognitive%20dreams.html)
***
15102017
qod 2 p 10
time-tense
first dream
the whole of this bit of a dream which lasted for about ten seconds of dream-time was the feeling of being unwell
it took just a few seconds after waking to realise what produced it… the last thing i ate before going to sleep was a heavily-laden ham sandwich
second dream
qod 2.9 p 10
time-tense
a girl in her mid-teens had a rabbit as a pet
the rabbit was frisky in a way i wouldn’t have imagined was possible
the girl was taking great delight from watching the antics of the rabbit
third dream
time-tense
qod 2.7 qos 3.3 p or o
in the dentist’s chair
can remember the dentist’s face and his serious look and his determined manner
can see the syringe in the dentist’s hand as he comes towards me
i see the syringe going into my mouth
didn’t feel a thing
*
a reminder people, if there’s any pain in a dream, i’ve only ever had one,
you need to identify the cause as a matter of urgency
*
have had a run of animal dreams over the last ten days
didn’t enter them into the diary because they didn’t seem to be significant
will now cross-check them against
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13102017
qod 3.4
qos 2.7
time-tense 7
p
7
on a skateboard in the city centre
the smoothness or gracefulness of the movement was determined by a person’s alignment to their attitude to life, especially whether their outlook contained equality for other people
the thought of the reverence for life gave the board momentum and propelled the board further in direct proportions the skateboarder’s love for other people
a single soft push of either foot could take the person on the board for a hundred metres regardless of the gradient of the ground
the movement was virtually mind-willed
in another scene, three of us were in a car on a very wide road, the equivalent of a ten or twelve lane motorway
an american was driving a limousine-sized car
i was in the back seat and was pushed hard to the right of the car as the male driver attempted to go fast and keep the car accelerating on a long turn to the left
the driver realised he hadn’t got the smoothness of the turn correct and had to decelerated to an unacceptably slow speed to keep the passengers from being shifted around in their seats
in another scene, the mind-set which produced productive outcomes came through when writing
a person’s descriptions flowed more expressively through the pen when the writer has the well-being of other people at the forefront of their mind
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11102017
set in the west of the u.s.a.
an established settler, previously one of the original pioneers of the west coast, was dedicating his life to helping new settlers through the mountains which, for one reason or another, might claim the lives of “greenhorns”
on this occasion, it was a family of three
a doctor, his wife, and their elderly teenage daughter
in a small green canyon, there was a family of lions
the settler decided to draw the big cats away from the family by sending a horse into the canyon
once the lions had eaten the horse they wouldn’t need to attack the family
the horse was sent into the canyon and it drew the big cats out
the lions, however, must have developed a taste for human flesh and ignored the horse and began to stalk the family
the lions were a lot more skillful at hunting human prey than the guide realized and in the next scene the big cats had out-maneuvered the settler and the family and were moving in for the kill
the settler, himself as brave as a lion, knew what he had to do
he went to the doctor and got the doctor to fill a syringe with a narcotic or a poison and with a sacrificially-creative act snatched it off the doctor and pumped it into himself
he said something to the family just before the drug took affect and then steered the horse toward the lions
the last scene was of the guide slumped over the horse heading toward the lions
*
the pde’s of this dream are remembered
as you familiarise yourself with your own dream content, the chances are you’ll only find merit in writing into your diary things which have a constructive use to other people
qod 3.7 – qos 3.5 – o – 10
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10102017
decided to go on a holiday on the spur-of-the-moment
was travelling very light
no wheelie or backpack
just my cards and pound coin in my pocket
i lived near to the train station and only needed to go one or two stops on the bus to get the station
got off the bus along with two elderly women and asked them where the train station was
one of the women pointed and started giving instructions on how to get there
i interrupted her and said “oh yes, i know where you mean”
in the next scene, i was crossing the road where i had just got off the bus
as i was crossing the road i saw a fifty pence piece to my left
i picked it up and thought “i’ve got twice as much money now as when i left the house”
the holiday was off to a good start
i woke out of the sleep and was thinking about the dream for five minutes and then went back to sleep and the dream continued…
i was now at my destination, holland, i think
i had got friendly with a woman and we were both staying at the same place
my room was directly in front of us when we got to the top of the stairs
i went into my room and put a small packet on the bed and then went straight back out to where the woman’s room was
she was at the opposite end of the end of the ten-metre metre corridor
i didn’t see where her room was but knew i could find it
i was at the other end of the corridor from my room from and i was just about to walk through a door to a different part of the floor when i saw two men go into my room
i hurried back to my room and as i approached the room i could hear the two men assessing my status
they were appraising if i was worth robbing at another time
i walked into the room and said “get out and don’t come back “
the two men scuttled out and i was thinking about the situation when the dream ended
qod 2.8 – qos 2.9 – p – 10
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09102017
was living in a tent
someone accessed my computer and hacked a business deal from it
given my circumstances it was worth quite a bit
i thought it was the girl living in the tent next to me
she denied it but i was convinced it was her
she wasn’t going to admit it and looked like there was nothing i could do
as a parting shot i said “this is going to come back on you”
*
there were more scenes after this scene
qod 3 – qos 3 – p – 10
***
05102017
a three episode serial dream!
the first episode was five days ago
the second episode was three days ago
the third episode was yesterday
the subject of the dream is an all-white shih tzu dog
in the first dream the dog was a companion to a street beggar
the beggar was scruffy and dirty and didn’t look the picture of health
the second dream was in the same place as the first dream
neither the beggar nor the dog were in the scene but where they had been squatting there was a stain of what might have been blood or poop
in the third dream i had gone passed the place where they had been in the previous two dreams and was on the corner of the street ten or fifteen metres from where they had been
as i turned left at the corner a young indian lad was trying to befriend the dog
the young lad picked the dog up and we went back to where the beggar and dog had been in the first dream
the lad put the dog down where the stain was
i think the lad wanted to re-familiarise the dog with sights and smells it knew and would accept the boy but when we got to the place where the beggar and the dog had been squatting and the dog had been placed on the spot for a little while the lad tried to pick the dog up it avoided the boys attempts to be picked up
i pursed my lips and sucked in which made a kissing sound
the dog looked to where the sound came from and was looking at me
while i had its attention i bent down and massaged just behind its ears
the dog didn’t pull away and after a few seconds i stood back up and cupped my hands and presented them to the dog
the dog recognised the gesture and jumped into my cupped-hands and licked them once or twice and made itself comfortable the young lad was no longer in the scene and as the dream ended i realised i had contented dog for a companion
*
this dream has really got me thinking
how deep can/does the interaction between time conscious and inter-undulationary conscious go?
new entry, two consciousnesses
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01102017
today’s dream, an externalised dream, is more of an informative dream
in this dream the writer was explaining to some people how life arrived at the point we’re at now
i woke up in the middle of a mini-monologue…
“before this universe was the way it is now it there had to be enough mass
it seems to be the case that life remained attached to mass until the maximum amount of mass reality could furnish, the 3 of pi, was arrived at
there is, for instance, the formulation that decrees that if the mass of the universe is a certain amount then the universe becomes locked into an endless cycle of expansion and contraction which lasts for one raised the eight hundred powers of years for each cycle”
that particular scenario, we now know, is not the fate of the universe but we have to consider that life remained attached to mass until the endless numerical structure of pi was reached
there’s probably a whole new area of understanding as to what happened before there was enough mass for what we would recognise as a universe to occur which did not collapse back in on itself
through this entry it is hoped some of you will begin to get insights as to the length and depth of the lover’s experiences through the 3 of pi and gain a determination to do right by him
notes
it’s also possible life can only increase the number of individuals its by returning to its “roots”
is the heavenly state life discovering the straight line ?
***
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30092017
people become very sensitive when i call someone a devolving being and ask me not to be so straightforward about it
this dream was an instance of it
*
the point needs to be kept on being made… every single person who is devolving chose it
the loss of someone’s life by natural causes is hard enough to come to terms with
a life lost through an accident will plaque those close to the person killed for the rest of their life
when a person we know is killed intentionally it produces violent feelings within us which may never fully subside
but the person who takes the life of a child, knowing, in the light of genetic theory what the consequences are, should be openly admonished
there are many not yet aware of the information at this website
however, most, if not all, of the heads of state of most, if not all, of the countries of the world know what you, the reader, are acquainted, or are becoming acquainted with
go and tell the parents who have had the life of one of their children snuffed out deliberately that they shouldn’t get angry about it
or better still, try imagining it happening to one of your children
what would you say ?
qod 3 – qos 3.1 – 10 p
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22092017
name of dream: the bretheren
this dream will be our reality within a few millennia either side of this point of time in a future undulation
in this future, there is a brethren of families
when a couple discover they are to become parents the couple are transported off-earth and join all the other millions of other couples who have passed through the same point in their relationship
this dream begins with my partner discovering that she probably can’t have children
her despair is compounded because she knows i love to be in the company of children and i will want to find another partner
her world has ended
it wasn’t sympathy or pity or a type empathy which steered me
the simple plain fact was… she was my girl
i couldn’t even think of being with anyone other than her
the thought of leaving her wasn’t in my mind nor was it how i felt
until this point of our partnership, she hadn’t realised just how deep my feelings toward her were
that i thought more of being with her than of being within the brethren made her see me in a different light
she was completely surprised and became overwhelmed with joy
the dream then became a sequence of scenes of love and passion
one scene, in particular, made the dream memorable and it is the scene which has spurred me to enter the dream into the dreams diary
about half the way through the sequence of scenes, through a natural impulse to please me, she was moved to organise and prepare an extravagant formal night in
it was going to be a minimum seven-course meal with drinks
it must have taken days of planning and organising
i was standing at the back of a room which had a higher-than-normal ceiling
in the middle of the room and just off-centre about four or five metres from where i was there was a two-person table
the proportions of the table in a big room gave the table an added feel of intimacy
it was a small table, hardly big enough to put the main plate and a side plate and the drinks and the drinking glasses on, and the table was covered with a white cloth that almost draped to the floor
for a moment the table looked much too small but that was how i, a man, saw it
i soon saw how my girl, a woman, saw it
the smaller the table, the better
it meant we would be closer to each other
on the table, there was a small bouquet
furthest away from where i stood was the kitchen door
my girl came through the door carrying a laptop-sized square cake which looked like a tier of a wedding cake
she was also carrying a look of assuredness and she had an air of contententment
her long dress was a light beige and the cake was white and there was an adornment on the right side of her hair which was quite fetching
it struck me it could be a wedding-day meal
it further struck me just how much i meant to her
my love for her deepened in that moment
the scene changed
the cake and the meal were no longer relevant
the meal had been abandoned
we were standing next to the table embraced and kissing in our formal clothes sealing our deepened love for one another
*
this dream brought about the understanding that there will be those who, as the profound implications surrounding procreation become understood, will find themselves in the same position of the girl in this dream
it brought to mind those women who refused the opportunity to accept the writer’s offer to conjoin with him over the last thirty years knowing who he was
eternity encompasses all time and all eventualities
the worst is behind us
let your mind dwell on an earth where the brethren is a reality
it is known that each new undulation things here on earth get better and better and better as we unwrap the future
qod 4.2 – qos 4 – p – 10
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05092017
in room with marylin monroe
i had a thick wad of one thousand denomination notes which belonged to her
gave her four of the notes
she was concerned that i was keeping the money
told her she could have it all but was trying to persuade not to take it all as the dream ended
qod 3.2 – p – 10
***
25082017
was in a room that had a small bar
the room had a dark green or blue freckled carpet (the carpet was the stand-out feature of the dream)
there were no more than five or six people in the room
all the people in the dream were females
the room was about ten by ten metres
two people were at the bar, one person was behind the bar serving and the other person was standing the other side of the bar talking with the barkeeper
two or three other people were more or less evenly spaced about the room standing against or near to the walls
the music that was being played had a beat which caused me to start dancing
after three songs had been played i was still dancing
within twenty or thirty seconds of dancing to the fourth song i noticed that my movements had become more fluid and one of the ladies came near to me and began dancing too
this was the first dancing dream in which my movements weren’t spectacular or noteable for one reason or another
in fact my movents were only slightly better than the movements i can currently perform
will now incorporate a minimum of ten minutes a day of dancing into my exercising routine
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12082017
serial dream
in yesterday’s dream, i was getting ready to go abroad and had bought an air ticket and went to the city where the flight would be departing from
in today’s dream, i was in the city where the flight took off from
there was an altercation or argument about something and i wouldn’t be able to catch the plane
in the dream, i remember thinking “i’ve lost the ninety pounds air-fare”
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19072017
here’s an intriguing little dream
in this dream from a few days ago, it wasn’t made into an entry, i was given a present
no idea who gave me the present
the present was a mobile phone
the phone was about the size of the one i’m using at the moment, a galaxy 5
the phone in the dream was heavier than the one i’m using and it’s main functions, the volume control and the on/off switch, were easier to access and it also had two rubber grips positioned on the sides which allowed the phone to be held in such a way which enabled the main controls to be accessed very easily
in the dream of a few days ago i used the phone and spoke to the person who sent it to me
not all the details of the brief conversation are remembered but what was remembered was the request to send them a photograph of me
in today’s dream, i received a call on the phone
it was an elderly female who spoke in a faint voice which was slightly croaky
she said, “what’s it like?”
it was her way of saying “we haven’t got a photo of you yet”
i knew what she meant but decided to misunderstand
“it’s very sexy”
she didn’t answer but i heard a mature male voice say “he’s talking about the phone”
i recognised the voice and realised who the woman was
there was something which didn’t quite fit in with my understanding of her situation and i was trying to think of what it was and think of what i should say to her original question when the dream ended
*
this dream may very well be you-know-who filling in the gaps to an assessment of my interpretation of what’s happening with the two types of consciousness as laid out in the dream of the sixteenth of this month
you should be aware that to you-know-who i am very much a vessel to be used
she/he will use me to get a thing done in a way which produces a “most love/life” situation in as fast a way as possible
after finishing this writing the writer will phone the people in today’s dream and report back
qod 3.7 -qos 2.8 – p – 10
***
17072017
in this dream the dreamer held a prominent status in the world of money
he was being asked by a real-life acquaintence of some years ago to buy the latest super-sleek aero dynamic skateboard and also stake the requestee for the entrance fee to take part in a highly prestigious skateboard race
we were at the track where the skateboard race would take place
three or four of us were standing at the starting grid
there was a decline of about twenty degrees over a distance of a couple of hundred metres to the first corner which was banked
a skateboarder would easily get up to forty plus kilometres per hour by the time they reached the corner
we had two of the latest design of racing skateboards with us and we unpacked them
the person who was pressing me for the chance to take part in the race was given a skateboard and showed us his skill
it was dissapointing
he made a mess of taking the corner and was giving the reasons for not having got it right
he was banking on his association with me to let him take part in the race and not because of his merits as a racer
his abilities as world class racer existed in his mind and nowhere alse
i had a go on the other skateboard
the way i could steer the skateboard with deft shifts of body positioning was obviously superior to his
in fact it crossed my mind to be an entrant myself
i was conjuring up a design for a protective suit and helmet in my mind as the dream ended
this (youtube link in here), the second video viewed showed something very simlar to the motions in the dream
qod 3
qos 3
p
10
* * *
16072017
a group of four or five people were talking about the merits of smoking marijuana in one way as opposed to another
there was a general conensus that using liquids to cool the smoke was the best way to go
at one point in the conversation somebody said that the best quality of weed was in wolverhampton and that a new technigue for smoking it using a comb was the latest and greatest way of getting the best effect
was waiting for the person who mentioned it to give a detailed explanation of the new technigue when the dream ended
*
over the last few days the thought that the combining conscousnessess need a another appraisal has been prevalent in the thinking
for some months now the determination to make sleep a pivotal part of conscious development has, and is, being evaluated and practiced
specifically, time-conscious is going to be regarded as a mere mechanical enactment throughout earthly-evolution and that the combining-consciousnessess contains most, if not all, of the experiences and knowledge needed to achieve Transmutation
there may in fact be more scope for the development of self through the experiences of combining-consciousnessess than through time-consciousness
qod 3.4 – qos 3.4 – o – 10
* * *
* * *
13072017
in the kitchen cleaning up after a meal when a member of the staff came into view
she began talking to me so i opened the window
the girl who was speaking was rosamund pike, the girl who played a lawyer in the film “fracture”
she told me i was one of the people who had been selected to move into a luxury block of flats
she was quick to mention she was also going to be carrying on her job there as a carer
she came came to the window
she was in a playful mood and while i was talking she grabbed the ends of the curtain and and wrapped the curtain around my head as a head scarf which covered my hair and tucked it under my chin
she was getting no end of pleasure out of teasing me
i tried to ask for details about the new accomodation but she only wanted to be playful and didn’t answer the questions
qod 3.8
qos 4
p
7
* * *
04072017
in the house lounging on the sofa with the girlfriend
she was more inclined for non procreational x than procreational
decided to steer destiny
when the time was right i asked her if she would like me to get her something to eat
she was genuinely interested
i began suggesting what to cook and she nodded most enthusiastically when roast potatoes was mentioned
the more i could imprint my decision-making as being good for her into into her psyche the more likely it would be she go along with me when i suggested that other peoples lives were more important than ours and i would get the desired result
qod 3.4
qos 3
p
10
03072017
the star of this dream was a young, small black cat
the cat had three or four patches of white hair which accounted for about two-thirds of its surface area
there were two of us tickling the cat
someone was tickling its neck and ears and i was using my nails to tickle its stomach
the cat was experiencing delightful rapture
the cat had the look of someone laughing but wasnt making any sounds (babies does the same thing)
it was feigning resistance to the tickling by pawing at us without its claws drawn
i stopped the tickling twice to see its reaction and both times its facial expression changed to one of reduced pleasure and the mock resitance with its paws stopped
both of us made comments about the unnaturally human characteristics it was demonstrating
category of dream: animal: () mammal: cat (3)
*
the thing about this dream is that usually with a dream of this quality i would be able to remember the pde’s which caused it
*
a new faculty of the brain has emerged in the last few months
it’s in the very infancy of its development and it isn’t sure what its applications or uses will be
this exciting ability is being kept back to let you know that because the knowledge herein isn’t getting disseminated with a passion, and is thus delaying the changes necessary for us to move forward, the writer is not letting you in on everything he knows
two can play at the secrecy game!
2nd dream
there was a buzz that e.t. activity in the form of craft was happening over the grounds of a stately home out in the sticks
armed myself with a camera and a video camera and went to check it out
there was indeed three of four u.f.o.’s doing there thing a few hundred metres above and around the grounds
the activity was about as unspectacular as it comes and even though it was possible to capture good pics and film of them it was just about the least “viral” evidence i had seen
someone mentioned that a river that run through the grounds had been populated by exotic water snakes
in the next scene i was alone in a two or three berth rubber dingy with an oar and video camera filming the snakes
again the water snakes were little more than large leaches and a i had decided the whole thing wasn’t worth the effort
the river was wide but shallow
then some man-made, remote-controlled fancy-looking droid/craft appeared and began manouevering in an eye-catching way
the next scene was a conversation with a girl about the elgin marbles (http://spenceralley.blogspot.co.uk/2011/01/eglin-marbles.html)
they were going to be split up and distributed around the world so that lots of people could see them
in the next scene i was putting forward the same idea for the sumerian tablets
the girl in the dream said she thought the greek stones were more significant but i got the impression she was just being argumentative
i woke up to hear myself saying “the babylonian culture is of much more significance than the greek civilisation”
qod 3
qos 3.4
p
10
* * *
21062017
four of us were going to the races
there was going to be an air diplay as well
i was keen to see if my ability to predict a winner extended to horse racing and i secretly hoped a u.f.o. would show up
at the last minute someone announced that she or he had invited a friend
i had a mobile phone or tablet which had a programme that listed the original four of us and i quickly amended it for the extra guest
the programme on the device was very elaborate
it gave an accurate profile of any person based on a photo of them and their size and weight
we were talking and apppraising the information it displayed about the newcomer when the dream ended
qos 3.6
qod 3
p
10
* * *
18062017
it was the beginning of a new relationship
the young lady and i were relaxing on a double-seater sofa watching the telly
she was becoming anxious that we hadn’t kissed
her talk was not about the fact we hadn’t embraced but it was edging around it in other ways
i felt completely relaxed and began explaining to her why it wasn’t necessary to become intimate
i woke from the sleep while speaking the third sentence of why i was taking my time… “we are going to be in this situation many, many times. let’s wait until both of us are sure we want our relationship to be something special and it will endure for all time”
qos 2.9
qod 3.3
p
10
* * *
16062017
on a single-decker bus bus with a friend and a friend of my friend
we were fifteen or sixteen and had on school uniforms
we were wearing white shirts and grey trousers and i think we had dark blue jackets
it was daytime and judging on what the other passengers were wearing it must have been spring or summer
there looked to be fifteen people on the bus
my friend and i were sitting on the left hand side of the bus
i was in a creative mood and decided to do something daring
with a certain amount of deftness i whipped off my trousers and folded them and hung them on a hand bar on the back of the seat in front of me and waited for other people to follow my lead
i sat there in my shirt and tie and white underpants feeling quite comfortable with myself
a quick glance at the expressions of the other people on the bus told me they thought it was acceptable and they were thinking about following my lead
evreybody’s expression changed from being mildy pleased to gaping shock when my friends friend took his trousers off and, with the presence of mind to stand up pressed against the side of the bus facing outward so his back was facing us, revealed his bare bottom
of course it would be a male who decided to copy me but he hadn’t done it to shock people but merely because he had picked up the vibe of good fun and wanted to be part of it
he was obviously embarrassed but the need to feel part of the fun had overcome a his reservations
almost immediately everyone on the bus realised what sort of person he was and that he wasn’t being deliberately prevocative
i began laughing and it got harder and harder and and everyone else starting laughing too
i can’t remember ever laughing this long and hard in a dream before and there’s only one instance in my life in which i laughed longer and harder
for the record… in the this life instance of laughing longer and harder i was laughing for so long and so hard i became too weak to stand and had to drop to all fours and crawl away form the source of mirth as i was having difficulty breathing in
this is the first dream as a teenager
if i’m not mistaken this dream is set in the now of a future undulation
qod 4.2
qos 3.4
p
10
* * *
15062017
a complicated and intriguing dream with almost nothing to reference to any part of it except a type of elevated freeway
the freeway-type construction was way up in the sky, was half a kilometre wide and dissapeared over the horizon
the freeway could not used to travel along until it had been fully constructed
to complete its construction we had to imagining what we thought the future would be and the accuracy of what was thought would cause the elevated freeway to construct itself further into the distance
the means of applying what we thought the near-future would be was done by standing in front of a console
the console was receptive to a persons thoughts and feelings
it was while the dreamer was appraising just how sophisticated and how monumental the task of construction was going to be that the sleep ended
the next step in our progression into the future is undoubtedly when we team up with our man-shaped dinosaur cousins…
3.7
3.7
p
10
* * *
06062017
outside of a house when a car pulled up with three or four people in the car
in the back seat of the car was a girl about three years of age
the young girl looked distressed and was on the verge of crying
the card door opened and i went towards her with my arms outstretched to pick her up
she backe away from but responded when i said something which put her at ease
in the next scene we we in the house
the family was there
the family comprised the mother a girl about ten years of age the girl of three who i had took out of the car and a boy of thirteen or fourteen
the mother had no control over the two eldest children and done and said nothing to mederate whateveve it was they wanted to do
the girl of three moved toward the boy who was sitting in an armchair
as she was directly in front of him he stood up and knocked the girl over when his leg straightened when he was standing
the girl was more dissapointed than hurt
his callous nature was more than i could stand
i jumped in front of him and pointed my finger in his face and said “if you do that again you and i are going to fall out”
the dream ended
the pde’s which formed this dream are well remembered
as is usual with the writer there was a full range of emotions during the day but the sense of injustice between males and females was the dominant feeling
perhaps i’m not doing enough to bring to the attention of men the cause and effect of the chauvanistic attitude
qod 3.3
qos 3.5
p
10
* * *
05062017
at a neighbours house
two young girls came to the house after a night out
one of them had left me a letter from her previous visit
i had read the first line and skimmed over the rest of it picking out words here and there
it was telling me that she didn’t think there was any future for us
reading between the lines told a different story
my reply to the letter was full of emotion and left her in no doubt that were we to give a go it would become a relationship which was only dreamed about
was still composing the letter when i woke
qod 3.8
qos 3.6
p
10
* * *
01062017
been having 3.5 qod’s regularly lately
they would make enjoyable reading but dreams theory is taking a back seat currently
* * *
27052017
was on a bed in a bedsit with two male companions chatting about things
the other half walked in with a tray that had tea, bisuits and sandwiches on it
the drinks and food were laid out in a caring and neat manner
we were well impressed
the tray was laid on the bed and as one of the other males moved to get to the tray the tray started sliding
it was sheer good luck that my sudden movement to stop the tray from coming to an abrupt halt and the things on it from spilling over didn’t cause an even bigger mess than would have happened if i hadn’t moved
i’ve no idea where this dream come from
at a guess it was an uneventful thought-day with the most important thing in it being a thought along the lines of “i need to slow down a bit”
qod 3.6
qos 3.5
p
10
* * *
24052017
was regaining the ability to move around normally
slung a camera tripod over my shoulder and went into to town to find photo opportunities
it was early morning and there weren’t many people about
set the camera on the tripod and panned it around and noticed that people were avoiding getting caught on camera
soon it was typically busy and i decided to stand at a corner between two buildings where i wasn’t so niticeable and started snapping away
the scene changed
it was very busy now and i was just another person in the crowd
there was a dog standing still just in front of me
it had longish black hair and it looked like it had some of the setter breed in it
it wasn’t with a person and it had a lost look and conveyed a sense of wanting to have direction
i stooped down and motioned it towards me with my hand and some friendly sounds
it came to me and i now had a dog
this part of the dream ended as i was thinking what to get it to eat
in the next scene i was the entrepreneur with a banner pinned to a wall with the words “the youtube interviews” in red and black
the camera was “rolling” and when the right face with the right gait came along i engaged them in conversation
qod 3.9
qos 3.3
p
6
* * *
22052017
in a street that was crammed with people
i was looking for someone in particular
i was looking along the street in one direction but it was hopeless
there must have been several hundred people in just a one hundred metre span
i turned and looked right and immediately spotted a green, long-peaked cap about thirty metres away
it was the person i was looking for
the peak cap, the main feature of the dream, is remembered from the pde’s
again i am unable to interpret the dream
perhaps the dream hasn’t got an interptretation but is just a reflection of the pde’s
qod 3
qos 3.7
p
10
* * *
20052017
tonights dream was as good as yesterdays was bad
it revolved around an app for mobile phones
the app was a square which had squares or lines on it and almost filled the screen
depending on where the square was touched it returned information which included feature based on the users personality
a query which had an amarous “feel” to it would give results with amorous content
the “feel” feature of the app came from the touch of the finger
there were two people who featured in the dream in succession, the first was bob meuller and the second was paul schofield
during the day the pde’s featured news stories concerning bob mueller but, and this is the reason this dream is being entered, paul schofield hasn’t been in the time conscious for decades
while looking for images of both men on the internet the similarity of the facial features of both men, as younger men, became apparent
if their lives hadn’t run concurrently i would have surmised that the person in the dream was the same person at different times in their life
at this moment i am unable to make the connection why paul schofield featured in the dream
it is thought that at sometime in the future of this undulation when the intricacies of dreams are more fully understood the reason why paul schofield featured in this dream will have an answer
qod 4.1 qos 3.7 p 10
* * *
18052017
what a shocker of a dream
two murders, blood and intence rancour
not entirely sure what caused this dream
an extremely violent film, the thing, stray thoughts or the blood in lambs liver
probably a combination of the three
qod 2.7
qos 3
p
10
* * *
17052017
second sleep
the stand out bit of this dream which appeared out of nowhere
it was a great bit of punk music with a noteworthy melody
easily a no.1
it had the soul of the clash and a melody of pop song of a different genre
it wasn’t a song in my collection and i asked someone what it was called
it reminded me of another band and i said “is it the anarchist’s?” and “the archaist’s?”
it wasn’t a tune which was published but it obviously has existed and may find itself in the punk genre of the 70’s in a future undulation
another indicator of the improving circumstances of future undulations
qod 3.6
qos 3.9
p
10
x dream (14)
qod 3.6
qos 4
p
* * *
15052017
the stand out bit of this dream, which appeared out of nowhere, was a great bit of punk music with a noteworthy melody which could easily become a no.1 hit
it had the soul of the clash and the melody of pop song of a different genre
it wasn’t a song in my collection and i asked someone what it was called
it reminded me of another band and i asked “is it the anarchist’s?” and “the archaist’s?”
it wasn’t a tune which was published but it obviously has existed and may find itself in the punk genre of the 70’s in a future undulation
another indicator of the improving circumstances of future undulations
qod 3.6 – qos 3.9 – p – 10
second dream
x dream (13)
qod 3.6 – qos 4 – p – 10
* * *
13052017
in the kitchen cleaning up after a meal when a member of the staff came into view
she began talking to me so i opened the window
the girl who was speaking was rosamund pike, the girl who played a lawyer in the film “fracture”
she told me i was one of the people who had been selected to move into a luxury block of flats
she was quick to mention she was also going to be carrying on her job there as a carer
she came came to the window
she was in a playful mood and while i was talking she grabbed the ends of the curtain and and wrapped the curtain around my head as a head scarf which covered my hair and tucked it under my chin
she was getting no end of pleasure out of teasing me
i tried to ask for details about the new accomodation but she only wanted to be playful and didn’t answer the questions
qod 3.8 qos 4 p 7
* * *
11052017
adventures in dutchland
was in a queue in a shop with four or five people in front of me waiting to give an order for something to eat
the person behind the counter said next customer please and when no one moved forward i thought the the people in front of me had given their orders and were waiting to collect them
i went to the front of the queue and before i could give the order the girl behind the counter said “look at this. someone’s too important to wait in the queue”
i tried to defend myself by pointing out that no one had moved forward to give an order when the assistant had said next please and decided to get noisy and playful and said in my best french accent “ladeee’s and gentlemen. when you are asked to place an order don’t place it. you will be accused of being someone who is better than other”
the scence changed to a hotel where someone was putting together a bong
after one or two people had had some of the bong the person who put it together suggested to me that we go another place
i had the feeling he wanted me out of the hotel so he could come back after we had left and could rifle through my belongings and nick whatever he wanted
i woke up as i figuring out a plausible way of of excusing myself from going without making him aware that i knew what he wanted to do
qod 3.4
qos 4
p
8
second sleep
this dream seemed insignificant and i had forgotten it
then, unusually, without any prompting it came to the fore an hour after having forgot it and for this reason it is being entered
i was adjusting the sound of the stereo equipment
there was some interference at the top end of the sound spectrum
it turned out that the interference was due to the radio not being tuned in finely enough to the frequency and was producing “hiss” and some light crackles
there was a fine tuning feature built into the radio which could be adjusted by a knob on the outside of the housing
there was a clear panel at the front of the mainly wood radio which allowed the fine tuning mechanism to be viewed into optimum position
the mechanism looked like the arm of a record player with a wood or metal wedged-shaped part which was flexible and could be seperated from the rest of the arm at the tip where the stylus of a fecord players would be
it was the size of baby’s nail and about four millimetres thick and looked like it was wood
the fine tuning was achieved through turning the knob on the outside which in turn moved the wedge-shaped wood tip seated just a little back from the tip of the arm onto what looked like a metal slope and the more the knob was turned the further up the slope the wedged-shaped tip went bending back as it was being moved further up the slope which reminded me of a shoe horn only on a much smaller scale
the slope or slide-slope was about four centimetres wide and little more than twice as long as its width
at the top of te slide-slope there was a flat platform the size of my thumbnail for the wedge-shaped tip to rest
when the tip of the wedge was nestled on the platform it was bending back at about forty five degrees to the head of the arm (there may have been a bevel on the very tip of the wedge but that might be my imagination)
when the wedge was on the platform proper a valve-sized bulb began to wax and wane a green light
the slightest adjustment of the knob it produced a significant increase in the brightness and the quality of the shade of green the light gave off
immediately the first adjustment of the wedge on the platform was made both the quality and the quantity of the sound and the light grew
a second adjustment of the wedge produced a sound of such penetrating purity people living nearby began complaining about the volume
even then there were still three or four crackles of interference each second and the light was low
it was as i began to realise the potential and the applications of the device the dream came to an end
quality of the sound and the quality of light
qos
p
6
three-themed dream
qod 3.5
qos 3.9
p
10
* * *
10052017
second sleep
two themes
both were to do with the internet
the first on was the comments of post which was very popular
it was footage of the images of the outside of the spacecraft of human mission
the thng was the images were coming from the reflection of something in the craft and were indiscernable
the colours were vivid and were mostly purple
it was obviously something significant as the movements that could be seen were not earthly
the comments were furiously attacking the like vote being assigned to the the uploader of the film and not to the person who gave the uploader the film in the first place
the second dream was to do with the stock exchange
polish residents were seething that the polish ziloti could be traded against the euro but that it was the people who were paying for a run on the polish currency which was losing its value at a disasterously fast rate
qod 3.4
qos 3.7
o
10
first sleep
got friendly with two friendly males my age
we went back to where they were living rough
it was a subterrenean setting with just enough room to sleep for three or four people
they had cardboard on the floor and a radio and that was about it
after a while of light-hearted comments and observations i decided to “hit” them with genetic theory
i began… “with just one assumptoion i can prove to you there is life after death”
they gave me that slightly blank and slightly interested look
i continued… “in the same way you can only flip a coin twice before either heads or tails comes up again and in the same way a dice can only be rolled six times before the same number comes up again so to it is with our genetic combinaitons. our genetic combinations are based on the way the nucleotides can be assembled
there is a maximum number of ways the nucleotides can be put together
as life continues indefinately into the future eventually all the combinations will have been used up and the same “numbers” of the nuleotides start coming up again
that, using just that one assumption, is an arithmetic proof of life after death
it is similar to poincares recurrence theorem which is a well established in science
i carried on… “now we have to add the condition that for life after death to occur we become parents and our children become parents and their children beome parents and so on indefinately into the future”
so for life after death to become a reality we make one assumption and the assumpion carries the condition that we create life and not destroy it
the dream was ending as i was saying things like… “now i have to go and find more people to talk to”
~~~
it will come to be realised that to take the life of another is to take the life of oneself
strictly speaking the destruction of life applies only to children
theoretically its possible to live a life of abstinence from murder and once it is agreed that children are the holiest of holies we could go on to play games of war as parents
you simply wont believe what has happened in undulations past as all possible scenarios were played out
qod 3.5
qos 3.8
p
5 or 9
* * *
09052017
my step father was going to accompany me on a journey about two hundred kilometres up country
he had three cars
one that had different coloured doors, looked like it wouldn’t pass it’s m.o.t. but ran quite well
a black one which looked o.k. and ran really well and a classy one which looked great and ran superbly
i was trying to explain to him that i would be better of using the black one because the car with two different coloured doors was more likely to be stopped
the dream ended without the issue being settled
qod 3.3
qos 4.2
p
10
* * *
08052017
what would have been an extremely enjoyable x dream (12) if my partner wasn’t so noisy
qod 4
qos 3.7
p
10
* * *
07052017
insignificant dream
the only bit of this dream remembered is to do with shirts and jackets
there was a clothes rack about two metres long and i was trying to decide which shirt went best with the jacket i wanted to wear
in the end i settled for a rough-cloth green shirt but wasn’t entirely happy with it
qod 3.3
qos 3.4
p
10
* * *
06052017
first sleep
first dream
a man with a violent nature i met more than twenty years ago was on my case because of a casual remark
he was becoming more and more intent on causing me grevious harm as the dream ended
second dream
all my valuable and treasured items were in the pannion bags of a push bike
the bike got a puncture and i left it about a hundred metres from where i was lived
it crossed my mind that it might be stolen but i needed to get home and get to sleep
in the morning i went to where the bike was to find the bike was still there but the pannion bags had gone
there were six or seven youngters in the scene and i said “eighty pounds reward if anyone can get my bags back” and when no one showed any interest i said “no, make it one hundred”
the dream ended there
qod 3.2
qos 3.5
p
10
* * *
05052017
third sleep
new type of dream: grid selection
this is mind-willed selection
the dream started with a mixture of single-shot images then single-shot in slide-show fashion and then it became a three, then four and then twelve grid selection of images to choose from i awoke to full time-conscious
i was at various stages of time-conscious throughout this dream and became fully time-conscious as i was trying to manipulate a non existent cursor with a non existent mouse to select one of the images to see it as a single picture and awoke tapping my thigh thinking my finger was on the mouse
where does/can these and new faculties lead to?
a next possible step is to choose whether to have still or motion montage sequences to view in magnificent detail
there may also be a theme-grid fuculty
twelve types of dreams to choose from… beach party, sport, x, etc
also possible is a montage slide-show with hundreds or thousands of different themes to choose from in goups of twelve
the limit’s would then be the time a sleep lasts within which to choose and experience a particular theme
that is assuming that the time-conscious is an endless experience which we now know it isn’t
so how quickly does the timeless conscious become the full-time reality ?
this idea led to this thought… adjusting to our ultimate timeless conscious state is, it is known, an endless endeavour on it’s own right
the combining-conscious states may well have a much shorter time to combine than had been thought up until this point
these dreams may well be the result of thinking about the current states of mind the most evolved beings of the dinosaur class are in now which the writer has access to via a visitation from three females of the dinosaur class of man-shaped beings within the last five years
it was while recalling the visitation earlier on in the day the writer gained an insight into the conscious state of what this was and which caused him to balk (link to the word balk)
this, the third of three montage dreams in three different sleeps in the same day, appears to be rushing the inactive abilities of the timeless conscious into life
with one raised to the one-hundreth power (1 ^100) years to work in my thoughts are… “how can there be a rush do to anything”
the answer may be that life has only five thousand million years to bring all beings into existence and the evolutionary/devolutionary process has to occur in within a certain period of time
there is no leeway in the sun’s cycle
qod 3.5
qos 3.7
o
10
first sleep
x dream (11) and montage of couples
any of the scenes in the montage sequence would have appeal to companies which want to use a tasteful/artistic representation in their ads
this dream had so much pleasure in it a new entry in Endic will be created to explore the expanse of pleasure capable of being experienced by the man-shaped being through and beyond x
new endic entry – pleasure
qod 4.2
qos 4
p and o
10
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02052017
new category of dream
alternative realities to the pde’s
there were six, seven or more variatons or presentations of the pde’s which the timeless conscious brought to the fore
they weren’t exact in detail of the pde’s, nor do i think they were meant to be or could be
the dream sequences could easily be associated to the pde’s
the purpose of the dream sequences was to present the pde’s as they could/should have been
there was one scene in particular in which a stirringly poignant response would have been achieved had a slightly different set of words been said in a slightly more sincere manner
so now dreams can be used not just to evaluate the pde’s ranking in terms of their absolute position to the optimum alignment to love/life, now we know dreams can also show the alternative realities which can be achieved
this type of dream may be related to pre-cognitive dreams
if there is a connection it will eventually show itself
qod 4 qos 3.9
p
7
***
01052017
at a popular nightclub
the dance floor was full
the girls spontaneously created a round space in the middle of the dance floor
the girls wanted the boys to go into the centre of the space and continue dancing
the girls would choose which dancer most suited their style of dancing and would partner up with that boy
that was my cue to do some fancy moves
the dream came to an end as i was doing one of my original fancy moves
qod 4.1 – qos 3.4 – p – 10
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30042017
made a succesful visual programme for the internet and had gained considerable cred because of it
i couldn’t quite figure out why it had become so succesful
the origins of the endeavour were examined and it turned out the video which had made it popular was nestled in an obscure file which i had forgotten about
it was in a file called “teddy bear” and i was beginning to realise before i looked at it there was going to be something about it which had chlidish appeal
i woke up before seeing what was on the film
this dream was due to thinking about the child-like nature of evolving e.t.’s during the day
qod 4 qos 3.4 p 10
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28042017
was in a strictly controlled environment but it wasn’t a prison
there was an air of supervision which we didn’t try to breach
about a dozen of us, all males, were herded into a t.v. room
the front seating was two brown, plush, triple settees with a a matching single-seat armchair in between them
i found myself sitting on the triple-seater furthest from the door sandwiched between someone who was friendly and a and lanky, surly bloke
the moment i relaxed into the settee the deep comfort of a well-made piece of furniture made itself felt
i thought to myself this is the style of seating in which money works it way out of the trouser pockets
my keen sense of good fortune asserted itself
casually i positioned myself on my left side and gradually worked my hand between the seat cushion and the back cushion
within a couple of movements of my hand i felt a coin
i could tell it was a pound coin
every time i repositioned my hand i came across another coin
it didn’t take long to explore and gather all the coins i could reach without my probing hand being felt by the people either side of me
another opportunity presented itself when the person to my left fell asleep and leant into me which justified me standing up which in turn meant he would relax further into the area i had been occupying
now i could sit on the floor and stretch my right arm into the empty part of the settee and search between the cushions in the left hand corner in a pefectly naturally relaxed position
again, almost immediately i found more coins
i put them in my pocket and the problem now was has to keep the coins in my pocket without them clinking and alerting my fellow opportunist’s to my having money
in the company of men who have no money a few quid is worth going to a bit of trouble to acquire
now i was on the kings throne
with my business acumen i would be top wheeler-dealer with a rosy future
as i woke up i was searching my pyjama bottoms and trying to figure where the money had gone
qod 3.3 qos 4 p 10
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27042017
in a busy cafeteria with a partned-couple
we were waiting for service
a manageress caught our attention from a distance and asked us to pay at the tlll
i said to the couple “she thinks we have finished, she doesn’t know the piled dishes on the table are from the previous customers”
i woke to hear myself saying in a loud voice “we haven’t started yet”
qod 3.3 qos 3.5 p 10
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26042017
two people i knew had a drug-dealer mate
the three of us bought an ounce and had a smoke
i got pally with the dealer amd asked him for another ounce
the other two people weren’t in the next scene in which the dealer produced another ounce
it was a different type and i rolled another and the dealer said “i can let you have it for thirty-five quid an ounce”
it didn’t take me long to work out i could set up a decent network and shift a few ounces a week
i took a drag of the joint i had just rolled and felt a wave of pleasure
it was quality gear to boot
i said “what is it, afghani?”
the other person didn’t reply
the dream was ending and i felt dissapointed to find out it was a dream
qod 3 qos 4 p 10
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25042017
in a changing room which had row after row of cubicles
my view of the cubicles was a slightly elevated one which allowed me to see the extent of the layout
it looked to be twenty or thirty by twenty or thirty
they all had black curtains or doors and sides
this could be something which would be in the ship of yesterday’s dream
there were less half a dozen people of using the changing rooms which meant it was almost empty
i wake from the dream at this point still thinking about what was what
qod 3.7 qos 4.2 p 10
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24042017
this dream was set at sea
i was in the water next to a metal-hulled ship
it was bigger than any ship today
the deck of the ship was at least seven oe eight stories above us and we were making preparations for a race or a pageant
three or four of us were assessing where and how to hang a thick rope along the side of the ship to attach decorations
there was a lull in the activity and i decided to lounge horizontally on the water using a in buoyancy suit and revel in a warm stream of water coming from the depths
one of the other men came over and asked me what i was doing and told me get away
i told him what i was doing and he explained that the warm water was a constant stream of sewage that all ships of this size flushed as a matter of course
i took a good look at the water around me and realised what it was i was wallowing in and had shown my ignorance of the way a ship works
i was feeling pretty stupid as i woke up
qod 3.3 qos 3.5 p 10
second dream
there was a group of people gathered around neils bohr
he was asked about max planck’s’ quantum theory
neils replied “the road which led to a general acceptance of his theory was” and i chimed in anticipating of his last word, which we both said in unison “bumby”
qod 4 qos 4.2 p 10
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23042017
nearly an x dream
qod 3.7 qos 3.4 p 10
second dream
there was a group of people gathered around neils bohr
he was asked about max planck’s’ quantum theory
neils replied “the road which led to a general acceptance of his theory was” and i chimed in anticipating his last word, which we both said in unison, “bumby”
qod 4 qos 4.2
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22042017
a think-read dream (6)
a charge-sheet in the form of a single sheet of paper a bit smaller than a4 size had been posted through the letterbox
i had been carged with stealing a cabinet and the papers therein
i couldn’t make the writing read as a single, smooth-flowing sentence
the dream ended as i was still trying to read the writing without having to go back to the start of the letter/sheet and read it all the way through without having to think-read it into a coherent whole
applying the roney analysis to this dream means a society has and will re-exist in the past or future of a past or future undulationor will exist in has and/or will exist where the most serious crime is a relativity petty
qod 3.3 qos 3.7 p 10
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21042017
sitting next to the aisle in a coach
the seats were three-deep and there were two girls to the left of me
i fancied my chances and was making with my best smile
the gitls looked at me with some disdain
my expression was asking why
one pointed to my feet and said “your feet smell”
it took me by surprise
i certainly didn’t think so
i put a couple of inside my shoe and rubbed them against my sole
i smelt my fingers and was embarresed to find they smelt
the girls went back to ignoring me and the dream ended
qod 3 qos 3.8 p 10
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20042017
this dream was brought about by thinking during the day what it was that the lover experienced in the initial stages of moving from the three of pi to the endless
it was as though two vast sheets were spread throughout the extent of space
one had an orange colour the other didn’t have colour
it was more like a grey mist but was solid
the two were in proximity to each other, almost touching
there was a sense of resignation of comitment of toil ahead, or was it from a weariness of something past?
a slightly unsettling settling feeling occured as an effort was made to make more sense what it was that was being observed and as the dream ended
similar feelings have accompanied other efforts to understand the experiences of his evolution which is what i think this dream revealed
well beyond the scope of mortal experiences
other various points of his evolution have been glmpsed over the years this dream was considerably more contemplatable though
qod 3.4 qos 3.4 o 10
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17042017
this was one off those weird ones
was at the sink washing food ready for cooking
a worm the thickness of the lead for mobile phone earplugs and about five centimetres long fell out of something
it was about to disappear down the sink-hole when it made a sticky substance in no time at all which stuck onto the metal of the upside of the sink strainer
i couldn’t see where it was for a moment and thought it had gone down the drain
the bottom of the sticky substance had formed into a small globule the size of a pea
as i went to loosen the substance off the metal with my finger so it would get washed away the worm emerged from the cocoon of viscous and tried to get out of the sink
the scene changed and the cocoon shape had changed inito a short cylinder
the chamber was being used in a in diagram to explain that space couldn’t have holes in it but it could have chambers through which something could pass but would automatiically loop back to where it started from immediately it emrged from the far end of the chamber
the diagram itself was part of a visual indexing system which would be incorporated into an all-encompassing index which seems to be calling to be created
qod 2.9 qos 3.8 p 10
* * *
16042017
walking on the pavement of a road that was on a ten or twelve degree incline
someone, it might have been me, shouted “u.f.o.”
looking up, the lights suggested it was a u.f.o. but as it went overhead the fuselage and cockpit of a plane could be seen
before a sense of dissapointment could set in another voice said “look” and everybody looked up and saw a craft definately not of earthly-design but it was low enough to see inside and it did have man-shaped beings in it
before anyone could say anything else a display of craft filled the sky
i was taking in the movement and shapes and colours as i woke
qod 4.2 qos 4 p 6
x dream (11)
***
15042017
was in a small function room
it could seat about fifty people and there was a circular area about five metres across which was for dancing
it was adorned with cheap, glitzy furnishings which looked expensive
there was a low-hanging chandelier
every body was there but nothing was happening
it was obvious music was missing but i didn’t have my equipment
as i walked passed one lady i heard her say “he can be entertaining”
that was my cue to be “on”
i took a run and jumped onto the chandelier in a way which caused it to start revolving in a circular motion just inside of the dancing area
as the chandelier circled the dance area i let go with one hand and started blowing kisses to the ladies with the other hand as my gaze met the eyes of the different women in my line of vision as i circled
with one woman i didn’t blow any kisses but pursed my lips and moved them around in the way one does when savouring a nice food or taste
that got people laughing so i dropped to the floor and began a “routine”
first i began shadow boxing with the chandelier which was now swinging back and forth and turned my back on it and let it knock me over when it swung back at me
i then turned around the room and began an impromptu-remarks session with everyone one at a time
the next theme in this two-dream sequence was to do with sounds
there was a consistent danceable rhythmn which was coming from an unidentifiable location
i stopped trying to figure out where it was coming from and began listening to it in earnest
the rhythmn had a tune buried in it which was easy to predict and go along with
after building a bit of a song and humming along with it the tune/rhythmn started changing and very quickly i realised it wasn’t a tune at all but it was the repetative sound coming from a machine nearby
as the sound became clear it lost its harmonious quality and the tune wasn’t noticeable
the sound was going to go on and become a nuisance and would have done if i hadn’t decided to re-form the machine sound back into a tune which became pleasant to listen to again
i woke out of the sleep and it got me thinking, just about any inanimate sound could become qualitative if a person’s mind-set was so disposed
* * *
01042017
two dreams and both dreams were arguments
in the first dream i was arguing with max planck in the company of four or five people
he became more and more irate the more i insisted his constant was one raised to the minus forty-third power
he was almost shouting, “90, it’s 90”
the dream ended in that tone
the second dream was about a key
i couldn’t find my front door key
i went to an office where they kept backup keys
the person who could give me a spare key told me they didn’t have one because it was a security issue
i kept pressing him that he did have a spare key and he explained that i had the only spare key because it wouldn’t make sense from a security point of view if someone else had one
the dream ended as i realised he was right and suddenly remembered where my spare key was hidden
qod 2.6 & – qos 2.9 – p – 10
* * *
13042017
second dream
the ground was sodden which meant navigating around the edges of a field near a river
all my possesions were in a cloth bag about the size of a dustbin liner
i had to leave the bag hidden in amongst some bushes as they were making it too difficult to walk
i managed to get where i was going
both dreams were about possessions!
qos 3.1 qod 3.4 p 6
first dream
living in a society where there was a sharp divide between have’s and have not’s
i slotted in at the bottom of the have’s
a mark of my status was a full-length crombie coat
it was the evening and i went to the cinema, it was almost empty
someone was sharp enough to get me to leave my coat in the cloakroom
the moment i was in my seat i knew i had made a mistake and went to get my coat back
the dream ended as i was looking for the person who had the coat
i had the feeling the coat ws gone
qod 3.1 qos 3.7 p 10
* * *
12042017
in a stadium interviewing michael johnson after a new world record had been set in the 4 by 400 metre relay
a re-run of his teams world-record run was shown
he was animated
stand-out part of dream was the clarity of his face and the depth of the stadium
qod 4 qos 4 p 10
* * *
10042017
a woman with a round, deep cut about the size of a thumbnail asked me to stop the bleeding
there was quite a lot of blood coming from the injury
i knew to stop the bleeding i could use a tornequay and apply pressure to the onto the wound
i said we needed some clean cloth to apply to the cut and the girl asked if i had any tissue paper
i gave her the tissue paper but knew the wound needed a skilled person to treat it
i was thinking of the quickest way to get her to the hospital as the dream ended
qod 2.8 qos 3.8 p 10
* * *
09042017
i posted a cynical video of a plane crumpling up and gave the title “human technology”
before i had time to post the second one i was under a merciless attack of vitriole and my standing as a good guy was radically diminished
i realised i had goofed big time and was retreating under the criticism
i was in big trouble and was thinking how i could get out of it for thirty seconds after leaving the sleep and had a noticeable feeling of relief when i realised it was a dream
this is the sort of thing that happens when, regardless of what the circumstances are or how justified my feelings of despondancy are, i allow myself to to think the worst about people
qod 2.3 qos 3.8 p 10
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08042017
this dream was set in at an olympic games-type sporting event
the different sports were spread over an area of about fifty square kilometres
i was accompanied by another person
while we were watching one event a trio of chinese persons who were associates of the person i was with and with whom i had become fiendly with were a kilometre away watching a member of one of their family competing in a sport event
the results of the event which the threesome were most interested in was shown on a screen and the person related to the chinese group had won
i knew they would be celebrating big-time and i had the idea of looking at them and seeing just how jubilated they were through some powerful binoculars
within a short time i had picked them out and could see them in the stands of an open arena
the stand-out* bit of this dream was the clarity and detail when seeing them through the binoculars
*it has to be mentioned that a new faculty of the mind is emerging
namely, the “stand-out” part of a dream, usually by virtue of clarity of vision, sound, movement etc. has taken a firmer place in the visualisable imaging faculty
it was mentioned as first occurring ? years ago and has over the last month become more available to the now conscious state
this particular ability has a distinctive character, it has a serious or sombre or no nonsense feel to it
it is considered to be love/life in “business” mode
qod 3.7 qos 3.7 p 10
* * *
06042017
another holland.hash dream
went to a party with a male friend at a house only to find a queue of mainly girls stending in a loose formation of two’s and about fifty pairs
i was told to form another queue at another door at the same building
i couldn’t figure out why i had been chosen to stand apart fron the queue that was already formed
as i looked around a line of people two or three abreast had formed behind me and i realised i waas the start of a queue to another party
the door opened and i led the people behind me into the building and upon to ther oof
i was getting the music organised and the joints were being passed around as the dream ended
qod 3.8 qos 4 p 8
* * *
05042017
this dream was at a baseball game in america
i was watching the game from the sidelines with two other people
the depth and clarity of the details was the stand-out aspect of the dream
the ball floating off into the distance and the colours of the uniforms of the teams
i said “must have been amazing for spectators to have seen babe ruth hit the first infield home run”
my companions were duly impressed that i knew and felt that
qod 4 qos 3.9 p 10
* * *
30032017
in a city-centre
it was heaving and there weren’t enough retailers to cope with demand
there were queues for everything
in one of the queues at street-level there were a family of three just ahead of me
a girl, six or seven years of age, and her parents
the parents found the child excess baggage for their lifestyle and were making serious comments to the people who they had to apologise to when the girl sought their attention that they could have the child if they wanted her
the child seemed amiable enough and i was wondering what it must be like for her to know she wasn’t wanted by her parent’s
in another queue in a multi-storey store the family of three were there again and had been served and had moved away from the pay-area
as i was about to be served the woman at the till realised the family of three had left something of theirs behind
those of us who heard what the check-out woman said looked around for the family but they wern’t to be seen
within a few seconds it occured to me that if i could find the family and ingratiate myself with them that as i accompanied them back to the counter the girl with them might get friendly with me and her parents would make the suggestion that i could have her
i would gradually warm to the idea and we would come to an arrangement which resulted in me taking the gitl into my life
the family had left the shop so now it was a near mission impossible task to find them in the throng of the centre of the city
when outside the shop the most elaborate movements of any dream i’ve ever had began
first i picked up speed and, at at guess, i’d say i was moving at an almost constant rate of about fifteen to twenty kilometres an hour
i was weaving and swerving and gliding, occasionally coming to a dead-stop for only an instant as i bounced off one foot or the other and changed direction
at one point i was running through a grassy area where people were siitting and munching and drinking on seats and on the grass
there were thirty or so pigeons pecking at scraps and foraging
as i got near they all flew up into the air in different directions
i don’t think i could have slowed down even if i wanted to and i was in among them before they could get above my head-height and some were only a few centimetres into the air
with amazingly subtle movements… a slight tilt of the head, a dip of the shoulder, a bend of the knee, minute side-steps, a bay hop… and ne’er a feather was ruffled
at another place, a long curved walking area, i must have been running with my body angled at thirty to thirty-five degrees as i leant into the curve, slowing only marginally
i eventually came across the family again and was thinking how great it was going to be dad again when the dream again
qod. 3.9 qos 3.6 p 10
three dreams remembered
one was a day out which involved catching three or five different buses
the destination has been featured in at least two other dreams over the years
with one of the connections the bus driver was downright awkward and there were words exchanged
in another dream there was a snake which was eating another snake
and the third dream is too vaguely remembered
qod’s 3 qos 3 p 10
* * *
26032017
the theme of this dream revolved around a machine/device which pressed studs into shirts
the type of stud, coloured, patterned, precious metal… would make it more fashionable or stylish or expensive
the studs would be used to clip other clothes or adornmennts to the shirt and give it versatility
i was selling the idea to someone who had the money to invest in the machine
the dream ended with me wearing the shirt with an add-on fluffy overshirt which enhanced my shape and i was feeling chuffed with myself and i woke to hear myself explaining to the person who gave me the loan that it would save me no end of money over a lifetime
qod 3.5 qos 3.7 p 10
* * *
25032017
my girlfriend wasn’t talking to me
i don’t know what i’d done wrong and i was stubbornly refusing to ask
it was obviously my fault but i felt she should tell me what it was
we tried to carry on as normal
the phone rang and she calmly and pleasantly said it iwas for me
i was too tired to get out of bed and i thought she would tell me who it was or would take a message
i assume, she in turn thought, thought i was being childish and refusing even to respond to anything she was part of and put the phone down and went out of the room
from her point of view it was a snub too many
she started singing a farewell love song
i got the message and started singing it back to her
she left the house and i was thinking how i should go about making things up when the dream ended
qod 3 qos 3.7 p 10
* * *
24032017
2nd sleep
my friend and i were in a home envoroment
two young women dressed in clothes which were expensive, fashionable and fitted them like thin leather gloves, which enabled us to see the full shape of their fingers, called on us and asked to go back to where they lived
my friend and i ummed and ahhed about it for a long, long time and eventually decided we would
we got out into the open where there was a black stretch limousine
the women sat in the driving compartment and we in the lounge
the woman driving was making it her mission in life to impress the hell out of us by driving at break-neck speed without crashing
she held the curves and the corners like an expert
i couldn’t hear the engine but could tell from the way people walking ahead and going in the same direction as us were turning around that either the engine and or the tyres were under a strain
we arrived at the plush apartment block and the driver side-swerved the car into a bricked area, which the car could only fit into if it was in sideways, and came to a stop
i was duly impressed
we got out of the car and realised we were parked in a bricked-designer flower-bed
the woman had indeed been driving like a bat out of hell and and we had only got there in piece by the grace of god
the dream ended
1st dream (the dreams might not be in the right order)
i was an inmate of a prison
i worked in the clothes shop
my job was sweeper-upper
i was the bottom of the pile and the other inmates didn’t pay any attention to me
i would take whatever was on the floor back to a largish table and sort through it and keep anything which might be re-used… buttonss, zips, strips of cloth…
i must have been doing the job for some while
on the table along with the boxes of buttons and cloths were a writng pad, a radio, a an open book, which i read a few lines of in the dream, some loose change, a mobile phone and other items
the policeman who had arrested me, don’t know what i had done to be in prison in the first place, came to see me
he had come to gloat
he had a mocking attitude to his speech and i knew not to react, which was what he wanted
“how are you?” i asked in a completely natural way
it took him aback and and his expression and tone of speech changed immediately
i told him i had settled into prison life and felt i could do the sentence and wouldn’t make another mistake like the one which got me imprisoned
he had to acknowledge i would probably be alright and was stiil standing there looking at me as the dream ended
2nd dream
the staff of a prison kept a notebook of events
one guard showed his notebook to the inmates so they would know what he thought the prisoners should know about him
on one page the book had four five lines in it…
in this little notebook is what i know
in this notebook is you
in this book is how others know you
you and me is this notebook
category of dream: prison: closed: ()
3rd dream
kissing dream: (10)
this dream started off as an x dream and turned into a kissing dream
qos 3.8 qod 3.3 p 10
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23032017
two dreams remembered
the first one was to do with hash
the second was in a cinema which was also used for dancing, both dancing and film-watching could happen at the same time
it was a hot spot which was renowned for couples finding serious and long-term partners
the dancing area was in front of the screen and stretched across the the length of the screen which was about twent-five metres wide and projected ten metres in front of the screen
everybody who was dancing was within the dancing area but i went to a darkened area to the side of the screen which was not being used while the friend i was with stayed close to the screen at the edge of the area i went into
i went into the area at the side of the screen because i only wanted to dance and i couldn’t “let-loose” in the designated area without taking up too much room
it is times like this when i really wish things had gone as they could/should have gone twenty plus years ago then dreams like this could have been simulated via the graphics and motion team who would be skilled enough to produce images and short films as they were being described
in the dream i was able to move my hips a full half of a metre around the x axis (left to right) of body and could bend my knees and get about ten to fifteen centimetres through the y axis (up and down)
there were some “standard” fancy moves as well but the “hip swivel” was the stand-out part of the dream which caught the girls attention
i was enjoying the dancing too much to start talking
as you should be aware by now this website believes that the events in dreams are drawn from real-life, the time-conscious
so this actually happened at a future point of time in a past undulation or it can hapen at a future point of time this undulation
qod 4.3 qos 3.4 p 10
* * *
20032017
2nd dream… for my reference 191 ufo entry 19032017
the first dream was me trying to help a struggling taxi driver make more money
had to resort to unethical methods to do it
qod’s 3.0 & 3.6 qos 3.7 p 1st dream o 2nd dream 10
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19032017
two thouroughly depressing dreams
it didn’t take long to figure out what caused them
in the first one, a female and two might-makes-right aggro merchants waltzed into my flat and headed for my phone to make a call
i beat them to the phone and began a defense of my corner by warning them that their attitude and manner would backfire on them if they didn’t show me some respact
i said it in such a way that it made them hesitate
the dream ended with them stiil braced for violence
in the second dream i was with a girl and we were in a dark, watery underground cavern
two or three men, one of them had a chest as solid as a rock, knew we were there and had come to claim us
the girl was in full view and they began moving towards her
i was out of their view behind a part of the cave that jutted out and i tried to take the short burly one by surprise and hit him with a solid piece of something or other which made contact with his breastbone
i might as well have hit him wth a three-foot long toilet roll
it didn’t phase him one iota
he didn’t even look at me as he said “put him to use”
in the next scene the girl’s hands were bound and her face was one of total defeat
i had been stood in a shallow pool and was being used as bait to attract carniverous fish
i was thinking stray thoughts for a full five minutes after waking
qod 1.8 qos 3.4 p 10
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18032017
serial dream
before writing about the dream some comments…
from december until now dreams diary entries weren’t posted for a few reasons
it was thought that people were more likely to rally or respond to the situation
it was thought that people were more likely to rally or respond to the situation if it was wrapped in celebration and happiness as opposed to being motivated by the sheer urgency of it
i tend to do this; throw myself into a course of action on, what seems at the time, to be a good idea which will get things moving
so, motivated by this latest idea the three months before christmas were spent solely on getting the “worlds first intercontinental live-stream internet new years party” organised and by the beginning of december entries into dreams diary had stopped
there were to be three parties spread over the christmas/new year period
a momentum would be generated which would lead to regular rally-parties
i would gradually introduce the “ethical message” and within a year there would be enough pips amongst you who would become noticed nationally and the love-ball would have begun rolling
we would be converting people into pips at every new party
things would have taken a new direction as we all recognised that the future that backons is full of non-stop, fun-love, playful motions with the knowledge that it only ever becomes more so
any life-loving person would have jumped at the chance of such a lifestyle
as it turned out, despite the initial enthusiasm of people who were invited, only two people turned up for any of the parties and they arrived so late i had begun packing everything away
so what had happened?
several factors… people would rather see me disappointed than happy… people are fearful of associating with me beacause it throws the spotlight on them and draws the attention of the people who will kill for the flimsiest of reasons… men resent me… women cold-shoulder me because i won’t go with women who haven’t got the sense to recognise the ethical nature of life and wont change…
the people who want things to stay as they are, increasing wealth for themselves which means decreasing wealth for you, division between factions, wars, reducing health care etc. are dancing with glee
the dream
two women came into where i was and presented me with a blue paper folder with about frty pages in it
i began reading it and realised it was a script for a wedding film or play or tv programme
upon waking and thinking why i had dreamt it i realised it was the full script of the wedding album i had received through the post in the dream of 12032017
qod 3.4
qos 3.5
p
10
* * *
13032017
staying at a plush hotel
it was so expensive i was struggling to pay for two nights
got friendly with the second bush president
he was trying to make out he was an ordinary guy
i discovered he was making an arms deal
we were talking in his room and i levelled with him and told him squarely “your family is in with the people who manufacture arms”
he became embarrised and didn’t say anything
in another scene i was carrying a flat, robust metal briefcase which was too heavy to carry without changing into a style of walking which meant having to carry it while walking sidewards
carrying it down a long flight of stairs in the hotel was a feat of strength
i laid it flat on its side and i could then let it slide down the stairs
the dream ended as i was surfing down the stairs on the breifcase
addenda
qod 3.3 – qos 3.5 – p – 10 the category of the dream:manually moving heavy items (1)
* * *
12032017
second sleep
the comments preceeding dream entry 18032017 have caused me to re-think about what it is i should be doing with my life
it seems that i have to change the outlook of expecting historic events occurring any day now and concentrate on relaying insights and thoughts for this and the coming generations for the next thousand years which will enable equally important progress to occur in regards to the workings of the mind
after this dream today it makes me think i should resume dreams diary with a fourish and see where it leads
an initial thought is that there is more information to be drawn from combining consciousnesses than there is in time-conscious
the future we are moving into has already happened in the future of a past undulation, with very slight variations, and whatever events do happen over the next thousand years are already there waiting to be tapped in combining consciousnesses
for me this means relative isolation
it now makes sense why picture page easy isolation is the first, and probably the last, picture for this generation
this form of isolation is as easy for me as was the isolation depicted in easy isolation for the lover
should circumstances change i will of course change to embrace them
qod 3.5 – qos 3.5 – o
first sleep
i was a wedding photographer
one day a hard-back wedding album came through the post
i opened it expecting to see the wedding day photo’s of the couple who sent it
it was thought that the people who sent it wanted me to use some of their photo’s in my portfolio which potential customers would think were my own and i, in turn, would get more business and then pay the sender a royalty
when i opened it there weren’t any photos in it at all but what looked like a written account of the wedding day
those of you who have dreams with writing in them will know it’s a bit of a labour to read while sleeping so within a few seconds i had dismissed any notions of using the writing and the dream ended
over the next few days there were several dreams which didn’t seem to have any rhyme or reason to them and i didn’t think they were worthy of being entered into dreams diary
between this dream and yesterday some of the dreams kept surfacing while in the time-conscious state but because there were no entries to refer to the dreams were gradually fading from the memory
* * *
10032017
2nd sleep
should have been an x dream
walking between two rows of eight or ten nubiles with that smile on their faces
qod 3.9
qos 3.7
p
10
1st sleep
on my own walking into town
something caught my attention and i looked up, more or less dirictly overhead
it was a cloud-grey flying saucer which was camouflaged to some extent by the this, grey cloud about it
it was round and about three-hundred metres across and was slowly spinning about it axis
i got excited and began cross-waving my arms and shouting to it
i was making so much noise other people looked up up and saw it too
the other people started shouting and gesticulating
whan half a dozen of us were calling a waving a couple of carriage lights underneath the spaceship started blinking which caused us to make even more noise
that in turn drew more peoples attention and then the clouds around the craft began froming a round pattern around the craft and the clouds began turning in synchronization with the craft
the dream ended there with everybody feeling an air of satisfaction
qos 4
qod 4.6
p
5
* * *
04032017
this dream ws all about movement
the highlight was a standing jump that vaulted me fifteen feet into the and when i landed i seemlessly began doing street dancing
qod 4.2
p
10
second dream
i was making with the one-line quips and raising a few smiles
a toddler of two or three years of age was sucking on a milk bottle that looked like it had a fruit drink in it
i opened and closed my mouth in goldfish style, my way of asking a toddler for some of the drink
the girl holding the drink had a round close-cropped hairstyle and she would have looked like a golliwog if her hair hadn’t been ginger
a couple more scenes passed and the ginger-haired girl was approaching me holding out the drink bottle
i didn’t want any of the drink but her act of generosity couldn’t be deciined
i sucked in a mouthful of it and gave her the bottle back and she walked away
the drink had the cosistency of and tasted like srambled egg
i covered my mouth as i spat it out into a waste bin
category of the dream: food (4) scrambled egg (1) taste: scrambled egg
qod 3.7
p
10
3rd dream
i boarded a crowded train with people getting on, getting off and struggling with their luggage
it was ordered chaos
as the throng thinned out i noticed a baby in swaddling clothes on the floor
i asked a woman who was carrying a baby if it was hers and she said “no” as she shook her head
there were three or four other women there and they were looking at me and didn’t indicate it was their’s
i picked the up the baby and dashed off the train
the platform was as crowded as the train was
i decided tyo keep the baby and was thinking what to tell people so i could keep it
p
10
qos’s 3
* * *
03032017
kissing dream: (8)
qod 4
3.3
p
10
* * *
02032017
a game of table tennis was being played
a big girl v’s a medium to small sized boy/man
the girl was getting murdered she didn’t stand a chance
i asked to play the male
i was in top form and puty the three first serves past him as though he wasn’t there
the game became serious and the people close to the boy went into a huddle
they decided to play dirty
a petite big-busted girl in her late teens wearing a nipple strap and skimpy shorts which showed some of her buttocks and inner/upper thigh appeared at the table
i lost my concentratrion and she started winning
we had to retaliate
a couple of virile young men who looked like film stars with the body of adonis with over-sized members wearing semi-see-through skin-tight white mesh outfits joined our side
we started wiinning
was waiting for the counter-move from the opposition as i woke
over the last few months the memory of the experiences in dreams are becoming as, and more vivid, than Time-Conscious memories and experiences?
embelished
qod 3.5 qos 3.5 p 10
2nd dream
kissing dream: (9)
qod 4 3.3 p
* * *
01032017
in an accomodation with two young women
i’d had a relationship with one of the girls in awake-time some years ago and i regretted ending it but in the dream the relationship was still ongoing
in the dream she was reserved about the relationship and didn’t really want to go on with it
her friend did want us to continue though and so she did
she was experiencing pleasure as we were lying close together as i was gently fondling her breasts (the fondling was the longest part of the dream)
i had to do something for my mother and it meant leaving them
i told the girls to treat the place as their own, which really pleased them as they could tuck into the food, bathe etc. and the dream ended as i left the partment knowing i had won on them over and was looking forward to being back with them
*
could be a theme for a film here
the film starts as in the dream
the man wakes and decides to do the things he done in the dream to get back with his girl
successive dreams lead to greater and greater desirable outcomes in real life and eventually we’re left wondering which are the dream sequences and which are the awake scenes
qod 3.7 – qos 3.4 – p – 7
* * *
27022017
second dream
the elements of this dream… a piece of paper with a song on it… a tatty-looking machine twice the size of a sandwich box which would play the song… the song ws written by my father … my father was either split-up from my mother or was dead… my parents were of different ethnicities… the machine was sold… a tube, necessary for playing the song, which went with the machine, was missing… a person bought the machine without him or the seller realising the tube was not with the machine… the person who sold the machine wanted it back… i sympathised with the buyer… i knew the words and melody of the song… the person who bought the machine wanted the tube as much as the person who sold it… the tune had the potential to be a money-making hit… i told the buyer since he now knew the tune he didn’t need the tube and the song was legally his… i woke out of the sleep as i was trying to sing the song out loud
when fully awake and thinking about the dream a series of thoughts flowed concerning taking the oligarchs to court over the illegality of murdering princess diana
if the prime minister knew of the assassination then he was an accessory to the fact and if he didn’t the oligarch’s were accountable
the thought of initiating a legal challenge comes from watching the first youtube video on comments page
qod 3.5
qos 3
pi
10
first dream
was doing nothing in particular at friends house
his girlfriend walked into the living room with their daughter
that was my cue to make like an entertainer
one of my set pieces was to go into iggledy piggledy talk… diddley ink poink tink, googly ding tok nok
it brought a a straight, broad upper-lip smile from the child and an involuntary hmmph from the mother
in next scene we were watching an ad on the telly for a popular theme park
the camera done a panorama sweep of the park
there was a long queue for the most popular adult attractions
i woke up to hear myself saying “that’s a three hour wait for that one”
qod 3.4
qos 3.1
p
6
* * *
26022017
tender x dream (10)
qod 4
qos 3.3
p
10
* * *
25022017
two-scene dream
first scene
my best friend and i were at his house
he was bigger than me and got enormous pleasure out of trying to get the better of me in a wrestle
against the odds it was always me who got the better of him
whenever i was in the command of him i would let him know by drilling my fore finger into his ribs or some tender spot which made him wriggle like crazy and make him give in
his dad was looking on and was smiling broadly
in the second scene we were in a shallow sunken bath in the nude with our girlfriends
he and his girlfriend were happy with each other but my girlfriend was asserting her will by not snuggling up to me because i wouldn’t comit myself to her wishes (i’m too much of a gentleman to say what it was)
qod 4.2
qos 3.7
p
10
* * *
24022017
new type of dream… extensive dreaming
there were eight or ten different dreams
in a complete reversal of trends in this seies of dreams the dream most vividly remembered was the first dream
in the first dream i was under water and moving in a type of motion that seemed to be mind-willed
the motion through the water must have lasted as long as the rest of the dreams put together
as each dream ended the dreams were being catologued in a word-indexing fashion by length of time and type and there were seven or so words giving a satisfactory description of each dream (an interpretation of picture-to- words programme)
in the last dream i was being pusued by a giant fish with a humongous teeth
i had a plan to let it get me in its mouth and then activate a spring-activated extendable device with spear tips at each end and a large round collar a metre or so from the pointed ends, which just happened to be handy, and which would stop the jaws from closing
i was in its mouth and waiting for it to stop trying to close its mouth when the dream ended
which for each of the dreams details
qod 3.8
qos 4.4
p
10
* * *
22022017
time-tense 1 or 4 or 5 or 7
this dream was about technology
the first thing-to-do on the computer after getting up was find a music track and by the time i got around to entering the dream into the dreams diary the memory of the dream had faded
the dream was about entering the find queries in a way that the search results gave all the information that was needed after pressing the entering in the key-words
qod 3.8 – qos 3.7 – p – 1
* * *
21022017
second sleep
two dreams remembered
in the first dream i was deemed to be the best person to organise a meal for about a dozen people
it pleased me that at least one of my ablilites was recognised and i was busy arranging things when the dream ended
qod 3.7
p
10
second dream
an acquaintance of some years back gave me some clothes
the clothes enhanced my physical appearence and suited me perfectly
the person who gave me the clothes in the dream had given me a pair of trousers in real life many years ago
the trousers he gave me twenty plus years ago gave my legs a shapely look
i wore them to death and felt i had lost some appeal when they became too scruffy to wear anymore
i was thinking how i could reward him when the dream ended
qod 3.7 qos 3.3 p6
first sleep
x dream (9)
the memory of the tactile sensations in x dreams are becoming more prominent in the memory than the memory of the tactile sensations in time-conscious
qod 3.4 qos 3.7 p 10
* * *
19022017
building structures
from a multi-rectangular structure that took form as my will created it the structure became ever-more sophisticated and it then became as great as i could imagine and then i realised it could go on into infinity it became an overwhelming and woke me up
this dream was another step in willing images to form while partially time-conscious
another ability which manifested itself a week ago was the ability to project cartoon sequences but only in a simple form (beano comic style) and only in black and white but with moving images
the thought arises ‘the minds ability to will realities can manifest itself in both a time-conscious state and timeless conscious (flat space) state’
qod 4 qos 3.8 p10
* * *
18022017
on the run from the poilice again in a rural area
think i got away
this dream is the result of making a cynical remark on a film uploaded to youtube (it’s official… the denialists are the loony tunes)
qod 2.8 qos 3 p10
* * *
14022017
violence in dreams
a dozen or more of us were on a submarine in a thick fog with calm waters preparing to repel attackers
the fog was so thick we couldn’t see past the end of the bayonets on the end of our rifles
i was in the front line and in command
i told everybody to lean forward and probe for the attackers with the point of the bayonet
it worked
without seeing the damage we were inflicting the attacker’s were repelled
this dream was probably caused by watching a series of violent films
qod 2.8 – qos 3.3 – p – 1
* * *
12022017
qod 3.8 qos 3.5 p10
***
11022017
x dream (8)
qod 4.2 qos 3.3 p 10
* * *
10022017
in tonights main dream i was a boxer
it was just my opponent and me
we were ready to be announced to the audience
my opponent, a five fooy six muscular african, was giving me the look
i felt confident and was trying to imagine how my biceps looked compared to his when i woke up
qod 2.7 qos 3.4 p10
* * *
09022017
qod 4.2 qos 3.8 p 10
1st dream
three stand-out scenes in this dream
one of them was about my hair
some men are sensitive about losing their hair
i’m one of them (one of the distinguishing features of mammals is their hair)
in the dream, the hair i’ve still got was crunched up
it gave the appearance of being a full head of hair albeit with the hairline high on my forehead
what was striking was the similarity in the style of my hair and the style of the hair in one of the pictures of the lover
haven’t analyzed these three dreams yet (it looks like i’ve got to give more time to dreams. a more elaborate interpretation and explanation of dreams is, it seems, being prompted by you-know-who)
another scene had me doing some fancy footwork while dancing
the thought has occurred while making this entry that the origins of some dreams aren’t in the pde’s but are of combining consciousnesses
further, the writer’s dreams aren’t always generated by himself but by you-know-who
the third one is personal (rhho)
p.s. the picture pages which aren’t going to be presented will, either further on into this undulation or at this point of earthly evolution of a future undulation, will be yours to appraise
2nd dream
qod 3.5 qos 3.7 p 2
it was a summers evening
i was about a thousand metres from home
i was driving a motorbike
i was driving it illegally (without insurance)
the last set of lights before getting home was against me
as i came to a stop there was a police car and a policeman was motioning me to pull over
the policeman told me in a stern manner to get my front indicator light fixed
i said i was sorry and that done the trick and he moved away from me to go back to his car
* * *
08022017
qod 3.9 qos 4.2 p 10
i felt as though i was not accomplishing anything and was trying to organise my life
a friend of twelve years ago wanted to show me something and asked me to go with him
in the next scene, we were at the entrance to a field
on the opposite side of the field and about a hundred metres away i could see four or five adjoining areas each about five to seven metres wide and separated by canvas where different events would be happening
at the nearest one to me, i recognised an orange extension lead and knew it was mine
as i looked longer at and into the section where the cable was i could see an extensive table and things had been so arranged so as to enable a p.a. and my d.j. decks and other accessories for a disco
i then realised my freind had initiated a mini-glastonbury and it was ready for use
i became elated
there would be enough room for a six-foot screen and enough space in and in front of the open-marquee style area for more than a hundred people
i wouldn’t need more than five hundred watts and as night fell the disco lights would really create an atmosphere
i was pleased beyond words with my friend who had shown initiative to make me happy and was thinking of him as the dream ended
* * *
07022017
qod 2.9 qos 3.1 p 2
this is the third dream this week with the same dog
the dog is a large mongrel
it is large enough to stand on its hind legs and use its forelegs to hold onto me, although its grip isn’t very firm, about my chest from the back of me
it is on a lead and the owner encourages it to go to me
in this dream, it didn’t just grab me about the chest as in the previous two dreams but this time it grabbed the long hair on the back of my neck and was attempting to pull me back
i managed to free my hair from its teeth and knew i had to do something a bit on the violent side to get it off me
i jumped upwards and backwards so that i landed on the dog as we both hit the ground
i thought i had hurt the dog as the dream ended
*
there’s was nothing in the pde’s of the previous few days that could be assigned to this dream
i could probably figure it out if i go back to lying in bed and thinking about my dreams before opening my eyes
* * *
06022017
qod 3 qos 3.3 p 10
x dream (7)
* * *
05022017
qod 3 qos 3.3 p 10
i was sleeping rough
a refuse collection company which had a lock-up area in an industrial estate where they kept household items until they were recycled let me sleep on one of the mattresses for the night for 10 pounds
the following day i got day work in a cafe washing up and serving tables
i got 20 pound for the work and with the extra 10 pounds i could have a shower and get some clean recycled clothes
i had to wait until a security check by a vehicle with a spotlight had checked the compound where i would be sleeping before going into the compound
i could still the spotlight of the security vehicle sweeping another area as i was settling into a sleeping position and the dream ended
* * *
04022017
qod 4 – qos 2.9 – 4 – p
i was living in the west country
it was a summers day and i decided to go to london for the day
i took fifty pounds spending money with me
on the tube on the way to the centre of the city, the young man next to me began a conversation
before he got off about five stops later he handed me two pounds and fifty pence and said “give this to one of the women in the carriage”
it seemed the sort of surprising random act that i would do and it seemed a natural thing to do
i stood up and walked down the carriage looking at the faces of the women for the face which seemed most likely to accept the gift
i had got to the end of the carriage before seeing the woman who looked like she would accept it
i explained why i was giving her the money as i handed it to her
she was bemused and a little flustered but accepted the money as she gradually realised the gesture didn’t have any other motive than for someone to be on the receiving end of an act of generosity from a person she had never met and would never meet
this was the first theme of the dreams in this sleep
* * *
03022017
feel-good dream
qod 3.8 – qos 3.3 – p – 10
i was standing outside where i live
it was a narrow buiding squashed between two, three or four glass-fronted offices or shops
it was a sunny day and i went walkabout
i felt good and my mood kept improving
there were two scenes while i was walking when i began singing
i felt really good
* * *
02022017
qod 3 – qos 3.3 – p
i won or was given a cat that was between being a kitten and a cat
i put it inside my jacket but it was trying to get down to the ground
in the next scene, i was holding a black lamb which was twice the size of the cat
two animal dreams in two days!
same dream entered twice – amend
* * *
01022017
doggy dream
a black and brown dog latched onto me while i was out and about
the dog kept on disappearing… over a fence, down a street but reappearing every half minute or so and stayed with me for a few seconds and then was off again
qod 3.9 – qos 2.7 – p – 10
* * *
28012017
qod 3.5 – qos 2.8 – p – 5
bumped into a girl from my school days who i really fancied
she was above average good-looks even then but she had become wealthy and it suited her
she agreed to come back to where i lived and so hello to the family
back at the house, i ribbed her and she took it o.k.
we were considering going out somewhere when the dream ended
* * *
25012017
qod.3.8 – qos 3.2 – o
woke up this morning and tried to remember the details of the dream i’d just had but couldn’t pinpoint any particular part of it
on the third or fourth attempt at trying to remember it something highly unusual happened
a dream from two or three days ago started playing out (the dream from a few days before was nothing special and so i didn’t make it into an entry)
then, suddenly, i realised, the dream was an extract from a film i had watched one or two days previously
the dream i was remembering was from a film i had watched the day after the dream!
what is noteworthy is that this precognitive dream was about rest and relaxation
we are capable of dreaming about dreams we are going to have and not just about awake experiences we are going to have
this tells us that anything we can experience is ready and waiting for us
it is obvious, every conceivable variable that follows any and all experiences of doing and being have been ordered into the greatest quality and quantity of experience at any given moment throughout the entire finite circumstance of Lov-Len
what has to be brought to your attention is this…
in a future undulation world war 1 and world war 2 do not happen
what is thought to be the optimum solution in our current history won’t be relevant in a future undulation
likewise, what is thought to be the best solution now can be improved upon and will be improved in a future undulation
this “rolling out” of experience can be applied to our current situation
when a connection between a flurry of thoughts shows itself it suggests to me that we’re on a “roll”
this same “roll” occurred when composing auditoriums* in choices a few days ago
as the option of choice 3 was thought about a run of several details unfurled and seemed to be begging to be used
there are things about this option which cannot be presented (devolving beings are ready to thwart love/life’s endeavours)
i do not understand why a dogged determination to get things done is adhered to when the same result can be achieved quicker
yesterday another option presented itself and will be posted into choices in the next two or three days
p.s. dreams are still being entered as usual in dreams diary but i’m having to save time where possible to get other things done (the website is a mess at the moment as is my bedroom and living room)
i’m prioritising rest and sleep for the next few years in an effort to regain full mobility
* * *
24012017
qod 3.7 – qos 3.3 – p
in a function room which could seat two hundred people but it seemed empty with just the twenty or so people who were in it
it was a jewish group and they wanted to hear what i had to say
within ten seconds i felt confident enough to present myself
my tone was an encouraging one and the people listened carefully
they responded to my continuous flow of ideas and i decided to go into detail
i had a blue folder which had fifty or sixty sheets of a4 paper in it
there were only four or five blank sheets the rest were all the main points which people, in general, find interesting and they were completely unorganised
on a few occasions when i tried to reference something i had to skip to another point or i would have revealed my lack of preparedness
i quickly outlined four five of the most popular ideas and noticed the people were discussing and commenting between themselves as they heard them
the reaction of the people told me it would be o.k. to take the proceedings to another level
there was a small unused table to my left
i moved the table and a chair to a central position in front of where they sat and said “let’s start getting organised”
i began asking questions of them… “how often can we use the room?, can we do any catering here?, is there a p.a. system?, is there an internet connection?”…
i opened the folder and got out a blank page
“our aim is to try and change the direction of history by 2026. this gives us one hundred and eleven months. we’ll use the first three months to lay the foundations for the following one hundred and eight months. we’ll meet once a month for a critical appraisal of what’s happened during the last month and see what did happen and what didn’t happen. why what we wanted to happen did happen and why and what caused some things not to happen”.
i sensed it was time to ease the pace
i continued, “how long can we stay here for now?” and someone answered “three hours”
“good. right, we’ll break the time into six half-hour segments. to show you it’s not all work and seriousness for the first half an hour we’ll spend just getting to know each other. the second half hour we’ll start outlining what needs to be done and we’ll do the same, alternating between work and play, for the rest of our time together now”.
the above is the dream as i remembered it six or seven hours after i woke (more computer problems) and the order of the scenes of the dream is incorrect
when i woke still full of the desire to organise and turned sideways while still in bed and picked up a pen, swung myself out of bed, picked up the notebook and started writing addenda’s to some of what i’d said in the dream
* * *
23012017
externalised dream
qod 3.4 – qos 3.2 – p – 10
was in an unused or abandoned snooker hall
another person came into the scene and was making me explain what i was doing there
i think i was sleeping rough and had got in through a window
i was explaining in an apologetic way
the mood became calm and i began giving the man an idea which could make the snooker hall make money
i suggested he turned the snooker hall it into a pool hall and to get it started promote a winner-takes-all competition on a regular basis
the person who could win two games consecutively against five or seven or ten challengers would win the money
the man said the same person would win every time
i said “there’s a lot of talent out there as” and went on to tell him about a real-life professional pool hustler i was friendly with for a few months
he was so confident of winning any game he would go into a strange bar and tell the people playing at the pool table he could beat any of them and he would make the bet without the money pay if he lost
talk about living dangerously
this one time his opponent had put him in an impossible position and the outcome of the game depended on the shot
the cue ball was against the edge of the table just a few centimetres away from the bottom right corner pocket
the ball he had to pot was hovering over the middle-right pocket but it was in behind two balls which didn’t have enough space between them to get the cue ball through
if he hit the two balls in front first he would have lost the game and he would have been in deep trouble
before i tell you how he did it have a little think to see if you can figure it out
if he was only a millimetres out he knew he would need an ambulance
so how did he do it?
he hit the ball with precisely the right amount of down-stroke, sideways spin and forward momentum to make the ball jump onto the felt on the top of the table (if the ball had touched the wood the ball would have been out of play and he would have lost) and it rolled down the table on the felt, came off the felt at precisely where it had to so it would land on the back and top of the ball he was aiming for with just the right amount of forward momentum to push the ball he needed to pocket backward and into the pocket and then carry the cue ball forward with enough momentum so it didn’t get pushed back into the pocket by either or both of the balls which would land on
i could hear myself telling the man in the dream that new talent was coming through every year and a previous winner couldn’t enter the competition a second time as i came out of the sleep
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22012017
i needed a lead to show someone a video
a woman who lived a few doors away had one and i went to where she lived to ask her for a loan of it
before i could knock on her door another door opened and my mother came out
i was tacken aback
she had never looked so unappealing
there was nohing in the pde’s which referred to mom
possibly meat-influenced (pork sausages)
qod 3.2
qos 3.5
p
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21012017
new category of dream: montage of self
it wasn’t until the last photo that i realised the pics/sequences were of myself
i don’t look anything like the person in the pics/sequences
the me of these images were a lot better looking than i am now
these portaitures were/are obviously of a different point of time of this and or a future or past undulations
there’s hope for me yet
qod 3.7
qos 3.5
o
* * *
20012017
was at a live performance and after the act i was talking to one of the band
mentioned that five of us were forming a band and were ready for doing gigs
he said he would be interested in being our agent and we arranged a meeting
there were five in our band and in the next scene in the dream the six of us were sitting on a bench in a small room and it meant leaning forward to see the face of someone who wasn’t sitting next to you
at one point i asked the agent-to-be a question
he didn’t reply
when he didn’t reply the second time i leant forward to look at what he was doing and realised he wasn’t there
where he had gone and why he had gone?
i felt obliged to say something
“i’m not sure we needed an agent anyway”
“besides, i’ve heard the band he plays in and their not all that”
i continued, “there’ no reason why we can’t do it ourselves. they say the latest trends in bands is for the group members to do everything themselves”
“i’ll be in charge of the female fan-club and someone else can do the male fan-club”
“they say that the best way to build up a good following is to have affairs with the girls”
“it might be a good idea to have some girls dancing on stage while wer’e performing”
“i’ll put an ad in the paper tomorrow and interview the applicants”
“it will be best to have young girls. their bodies will be more supple and they’ll have more energy”
“we can have them scantily dressed so i’l get girls who have firm, largish breasts and shapely bottoms”
” long hair is more appealing…”
i woke up listening to my increasingly lecherous monologue four or five sentences later
qod 3.5
qos 3.5
p
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19012017
i done a favour for a young woman
she was so pleased she was going to reward me with x
the dream never got to the x scene but the conversation and the emotions leading there were simply superb
a total understanding of one anothers feelings demonstrated our ability as people to have experiences that enhance our characters to new levels
i can’t imagine how these type of personality traits exhibit themselves enacting straight line action
i can’t wait
the wholly empathetic feelings accompanying this dream gave rise to the most satisfying sleep in recent memory
qod 4.1
qos 4.3/4
p
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16012017
second sleep
forgot i was doing the music for a womans party
she was too polite to say anything so she caught my attention by appearing topless briefly about forty metres away
got to the party but couldn’t stay and showed three or four people how to use dj decks to change the music
qod 3
qos 3
p
first sleep
three of us, all men, were having a drink at the local
one of us suggested getting some chips to eat on the walk back home
i wanted hom-made chips and suggested going back to my place
both of my friends hesitated
i produced a full-spread newspaper with about a hundred pages from somewhere which contained just about everything a mind could want to reference and began looking for an example of how i do them
someone mentioned women so i looked in the entertainments pages
a montage sequence began which showed a woman fondling a man
with each new picture/sequence the man got bigger and every new picture/sequence showed his privates in more detail
i don’t find the sight of a vagina or penis in anyway appealing to look at, unless of course it’s my own, and this thing in the moving picture paper library was as grotesque as they come
penis’s and vaginas are sorry-looking things at the best of times
on this occasion it looked uglier with each new photo/sequence
i caught sight of the man’s face at the beginning of this montage sequence, it was terry thomas
i moved on from the article i was reading but realised i had to go back to the entertainments section for women and entertainment
it was while i was looking for, but couldn’t find, the female entertainments section again without think reading through each new category that i became frustrated and the dream ended
qod 3.3
qos 3.4
p
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15012017
new category… sleep within a sleep
waking up from a sleep in a dream which was itself in a dream
i awoke into a dream and i found myself in located in exeter
it was a dingy room with a high ceiling
in the dream i woke up to i had to go out but can’t remember any more of the dream
qod 2.8 – qos 3.9 – p – 8
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14012017
2nd sleep
ultra formal dinner party for the worlds most famous and the mover/shakers
a modernistic predominantly wood and glass three-storey spacious building set in its own grounds
the mall-sized palace had been built on sloping grounds so the entrance was a level below the ground floor
it could accomodate thousands of people
people had been arriving for days before the main evening
i was one of early arrivals
i went through the foyer and started to climb an open semi-circular staircase to the first floor
a young woman dressed formally had fallen asleep on the stairs and was lying on her side on the third step
on the first floor there were some guests talking about the guest-list and i heard a young mant say “it gives his name but doesn’t say who he is”
dream ended there
qod 3
qos 3
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13012017
qod 3
qos 3
p
new category of think-read dream (5)
a think-read combining-consciousnesses dream which had vague, smokey-type image sequences which seemed to be trying to adhere to a straight line as they formed and dissolved
as the words became clear the images faded
the message was… “for the last year your site has been ad- free and has been of the best quality. we now have to reduce the quality of the stream or you can accept ads”
this is almost certainly from a past undulation (see the roney analysis)
qod 3.5
qos 4
p
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12012017
half a dozen or more of us were part of a smuggling gang taking money through the turkish border
we were all wearing black suits with white shirts and black shoes and socks
the border-search was a pat-down of the upper-body and a hand-squeeze of the ankles
i was last in the queue and there were two more to go through the check before me
i had to prepare some scampy shorts of a trio of female singers for the laundry and was keeping the border-guards waiting
they border-guards were becoming impatient and motioned me to come forward for the check
i was nervous because everyone else had taken two notes through in their socks and i had put three or four in mine
i smiled cheekily as i shook the last pair of shorts and laid them on top of the other two
i felt relaxed
the dream ended there
qod 3.4
qos 3.3
across a middle-eastern
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11012017
a double deck game of three card brag, discarded two cards
i could have had a prial of aces but chose an ace, two three running flush
the dream finished before the cards were turned
qod 3.5
qos 3.2
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09012017
qod 2.6
qos 3.4
p
type of dream
time-tense – 6, 8 or 9
first dream
in this dream, i’m a passenger in a stationary car
a man, the driver, jumps into the car
he has just come out of a bank after robbing it
he starts the car and drives off in typical getaway fashion
the noise of the engine of the car is startling
so now he’s driving like a maniac and causing everyone within hearing distance to turn and look
i tell him to slow down and not draw attention to us
he’s still driving flat out as the dream ends
qod 2.5
2nd dream
p
time-tense 5
qod 3.3
a girl i see on a fairly regular basis in real life asked me if she can borrow a pen
i tell her there’s one on the table
she writes something and gives it to someone not visible in the dream
she then comes back to me and cozies up to me
she runs her hand along the side of my face tenderly
i let out a little giggle and play coy
she decides not to take it further
i’m thinking of what it was i should have said or done as i wake up
third dream
qod 3.8
o
type of dream – see time-tense
time-tense – 5
here’s a new variation…
fell asleep while watching a film
the central character of the film i was watching wen i fell asleep was a woman playing a serious role in a drama film
in the film in the dream the woman was cast as a fun-loving person, the opposite of the serious drama i was watching when i fell asleep
what i’ll do now is look to see if the dream sequence was from another film and if it wasn’t then the dream sequence was from an awake-time experience of events that happened in a previous undulation but if it is her in another film then… 04:23 10012017
made a reasonably extensive search to find a film in which the girl plays a happy-go-lucky role
couldn’t find one
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08012017
in this dream i was composing a song to events
it was set in a factory
the visual was a zoom-out of workers at their various machines
each of the machines the operators were operating made a different sound which was incorporated into the song as the zoom-out brought them into sight
time-tense 1 or 4
qod 3.3 – qos 3.2 – o
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07012017
in a vehicle
an african woman was having trouble stopping her child from crying
i stretched out my arms in a come-to-me gesture
it took the little girl three steps to get from mom to me
i sat her on my knees facing me and put one of my fingers in her palm and she closed her hand and held onto the finger with a surprisingly firm grip
i could feel she needed changing
she stopped crying the moment she was seated and was smiling within a second or two
the stand-out part of the dream was the sensation of her hand gripping my finger
time-tense 1, 5 or 6
qod 3.7 – qos 3.3 –
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06012017
a tired john and a concerned relative
the dream starts with me waking from a sleeping position and feeling tired, very tired
the first thing i see is a mature young man looking at me
the male is either the brother or a son of the woman i’m in a relationship with
he says “i can go and get you a black leather mattress or if you don’t want that i will take you home”
he’s talks in a no-nonsense manner and his tone of voice and look tells me it’s time to make a choice
the situation is i’m sleeping in the living room and he doesn’t like it
people in a relationship sleep together
he’s too sensitive to towards his mother/sister to ask questions about the sleeping arrangements but knows something isn’t as it should be
i was touched that he would take on the expense and go to the trouble of getting a new mattress and said “you would do that for me” and then “give me a minute to wake up please”
i was waking from the sleep as i heard myself saying the last sentence
before the dream ended there was a final picture or scene of me looking at myself in the mirror
i had dark bags under my eyes and looked unwell (this is the stand-out part of the dream)
i don’t remember looking that unwell in this lifetime
methinks this isn’t/wasn’t me but you-know who
he’s filling in for me rather than have me experience those things which would totally demoralise me
addenda
time-tense for first scene 3, 6, 7
qod 2.8
qos 2.5
p
time-tense for second scene/picture 3, 5, 9
notes
in the first scene i am participating
the mirror scene, i now realise, was as an observer
this is the first dream i am aware of when i am both particpant and observer in the same dream!
pde’s
tried resting to the fullest extent during the day to see if lying down all day was beneficial
this dream tells me it’s not
too much rest or inactivity during any given day is not in accordance with what we can/should be doing
there is an optimum minimum/maximum movement/rest ratio for every individual
it is time to start tieing dreams in with metabolic maintenance to get a more accurate picture
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05012017
two dreams and controlled-imaging
two new development’s occupied the writer’s thoughts upon waking and caused him to forget most of the detail in both dreams
he does remember the content of the first one, a violent one
the second one, an x dream (6), was as good as the first one was bad
a good one and a bad one in the same sleep is itself something of a novelty
i can’t recall it happening before*
have initiated a database for dreams
about twenty entries so far
have started with the earliest dreams and am working toward the present
now that dreams theory is the priority project it should be available by spring
the new development brings into being a new category of
imaging
the imaging faculty is named “controlled-imaging”
it occurred while trying to stimulate a montage immediately after waking
it was discovered that the imaging centre of the brain/mind can produce an image with any content
it was tried with three different types of subject matter and produced varying degrees of success
the degree of success may have been due to the order in which the imaging was enacted but between the imaging and the second discovery, which was also occupying my thoughts, the chronology of the images was forgotten
the new realisation may be more important than the image-controlling faculty and it is very easy to prove or disprove and will be verified or disproved within a week… test
the origin of controlled-imaging goes back to… “startled”
it should also be remembered that all the original things at this website followed on from the Comprehension
this is the third time within a week this theme-content has been present
three times does seem to make it important in one way or another
time-tense ?
qod 3
qos 3.1
o
second sleep
was in a lively urban area, location 2, where five or six groups of teenage girls were all listening to their favourite music
i tried to organise a full-blown disco, with me as the mc but they preferred to listen to just one or two lines from each of the songs they liked
after trying unsuccesfully to get them interested i gave up and the dream ended
qod 3
qos 4.3
p
first sleep
montage dream
yet again, the old noodle has tapped into an area of experience not even concieved of
this dream was a demonstration of what we are physically capable of sometime in the future
there were or five or six completly different ways a supremely supple body can manipulate its limbs
one of the sequences had a man standing on one leg while the other one was rotating like a windmill only at what must have been three or four circles each second
the last one was of a man who didn’t have any shoes on and could put one leg over his head the and other one in a position which enabled him to twist one or both arms into a position which didn’t allow at the first look to tell where the rest of the the limb started and because of his convoluted state it wasn’t entirely clear whether his legs were attached to his shoulder or if his arms were attached to his hips
the other sequences were equally impossible to attain for contemporary man
this was a dream about dancing which had occupied my thoughts during the day musing about how agile and mobile i might become as the limitations on my current inability fall away
qod 4.2
qos 4
s
* * *
04012017
this is the third time within a week this theme-content has been present
three times does seem to make it important in one way or another
time-tense ?
qod 3
qos 3.1
o
* * *
03012017
ball/s floating in liquid
this dream was about a scoring system
the value of the thing being scored was displayed by a dark-coloured ball in a thin transparent square container which had liquid in it
the container was about three diameters of the ball in width and five ball-diametres high, the container/s could have been any size
the liquid in the container was responsive and could, very subtlely, change colour
the ball rose and wavered and fell in the container as its rating rose or fell
in the second scene, there were three or four of the transparent containers which looked as if they were joined together
my attention focused on one container in particular, probably because it had the most movement in it
inside the container, there was a light-grey small, wispy column which changed its shape, like smoke in a still room
the light-grey column of the smoke-shaped liquid was about the height of a ball and as i looked at it the width varied from one-seventh to one-sixth of one ball-width
addenda
time-tense 2 or 5
it doesn’t seem likely that the technology being described here will have been developed within the writer’s lifetime
the only way it could happen is if d-man begin sharing their technology with us
(see lead article… endic.at)
qod 3
qos 3.1
p/o ?
pde’s
the pde which brought this dream about was the scores being given at a weight-lifting competition i watched on the telly
there was argy-bargy about whether the referees had got some of the scorings right or not
in the programme, the decisions were close calls but it is the case that life has the ability to be meticulous about the most insignificant thing
notes
thinking about it, a scoring system, or any situation with serious consequences, which had a qualitative attachment would be useful when decisions are based on measuring devices which are too crude to measure a difference
thinking about it further, a liquid substance which reacts to the prescence of consciousness seems feasible
(see the act of observation)
notes 2
wasn’t going to make this dream into an entry but like those times when we throw something away only to find a use for it later, all dreams regardless of their seeming insignificance will have to be entered
if it’s in a dream it’s there for a reason !
this dreams thing is taking over my life !
* * *
02012017
kissing dream: (11) (my girl and her three sisters)
time-tense 1, 3, 4, 7
qod 3.8 qos 3.5 p
struck up a relationship with a girl about twenty-one
we were comfortable together and she was just my type
fairly early on in the relationship we were sitting together on a settee which wasn’t designed for lying on comfortably
her three sisters were on the far side of the room seven or eight metres away
my girl was unusually forward and was giving me soft peck-kisses around my neck and gradually moved to my cheeks and finally my lips
i was mindful of her three sisters but they didn’t seem to notice we were there
so i started kissing her first on her lips and then on her face as she had done with me
it was while kissing first her face and then back to her lips again that i realised the
softness of her lips and the softness of her skin had exactly the same texture
whether i kissed her lips or face it felt exactly the same
(this was the stand-out part of the dream)
of course there were no protrusions on her face but if her face did have protrusions the shape of lips and if my eyes were closed i wouldn’t have been able to tell if i was kissing lips or protrusions
we broke away from kissing and her three sisters were looking at us and smiling a pleasure-smile that surprised and slightly startled me
one of the sisters said “you can live here if you want”
in another scene one of her sisters was going through a door next to where i was sitting and stopped and said “you don’t have to break the law anymore now”
i woke to hear myself saying “what is it i’ve done”
*
there was a really raunchy scene somewhere in this dream sequence but am unable to place it chronoligically
without going into detail… i didn’t realise women could be so genuinely concerned about the health of their man’s genitalia
*
after waking from this dream i had a quick dip into montage territory and was delighted when a new form of montage occurred
you’ve probably seen a drawing being made without the hand or pen being visible as the picture was taking shape
it was a mini-montage of that type of imaging
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second sleep
x dream (6)
qod 3.2
qos 3
first sleep
alas, the sound being sought occurred before this recording started but…
this sentence, at fifty three minutes and forty eight seconds “…is there a trick to getting rid of dandruff?” came immediately after an image sequence of dandruff falling like fine snow from my hair occurred but the rest of the dream , if there was any more to it wasn’t remembered at all upon waking
the memory of the image sequence was triggered when i heard it while searching for the baby-talk
perhaps the one image-sequence was the whole of the dream
note
the breathing pattern becomes noticeably different as the dream state is entered
this means, if the assumption is correct, there were at least two other dream sequences which aren’t remembered
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01012017
was in the dingiest, most depressing, dungeon-type prison ever
oddly the turnkeys were sympathetic
one in particular stuck his neck out for me but the chief officer overturned his suggestion, although i got the feeling he didn’t want to
it should be recogniised that these frequent prison dreams aren’t the result of me feeling guilty about things i’ve done
this type of dream is the result of the oppressive feelings that come from living in an oligarch-controlled nation (what it must be like in russia i shudder to think)
the situation isn’t helped by men, and women, who will not speak out and say it like it is (home page)
it’s yourselves who are putting distance between us not me
qod 2.8 qos 3.4 p
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